There are three important conservation laws in high school chemistry: conservation of charge, conservation of material, and conservation of protons.
Shen Yunian sometimes wonders, does the word conservation only apply in academic research, production and life of nature?
Is the same true true for a person's fortune?
Why are hemp ropes cut at thin spots? Why does bad luck seek out the poor?
At an age when adults should protect him from the wind and rain, Shao Yu was forced to support himself. Destiny enters the fast lane and grows in a cruel way. He can only hide his emotions with indifference and get used to swallowing the bitterness alone.
If possible, she hopes that this child can show joy and sorrow like his peers.
I just hope that the current hardships are all tests, and there will always be a sunny day after the rain.
Shen Yunian looked at Shao Yu, who once again knew that he had lost his friend, and tore apart the memories of the bombing again. As a mother and an elder, how could he not feel distressed?
In a daze, she touched the sadness deep in the young man's eyes. The air was stagnant at that moment, fearing that it would merge with the young man's flow.
Pedestrians come and go, but only the two of them are still. The noise cannot penetrate the sadness of the people involved, and only a little bit of the two people's different but difficult to heal past is lost.
"I'm sorry..." Shen Yunian didn't know how to comfort the young man, so he awkwardly stretched out his hands and held the strong and bony hand.
That is definitely not intimacy, but out of the care of the elders for the younger ones.
Shao Yu was in a trance for a moment, feeling the warmth coming from his fingertips, reaching straight to the bottom of his heart. Then he smiled reluctantly, indicating that he was fine.
However, the most sensitive and fragile nerve buried in a place that no one cares about still causes unbearable pain when it is touched.
……
Shen Yunian walked towards No. 4 Middle School, and Shao Yu beside him slowly recounted the past in a calm voice.
It turns out that Zhao Xu and Shao Yu met in a hot pot restaurant. Because of their not-so-happy family circumstances, the two gradually became good friends - simple good friends.
In the hospital at that time, Shao Yu showed excessive tenderness towards Zhao Xu, not out of admiration, but out of concern for his friend.
In other words, to put it in a less pleasant way, it is a grouping between similar people to keep warm.
Shen Yunian hissed and touched his chin, "That's not right. Then why do you call yourself Zhao Xu's boyfriend?"
Shao Yu: "She helped me solve a problem, so I promised her to lie about her boyfriend in front of Aunt Zhao."
The trouble he was referring to was his own mother.
When Zhao Xu and Qin Muye were together, in order to prevent Zhao Wunan from knowing, he had been using Shao Yu as a shield. After the incident was revealed, the whole grade was in an uproar. Zhao Xu couldn't bear the disturbance and simply dropped out of school. Only then did Zhao Wunan realize that his daughter had been lying to her.
Shen Yunian: "Even if her mother scolds you, you still have to pretend?"
Shao Yu: "It's not true anyway."
In order to lighten the mood, Shen Yunian couldn't help teasing: "How can you pretend to be a boyfriend for others?" She pretended to teach her children an emotional lesson, "When you have a girlfriend, you will know that your behavior is very inappropriate. ”
"A child as outstanding as ours cannot be known as a 'central air conditioner'."
Shao Yu's frozen handsome face was finally unblocked, and he laughed suddenly, "I know, I won't do it again."
In his opinion, Zou Yuan and Zhao Xu are both his friends. Apart from their gender, there is actually no difference. If Zou Yuan was the one who fell into the sea, he would still do the same thing and show equal care.
"We're here."
Shen Yunian stopped, unlocked his phone, and sent a message to Zhao Xu's former head teacher, asking her to call the uncle in the communication room so they could go in.
Shao Yu noticed that she had a new mobile phone. After thinking for a moment, he understood.
The security uncle waved to them, "Students can come in."
Shen Yunian took off his pink hat and thanked his uncle.
The security guard originally wanted to stop Shao Yu who was behind her, but when he saw the gauze on the girl's head, he simply checked in and put both of them in.
No. 4 Middle School is a new school, much larger than the High School Affiliated to Normal University. The two of them crossed most of the playground, walking against the students after school, before arriving at the teaching building.
