Chapter 49 Poor snail noodles
Before he finished speaking, Bai Ya started crying.
Because he didn't want to regret it, he decided not to listen to Xie Lingjiao's explanation and ran out alone with his clothes.
Xie Lingjiao:! ! !
Why?
Xie Lingjiao is very sad that the friend she just found with whom she can eat melon is gone!
This sadness soon overwhelmed the little guilt she felt just now, and she vented her resentment on Ding Ye: "It's all your fault! If it weren't for you, how could she break up with me!"
"My friend is gone again!"
This time Xie Lingjiao also cried.
Ding Ye felt numb.
Xie Lingjiao was crying, but she still refused to give up and said: "I told her that I am from the village and I am a good match for her status! Otherwise, if you take her back to the village with me to have a look, she will definitely be dead by then." Believe it!”
Is this the problem?
Ding Ye had a big head: "Look at what you eat and what you wear, do you look like a farm girl? You can tell your conscience, do you look like a farm girl?"
Oh, right, that's not the problem.
Ding Ye told her: "She is busy begging for food every day and has no time to play. Do you think everyone is like you? You can run around all day long with your family pampering you..."
Speaking of this, Ding Ye was also stunned.
Other people’s daughters are pampered and can play everywhere, why can’t his daughter do the same?
These days I go out and wander around with the eldest lady, and I come back smiling.
After raising children for so many years, where had he ever seen his daughter so happy before?
rare.
I don’t even remember clearly.
In an instant, a deep feeling of regret surged into my heart.
"Maybe... I shouldn't have been soft-hearted and picked her up in the first place. If she had been picked up by an ordinary person, she wouldn't have..."
Ding Ye squatted on the ground, covering his head and pulling his hair irritably.
he muttered.
Xie Lingjiao was even more unhappy, "What do you mean? Do you regret it and think Bai Ya has caused trouble to you?"
How is that possible!
Ding Ye still remembers what kind of life he lived before he picked up Bai Ya. Stealing money, drinking, and getting drunk every day.
At first he never thought he would raise a child.
When he picked up Bai Ya, she only breathed. Such a small one, dying and unable to cry, opened his eyes and felt aggrieved, and tried hard to grasp his hand with such a small finger.
Cool.
It seemed as if he would die in the next moment.
Ding Ye woke up immediately and stumbled to the hospital with his child in his arms. But the money in his pocket was all bought for wine, and he couldn't steal anything else for a while.
Memories of seeing dead people in the past kept colliding.
It made him feel so heartbroken that he was paralyzed.
Originally he gave up.
But when his tears flowed down the child's face, she opened her eyes again and tried her best to raise her hands as if she wanted to wipe his tears.
With the last glimmer of hope, he warmed the fire for her and gave her some rice soup.
Miraculously.
The child survived.
She started to smile at him and bubble at him.
He originally wanted to give her to someone else to raise, but she cried and howled as soon as she left him. Ding Ye had no choice but to keep her and raise her.
I have raised it for so many years.
During this period, I never found the children annoying.
"I don't want to die, but I don't want to live that much either." Ding Ye said, "But three years ago I got seriously ill. In fact, I found out that I was ill, but I didn't go for treatment. I thought I would die of this illness. OK.”
"But Bai Ya is just that little."
A child in his teens.
Before dawn, he would go out to beg, kowtow to others, and get money to see a doctor or drink medicine.
"Her head was smashed, and she told me that she accidentally fell."
Reminiscing old things. Ding Ye felt uncomfortable.
He died long ago when his family members died in front of his eyes, but with Bai Ya here, he didn't want her to experience the pain he once had.
That’s why I’m living well until now.
"You are still young, you don't understand. This world is too painful...good people are not rewarded, and bad people are free everywhere..."
Ding Ye sat on the ground holding his head.
His face was full of pain.
Only then did Xie Lingjiao confirm that his heart was indeed broken and she felt pitiful. He sniffed and comforted the other person: "Have you ever been wronged? I think you are quite skilled. Why don't you fight back?"
After taking revenge, you might feel better in your heart.
Ding Ye: "How to fight back? I can't fight back. The other party is powerful. Ordinary people are nothing in their eyes. They can kill if they want."
"My father, my mother, my brother...and my little nephew who was only three days old..."
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It's so painful.
Ding Ye couldn't bear the memory of his loved ones dying in front of his eyes.
He endured it alone for more than twenty years.
I don’t know what happened today.
He just wanted to cry and shed tears.
Want to find someone to talk to.
Anyway, the past has been torn open. Ding Ye looked up and poured out the pain in his heart: "I used to be a young master from a wealthy family. Have you ever been to the capital? My family was once the richest family in the capital!"
"But the imperial concubine's family took a fancy to my family's property and wanted us to surrender. My father didn't want to, so he was charged with a heinous crime."
"They are all dead, our whole family is dead..."
He was the only one who was studying abroad and fled in a hurry when he heard the news.
He tried his best to save his family.
But it's no use.
There were one hundred and fifty-three members of the Ding family, and no one was left alive.
The blood of the Ding family flowed on the bluestone and dyed the whole street red.
"There is no resurrection after death..."
Xie Lingjiao bit her finger, she was scared just thinking about that scene. Not to mention that Ding Ye was watching with his own eyes at that time, and those people were relatives he had been with day and night.
Twenty years ago, Ding Ye was just a teenager.
Maybe it's about the same age as her Xiaoqi.
Too bad!
Ding Ye is really miserable!
At this moment, Xie Lingjiao felt extremely guilty. She felt that she was really not a good person because she always choked with Ding Ye!
"I'm sorry...wuwu...you are so pitiful and I still said in a weird way that you...wuwuwuwu..."
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu …”
Seeing Ding Ye huddled on the ground, hugging himself tightly and looking very painful.
"Are you sick?"
Xie Lingjiao felt that this was her chance to make amends.
Then he gave Ding Ye a sip of the water he brought with him, "Drink... take a... sip..."
Just one sip will do the trick.
Before Xie Lingjiao could finish her words, Ding Ye passed out immediately after being filled with water.
It hurts so much!
Xie Lingjiao stretched out her hand timidly and felt Ding Ye's breath.
Phew——
Fortunately, I still have energy.
Xie Lingjiao slumped to the ground and murmured to herself, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have looked down on snail fans... snail fans are so pitiful..."
Ding Ye, who had fallen asleep, heard vague sounds.
Familiar yet strange.
As before, when he fell asleep, he dreamed of his past family members.
(End of chapter)