At five o'clock in the evening, Shen Yunian left Dinghai University. As soon as she walked out of the school gate, the smell of charcoal fire filled the air and filled her arms.
Take a deep breath, full of peace of mind, ironing and warm.
The insects sing softly and chirp toward the evening. The gentle evening breeze brings the hustle and bustle from afar.
The wisp of cooking smoke from far to near, returning to the fireworks of summer, is frozen in the dreams of the evening.
Before night falls, lonely blues flow in the sky, and the sudden passing of the track leaves indelible traces on the canvas that has been lonely for a long time.
Shen Yunian looked up at the sky, and even though people passed by, she was the only one immersed in her own world, as if everything around her was empty.
She had a sudden thought:
If strong winds pick up again, will the route above our heads disappear again?
At this moment, her eyes lit up with a slowly disappearing halo, like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, eager to peel off the heavy constraints and return to its hometown.
Unknown sadness flooded her heart, and she suddenly thought about it very much...
I really want to keep this moment.
"Auntie!"
Shao Yu ran from a distance. Because he ran too fast, his cheeks blended with the pink of the sky.
"Sorry for keeping you waiting." His bright eyes touched her wandering gaze, and she was slightly puzzled.
Shao Yu walked up to her, leaned down, met her eyes, and called softly:
"Auntie?"
The butterfly that intended to go away seemed to be suddenly pushed back into the cage. Shen Yunian suddenly woke up, nodded slightly blankly, and then remembered the appointment with the boy for dinner at night.
"You... don't have anything else to ask?"
Shao Yu lowered his posture and pretended to be aggrieved, his tone even more pitiful.
"There seems to be something going on..." Shen Yunian suddenly thought of something and covered his mouth in surprise.
The college entrance examination results came out at four o'clock this afternoon. She studied hard in the library and forgot about watching the live broadcast.
"What place did you get in the exam... No."
After all, college entrance examination results are a major event in life. Shen Yunian was still hesitating about how to word his words so as not to offend. Shao Yu, who had always been steady, could not hide his worries when facing the person he liked. He did not give her time to react. Just say:
"I don't know what number it is."
"Huh?"
Shen Yunian's first reaction was that he was acting abnormally and did not dare to tell the truth.
However, when she faced the boy's dazzling smile, she suddenly realized:
The ranking of the top 50 in the province is not displayed.
"But..." Shao Yu lowered his eyelids and said calmly: "I went to look at the minute and paragraph table, it should be in the first thirty."
"Oh my god you are so awesome!"
Shen Yunian was so excited that he clasped his hands together and his knuckles turned slightly white, unable to suppress the excitement in his heart.
Now that the matter has come to this, Shao Yu smiles shyly, "It's... not bad."
In fact, he was definitely being too modest when he said this.
It's not a simple mentality to express your love before the college entrance examination and still perform exceptionally well.
"Whatever you want to eat, aunt will take you..."
Before Shen Yunian could finish speaking, she felt strong discomfort in her heart, and an obvious trembling sound echoed in her ears, making it difficult for her to hear any sounds around her.
The time has come...
What time?
It seemed like a rather heavy pendulum was vibrating back and forth in her skull twice, and the roaring sound gave her a splitting headache.
Today is day 282.
What? What?
Shen Yunian wanted to ask another question, but it was as if a big hand was pulling her soul out of her body, and the last line of defense that had lost its shackles burst out of the air.
Her body lost its support and fell into the world of nothingness. Her feet gave way and without any warning, she fell to the left.
"Auntie?!"
Shao Yu was shocked and turned pale. He immediately reacted and stepped forward to help her.
But the inertial force of Shen Yunian's fall was too great. The moment she fell into the boy's arms, she took two people down with her at the same time.
"What's wrong with you...don't scare me..." The cry stuck in Shao Yu's throat. He was really frightened, and his voice was shaking unpretentiously.
He half-knelt on the ground and used his arms to protect her in his arms. He was afraid of scaring her and tried his best to stay calm, but in fact his eyes were already filled with tears.
He was so scared that another important person would leave him.
"Don't scare me..."
The moment Shao Yu raised his eyes, he met the other person's lifeless eyes, and an extremely terrifying guess lingered in his mind.