For tomorrow's social exam, apart from the students on duty who were cleaning the exam rooms, there were not many students left in each class. The enthusiasm for studying had faded, and the corridors were empty.
"Zhao Xu."
Shen Yunian looked at the young man standing by the handrail of the stairs. He was Zhao Xugao's second-grade class teacher. After his sophomore year was promoted to senior year, he was still the class teacher of his original class.
The young man is not tall, more than 170 points, slightly fat, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses, and looks very friendly.
Shen Yunian stepped forward and said hello: "Hello, teacher." He wanted to shake hands, but then he remembered that he was not a parent, but a student, so he retracted his hand angrily.
Teacher Qi looked at the taciturn students in the past, who seemed to have let go now, and smiled happily, "How is the new school? You should get used to it."
Shen Yunian held the handle and walked up, smiling and responded: "It's good. I'm eating well. I've also gained a few pounds."
"Really?"
Teacher Qi was a little surprised when he heard the lively words. Zhao Xu became cheerful and laughing.
"What happened to the head?"
Shen Yunian said jokingly, "I hit a tree."
Shao Yu couldn't help but think of that classic sketch line and suddenly smiled.
You hit a pig, the previous sentence is...
The third graders were on the fourth floor. Teacher Qi went to the invigilation meeting after being sent to the place.
The remaining two people walked from far to near. A girl in the class who was wiping the blackboard was about to wash the blackboard and wipe it. When she saw Zhao Xu coming, she couldn't believe it at first. After squinting her eyes to confirm, she smiled brightly and waved excitedly:
"Zhao Xu!"
Shen Yunian waved to the girl and strode up to her, "Who are you?" Then pointed to his head, "I don't remember anything."
The girl was stunned for a moment, then replied: "Zhu Linqing."
Shen Yunian: "You helped pack my things, thank you."
Zhu Linqing smiled and shook his head, "It should be." Then he thought of something and looked aggrieved: "Why don't you reply to the message I sent you."
"Sorry, the previous account is no longer needed. I will add you again."
Shen Yunian had never heard of this girl's name, but he could tell that she was very friendly. She should be one of the few friends in the class that Zhao Xu could still talk to.
Influenced by Japanese and Korean dramas, Shen Yunian always felt that there might be graffiti and waste paper in the cabinet, so he held his breath and opened Zhao Xu's cabinet, but there was nothing else.
The things inside are neatly arranged: textbooks for the second grade of high school, a box of art tools, and a handbook.
Shen Yunian briefly flipped through the ledger, which contained a collage of movie illustrations, with movie reviews written next to them, but the handwriting of two people appeared at the same time.
Shao Yu half-crouched beside her and tapped the sentence on the last page of the ledger, "This is written by Qin Muye."
The content is: "This is the sea."
Shen Yunian took out the Polaroid. The handwriting was the same as the sentence behind it, but she was still confused about its meaning. She searched online to no avail.
Shao Yu saw her confusion and said: "This is a movie."
""White Wedding"."
He showed the profile he found to Shen Yunian. The other person glanced at him and frowned. After a long time, he said, "Do you think he is ridiculous?"
Of course he was referring to Qin Muye.
At the end of the movie, the female student and the male teacher were caught in a forbidden love. Against all odds, the female student died and the male teacher lived like a zombie.
Shao Yu understood what she meant. Even if they were destined not to be recognized by the world, it was unlikely that anyone would curse him like this.
Unless, the people and things in it cannot be measured by ordinary people's thinking.
Although "girls' feelings are always poetry", a girl's dream needs to be guarded by a mature mind, rather than crossing the bottom line by making mistakes and overturning this unpolished mistake.
Several students in the class who had placed tables and chairs outside noticed it and started talking:
"Is that Zhao Xu outside? Is she coming back to find Teacher Qin?"
"Xu Zhongyi transferred schools for her, Teacher Qin resigned for her, and she still has a boyfriend in mind."
Zhu Linqing sneered and said angrily: "Listening to the wind is like rain. You have learned this."
