There is an old saying: A gentleman does not care about his heart.
To be fair, Shen Yunian had no "feelings between men and women" for Shao Yu, but the behavior of the two of them just now was indeed beyond the rules.
Obviously, it is hard to define whether this behavior puts herself out of the category of a "gentleman".
Seeing that she was in a daze, Feng Zhaoyun tightened his grip on her hand again and said almost pleadingly: "Niannian, look at me."
Shen Yunian felt the slight pain in the palm of his hand and frowned, but refused to accept his trick. His face was expressionless and he never gave him a look.
"I was thinking about a question just now."
"A marriage relationship protected by law can restrict behavior, but what if the relationship is terminated..." Shen Yunian raised her lips, showed a sarcastic smile, and also used the gentlest tone to say the words that frightened Feng Zhaoyun the most:
"Then why do you care about me?"
"With my current status, even if I am with someone else, you have no position to accuse me."
It's not that she has other ideas, it's just that she has never lost in a verbal battle, and she insists on winning the battle with words.
One massage every day will keep the breasts smooth.
The smile in Feng Zhaoyun's eyes deepened, and he pondered for a moment, then said: "Niannian, are you taking revenge on me?"
He is not a temperless person, but he will always leave his good temper to Shen Yunian and reflect on his own mistakes. In his opinion, everything like what happened today must be attributed to his own carelessness and connivance.
Even if you stop the loss for a moment early, your wife will not be frightened.
When Shen Yunian heard the words, he heard another meaning. He crossed his arms across his chest, feeling angry and funny, "If you weren't too old, I wouldn't be embarrassed to settle old scores. You picked it out first, right?" ”
This old account is actually why Shen Yunian, who is "as unstable as the wind," agreed to Feng Zhaoyun's proposal.
Both of them were very secretive about this and did not want to mention it more.
"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this anymore." Shen Yunian waved his hand, "I want to take the subway back, so I won't bother you."
"You won't."
Her calm tone interrupted Shen Yunian, who was about to get out of the car. She met those light-colored eyes with a hint of sullenness, and realized that Feng Zhaoyun was answering her sentence just now: "Even if I'm with someone else, Together..."
Shen Yunian replied again: "How do you know I don't..."
She saw Feng Zhaoyun take out a group photo from his wallet, and his expression suddenly changed.
That was a photo of a family of three when Bai Yao turned 100.
The woman's snow-skinned skin and bright eyes have an ethereal yet pretty beauty, while the man's handsomeness is breathtaking, and his stern brows are full of inextricable tenderness.
He was holding a pink baby in his arms, giggling and giggling, while his two short and chubby hands tried their best to grab his mother's long hair.
"Okay, okay."
When Shen Yunian saw this, she lowered her eyes and smiled dumbly, completely admitting defeat because the other party had really grasped her weak point.
Feng Zhaoyun's move was tantamount to using her daughter to tie up her choices for the rest of her life, forcing Shen Yunian to remember the words "I will never fall in love or marry anyone again."
Beneath his gentle appearance, he actually hides his paranoid and private side.
He will not sit idly by while the love he loves falls into the arms of someone else.
Shen Yunian admitted defeat and said calmly: "Can I leave now?"
The other party did not answer her, but took off his tie, which frightened her so much that she quickly stopped: "Are you crazy? This is outside!"
"My body is only 18 years old, you, you, you are a gangster..." After seeing him take off his tie, Shen Yunian stretched out his hand to himself and said softly: "What do you want? Give me the bag."< br>
Shen Yunian felt relieved a little and handed over the bag without knowing why. Feng Zhaoyun used a tie to tie a bow on the handle of her pink Princess Diana bag.
The dark blue tie is made of mulberry silk, and the embroidery pattern is bamboo, which corresponds to the "Jun" in his name.
"What does this mean?" Shen Yunian looked sideways and vertically. The two colors didn't match, as if they were a generation apart. Then he joked: "Show me how rich you are now?"
Feng Zhaoyun smiled slightly, "Look carefully."
Shen Yunian's desire for exploration increased greatly. He flipped it to the left, glanced to the right, and finally found three words embroidered with white thread in the middle of the tie:
Shen Yunian.
The middle part of the tie, near the heart.
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It’s another new week, and as the placement test approaches, the learning atmosphere in the class becomes more intense.
On weekdays, the gossip group and the noisy group that usually gathered together after class gradually settled down and focused more on their studies.
