Chapter 186 I feel very insecure
She was right, the bed was really small.
The 1.5-meter single bed was only enough for her to sleep alone.
Jin Boli was tall and strong, so he would only be squeezed in and made everyone uncomfortable.
When he pretended to be asleep just now, he occupied the entire center of the bed. I hoped that he would take the initiative to sleep in the guest room after seeing it, but he had no intention of leaving at all.
Jin Boli picked her up and let her press on him, smelling the familiar fragrance of gardenia on her body, feeling peaceful and calm in his heart.
There was a hint of weariness in his voice, "Then sleep like this."
The hot temperature of his body made Gu Tingwan feel uncomfortable, making her move unsatisfied.
The man's muscles were hard, and under the thin fabric, the soft skin hit his chest again and again, like a ball of cotton, so soft that the nerves in Jin Boli's forehead moved.
He opened his eyes, and an abnormal redness shrouded his dark eyes, sweeping across her face inch by inch, like a beast dormant in the night. He squinted, "I don't want to Sleep? Do something else?”
Gu Tingwan was honest.
She opened her eyes nervously and stayed quiet for a while. When she saw that he had no intention of going further, she relaxed and rested her head softly on his shoulder, speaking in a low voice.
"You seem very tired."
Jin Boli closed his eyes and said in a deep, tired voice: "I haven't slept much in a month, what do you think?"
Gu Tingwan talked back to him: "It's not that I don't want you to sleep."
She said in a long voice, a little shaky: "I sleep very well. I wake up naturally every day, and no one bothers me in the middle of the night to keep me awake."
The band around his waist suddenly tightened, and the man still didn't open his eyes, but his tone was slightly heavier.
"If any man dares to come here to torment you this month, you and him will be dead, you know."
What he said was definitely not a joke. Gu Tingwan shrank into his arms and couldn't help but think of his noble appearance standing in the snow downstairs in the afternoon, nonchalantly wiping the blood with a handkerchief.
Elegant but cold, that look was a bit cruel and violent, ruthless to the extreme.
Jin Boli was definitely not a gentle and good-tempered person, she had known that for a long time.
He didn't ask about Liang Youjing's whereabouts. He deserved it. He was able to leave unscathed at first, but he had to wait until she and Zhou Lingchuan were separated to block her again.
He even came near her home. If it weren't for Brian and his friends, if it weren't for the bodyguards Jin Boli arranged nearby, no one knows what he could have done next.
Sleeping honestly, lying in the man's arms, she felt the warm hands on her lower back patting her gently, as if coaxing her to sleep. Gradually, her eyelids started to twitch a little, and she was about to fall asleep. , suddenly heard the gentle voice of a man.
"During this period, I actually thought about it, otherwise I would let you go."
Gu Tingwan suddenly woke up and subconsciously raised her head to look at him.
In the dim light, only the man's sharp jawline and shadowy eyebrows and eyes could be seen, but they couldn't be seen clearly.
Once such thoughts broke out, they were like vines, tightly wrapped around his nerves, causing him to wake up for no reason at night, and there were always waves of pain spreading in his heart.
Let her go.
Just thinking about it makes me feel frightened and painful, as if someone is holding my throat, my breathing is not smooth, I feel like there is no light in front of me, and every breath I take brings an unbearable sting.
Nightmares haunt him all the time.
As long as you close your eyes, you can think of her nestled in someone else's arms, smiling like a flower, taking the initiative to put her lips on her, and thrusting into the arms of other men to act coquettishly.
When I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat. He is a person who rarely has dreams, especially nightmares. He doesn't know when the last time was.
He always believed that dreams represented the uneasiness and worry in reality, which would amplify the panic in his heart. Even though he knew that everything in the dream was not true, he still felt pain for it.
Therefore, he suffers from insomnia.
It's not that Jin Zhe didn't see through him.
That time, in the study room of Repulse Bay, he stared quietly for a while, without his usual severity, only with the pain of being a father.
"You are bad."
Jin Boli stood by the window, looking at the four-season gardenia blooming in the garden. He was slightly lost in thought. Hearing the sound, he turned around indifferently. A slight haze shrouded his superior and strong brows. He looked at Jin Bo calmly, and suddenly Er smiled.
"Yes, Dad, I'm very bad."
This is probably the first time he has shown in front of Jin Xu that he is not invincible.
No matter how harshly he was disciplined and scolded when he was a child, he never showed the slightest bit of depression in front of Jin Xu, but today, when their eyes met, he felt extremely confused.
In addition to being a calm and cold heir, he is hesitant, confused, and restless.
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I really agreed with what I said back then, I wanted to see him in despair.
Now that Jin Zhen has really seen it, he is heartbroken, "Since you have decided to let go, then just do it. This may not be a good thing for the two of you."
Jin Boli's eyes were dark, and it was impossible to see his emotions. Jin Bo frowned and looked at him, "If you really can't let go, then go and chase him back. Anyway, your mother and I have accepted what you are doing now." It can be done.”
That night, Jin Boli had a good sleep.
In the dream, he and Gu Tingwan were at loggerheads, and they were like glue.
After waking up, he thought about letting her go and letting her like someone else and marry someone else.
Gu Tingwan could only be with him in this life.
"I can accept your temporary unwillingness to get married, but."
Gu Tingwan felt something slightly cold being put on the middle finger of her left hand. She raised it suspiciously and took a look. Even in the dim light, the dark blue diamond ring on her middle finger was shining brightly.
Like the vast ocean, it reflected a deep and peaceful light, which pierced Gu Tingwan's eyes and made her breathe quickly.
"Would it be nice to wear an engagement ring?"
His tone was helpless, "Baby, I'm very insecure."
The two people's skin was touching, and Gu Tingwan could feel Jin Boli's steady and powerful heartbeat, which was accompanied by her uncontrollable throbbing. The skin in contact with the ring seemed to have been electrocuted, and she couldn't help but look at Jin Boli. , feeling dizzy as if being sucked in by his pool-like eyes.
This is a compromise.
If she doesn't want to get married, she'll wear an engagement ring.
Jin Boli has regressed.
Gu Tingwan was shaken. She lowered her eyes to avoid the man's gaze and answered the question inappropriately, "You will not feel safe."
"Yes."
Jin Boli's voice was light, "You don't know how worried I am that you will abandon me."