"It was Xu Zhongyi's own choice to go abroad. He injured someone and then went abroad to seek refuge after reconciling. What happened to Zhao Xu? Are you still wronged on his behalf?
"Qin Muye also proposed his resignation. It is said that he violated the teacher's code and should resign!"
Shen Yunian was moved when he saw this shrewd girl standing up for Zhao Xu. He patted her on the shoulder and said, "Calm down." Then he turned to the people who were talking about her:
"Why do you have such a big problem with me?"
"Are you jealous that I study well and look good?"
Shao Yu looked at the other party's serious and narcissistic look, and the last doubt about her identity was dispelled.
It is definitely not Zhao Xu.
One of the classmates exchanged glances with the person next to him and argued: "Before Teacher Qin taught our class, our class's math scores had always been in the middle to lower grades."
"In the midterm exam of my sophomore year of high school, I progressed to the middle of the pack. In the final exam, I progressed to the top three."
"He is really responsible for the students. He will give out small papers according to each student's situation, and no one will be left behind. I used to hate math, but after Teacher Qin came, my grades really improved a lot."
The person next to him interrupted him, "We all think it was you who forced Teacher Qin away."
Shen Yunian somewhat understood the prejudice against Zhao Xu's classmates.
Prejudice is like a germ that is ready to move. It only grows in the hearts of a few people at first. Through conversation, a three-point dissatisfaction can grow into a five-point dissatisfaction, and a five-point dissatisfaction can grow into an eight-point dissatisfaction, and finally the entire group becomes completely dissatisfied.
Zhao Xu usually had few friends and a cold personality. She left in a hurry without even having a chance to defend herself. Therefore, few people knew the real her.
In addition, this was a matter between her and Qin Muye. Outsiders who did not know the right and wrong were more inclined to use emotions to solve the case. The charge of "forcing the teacher to leave" was naturally placed on her.
Shao Yu was about to speak for Zhao Xu, but Shen Yunian raised his hand to stop him and said slowly: "Zhao Xu is not who you think. Please don't recognize her with your ears."
Seeing that the two of them were silent, she continued: "Can a person's excellence really cover up his mistakes? Teacher Qin is responsible for teaching, so can he turn a blind eye to his other behaviors?"
The implication is that many murderers have stated in court that they have never even killed a chicken and that murder is purely a crime of passion.
Maybe the prisoner is a kind person, but because of his kind side, "goodness" cannot be extended to everything he does
Of course, reality is not black and white, and specific issues must be analyzed in detail.
Based on Shen Yunian's modest understanding of Zhao Xu, the reason why the girl and Qin Muye were together should not be as simple as "liking".
Because pessimistic words will not appear on a person who is in love.
Shen Yunian was deep in thought when another classmate whispered: "Even the police were alerted at that time. His future must be over..."
"Police? What police?"
Intuition told Shen Yunian that the reason for Qin Muye's resignation must not be as simple as suspected love... After all, teacher-student love is only a moral issue and does not rise to the level of a criminal offense.
But it seems that these inexperienced children naturally connected Qin Muye's resignation, his unusual relationship with Zhao Xu, and the police's visit.
Former classmate: "We don't know for sure. During the last period of his sophomore year in high school, the police suddenly came to see him, and he left his job not long after that..."
"Classmate, do you know?" Shen Yunian looked at Zhu Linqing, who shook his head slightly, indicating that he did not know the inside story.
Maybe it's his personal problem?
Shen Yunian didn't want to dwell on this for the time being. She quickly packed up her things and suddenly remembered the friend requests she had made twice in the past week. But when she opened the WeChat page again, the other party had already logged out of her account...
She suddenly couldn't help but feel extremely upset about not keeping her appointment... What if she was the key witness?
Her brain was running at high speed, looking for clues deep in her memory. In the flash of lightning, she thought of the phrase "go abroad", and with the last glimmer of hope, she asked: "When did the person you just mentioned leave the country?"
Zhu Linqing thought for a while and answered: "Xu Zhongyi? It should be this week..." She looked at her classmates uncertainly, and when she received an echoing nod, she became more confident, "Yes, it is this week."