Shen Bai Yao, who rarely came to the office to ask questions in person, now had the courage to force himself to go to the office at least once every day to ask questions during class breaks.
Before going out, she noticed that "Zhao Xu" was staring out the window in a daze, his eyes passing over the sea in the distance, not knowing where he was going.
"Ha!" Shen Baiyao slapped the other party's shoulder suddenly.
Shen Yunian was so frightened that he turned his head faintly and looked at his daughter, the dark blue in his eyes was particularly conspicuous.
"What's wrong with you?" Shen Baiyao thought that he had scared people silly and shook "Zhao Xu"'s shoulders.
"I'm not dead." Shen Yunian shook his head lightly as if he was leaving his soul, then picked up his homework and became a ruthless learning machine.
Last night she dreamed again of the woman who fled in Tonghua County. The woman's screams were shrill and the blood she spat out spattered her face...
Then Shen Yunian was frightened and woke up. He sat up and calmed down for a while. His thoughts went back to the face on the missing person notice. He became more and more uneasy. He fell into a drowsy state and did not fall asleep again until dawn.
Another fool.
Shen Bai Yao didn't know what was going on, so he rubbed his friend's head and went to the office to ask questions.
If the difficulty level of each office in the guide is divided into three, six or nine, the easy-to-talk people like Teacher Guan of Biology, Teacher Cen of Chemistry, and Teacher Song of Chinese Language would be ranked as the third grade, and the aggressive but humorous Math Teacher Li would be ranked as the sixth grade.
As for the most difficult one, it is the head teacher, Teacher Chen.
Shen Bai Yao stood in front of the geography office, like a strong man cutting off his wrist. He took a deep breath and was about to shout a report. The sound of conversation coming from inside made her hand stop in mid-air.
Logically speaking, she shouldn't eavesdrop on other people's conversations, but the sound insulation effect of the office door is really poor, forcing people to eavesdrop.
Shen Bai Yao took a step back, put the textbook on the homework cabinet, and listened while studying, and he probably understood the whole story.
Fu Cangxue's puppy love was found out by the grade director. As the top student in the grade, the grade director originally wanted to do the ideological work himself, but Teacher Chen suppressed it.
There was no reprimand as expected. When Shen Baiyao heard that Teacher Chen was reasoning with the students, he was surprisingly calm:
"Fu Cangxue, the teacher has always thought that you are a child who does not need the teacher to worry about. You have good grades and are active in studies."
"But you are not at the age for romance now, you should focus on your studies."
"You are in adolescence, and I understand that male and female classmates have good feelings for each other, but you cannot be responsible for your irrational choices now, so don't be impulsive."
Fu Cangxue's mood seemed to have no ups and downs, "I'm sorry, teacher, I will pay attention."
Shen Bai Yao's heart skipped a beat, and her habit of being afraid of others recurred. She hesitated whether to run away now, otherwise it would be like getting into trouble.
Teacher Chen was originally calm, but when he saw the students looking indifferent, he became angry, but his voice was not obvious, "Child, do you have the attitude to admit your mistakes?"
"Did I say that if something like this happens, parents should be invited..."
Fu Cangxue was shocked when she heard the words "please parents" and immediately burst into tears, "Teacher... please don't tell my dad..."
After all, Teacher Chen had just taken over the class. He didn't know the cause and effect, and was panicking. Just when he was about to ask for more reasons, there was a knock on the door.
Shen Bai Yao outside heard Fu Cangxue's helplessness, and almost subconsciously knocked on the office door to rescue him.
Teacher Chen: "Please come in."
Shen Bai Yao pretended that nothing happened, said hello politely, handed a pack of toilet paper to Fu Cangxue, and comforted softly: "Don't cry, it's windy outside, your face will be chapped."
Fu Cangxue, who was taciturn by nature, was out of breath from crying. Tears were streaming down his pretty face, which was wrinkled and distressing.
Teacher Chen couldn't bear it, "Good boy, go wash your face first, and I'll give a lecture to Shen Bai Yao first."
Fu Cangxue nodded and said hoarsely, "Thank you, teacher." Then he looked at Shen Bai Yao gratefully and left with sobs.
As she was walking towards the bathroom, she met Jin Rumo, her deskmate with whom she had little communication.
Fu Cangxue didn't want others to see her embarrassing scene, so she nodded slightly and left quickly.
The boy changed his usual cheerful demeanor and felt a pain in his heart. He hesitated while thinking about how to comfort him.
After a fierce ideological struggle, Jin Rumo took out a piece of toffee from his pocket and stopped her, "This is for you."
