Chapter 193 I killed him
Morgue.
The three words were flat, but they were like a thorn piercing the heart through the eyes.
It was as if a cold wave suddenly surged in and enveloped her tightly.
There was a silent roar in his mind, and the chaotic memories scattered everywhere reappeared one after another.
Blue dress, deflated skull, frosty cheeks and the mechanical beating sound of instruments...
She thought of Ms. Meng and Xu Boyuan.
Thinking of He Guifang holding Xu Chen and standing in front of Xu Boyuan's body, crying loudly.
Thinking of the doctor constantly asking her, "Family members, do you need to go in and say goodbye to the deceased? It's the last time."
"The last time we meet."
Memories are like broken pieces of glass. Just thinking about them has already scratched the skin and made the red blood flow gurglingly.
Xu Jiayu took a deep breath, subconsciously hugged his arms and stepped back.
"No...I don't want it!"
"I don't want to say goodbye!"
There was a muffled sound of "Bang——".
Before she could recover, warm hands had already wrapped around her shoulders, and a familiar breath suddenly flowed into her nose.
The moment he opened his eyes and saw Lin Mochen, Xu Jiayu burst into tears.
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Outpatient clinic office.
Sister Wang placed the glass filled with hot water on the coffee table.
"Xiao Xu, don't hold Director Lin's thermos cup all the time. It's cold outside. I see you're shaking. Quickly cover your hands with this. It's just been poured and it's warm."
Xu Jiayu nodded blankly, opened the thermos cup and took a drink of water, then fell into silence again.
Sister Wang looked at Lin Mochen worriedly, and Lin Mochen shook his head, "Sister Wang, you can get off work first. I'll be with Xiaoyu. It'll be fine."
"Oh, Xiao Xu was frightened, right? How could he have run to the morgue? People nowadays are so real, they chase everyone. Xiao Xu is a hero but not a star. He never thought about bringing anything to other people's lives. Troubled? ”
Sister Wang pulled Lin Mochen aside with an angry look on her face, "Director Lin, let me tell you, just now the big data was pushed to me. A dozen old ladies blocked Xiao Xu in the bathroom alone, and a dozen mobile phones were talking to each other. On Xiao Xu’s face, I almost cried when I saw Xiao Xu’s expression in the video.”
"Oh, I have realized the right and wrong of being famous. What is all this? Director Lin, you have to comfort and comfort Xiao Xu!"
Lin Mochen knew that it was certainly not because of those old ladies that made Xu Jiayu so haunted.
Probably because seeing the morgue reminded me of the past.
He walked to Xu Jiayu and held her hand.
The woman's body was tense and her hands were freezing cold. Lin Mochen took her into his arms, and Xu Jiayu finally came to his senses.
He was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to wipe his eyes quickly, pursed his lips and forced a smile, but tears immediately began to well up in his eyes again.
"I'm fine."
Xu Jiayu avoided his gaze, turned his head slightly and wiped his eyes again, then looked at him again, but tears poured in again.
This time she no longer cared about avoiding him, she covered her eyes with her hands, and the only exposed corner of her face curved again and again, but finally she pursed her lips into a straight line.
Lin Mochen knew that Xu Jiayu's pretended strength finally could not withstand the grief in his heart and turned into intermittent sobs.
Lin Mochen took the woman into his arms and patted her back gently, "Cry if you want. We are all off work and there is no one here except me."
"As long as no one else sees it, you haven't cried."
Xu Jiayu raised his head blankly, looked at him, and after a moment, he threw himself into his arms again.
The low sobs finally turned into howls.
The woman's warm tears gradually soaked the clothes on his chest, and seeped into his heart along the skin.
it hurts.
Xu Jiayu cried loudly like this. I don’t know how long it took. The crying turned into soft sobs, and finally only the occasional choking was left.
She was like a helpless child, half lying in her arms, but her eyes were looking straight ahead. "Husband, do you know...how Xu Boyuan died?"
The hoarse voice was like a tight string, and she had to stop for a moment every time she said a few words.
After learning that Uncle Xu passed away, he once asked his colleagues at the cancer hospital, and it was only through his identity as son-in-law that he could see Uncle Xu's case and course of illness.
When Uncle Xu was admitted to the hospital, he had advanced pancreatic cancer and was dying very quickly.
"Pancreatic cancer." Lin Mochen replied softly.
Xu Jiayu suddenly straightened up and left his arms. She took a deep breath as if she had made up her mind, patted her chest and gritted her teeth and looked at him.
"It was me, I was the one who killed him, I am the real murderer!"
Lin Mochen frowned and reached out to pull the desperate woman in front of him into his arms, but Xu Jiayu pushed him away, "A murderer like me is not worthy of being with you."
"Xu Jiayu! What are you talking about? I have seen the course of Uncle Xu's illness. He died in the ICU. How can you be a murderer?"
"Language is a knife that kills people without blood, haven't you heard?" Xu Jiayu sneered, "It was me! I asked him to die! It was me!"
Xu Jiayu was like a frightened bird. There was no trace of blood on his pale face, but his eyes were red.
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"That day, I received a call from He Guifang. She said that your dad was hospitalized. He had terminal pancreatic cancer and he wouldn't live long. She wanted to see me one last time and asked me if I could come back."
"I just thought it was funny when I heard it. Ten years, a whole ten years! Suddenly there was a phone call telling me that Xu Boyuan was going to die? I hate He Guifang! I didn't believe a word she said!"
"So I said..."
"It's good to die! It's good to die! Why should such a heartless man and liar live until now? He should have died long ago! He'd better die now!"
She suddenly grabbed Lin Mochen's hand, "There was silence on the phone, and then I heard He Guifang screaming for the doctor, saying that he was dying!"
"I didn't know He Guifang gave Xu Boyuan the phone number! I didn't know!"
"Yes, I hate him. I also told him to die, but I told He Guifang. I didn't expect him to be so obedient and actually die!"
"Tell me, if Xu Boyuan is so obedient, why didn't he tell He Guifang and Xu Shujie what was going on no matter what I said or no matter what I asked?"
Xu Jiayu's eyes were like faucets that couldn't be tightened, and tears were falling like crazy, dripping on the back of Lin Mochen's hands and also dripping into Lin Mochen's heart.
It hurts like pins and needles.
"Why would I say such vicious words? It was me who killed Xu Boyuan! It was me who killed him!"
Xu Jiayu shook his head wildly.
"I always thought that it was because I hated Xu Boyuan, his disloyalty to Ms. Meng, and his deception to Ms. Meng that I was so persistent in wanting to get the relics back and find out what happened back then."
"But just now I saw the word 'morgue' and I realized that I was making excuses for myself from beginning to end. I simply couldn't face the fact that I killed Xu Boyuan!"
"Only by finding the truth, proving that Xu Boyuan is that kind of person, and confirming his various crimes, can I live with peace of mind!"
"But whenever I take the initiative to find the truth, Gao Sheng's words, Qin Zheng's words, Xu Boyuan's colleagues, and Uncle Zhang's hesitant reaction..."
Xu Jiayu suddenly chuckled, "Every move of those people seems to be telling me that you are wrong. Xu Boyuan is a good person, and he must have his own reasons..."
"Even you said that!
"Lin Mochen, do you know?"
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