Shen Yunian seemed to have grasped a vital rope and said anxiously: "Is there any other way to contact him!"
Zhu Linqing was puzzled: "He usually doesn't see the beginning or end of the dragon, and he doesn't have many friends in school. He doesn't even know that you are his crush, let alone us."
Shen Yunian: "Then why did he hit people?"
Zhu Linqing chuckled softly: "He? It's not surprising for us, the school bully level, to get into a fight with someone."
The clue is broken again. "Thank you..." Young Shen Yu pressed her painful temples and couldn't understand. Since Xu Zhongyi liked Zhao Xu, why did he send such a message in the first place? Was it just to ask her to come back?
"I..." Zhu Linqing interrupted her thoughts, and Shen Yunian looked at her with a smile.
Zhu Linqing looked a little evasive, "If you have anything to do in the future, just come to me." After saying that, he lowered his head. He felt a little abrupt when he suddenly said such words. "Zhao Xu" would think that he was a strange person...
Shen Yunian's eyes flashed with surprise, and then he was filled with relief, "Zhao... I am very lucky to have a friend like you." After that, Shen Yunian gave her a hug.
Zhu Linqing bit his lip lightly and hummed.
But...she and Zhao Xu are not friends at all.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her fingers were helplessly intertwined in front of her. After a long time, she hugged her back, crying: "Don't keep it to yourself if you have worries. If others are biased against you, just say it back! They obviously don't care about anything. Don’t understand.”
The relationship between girls is so simple and warm. They don't have to be good friends, let alone acquaintances.
When you are in trouble, I will lend a helping hand.
Without her, just because you are my friend is enough for me to feel the same way.
……
Zhao Xu doesn't have many things, a schoolbag and a handbag are enough to fill it.
Shen Yunian only memorized half of his weekend homework. In line with the principle of "having fun on the weekend", the remaining half was waiting for Sunday night study to go back and write.
"I'm so embarrassed..." Shen Yunian was embarrassed to rely on his old age. He was really afraid that the 20-pound big schoolbag would break Shao Yu's small body.
Shao Yu seemed to have nothing on his back, his expression unchanged, "If you calculate carefully, you are already forty, so you should be."
It sounds awkward to say this...
After walking out of the school gate, Shen Yunian took a deep breath, feeling relieved.
Shao Yu suddenly stopped and straightened his expression, "I remembered something, I don't know if it's too late."
Shen Yunian then stopped.
Shao Yu organized his speech and said: "Zhao Xu once told me that Qin Muye is a pitiful person"
"Poor man? How can you pity Fa?" Shen Yunian raised his eyebrows slightly, wondering.
Shao Yu thought for a moment and replied: "It seems that his mother died young, and his father married his lover soon after. The relationship between father and son is extremely tense. This is what I know."
Shen Yunian couldn't help but sigh, thinking that in this world, who wouldn't be pitiful? But this shouldn't be the beginning of emergency love.
She couldn't help but sigh, what a bunch of crouching dragons and phoenixes there were. The police came looking for them in the first place, and then they went abroad after beating them.
"Auntie, shall I invite you to dinner? What do you want to eat?" Shen Yunian didn't want to mention more sad things, so he changed the subject.
Shao Yu thought for a moment and thought of the bowl of wontons that was bigger than his face. His heart jumped inexplicably and he said, "There is a fly restaurant next to No. 4 Middle School. Their handmade dumplings are quite delicious."
"Okay, okay." Shen Yunian glanced at his watch. It was almost five o'clock, and he couldn't wait to walk there with his people. He said as he walked, "I like to eat yellow croaker stuffed, cuttlefish stuffed and mackerel stuffed. Delicious.”
"Do they have sea urchin filling..."
Laughter burst out of Shao Yu's throat and he couldn't help but tease: "Uncle, don't you think you are noisy?"
It wasn't that Shen Yunian was noisy, but he felt that the freshness around him was like an illusion. The man suddenly came over with a wanton warmth, so fast that it was too fast to be real.
Shen Yunian's smile faded and he sighed: "The dumpling fillings he prepared are particularly delicious."