Fu Cangxue was stunned for a moment, then politely declined: "Thank you." Then he turned and left, leaving Jin Rumo alone in sadness.
The boy stepped on the shadows on the ground boredly, thinking a little unconvinced:
Tang Jiali, you are so lucky, why do you have unrequited love?
In the office here, Shen Bai Yao hesitated again and again, and finally said:
"Teacher, you must not find Fu Cangxue's parents."
She shouldn't have to say this, and she couldn't influence the teacher's judgment, but she still asked for this.
Teacher Chen had no intention of doing so, but he wanted to know the secret and asked: "Can you tell me the reason?"
Shen Baiyao recounted what happened at the parent-teacher meeting last semester in detail. Seeing Teacher Chen's brows gradually furrowed, she cautiously added: "Fu Cangxue definitely didn't intentionally go against the school's rules and regulations."
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"Her father usually pushes her so hard. When people are rebellious, even if she is at fault, the biggest mistake is caused by her father..."
At this point, she knew that she shouldn't make irresponsible remarks about adults, so she shut up angrily and peeked at Teacher Chen's reaction.
Teacher Chen was startled, and a kind smile rarely appeared on his usually serious face, "Thank you."
“It’s still me, the head teacher, who doesn’t take good care of the students and ignores this point.”
How could Shen Bai Yao have the dignity to ask the teacher to admit his mistake? She shook her head hard, "No, no, no..." While shaking her head, she noticed the form on the teacher's computer screen.
She took a closer look, and it turned out to be
——Jin Rumo’s transfer application.
Teacher Chen noticed the shocked eyes of the students and explained a little more: "Jin Rumo will go abroad to study in his second year of high school."
"Oh..." For some reason, the corners of Shen Baiyao's mouth dropped, feeling depressed.
She felt sad for Tang Jiali at the thought of the black and white duo splitting up.
After leaving the office door, the two parties involved, Fu Cangxue and Jin Rumo, were waiting at the door. Shen Baiyao's eyes switched back and forth between the girl and the boy. When he thought of what he had just said, he felt at a loss.
It was Fu Cangxue who stepped forward, took her hand, and smiled gratefully: "Thank you."
Shen Bai Yao was slightly embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about uncle."
Fu Cangxue shook her head, "What you said is not wrong at all..."
"I just don't want to be a good student or a good girl in their eyes."
The girl's peaceful narration gives people a touch of sadness.
He "failed" in the high school entrance examination but still entered the city's major high school. He never fell out of the top three in the class or the top 20 in the grade division in all the first-year high school exams.
Even so, parents are still dissatisfied. After the fourth test, I asked her why she didn't get into the top three. After the second test, I asked her why she didn't get the first place.
After finally getting the first place in the exam, I asked her why she couldn't get a higher grade.
"Good student" is a good word, but it has changed its meaning during evolution.
They follow the rules, live in the stereotypes of others, and dare not be themselves. Being stained with these three words means that there are constraints everywhere, and you cannot do what you want, but you can only strive for excellence.
It seems that just being "bad" becomes a huge sin.
As everyone knows, everything must be reversed when it reaches its extreme, and no one is born a doormat. Some people are not so much "naturally well-behaved" as they are forced to do so.
For Fu Cangxue, the most outrageous thing in her life may be "puppy love".
In the eyes of outsiders, just this one incident may completely collapse all the good images she has built.
Shen Bai Yao shook his classmate's hand back and said something that was not a comfort, "Uncles and aunts should be doing their best for you, but if you are unwilling to accept their kindness, then just endure it and study further."
Fu Cangxue seemed to have caught some taboo and said with emotion: "For my own good? I would rather they take less care of me."
Pressure in the name of love is the most terrifying thing. Can the pain caused by the process be ignored just because the starting point is correct?
The words "It's all for your own good" are like shackles in the name of "family love", and they have ruined many children.
"Bai Yao, you are actually right. I want to get admitted to Jinxia City, but they seem to have already helped me plan a school in Yanjing..."
Shen Bai Yao remembered that he had seen news about "Parents' Volunteer Intervention" before, and felt a chill in his back. He quickly held her hand, his expression suddenly becoming serious.
"Okay, okay." Fu Cangxue tidied Shen Baiyao's hair on the temples, "Don't worry about me, worry about him first."
Shen Bai Yao didn't understand the meaning of these words. He followed the other person's gaze and looked at Jin Rumo, who had a worried face. The boy's already dark face was even more gloomy at this moment.