In an instant, Shen Yunian's empty eyes widened desperately, the dark pupils stretched outward, but the depths of his eyes were bottomless and gradually shrouded in mist.
Just like darkness, it will eventually swallow up the day completely.
"Look at me...look at me..." Shao Yu took her hand, put it against his tear-stained cheek, and squeezed it twice, trying to recall her thoughts.
It is also a vain attempt to rekindle the flames of the wife-in-law.
The gap between the palms of hands is filled with tears.
Because she wanted to step on that desolate land and leave again.
At this time, Shen Yunian's dull sight suddenly brightened, taking in the sunset before the night and the last white tower on the horizon.
That is the owner of the soul, who wants to greedily see the light of the world again.
"Goodbye..."
In fact, Shen Yunian didn't have anything special to say. It was enough to say goodbye to the world.
After this journey back to the human world, she was very happy to know that the people she missed were all well.
Thinking of this, a smile appeared on her lips.
Fortunately, she was wise and did not tell Bai Yao her true identity.
Otherwise, how sad it would be for the child to know that his mother is gone again.
Leaving these words, she had no regrets and closed her eyes with peace of mind.
The ink wetted the chaotic sky, from shallow to deep, saturating the clouds at an extremely fast speed, signaling the arrival of dark night.
It's cloudy tonight, no stars in sight.
It was like a boundless dome suddenly buckled down, covering the sky and the moon, forever isolating the last star point from the lights of the world.
Those who leave will never find their way home again.
"Wake up, wake up..."
Shao Yu's face was ashen and he muttered words. It was difficult for him to accept this reality for a long time.
Even with the last glimmer of hope, we must find her back.
The departing evening breeze passed through the city, not as gloomy as the weather, but a little more brisk.
In a daze, with eyes blurred by tears, he cast his gaze at the sycamore leaves at the corner of the street that were stirred by the wind. The wind blew against the branches, making a crisp sound.
The boundless loneliness is intertwined with the whispers of passers-by, playing a bright and exciting symphony.
The breeze came and blew away the heavy depression of the night. Coming and going so freely was probably the best proof that she had come and left.
Shao Yu forgot to cry and put his hand on the side of her face, stroking it very tenderly, as if he was looking at the most precious existence in the world and would not let go for a moment.
At this moment, he prayed silently in his heart:
As long as she could come back, he would rather never see her again.
At that time, the world was peaceful and there was no return. The cold moon in the sky is like a hook, piercing the cold light, revealing the lies that were left in the dream, and it is even more powerful enough to be the sharp knife that cuts through memories.
The city's decay has been wiped away, leaving two people empty between heaven and earth. Shao Yu just looks at the person he likes quietly, trying to see the waves on that face, even just a little bit...
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But that person looked so peaceful, as if she had never been here.
In the blink of an eye, the warm and cool wind was like a hand, holding up the young man's face and gently wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
It seemed that she was saying: Good boy, there is no need to feel sad about my departure.
……
After learning that his mother had fainted, Shen Bai Yao was so anxious that he didn't know how he ran into the hospital.
The cold air pouring in from nine days mixed with the heat of summer, making her suddenly feel terribly cold.
She stumbled along the way, and there were many people in the hospital hall. She bumped into the arms of several people, but she seemed to have forgotten the pain and lost her intuition, and only moved towards the distance.
At that moment, the noise around him seemed to be nothing. Shen Baiyao ran in his own world with all his strength, running towards the belated love with all his strength.
Shen Baiyao shed tears as he ran, but he didn't care about the many tears. He wiped the tears with his arms casually, not to mention his father's call behind him, and he was focused on rushing towards the elevator that was about to close.
The elevator was almost full. Normally, she would have waited for the next one.
But time did not wait for us. Shen Bai Yao did not hesitate. Amid the exclamations of everyone, he squeezed in through the crack of the door just a second before the elevator closed.
Every time she got closer to the ward, her heart sank a little deeper.
On the map of the soul, a piece of eternity connected to the blood suddenly disappeared, and the wound that could not be blocked slowly oozed out thoughts, endlessly.
This feeling was all too familiar to her... It had been the same feeling for more than ten years since her mother left.
The pain and uneasiness are always there with me.
Shen Baiyao once read a sentence:
"God couldn't be everywhere, so he created mother."
