Chi Qiong felt as if his brain was wrapped in transparent plastic wrap, airtight, making it difficult for him to really think. There were only all kinds of swollen and explosive emotions left in his heart.
He knew he shouldn't be swayed by his emotions. What he should do is to judge rationally, but he can't do it.
He was crying, and his chest was filled with sadness.
He is the judge who sits on the bench and can give the prisoner the final word, but he is not a complete bystander.
He seems to be judging himself too.
"Feng Chengjing." He said. Only when he finished speaking did he realize that his throat had become completely mute. "Get up."
He took Feng Chengjing's hand, and the latter stood up, held his face, and wiped away his tears.
"Zhuan Zhuan, I shouldn't have made you cry." Feng Chengjing said, looking lonely.
"Feng Chengjing, you don't have to be like this." Chi Qiong said, "We all know you are not like this."
He knew that Feng Chengjing was used to showing weakness in front of him, pretending to be pitiful, showing his wounds to him, and hiding his crazy side. He also knew that Feng Chengjing deliberately put the gun in his hand and pointed the gun at his heart, just to wait for him to relent and bet that he would not pull the trigger.
He knows it all.
"You are just saying this because you are afraid that if I really leave, you will not be able to keep me." Chi Qiong said. He activated the teleportation scroll in the game backpack, and a teleportation array appeared around him. Feng Chengjing's pupils dilated, and he picked Chi Qiong up from the chair without hesitation.
The transmission was interrupted, and the aperture disappeared immediately.
"Look, you put the gun in my hand, as if you gave me a choice, but you didn't let me go at all." Chi Qiong said.
"Turn around...I..."
"Put me back." Chi Qiong interrupted him.
He sat back in his chair and wiped the tears from his face. The emotion in his chest had calmed down a lot, and he said: "This is indeed a game world. I have a shopping mall system for this game. What I wanted to use just now was a game prop, a teleportation scroll. If it moves in the middle, it will be interrupted. But if I want to leave, there are always other ways.”
He looked at the light quantum cannon in his hand.
"You know I can't pull the trigger." He said, "But this is not a question of either/or at all. Why should I kill you if I want to leave? I don't have to choose."
"Turn around... don't do this to me. I beg you, don't do this to me." Feng Chengjing said almost begging.
She knew that this man might have made such a gesture on purpose, but looking at his expression, Chi Qiong's chest felt sore again, and she couldn't help but want to shed tears.
He took a deep breath and sat aside, letting Feng Chengjing sit next to him. The chair is big enough for two people, very close to each other.
"Feng Chengjing, I know a lot about you now, and I also want to tell you about mine."
Chi Qiong slowly said: "Three years ago, one day, I was playing a game, and suddenly a phone call came in. The other person asked me, are you Chi Qiong? Then he said two more names and asked, who is that? Your parents? I said yes and asked what happened. The other party said, this is the police station. Come to the Third Hospital of the city now. Your parents were in a car accident."
"I just cried. I don't know why, but I cried so much. I asked how they were doing. The policeman was silent for a moment and said to me, you'd better come over and take a look. The family members also need to confirm. I sat When I was driving towards the hospital in the car, I realized that when he said confirmation, he meant that I needed to confirm the body.”
"I can't figure it out. I clearly had a phone call with my parents a few hours ago, but now I have to go to the hospital to confirm that they are the ones who died, and then sign to confirm their death."
"I was living a weird life during that time. There seemed to be many, many people around me, saying all kinds of things. Before I could react, I was pushed to a stage. Many people below looked at me, waiting for me to say something. My parents’ funeral speech. I wanted to tell a lot of people I didn’t know what a good person my parents were, and then I shook hands with a lot of people and listened to them say their condolences to me.”
"I locked myself in my room and didn't go out for two months. Because when I went out, I would feel that everyone walking outside was so happy, and I was the only one who was so sad. My mobile phone I immediately removed the SIM card, the door to the room was always closed, and no one was seen. I ate whatever the nanny brought me. In those two months, I didn’t seem to have said a word to anyone.”
"It was at that time that I downloaded a game called "Chizha", which is an interstellar mobile game. I played it almost day and night. When something occupies my brain, I feel better. Games The protagonist's name is Feng Chengjing, so I'll follow him. There are many plots, watching him gradually become stronger, and watching him endure too much pain that can destroy people. Sometimes I feel that this Feng Chengjing does not look like a paper man in the game. Like, really alive.”
"In those two months, it seemed that there was only me and Feng Chengjing on the phone in the world. Two months later, one day, I wanted to talk to others. I went to the doctor, took medicine, and when I felt I was okay , I went to see a lawyer and deal with things that I shouldn't have escaped. This is how I got out. I played "Chi Zha" for three years. One day I woke up and suddenly found myself in the world of "Chi Zha". , turned into a cat ”
"Then I met you."
Chi Qiong looked at Feng Chengjing: "I can tell you all this. I didn't tell you before, just because you are the protagonist and are related to the will of the world. Knowing the truth of the world rashly may cause the collapse of time and space. I am not Deliberately trying to deceive you.”
"I do have a mission. The purpose of my coming here is to advance the world to its conclusion and give you a happy ending. I said all this just to tell you that I have a mission, but I am not because I only want to treat you well.”
Chi Qiong said seriously: "Feng Chengjing, I came to this world only because of you, and everything I do is only because of you. If I choose to stay, the reason for staying can only be you. That's it." .”
"You know everything about me now." He breathed a sigh of relief.
In the past, just thinking about his parents would make him cry, but not today. When he really said it, he just felt relaxed, as if he woke up in a dark room, opened the curtains, opened the window, and found that the sun outside was bright and warm, and it was a good weather.
