On the fifth anniversary of recovery from illness, a little chat.
Today is a very special day for me.
In the words of Secondary School No. 1, it is called "the day when a new chapter of life opens."
Regular readers who have read my old books "Code of Survival in the Wasteland" and "Alien Hunters" should know that before these two books, I dropped a steampunk-themed book called "Ambers of the Old World" On the one hand, the reason why I failed in that book was because my grades were not ideal, but the main reason was because I was diagnosed with acute myeloid leukemia, type M5B, on July 15, 2019.
I really don’t want to recall the pain of the treatment process again. I feel like I am the protagonist of a novel. I stepped half-foot into the gate of hell several times, but managed to survive in the end... During that time, I have witnessed the death of many patients who once lived in the same ward... Fortunately, I am quite lucky. The type of genetic mutation is low-risk, my body is also very sensitive to chemotherapy, and I don't even need a stem cell transplant. But, Complete remission was achieved with chemotherapy.
Readers who know something about medicine should know that if cancer does not recur for five years, it is considered a "clinical cure"...and today happens to be the fifth anniversary of the original diagnosis.
In the past five years, many people have helped me, including my parents, doctors and nurses, relatives, real and online friends... and many strangers... The disease made me feel the fate of my life. Malice, but at the same time, it also made me feel the kindness of people.
I still remember when I just got treatment, someone suggested that I post my story on platforms like Bizhan or Weibo, saying that I could get traffic dividends by doing so. There are many people on the Internet who make a living by selling misfortune. Have a good time...
There is a saying, it’s a lie to not be interested. After all, you don’t have to do anything. As long as you sell poorly, you can get traffic and make money. It’s cool to think about it.
This is an era where traffic is king. No matter what type of popularity you have, as long as there is popularity, there will be benefits.
But I thought about it later and gave up on this plan.
My parents have taught me since I was a child not to consume the kindness of others. I can repay any debt I owe, but debts of favor and conscience are the most difficult to repay.
My family's financial situation is not very good, but it is not very bad either. Without stem cell transplantation, the cost of treatment is still affordable... Not only that, but now the country's various medical security policies are also very complete, and many Previously expensive imported drugs are now reimbursed, and at least two-thirds of all my treatment costs are borne by the state.
There are many people who are in worse situations than me and need help more than me. They need society's kindness more than me.
As I write this, I suddenly remembered a movie that I have watched many times, "I'm Not the God of Medicine".
Thank you to the country - this is not a joke, I sincerely thank the country.
But I don't thank fate. Destiny is my enemy, the fucking enemy I have to fight for the rest of my life.
If fate is a person, I must find him and punch him in the face.
My QQ signature is "If you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed later."
But I actually know very well that it is good to survive a catastrophe. The so-called blessings in the future are more of just a kind of self-comfort.
Fate will not be lenient to you just because you have endured the hardships that others have to endure throughout their lives at the age of twenty.
On the contrary, in the rest of your life, you will need to put in more effort to barely keep up with the life trajectory of a normal person.
So fucking fucked.
The fist became hard again.
But no matter what, since I am still alive, I have to live well.
Writing a book is both a job and a hobby. Being able to meet a group of friends from all over the world because of writing a book is a great blessing in life.
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Thank you all for your company along the way.
I wish you all good health.
[P.S. Although today is the fifth anniversary, I’m not asking for leave today. There will still be an update later! ! ! ! 】
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