At this time, she still didn't know that life and death were destined to be irreversible rules, and this rule would forcefully take away her god.
Walking to the door, Shen Baiyao took a deep breath and opened the door with a feeling of anxiety.
"Bai Yao?"
Zhao Xu, who was on the hospital bed, noticed Shen Bai Yao with a frightened face at the door. He didn't know how to respond for a moment, so he could only smile and wave to her.
From the moment I walked in, the smell of disinfectant in the room still couldn't hide the unfamiliar smell in the room.
Shen Bai Yao stared blankly at the person on the hospital bed, unable to regain his consciousness for a long time, and then turned to Shao Yu who was standing aside as if asking for help. But he found that the boy's face was expressionless and his eyes were out of focus. Only when he looked out the window, his eyes occasionally fluctuated, not knowing what he was looking for.
At this moment, no matter how stupid Shen Baiyao is, he should understand.
Her world was turned upside down.
She no longer has a mother.
The cruelest thing in the world is to have something good in the past, only to have it crushed to pieces, and you can only live with memories for the rest of your life.
Shen Bai Yao was not sure whether his mother had ever come back, let alone face it. It seems like everything that happened in the past few months is just a dream to her
——A dream that is too extravagant.
Zhao Xu got out of bed and quietly approached the heartbroken girl. He was about to offer words of comfort... but unexpectedly, the girl hugged her first.
"Sister Zhao Xu, I haven't called her mom yet, why did she leave again?"
Shen Bai Yao sobbed softly, his shoulders and back trembling uncontrollably, and his tears wet the other person's shoulders.
"If you want to cry, just cry." Zhao Xu gently patted her shoulder and comforted her softly.
The pain in my heart could no longer be stopped, and it broke down the dam and poured down.
Shen Bai Yao couldn't help crying loudly. The pain entangled her and penetrated every inch of her skin. The pain made her breathless.
If we say that as a child, we still don’t understand the pain of separation.
But at this time, she was still young, facing the separation of life and death, how unforgettable it must be.
"Bai Yao...Is your mother okay?"
Feng Zhaoyun, who didn't squeeze into the elevator, ran from the first floor to the seventh floor.
The moment he opened the door, the first thing he touched was a pair of strange and clear eyes.
Her eyes were too lonely, too lonely to accommodate a second person.
The person who was always fresh and lovely in his eyes was slowly blurring and becoming someone he didn't recognize.
"I'm sorry..." Feng Zhaoyun's heart dropped sharply and he closed his eyes, maintaining his last dignity in front of outsiders.
With the severe pain in his soul, he used up his last bit of strength to close the door with his backhand and isolate himself from the ward.
The sound insulation effect of the door is very good, but the three people inside the door can still vaguely hear the muffled crying.
In Shen Baiyao's heart, the father who was always stalwart and reliable cried again.
She didn't have to face him face to face, she could probably guess that the man was probably crying uncontrollably and his heart was broken.
Maybe life and death itself is just a passing.
Shen Yunian, who has escaped from the mortal world, can certainly come and go as he pleases.
Landing at the boundary between life and death, lighting up the star path on the way home, igniting the candle that warms the world, gives the world the grandest farewell.
Shen Bai Yao wiped away his tears. Even though it was difficult to let go, he still forced himself to say the most difficult sentence in his life:
"Goodbye, Mom."
……
As the night gets darker, the dark clouds dissipate, and the stars flow down from thousands of feet, spreading the brilliance to the world.
The waves and sand intersect, and the tide rises and falls, woven into a quiet dance.
Zhao Xu and Shao Yu walked on the plank road by the sea and returned to the original starting point.
Zhao Xu saw that the boy was silent and eerily calm. He was a little worried, but he didn't know what to comfort him, so he simply stayed silent with him.
Shao Yu raised his bloodshot eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "What are your plans next?"
Zhao Xu was surprised by the other party's sudden question, but he still thought about it seriously and said: "Go traveling with my mother and sister."
"I skipped a grade and went back to senior high school to prepare for the college entrance examination. After all, I couldn't bear to study for one more year in high school..."
"And..." She pondered for a moment, showing hesitation, and finally chose to say:
"Go to the prison and see my dad."
Shao Yu nodded, and then looked straight ahead, his eyes calm.
But those who get closer to him will find that the gurgling sadness in him is all thrown into the sea in casual corners.