"Now I can't eat even if I want to, and he can't hear me noisy even if he wants to."
Shao Yu realized that he shouldn't be joking, so he suppressed a smile and said, "Sorry..."
Walking to the dessert shop, Shen Yunian shifted his attention for a moment, his eyes focused on the handsome face through the glass window, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Look, it's really so and so who has arrived."
"Isn't that your uncle?"
……
Today is Friday, which coincides with the early classes for the surrounding high schools, and the dessert shop is in a university town, so the business in the shop is particularly good in the afternoon.
After Tang Jiali returned home, he put down his schoolbag, put on a small apron, and transformed into a pastry chef to help bake cakes in the kitchen.
He packed the freshly baked Swiss rolls and delivered them to the guests by hand.
"Uncle, your dessert."
Feng Zhaoyun looked away from the notebook, looked up at the handsome boy, smiled and thanked: "Thank you, sorry for bothering you."
"Uncle, you are the 200th customer today. This is a free gift." Tang Jiali was carrying an exquisite gift bag containing a squawking traveling frog.
Feng Zhaoyun took the gift bag with both hands and said, "Thank you."
Tang Jiali nodded, "You're welcome." He secretly looked at this uncle with outstanding appearance and temperament, and he always felt that he looked familiar... He left the dining area and was about to return to the kitchen when the wind chime at the door suddenly rang.
Someone came in and passed by a beauty with a sense of coldness. Her white sweater made her look elegant and quiet.
Fang Jiayan's eyes turned around in the dessert, and her eyes suddenly lit up, "Teacher Feng!"
Shao Yu who was outside the window quickly tugged on Shen Yunian's sleeve, "Auntie, let's go. If we stay late, there will be more people eating."
When Shen Yunian heard this, he stopped outside the window, as if he wanted to watch the show right there.
Feng Zhaoyun stood up and greeted with a smile.
"I heard that you are working on acid catalysts, I am very interested..." Fang Jiayan opened his notebook, intending to exchange the literature he collected with him one by one.
Feng Zhaoyun did not answer, as if sensing something, his eyes crossed the window and met the playful gaze.
Isn't that Zhao Xu?
Why did her eyes look so...unafraid of life?
Feng Zhaoyun's deep eyebrows revealed an easy-going attitude that was inconsistent with his coldness, and he felt like he had a clear conscience.
Shen Yunian just nodded in a friendly manner, then turned around and said, "I'm hungry, let's go eat."
Shao Yu's thoughtful eyes switched back and forth between the uncle inside the glass window and the aunt outside the glass window.
……
After Shen Yunian and Shao Yu separated, she took the subway and raced against time to return to her mother's house to get her mobile phone back before Zhao Wunan arrived. She pretended to have finished studying before going home with her.
Shen Yunian entered the door in a hurry, pretending to be well-behaved and polite, "Hello, grandma, hello, sister." Then he waved to Shen Baiyao.
Lu Xiang saw that Shen Yunian was out of breath from running, and due to Bai Yao's presence, he couldn't show much concern, so he politely said: "Classmate, do you want to stay for a meal?"
"Thank you, I'll go home and eat." Shen Yunian had a smile on his face, but in fact he couldn't help but panic:
If I don’t go home, will I be eaten by humans? !
Shen Jinsi took a bite of a pear, and it was not a big deal to watch the excitement, "My classmate, is that particularly handsome boy next to you here? Do you want me to give it to you?"
Due to the presence of her daughter, Shen Yunian could not properly repair her unlucky sister. She gritted her teeth and smiled, "I don't fall in love early, sister, don't make fun of me."
Just wait for you.
Shen Bai Yao looked at the two people who seemed to be bickering, blinked, and asked, "I really don't need to see you off? It's already dark."
"It's okay, my mother is already here. I'm in trouble today."
In her heart, Shen Yunian really wanted to stay and have dinner with the four of them, but he had no choice but to go home. He could only look back three times and reluctantly went downstairs.
The sparse shadows are like water, and the evening breeze is cool.
Shen Yunian squinted and looked around for Zhao Wunan's car. She had recently changed to a black Mercedes-Benz, which should blend in with the night. If you don't look carefully, you might not be able to see it.