Shen Bai Yao, who was a little short-sighted, seemed to be able to see only a set of white teeth, and was startled.
The two at the same table seemed to be switching trains. One entered the class, and the other started chatting with Shen Bai Yao again.
Jin Rumo looked embarrassed, "Um..." Then he paced uneasily and whispered, "Can you please, don't tell Tang Jiali that I'm transferring to another school?"
Shen Bai Yao was surprised, "Don't he know?"
Jin Rumo acquiesced, rarely feeling sentimental, "You don't know, he looks like that, but he is actually very sensitive... I don't even dare to tell him."
"It's a small thing to drop a little pearl, but a big thing if you don't play with me."
After all, it was a matter of privacy. Jin Rumo didn't want to talk more about his friends. He swallowed the words that came to his lips and just forced a smile:
"Please, don't tell him."
Shen Bai Yao's eyes were sore, and he nodded with difficulty, watching him go back to work, as if he was bidding farewell to someone who was destined to leave.
Although most of her contact with Jin Rumo was through Tang Jiali.
But she still remembers that not long after school started, Xiao Hei took the initiative to help her carry her homework. He would greet her warmly when they met on the street, sit opposite her to eat, and serve as the atmosphere team in a quiet class...
Quietly, it is the shengxiao of parting.
When one person leaves, there will be a second one and a third one...
Shen Baiyao didn't dare to think about it anymore. Her only thought now was to go find "Zhao Xu" for snacks.
As soon as she stepped into the class, she was stopped again:
"Bai Yao."
Shen Bai Yao thought to himself that he was really the god of chatter today. He was already the fourth person who planned to have a long conversation with her.
"Hello, brother Shao Yu."
Shao Yu was carrying a box of donuts, his eyes were hesitant, and he said: "Please give this to your...friend."
This scene was accurately captured by Shen Yunian in the class. She subconsciously stood up and stared straight at the door.
The boy's explosive words about wanting to be her daughter's stepfather were still in her ears, and she didn't dare let the two of them talk at the door.
After all, too much talk leads to mistakes. What if Shao Yu goes crazy after drinking porridge, or if his body has not recovered yet and he has a fever that he shouldn't have.
Shen Yunian made a nonchalant expression, "Hello."
Shao Yu looked away and responded calmly. He was strong and calm, not daring to look directly at the other person.
After the fever subsided, he truly realized what he had done, and wished he could go back in time and slap himself twice.
Shen Bai Yao was holding the donuts, unsure whether to stay or not, and looked at "Zhao Xu" as if asking for help.
"Take it and eat it. I'll talk to him about something." Shen Yunian smiled when facing her daughter.
But on the other hand, he used the smile disappearing technique and took Shao Yu to the water room on the roof.
The seventh floor is mostly used for art and music classrooms, so few people set foot there. The two stood in the water room, looking into the distance, but refused to face each other.
Thick dark clouds pressed against the sky, and mist filled the sky, obscuring the distant seascape. The chaotic and lightless day squeezes the world into a gloomy atmosphere, and the lush trees are overwhelmed and seem to break the last branch.
It's cold in spring, and the cold wind slaps on the glass, sending a chill indoors.
When Shao Yu saw her coming out without a coat, he subconsciously took off his own. Thinking of the embarrassment that day, he didn't dare to step forward, but took a step back.
He always wanted to hide somewhere where she couldn't see him so as not to upset her.
I wanted to stand closer to her and take another look.
"Sorry."
"I'm sorry."
The two apologized in unison. As soon as they finished speaking, they looked at each other in confusion and made eye contact for the first time.
Shen Yunian turned around and sighed, "Then I'll keep the story short."
"Although what you did is even more wrong, my attitude is not good either."
Then she slowed down her tone again and said in a persuasive tone: "Prepare well for the college entrance examination. This is your top priority. It's a waste of time to come to me again and again."
Shen Yunian smiled nonchalantly again, "I'm not a grudge-bearing person. Some things are in the past, and there's no point in pursuing them any further."
She didn't dare to say anything at the moment, for fear of irritating Shao Yu. After all, the college entrance examination is the most important thing in the world. No matter how many reasons she has, it is not convenient to talk about it now.
Originally, the setting sun was suppressed under the gray clouds, and the blood-red edges of the pages were faintly visible.
The floating light struggled in the twilight, and instantly emerged from the sky. The sunset glow with the smell of orange wine soaked the clouds, and the evening breeze was intoxicating.