Zhao Xu wanted to cheer him up and made a rare joke:
"You can tell the difference clearly."
Shao Yu stopped and reacted for a moment before he realized the meaning of his words and suddenly smiled.
"Well...right."
Zhao Xu smiled and said nothing, turned around and stood leaning on the railing, overlooking the sea.
The waves embrace the moon and go away, leaving only the mist, but in fact they are just waiting for the dawn, waiting for the break of dawn.
She remembered that there was a sentence in "Norwegian Wood":
"Those who are lost are lost, and those who meet will meet again."
As the blue sea breeze blew by, her thoughts began to run wild and she had many daydreams:
Perhaps, Shen Yu will come back for the annual meeting, which is still unknown.
Maybe next time, it would be possible for her and Bai Yao's children to be kindergarten classmates.
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"Forbidden Sea [Campus]"
[The age difference between teachers and students is 7 years, high school background, two-way redemption]
[The infatuated (slightly paranoid) high mountain flower male protagonist x the stubborn and tenacious Little Sun female protagonist]
[Original family shadow x childhood shadow; double C and double first love, sweet and sour]
"-Remember when we played volleyball together?
-I touched you then,
-I just want to tell you that I like you. ”
——"Call Me by Your Name"
Part1. Female protagonist
At the beginning of the second semester of high school, the first math class was taken over by new teacher Qin Muye.
Zhao Xu recognized by her voice that the teacher on the podium was a netizen who had shared several film reviews with her during the last winter vacation.
Fortunately, the teacher didn't recognize her.
However, she didn't intend to recognize him.
Let the beauty of this mistake end here.
The rumored Qin Muye seemed to be a proud man in the eyes of others.
What Zhao Xu didn't know was that beneath the beautiful appearance, their hearts were equally broken.
On the surface, you follow the rules and want to live the way others expect.
In fact, he is rebellious and longs for warmth.
Zhao Xu forgot,
The first time they met in real life was at the beach where it was first snowing.
But Qin Muye remembered it and couldn't forget it.
A wrong start is destined to create feelings that shouldn't exist.
Even if his secret love... began before they became teacher and student.
But based on professional ethics, Qin Muye could only seal his heart forever.
Part2. Male protagonist
Qin Muye fell in love with a girl who had only two sides,
When they met for the first time, she looked cold and showed no fear in the face of the threat from her biological father.
The second time they met, she was sitting by the window, flipping through Lorca's poetry collection.
The blue sea carries poetry and the distance in its mouth
The sunlight hit the side of her face, bright and soft.
From the direction of the girl, a ray of brightness shone into his calm eyes.
An unknown heartbeat was at work. He wanted to see her again, or at least ask her name.
The third time I met her, the two of them were teachers and students.
From that moment on, Qin Muye chose to let go of his delusions and tried to draw a clear line with his hidden good feelings.
Unexpectedly, the soul that had been lonely for a long time bumped into her who was fresh and warm.
Unknowingly, the two people with different identities slowly get closer because of the psychological trauma of different pasts but the same destination.
Their relationship should have started with love and ended with courtesy.
Things are developing out of control...
……
That night, there was thunder and heavy rain.
The glass was broken all over the floor, and a man was lying in a pool of blood.
The girl not far away had desolate eyes, and blood mixed with rain flowed down her face.
Seeing this scene, Qin Muye did not hesitate and hugged Zhao Xu, whose hands were full of blood.
The wet and cold rain drenched two hearts riddled with holes.
How come they don't understand?
Starting from a certain moment in the past, the relationship between each other was destined to never end with teachers and students...
There was a sentence in the book:
[The most intimate relationship in the world is accomplice. ]
But for them:
[The most inescapable thing in the world is the love born from taboos. ]
Reading Guide
①Unconventional teacher-student story, there is no romantic relationship during the teacher-student relationship.
② Demining: This subject/male protagonist is tempted first, but the male protagonist absolutely abides by professional ethics. If you can't understand the hero's emotions before, please read Chapter 13 and you will rationalize everything.
③The male protagonist does not know that the netizen and the female protagonist are the same person at first, but the female protagonist knows that the male protagonist and the netizen are the same person from the beginning.
④The author loves to write about earthy things, so...
⑤ Two initial editions of he~