Chapter 181 Hard to coax
Xu Jiayu knew in his heart that, except for issues related to physical health, Lin Mochen would not be angry with her at all. Even if he was really angry, he would adjust his emotions before coming back to her.
She has played many villains on this basis.
Just like last night, whenever she started pouting and asking him for a hug with an aggrieved look on her face, Lin Mochen would hesitate.
As long as Lin Mochen starts to hesitate, then he has basically won half the battle. He must seize the opportunity.
Either she thrust herself into his arms, or she hugged him and rubbed against his chest.
"Husband, I was wrong."
"Husband, I will definitely not do this next time."
Then he raised his head again, looked at him pitifully, and blinked.
Lin Mochen would definitely sigh helplessly, rub her hair, and then pick her up...
Tried and tested.
But now, Lin Mochen was standing in front of the hospital bed, looking at her coldly with his arms folded.
His eyes were cool and cold, making people shudder.
Xu Jiayu's heart suddenly sounded alarm bells.
She hadn't seen this look on Lin Mochen's face for a long time.
It seemed like a smile but not a smile, even like going back to the time when they had just reunited.
Xu Jiayu was most afraid of Lin Mochen at that time. She couldn't guess what he was thinking.
"Haha...it's not a reason, it's a fact."
"Oh, that's it."
After Lin Mochen finished speaking, he directly grabbed a chair and sat down. He crossed his two slender legs and picked up the apple and started peeling it.
His thumb gently pressed on the back of the knife, and his index finger tightly wrapped the handle. The thin peel flew up and down under his superb knife skills, and the peel slowly fell down like a slender ribbon.
His eyes were focused and calm, and he looked calm and calm, as if he was not in the hospital but on vacation at the beach, and the low pressure he carried with him really made everyone around him quiet.
The light yellow pulp was cut into small uniform cubes and then handed to her mouth.
Xu Jiayu even felt that if conditions allowed, Lin Mochen would definitely use apple chunks to carefully pose.
Holding back the twitching caused by the pain, Xu Jiayu opened his mouth.
The apple was very sweet and made her mouth fluid, but the pain caused by the wound not only made her lose her appetite, she even felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.
Lin Mochen seemed to really believe her words. He didn't ask any more questions and just focused on feeding her apple chunks.
Lin Mochen didn't put down his fork until the third piece was in his mouth, "Do you still want to eat?"
As if she was being pardoned, Xu Jiayu shook her head subconsciously but gasped in pain. She pursed her lips and raised her head, looking at Lin Mochen aggrievedly, "Honey, can you hug me?"
Looking at the face of the woman in front of him that was almost translucent in the sun, Lin Mochen took a deep breath.
How could it not hurt?
With such a long wound, I still have a headache. It's so painful that my face has lost all color, but I still have to hold on.
What on earth is he going to do? How to say? How can she stop being so desperate? Sacrificing yourself for others?
Lin Mochen crossed his arms and leaned back on the chair, "It doesn't hurt, so why do you want a hug?"
The moment the words were spoken.
He saw that Xu Jiayu's originally hopeful eyes instantly dimmed, and his entire face turned two degrees whiter.
The fingers hidden under his arm pinched the muscles hard, and Lin Mochen restrained himself from softening.
He watched her bite her lower lip and stare at him for a long time before turning her head weakly.
At that moment, tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
Lin Mochen's own heart sank.
But if Xu Jiayu hadn't been taught a lesson, she wouldn't have realized how serious this matter was.
But as a neurosurgeon, he knew.
If internal brain damage is confirmed, surgery must be performed. As long as the surgery is performed, there will be damage and risks.
He hates the uncertainty that comes with risk. He hated the feeling of not being in control.
My father said that as a doctor, he was used to seeing life and death, and there was no helplessness more helpless than a doctor's inability to save himself.
He said that if he was just an ordinary patient, he might blame the hospital and the doctors, but they are doctors, and he and his mother know that no one can be blamed for that situation.
So in the end, they chose to give up.
His father asked him not to be sad.
But as a person, if your mind is clear and you should not be sad, will your heart be obedient?
Lin Mochen kept telling himself that medicine itself is so limited. There are so many diseases in the world that cannot be cured or detected. No matter who gets it, the result will be the same.
Four years have passed, and he thought he had already been relieved, but every time he reincarnated at midnight and faced the endless night, only his heart that hurt so much that he couldn't control himself knew that everything was an illusion.
He just sealed those things called 'sadness' in his heart.
And Xu Jiayu is an obsession that he has tried countless times over the years but cannot let go of.
He had already lost her once ten years ago, and he didn't want, didn't want, and couldn't let this happen a second time!
When his parents died, he swore that he would never let anything he regret happen again.
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no way!
Therefore, even if he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, he couldn't let go.
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During the three consecutive days of hospital observation, Lin Mochen would only leave the ward for a short time except to get food or when fellow patient Lu came to visit him.
Almost inseparable.
Although she was fine except for the pain in her head, Lin Mochen treated her as a seriously ill patient and took care of her meticulously.
Feed her, help her wipe her body, wash her feet, and change her clothes.
But the relationship between the two did not ease, but intensified.
Lin Mochen was clearly right in front of her, within reach, but he seemed to be separated from her by thousands of mountains. The feeling of never seeing him again in this life almost gave Xu Jiayu heart attack.
During this period, she almost tried every means, but Lin Mochen just didn't take the initiative.
For the first time, Xu Jiayu felt that Mr. Lin in her family was like that - difficult to coax.
Ding Dang only came to visit once on the first night, but she fell asleep and didn't see her.
Facing Lin Mochen like this, she felt very blocked, but there was no one who could talk to her.
Xu Jiayu felt that if he stayed here any longer, his brain might recover, but he would definitely become depressed, so while Lin Mochen went to get food, he quietly ran out of the ward and walked to the nurse's station.
"Excuse me..."
The little nurse didn't even raise her head. "If you have anything to say, just say it. The shift will be handed over soon."
Xu Jiayu was stunned. She knew this voice. Although she didn't see it, she was sure that the nurse in front of her was the impatient nurse who helped her clean the wound that day.
"Why don't you speak!"
He was still asking impatiently, but at the moment when their eyes met, Xu Jiayu saw a strange sneer suddenly appeared on the little nurse's face, which was about to get angry just now, "Lin...Mrs. Lin, are you...are you feeling well?" Do you need me to contact Director Lin for you? ”
"No! No need!" Xu Jiayu waved his hands repeatedly and looked around to make sure Lin Mochen had not come back before speaking, "I just want to ask when can I be discharged from the hospital?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard familiar footsteps suddenly coming from behind him.
"Boom! Boom! Boom!"
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