Shao Yu raised his eyes and stared at the sinking light. The fire in the distant mountains reflected in his amber eyes, seeming to fuel the extinguished fire. The sparks poured down again, burning the mountains in the next second. Post.
"I won't bother you again." The young man spoke calmly, as if he had really let go.
Just as Shen Yunian breathed a sigh of relief, Shao Yu added without changing his expression:
"Only before the college entrance examination."
She is not someone who gives up because of a few words.
It is impossible to give up. Now we can only retreat in order to advance, first get a score of 700, and then pursue the person of your dreams.
Shen Yunian was relieved again, and she couldn't understand why the boy could repeatedly say things in a loose tone such as "What did you eat today?" that made her break her guard.
Shao Yu was born white, and now Shen Yunian looks at him even more, as if he is like a ball of cotton.
A ball of cotton that showed no damage after being kicked.
"You..." Shen Yunian was speechless. For the time being, he could only let him go and waved his hand, "Go back and review."
"Auntie, thank you..."
Shao Yu felt much better when he saw that the other party did not directly reject him. His eyes were crooked, and the breeze of the day passed through his eyes, blowing away the dark clouds outside the window.
Shen Yunian wanted to go up and cover his mouth, and scolded him in a low voice: "Didn't I tell you, don't call me that outside..." After saying that, she walked out of the water room and looked around to make sure there was no one around before she felt relieved.
Little did he know that Shen Bai Yao was hiding behind the wall not far away, his eyes as wide as bells, and his mouth wide enough to show off a donut.
The third to fifth floors were teaching classes, and there were too many people waiting in the water between classes. She didn't want to queue so she went upstairs.
Shen Bai Yao had no intention of eavesdropping. When he came up to get a drink of water, he heard such a shocking name.
She made a brief judgment, and there are probably the following reasons:
First, I heard it wrong.
Second, Shao Yuxue went crazy.
Third, the world is crazy.
Knowing that the world has been abnormal for a long time, Shen Bai Yao attributed the problem to his ears - maybe he heard modal words such as "ah" and "ouch" as "auntie."
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This was the most reasonable explanation she could think of.
Cen Dongchan went to the printing room, and when she came out, she saw Shen Bai Yao who looked hopeless, and asked softly: "Bai Yao?"
"Shh." Shen Baiyao subconsciously made a silent gesture, then realized it was the teacher and said angrily: "Hello, teacher."
Seeing that the child was sneaking around, presumably eavesdropping on something, Cen Dongchan nodded, moved his gaze to the water room, and focused on Zhao Xu.
What a strange yet familiar girl.
This is Cen Dongchan's impression of her.
More than half a month ago at night, she was walking in the corridor on the first floor. Outside the window was a small forest. As she walked to the window, she heard Zhao Xu calling again.
At first she didn't take it to heart, but in the quiet night, the other party's voice was extremely clear, and she clearly heard Zhao Xu and the person on the other side of the phone...
They were talking about Shen Bai Yao and his deskmate having a mutual affection for each other.
This is very strange.
Logically speaking, given their relationship as good friends, they would never occupy such a large space in the phone call and use such a sincere tone.
Abnormal, so abnormal...
Out of curiosity, Cen Dongchan listened a little more, and indeed words like "back in college", "when we were together" and "dating" appeared, which was even more puzzling.
Then during the day last week, she heard Zhao Xu making a phone call in the woods again, and the conversation seemed to have changed to "blind date."
That kind of preaching that is both sinister and humorous is very similar...
Cen Dongchan shook his head to stop his ridiculous thoughts, took Shen Baiyao's arm, and said warmly: "Stop eavesdropping here, go down and study on your own."
Shen Bai Yao smiled coquettishly. When he saw Teacher Cen's face, he remembered that he didn't even score 70 points in the quiz not long ago. How could he dare not to do his job and sneak back to class to study.
As everyone knows, Cen Dongchan was walking behind Shen Baiyao. Before going downstairs, he turned to look behind him - the window in the corridor reflected the shadow of "Zhao Xu" on the glass.
As a materialist, she hoped that she could see her deceased friend through this.
(End of chapter)
The author said: Why is Feng said to be a concubine? Because the heroine no longer has a substantive marital relationship with him after her rebirth. He looks quite normal, but in fact he is a husband who is in love with brain cancer and looks down on the heroine's suitors (bushi)
Why is Shao said to be your suitor? Because he is the first noble character (that is, a male character with a surname) after he ascends the throne in this article