"I have been busy these two days and have no time. I will go to the place you mentioned next time."
"You are already this age, why do you still call me baby?"
She immediately stopped and looked for the voice. She was sure that it was Zhao Wunan's voice.
The joy in his tone of voice should undoubtedly indicate that he is in love.
Shen Yunian approached slowly and finally found Zhao Wunan who was talking on the phone in the car, but the car was white.
When Zhao Wunan saw his daughter, his smile stopped. He said something to the other end of the phone and hung up. Then with a normal expression, he opened the car door for his "daughter" and asked with a smile: "Why is it so late?"
As soon as Shen Yunian got into the car, she noticed that the shell pendant that was smashed by her iron head had been transferred to the new car. Then she looked away, pretending that nothing happened, and said with a smile: "I was fascinated by it for a moment. Sorry.”
"By the way, Mom, didn't you drive that black Mercedes-Benz? Why did you change to a white one today?"
Zhao Wunan: "Didn't you see the news? I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to see me at night, so I changed into a white one and it still shows my eyesight."
Shen Yunian felt warm in her heart and joked: "Your daughter looks even more eye-catching."
She could see that Zhao Wunan was definitely a good mother, but she cared for her daughter in the wrong way out of insecurity. This time, Shen Yunian not only wants to retrieve Zhao Xu's past, but also has an additional task:
Even though Zhao Xu is gone, the relationship between mother and daughter must be broken, just for Zhao Ning, and to save Zhao Wunan, who is suspected of being destroyed by marriage.
The streetlight on the roof of the car flickered on and off, and the light reflected in Zhao Wunan's eyes was also faintly visible
She smiled and said nothing, looking through the girl in front of her. The smile in her eyes seemed to have turned a corner, from near to far, and subconsciously became distant.
Then she started the car, stopped thinking, and drove away.
A few minutes ago, Feng Zhaoyun drove to the downstairs of his mother-in-law's house and was about to carry flour and peanut oil upstairs when a jumping shadow appeared in his peripheral vision and crushed the sycamore leaves covering the block, making a crisp sound. .
He turned his head subconsciously, following the lively shadow, and his eyes fell on the pile of leaves that had been swept up - the girl's sneakers were like shining white teeth, chewing the leaves under her feet with satisfaction.
The girl suddenly stopped, and the cat approached the white private car not far away furtively. She paused, clearly eavesdropping.
Feng Zhaoyun's footsteps stopped in place, and for a moment he couldn't help himself. He stayed silently aside until he watched the girl and the car go away, feeling an indescribable sourness in his heart.
Like the leaves she trampled into pieces, they fell on his heart, unable to be blown away by the wind.
……
After Shao Yu finished dinner, it was already half past seven when he returned to the rental house.
As soon as he entered the door, Zou Yuan seemed to smell the smell of dumplings and couldn't wait to pounce on them. "I'm just waiting for your dumplings. I'm starving to death." Then he showed off three dumplings like a hungry tiger.
“It smells so good.”
Shao Yu smiled and shook his head, "Zhuxi, who said you won't eat dumplings again this week?" After saying that, he immediately remembered that he had something serious to do, said hello, and returned to his room.
Shao Yu found the dusty box, which contained the items left by his father.
There was no dust on the box, and the items were neat. He took out the items in an orderly manner, looking for the photo album that contained memories.
He flipped through the album page by page, scanning calmly, running his fingers carefully over every photo and every face, for fear of missing the beautiful figure he was looking for.
finally!
It was exactly the same as the photo Shen Yunian showed him. The young woman in the photo was wearing a white cashmere coat, with straight black hair flowing down her shoulders. The blurred pixels made her unsullied, gentle and elegant.
Her smile was as bright as a lily facing the rising sun.
He looked at the woman in the photo carefully. In an instant, the warm light that protected his eyes shone on her white jade-like cheeks, making his handsome face blush. Shao Yu subconsciously put the back of his hand on his face, his eyes sparkling.
It turns out that aunt is so good-looking.
