Chapter 150 Don’t leave
Xia Yan didn't struggle.
Han Ruiran's hug was too tight. She knew that it was useless to struggle and would only make him hold her tighter and tighter. She stood quietly for a while, waiting for his emotions to slowly calm down before speaking calmly.
"Can you please sit down?"
It was completely different from the way she talked to herself before.
Han Ruiran's expression was slightly stiff, but he held Xia Yan's hand stubbornly and pulled her to the chair next to him to sit down.
After moving away from Xia Yan, he began to suffer from insomnia. He would wake up from nightmares after sleeping for at most two or three hours a day. His brows and eyes were full of fatigue. He held on to Xia Yan tightly and refused to let go, for fear that this would be another dream. Seems aggrieved.
"Where have you been these two months? I can't find you."
Xia Yan frowned: "What are you doing to me? We broke up two months ago. Even your denial on Weibo this time, I find it incomprehensible."
She allowed Han Ruiran to hold her hand, not focusing on it at all: "You should know that our breakup will be revealed sooner or later. For the sake of your and my work, it is best to make it public as soon as possible, so as not to hurt the two of us. Always tied up, delaying work ”
She kept talking about breakups and work, turning a blind eye to him and keeping silent about their relationship over the years.
Han Ruiran was silent for a long time. Xia Yan's eyes were not on him, and she naturally did not care about his emotions.
The veins on his forehead beat violently, and his voice was almost hoarse: "Yanyan, why."
Why, the relationship of five years disappeared completely in those one or two months, and there was no trace at all.
Xia Yan's eyes finally looked at him, but they were full of calmness, showing no emotion at all.
"Han Ruiran, there are many problems between us, and you all know it."
She took the opportunity to take her hand back, but was tightly held back. He was like a person floating on the water, and Xia Yan's hand was his only duckweed.
"I have solved everything," Han Ruiran said hastily, "I have made it very clear to my parents, including my sister, that I will only marry you and be with you, and they will not provoke us anymore. .”
"Do you want to travel? I've put aside all the work to accompany you. You can go wherever you want. If you want to buy a house and get married, we'll prepare it when we get back from the trip." He held Xia Yan's hand pleadingly, " Is it good?”
People are really weird.
Problems that were difficult to solve at first are now easy.
Xia Yan stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled, "Look, you can solve everything."
Obviously you can not make her sad or put her in trouble.
He clearly knows what she wants and her wishes.
"But you always make me sad."
She spoke calmly, but every word made Han Ruiran's heart ache. His throat seemed to be blocked by something and he couldn't speak. Even his fingertips felt a needle-like tingling sensation, which spread throughout his body, and he felt an overwhelming sense of powerlessness.
"I" Han Ruiran's voice trembled, with a panic that he could no longer catch her, which made his eyes gleam with water, as if he was on the verge of collapse, "I'm sorry, Yanyan."
This time, no matter how hard he tightened his grip, Xia Yan resolutely withdrew her hand.
"Han Ruiran, I want to forget the past. People have to look forward. It is not your and my character to stay in the past and be trapped in a cocoon. You will also come out, forget me, and invest in a new relationship."
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Before Xia Yan could finish her words, she was interrupted by Han Ruiran. He shook his head. The stinging pain in his heart made his face turn slightly pale. "It won't happen anymore. I only have you, and I only like you."< br>
"." Xia Yan looked at him for a while, "But the two of us will never be together again."
The extremely painful reality was told to Han Ruiran sentence by sentence, "I will never choose you again."
"That's it, let me go, and let you go." Xia Yan looked at him quietly, "You won't be in trouble anymore." After five years together, Xia Yan has always been considerate and occasionally clingy. When I was a human, I was browsing short videos online and saw a few videos recording love. They were so sweet at the beginning, but so embarrassing when they finally broke up.
She would hug her arms with red eyes and ask if the two of them would become like this.
At that time, Han Ruiran would patiently hold her in his arms and say no, they would be together for a long time, get married, and grow old together.
They will buy a villa, raise a dog, and live their own world in ordinary days.
We will go to many places together and we will work hard to live a good life together.
But it's not done.
Not a single thing was done.
The promise disappeared in time, and also disappeared in his impatience day after day.
Xia Yan had finished speaking. She took her bag and was about to leave. The moment she opened the door, she heard a choked voice coming from behind, almost pleading, "Don't leave."
Xia Yan's hand tightened. At this moment, she was not hard-hearted.
A sourness rushed to the tip of her nose. She lowered her eyes and said softly in the same voice as usual: "I'm leaving, Han Ruiran."
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As the door closed, I seemed to hear sobbing.
In the afternoon of the same day, Han Ruiran admitted to breaking up, triggering hot searches.
Gu Tingwan looked at this Weibo post and felt a little doubtful: "He really just let go?"
After two months of pestering, when I met Xia Yan, I suddenly figured it out?
"Probably, after all, the last words I said were quite cruel."
Xia Yan is not affected by the public opinion on the Internet at all. It should be because of the trolls on Han Ruiran's side. Most of the comments on the Internet are pity words, but Han Ruiran's super words are overwhelmingly drawing the lottery, and she is very happy.
normal phenomenon.
There is nothing happier than having your idol break up.
Xia Yan found a house and moved out of Courtyard No. 1. She had an entire flat floor to herself. She leaned on Gu Tingwan's shoulder: "I'm going to find time to take a longer vacation and go out, why do I need to rely on a man?" , I have the ability to go wherever I want.”
Gu Tingwan thought for a while, "How about October?"
She said: "I will have time then, and the two of us will go together."
Being with good friends is of course the best, so Xia Yan nodded happily for the first time, but the next second she realized why she said she would be free in October.
She paused and couldn't help but sigh, "There are still three months left. Are you really willing to listen to me late?"
"There is nothing I can do if I don't want to give up," Gu Ting Wan Wen said, "There are some things that I can't even think about. I have already made preparations for it."
Same as Xia Yan.
She had the courage to end it.
A wealthy family needs a mistress who is perfect and decent in all aspects, but it is a pity that she is not it.
So she was satisfied with the time she had stolen this year with Jin Boli, and she had no other extravagant thoughts.
(End of chapter)