Chapter 70 I like him
She seemed to see his embarrassment, touched the hair on the top of his head, and chuckled, "Your hair seems to be dyed golden by the light, it is very beautiful."
Suddenly, Shen Xing's heart seemed to skip a beat.
After a while, Gu Chuan came back. He was always serious and responsible in doing things. As an older brother, he was naturally a responsible brother. He bought medicine for Shen Xing and water for him. He told him with a sense of responsibility that he should learn well in the future. , can't do bad things.
There is no doubt that Gu Chuan is a good brother, but if Shen Xing has a little bit of conscience, he will not covet the girls around his brother, but he is not a good person.
After Chu Yan returned home, Shen Xing moved slowly behind Gu Chuan.
The lights on the roadside flickered, and the moon happened to be hidden behind the dark clouds.
Shen Xing said: "Cousin, can you give me the girl you like?"
Gu Chuan stopped and stared at the boy in front of him who was not as tall as him. The scene before his eyes was of the boy asking others for toys when he was being naughty.
Shen Xing has never been known to be subtle. When he sees something fun, he will directly say to others: "I like your toys very much, can you give them to me?"
And usually, his unscrupulousness will be satisfied.
The warmth in Gu Chuan's eyes disappeared without a trace, and his voice dropped to freezing point, "Chu Yan is not a toy, Shen Xing, stop your mischief."
Yes, in Gu Chuan's view at that time, Shen Xing's words were nothing more than a child's prank. Shen Xing and Gu Chuan were two extremes, watching others unwillingly offer their beloved things. , he will find it very interesting.
It was indeed just like a sudden prank. Shen Xing never mentioned this sentence in front of Gu Chuan again.
At that time, everyone felt that Shen Xing was still the same Shen Xing, but unknowingly, Shen Xing had undergone earth-shaking changes.
In the past, what he wanted became clear and straightforward.
Later, he actually learned to hide his thoughts, and he did so for many years. If Chu Yan's amnesia hadn't allowed him to seize the opportunity, he might have hidden his thoughts for a lifetime.
Is Shen Xing a good person?
Of course he is not.
With the convenience of his identity, he followed Gu Chuan all year round and became the younger brother who could call him "sister Yanyan" every time. Behind his back, he blasphemed the person he called his sister countless times in his dreams.
He seems to be concerned about the development of Gu Chuan and Chu Yan's relationship, but in fact he just wants to end the relationship between the two as soon as possible. He even tried to persuade Gu Chuan and Chu Yan as a bystander when they were in crisis of breaking up. Gu Chuan and Chu Yan broke up.
Later, Gu Chuan and Song Xuewong were together. This matter was opposed by everyone. Only Shen Xing continued to encourage Gu Chuan to be himself and sincerely wished that Gu Chuan could be with Song Xuewong.
His so-called sincere wishes for Gu Chuan and Song Xueyuan's happiness were all based on his calculations.
Shen Xing was never innocent.
For example, what if now he has become Chu Yan's "boyfriend" as he wished?
His sunshine and cheerfulness, his understanding, are all based on the fact that he wants to firmly control Chu Yan in the palm of his hand.
Shen Xing took the lead and made everyone around Chu Yan "accept" his existence because they cared about Chu Yan. However, this was not enough to reassure him, so he installed positioning software on Chu Yan's mobile phone.
He weaved a huge web for Chu Yan, and he was aware of her every move.
Gu Chuan thought he was the superior, but he became one of the people who was fooled by Shen Xing. Now he was punched a few times by Shen Xing. He did not resist and did not feel any pain. The only thing he could feel was a kind of pain on Shen Xing's face. The mask peels off smoothly. "Yanyan, have you really met Shen Xing?"
Is the image that Shen Xing showed in front of Chu Yan really him?
Chen Xing's heart felt like it was being squeezed hard. He was not afraid of his parents, elders, or Gu Chuan. The only thing he was afraid of was how Chu Yan would look at him on the day when he was exposed.
What he did was not honorable and could even be described as despicable and dirty.
He lied to her.
However, in this world, apart from deception, he didn't know what other means he could use to keep her by his side.
Shen Xing didn't dare to look at Chu Yan. He thought that he was preparing for this day every day, so when this day came, it didn't matter to him even if she hated her.
But in fact, he overestimated himself, and he couldn't do "it doesn't matter" at all.
Gu Chuan pushed Shen Xing away, and he slowly stood up straight while holding on to the wall. There were blood stains on his pale face and at the corners of his lips. The smell of blood should have made him feel uncomfortable, but now he felt extremely enjoying it.
He has already fallen into hell, why should Shen Xing be in heaven?
If it weren’t for Shen Xing, Gu Chuan would have had many opportunities and time to make amends, and he and Chu Yan would never have reached this point.
"Yanyan..." Gu Chuan approached her step by step.
Sunlight poured in from the window, wrapping her in hazy light. Only by getting closer, closer, could he see her face clearly and hold her hand.
"We still have time, there is still a lot of time, let's start over, okay?"
Chu Yan took a step back and called out: "Shen Xing."
Gu Chuan's hand stopped in mid-air.
Shen Xing was stunned for a second. After he came to his senses, he turned back and looked at Chu Yan in disbelief.
Chu Yan shouted again: "Shen Xing."
This time, her voice was trembling a little. She was uneasy and urgently needed him to come to her.
Shen Xing took a slow step, and then moved quickly. He eagerly reached Chu Yan's side and held her hand.
Then, all his panic found peace at this moment.
After a long time, Gu Chuan blinked and finally found his voice. He looked confused and said softly: "Yanyan, you must not have recovered your memory yet..."
"The memories of the past are not important to me." Chu Yan has regained her composure. Even though the man she is looking at is supposed to be the man who occupied the most important stage of her life, he can't lift her emotions now. The slightest disturbance, "Those things you said no longer have any meaning."
Gu Chuan couldn't accept it. He looked like a helpless child with a fragile expression, "Yanyan, Shen Xing lied to you, why did you still choose him instead of giving me a chance?"
"Maybe memories can lie, but feelings can't." Chu Yan said, "I like him."
The verdict of fate fell like this, and Gu Chuan suddenly became completely naked.
Shen Xing looked at Chu Yan blankly, and the heart in his chest seemed to be on fire in an instant as the blood boiled.