After he finished speaking, he made a decision.
"Turn around." Feng Chengjing said. He held Chi Qiong's hand very tightly, so tight that he wanted to embed the other person into his body. While he wanted to remember every word Chi Qiong said in his mind, he also...
On the other hand, I felt scared.
Subconsciously, he felt like something was happening, but he couldn't control it or stop it.
Panic.
He felt flustered in such a mood.
Chi Qiong...What is Chi Qiong going to do...
Chi Qiong smiled. He seemed to know what Feng Chengjing was worried about. The people around him were planning something, but he didn't know it. He was kept in the dark. Isn't that how he felt in the past two days.
He casually started talking about something else. "Feng Chengjing, how do you know about these games and tasks?" Chi Qiong asked.
"I asked Si Xingyan. He told me a lot of things." Feng Chengjing said.
"If you believe what he said... you didn't even come to ask me." Chi Qiong asked again, "What were you planning to do?"
"I want to take you to H119, the planet with the lava mountains. You said you wanted to go there. From now on, we will stay far away from the Emperor Star. The other main lines have nothing to do with us." Feng Chengjing said. He was extremely confused and uneasy, and the calmer Chi Qiong was now, the more he felt uneasy.
"Is that just this?" Chi Qiong asked.
"Lao Tong wanted to seek revenge on Feng Mingzhe, but he couldn't do it on his own, so I pushed him. Si Xingyan is so sick, I defected to the empire, and I will help Lao Tong win over the Star Thief's power. As long as I To maintain a balance with the power of the eldest sister, this story can never end." Feng Chengjing said, looking a little anxious, "Zhuan Zhuan, I know this is crazy. I hid it from you before, just because I didn't want you to think that I was a person. Crazy.”
"That's right." Chi Qiong said noncommittally.
Feng Chengjing only felt that his heart was falling down bit by bit. He was about to be overwhelmed by that overwhelming fear. He squeezed Chi Qiong's hand harder, "I haven't apologized to you yet. I'm sorry, Zhuan Zhuan, I did a lot of things behind your back, hiding it from you, and pricking you with needles. Are you still angry? You can Hit me and you can come back with revenge, it doesn’t matter what you do.”
"You just said sorry. If you do it again, you will still do it." Chi Qiong lowered his head and smiled. "I'm not angry anymore."
"Then can our starship continue to drive towards H119?" Feng Chengjing swallowed nervously and asked cautiously, "We are taking an unofficial route and there is no jump point. We will probably arrive tomorrow. Let's go around. , just think of it as a trip, let’s go there and see the scenery, okay? If you don’t like it, let’s change to another planet. This universe is so big, there will always be one you like, okay?”
"Not good." Chi Qiong said.
He looked at Feng Chengjing and said: "You said you really wanted to lock me up, but you couldn't let it go, so you wouldn't do such a thing. Feng Chengjing, that's what you are doing now. It's just that you didn't use it. The chair is using my heart, my feelings for you, you are using these to try to trap me.”
"You gave me a gun, but you didn't let me make a choice at all. Feng Chengjing, you know that I like you, you rely on me to like you, you... use me to like you."
Feng Chengjing felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
Cold, suffocating, hopeless.
He was going to be flooded.
But... Chi Qiong said she liked him.
At this time, Chi Qiong said that she liked him.
What was even more absurd and ridiculous was that he was still happy when he heard such words.
Turn around and say you like him. For a person like him, she even said that she liked him.
It was like someone feeding a dying person a mouthful of honey water.
He was going to die, but all he could think about was how sweet the honey water was.
Chi Qiong looked sad, but determined.
He said: "Feng Chengjing, I know you love me, but love shouldn't be like this. If I choose to stay, it should only be because I like you and I want to stay by your side, not because you are trying to Force me.”
He finally said: "We'd better separate. Feng Chengjing, the first thing you have to do is let me go."
You still have to leave... Feng Chengjing thought.
All chips are polished.
In fact, the only one who has no choice is yourself.
So difficult.
Feng Chengjing was silent for a long time, and finally let go of Chi Qiong's hand.
"Turn around, I know I was wrong. I know. It's my fault. You can go wherever you want." He said softly.
Chi Qiong couldn't look at his expression anymore. He felt that as long as he took one look, he would choose to stay.
"Feng Chengjing, will you...will you be fine?" he said, choking up.
"I will." Feng Chengjing said.
"Okay." Chi Qiong said, "I will be back."
"I'm waiting for you."
Chi Qiong couldn't say any more.
886 started the teleportation. This time the teleportation was instant. A light door appeared in front of him and he walked in.
Feng Chengjing was the only one left in the cabin.
He was the one who fell into the dry well. After waiting for a long time, he finally found a rope hanging from above.
He held on to the rope tightly, and now he was the one who loosened it.
The other hand that had been hidden behind his back was clenched tightly, and his nails were embedded in the flesh. Now he let go, and his palm was dripping with blood.
(End of chapter)
The author said: Wow wow wow, Chi Xiaoqiong will be back tomorrow! I really wanted to write a pure love story (Sa Beining Ventilator.JPG)
But in terms of character, I think it will actually develop like this. Chi Maomao had a great life since he was a child. He was the kind of person who really grew up in love. However, after he had been depressed for a period of time, it was difficult for him to be emotionally coerced.
QwQ don’t hit me, I can’t wait to write so sweetly that it’s so sweet to come back... Let’s have a prize-winning guessing game for everyone to guess who Chi Maomao met in the place he teleported to.
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