Shao Yu looked around, found a dovetail clip, clamped the edge, and set it up in a conspicuous place on the desk.
Every time you look up, you can see it.
(End of chapter)
The author said: Zhao Xu’s past events should not be discussed in the recent dozens of chapters, but there will be foreshadowing.
[Family members, please mark the mark! ! 】The above plots are all from the perspective of "Shen Yunian" and are not the whole story.
I came to revise the article later: Although it is a teacher-student love, it is by no means a simple teacher-student love. Never think of it as a combination of "a teacher who does not abide by teachers' ethics and an immature student who then takes advantage of the situation"
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(nononono shakes her finger) Such a vulgar plot must not have been written by me (pinches my waist)
If Bao is interested in the story of Zhao Xu and Qin Muye, please read this advance collection~
"Forbidden Sea [Campus]"
Copywriter:
[The age difference between teachers and students is 8 years old, high school background, two-way redemption]
[Pure love mixed with taboos/Confrontation between reason and emotion]
The beautiful, strong, infatuated male protagonist x the artistic tsundere looks well-behaved but is actually a rebellious female high school student
Unipolar disorder x childhood shadow
(^.^)This article is also called: "Bitter Orange Sea"
Part1. Female protagonist
At the beginning of the second semester of high school, the first math class was taken over by new teacher Qin Muye.
Zhao Xu recognized by her voice that the teacher on the podium was a netizen who had shared several film reviews with her last summer vacation.
Fortunately, the teacher didn't recognize her.
However, she didn't intend to recognize him.
Let the beauty of this mistake end here.
The rumored Qin Muye has outstanding looks, is gentle and polite, has a superior background, and graduated from a top university...
Only Zhao Xu, who became a netizen with him, knew that beneath the beautiful appearance, their hearts were equally broken.
On the surface, you follow the rules and want to live the way others expect.
In fact, he is rebellious and longs for warmth.
I don’t know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper.
Zhao Xu didn’t know that the math teacher had been secretly in love with her for a long time
——But, that was before they became teachers and students.
Based on professional ethics, Qin Muye could only seal his heart forever.
Even if their beginning... wasn't like that.
Part2. Male protagonist
Qin Muye fell in love with a girl who had only two sides,
When they met for the first time, she looked indifferent and showed no fear in the face of the threat from the man at the table.
The second time they met, she was sitting by the window, flipping through Lorca's poetry collection.
The blue sea carries poetry and the distance in its mouth
The sunlight hit the side of her face, bright and soft.
An unknown heartbeat was at work. He wanted to see her again, or at least ask her name.
The third time I met her, the two of them were teachers and students.
From that moment on, Qin Muye chose to let go of his delusions and tried to draw a clear line with his hidden good feelings.
Things are moving out of control.
That night, there was thunder and heavy rain.
The glass was broken all over the floor, and a man was lying in a pool of blood.
The girl not far away had desolate eyes, and blood mixed with rain flowed down her face.
Seeing this scene, Qin Muye did not hesitate and hugged Zhao Xu, whose hands were full of blood.
The wet and cold rain drenched two hearts full of holes,
How come they don't understand? The relationship between each other will not stop at teachers and students...
There was a sentence in the book:
[The most intimate relationship in the world is accomplice. ]
But Qin Muye wanted to add:
[The most inescapable thing in the world is the love born from taboos. ]
……
The sky will always welcome the sun,
The shady feelings will eventually be exposed.
Reality is not a fairy tale. Who can not be afraid of the secular world?
If you make a mistake in your journey, it will be difficult to collect the water.
Day and night, it’s all wrong
Reading Guide
①The male protagonist does not know that the netizen and the female protagonist are the same person at first, but the female protagonist knows that the male protagonist and the netizen are the same person from the beginning.
②The heroine was already 18 years old when she first met the hero and settled in late.
④Demining: This theme/the male protagonist is the first to be tempted as a teacher.
⑤ No be, there won’t be a plot where “all the teachers and students in the school find out that the male and female protagonists are in love, and then a lot of people blame it”!
⑥There are supporting characters who like both male and female protagonists, but they do not engage in female competition.