Chapter 314 I’d rather you hate me than ignore me
She didn't respond to his words, she just stood there, unable to even cry, her eyes were so dry and sore that they turned white.
The assistant made a gesture of asking, and she stood there until the bodyguards held her hostage. She seemed to have learned to walk and stumbled. If her arms were not restrained, she would not be able to walk at all. She would fall to her knees as soon as she took a step.
It seemed that her future had already been arranged when she set off. She was not even allowed to change her clothes before she was put on the plane back to Hong Kong. Even the plane originally only passed through the waters near Hong Kong and was not in Hong Kong. stay.
She was surrounded by bodyguards who were sitting there, and the surrounding was airtight.
As soon as she arrived in Hong Kong, she was taken to Pok Fu Lam without respite at all.
Ying Duo asked someone to check her, but she didn't want to go through the trouble. She just wanted to find a place to sleep, even on the ground. Every cell in her body seemed to be extremely exhausted.
She just said like a wooden person: "I don't feel uncomfortable anywhere, no need to check."
Ying Duo just looked at her distantly, as if they had never been in love: "In a month, I'm afraid you will come back with some unclean disease."
She turned her eyes occasionally and looked at him deathly.
He looked far and near in her eyes. He was obviously a familiar face, but he seemed to be a stranger she had never met before.
The female doctor named Zheng Wei who had examined her vocal cords a long time ago examined her, but did not immediately conduct a blood test to see if she had infectious diseases or viruses. Instead, she kept pinching her joints and checking. her reaction.
The film only looked at the internal organs and bones of the body. Zheng Wei asked strangely: "Your legs are fine. You jumped from a six or seven-meter-high building and nothing happened?"
But Tang Guanqi didn't say a word, just sat there, as if his mind was taken away, and did not answer the doctor.
Doctor Zheng saw that she didn't look like she was fine, so he thought for a moment: "I'd better give you some soothing medicine. You seem to be very uncomfortable."
Tang Guanqi sat there, like a wooden villain whose essence had been sucked dry, silent and unable to hear the doctor's words.
Zheng Wei gently touched her head, like a big sister: "I heard that you were scared outside, don't be afraid, go home."
The doctor kept looking at her tenderly, but she didn't respond. It took a long time before she finally spoke:
"Can you prescribe me some long-acting..."
Zheng Wei listened carefully and asked her gently: "What is long-lasting?"
After a while, Tang Guanqi became quiet again: "No need."
Her hand was in her pocket, clutching the short-acting contraceptive pill she bought in Sweden.
Zheng Wei saw that she was so well-dressed and motionless when she was wearing a singlet for everyone in Hong Kong, as if she didn’t even realize that her clothes were not suitable for the weather:
"Aren't you hot? Hong Kong is not that cold. Do you need to take off some clothes?"
Tang Guanqi didn't speak. Zheng Wei thought she was indeed frightened. Also, with such chaos abroad, there would inevitably be some uneasiness.
After Zheng Wei left, Tang Guanqi just wanted to sleep. Pok Fu Lam was surrounded by security guards, and she knew she couldn't escape.
I found a piece of clean clothes, washed them in a hurry, put them on and went to bed.
She seemed to be moved when she was half asleep, but she didn't have the energy to open her eyes, so she just let the other person move. Maybe it was Ying Duo's bodyguard or assistant. Even though she might hit her head, she didn't have the energy to open her eyes.
Fortunately, she didn't get hit until she felt herself lying on a soft and flat place again.
When she woke up, she was already in Shouson Mountain. It was not the master bedroom, but a room she had never slept in. It was far away from the master bedroom.
All her strength was drained from her body, like a puppet on strings. Her movements downstairs were mechanical and rigid. She didn't want to go downstairs to see something, but now that she was awake, she didn't know what to do.
But when she went down to the first floor, she found that the atrium was very different. The atrium was empty, and her cabin was completely gone. There was not a single grape leaf, as if the vine in the sky had never existed.
The housekeeper noticed that she was awake and came over, wanting to invite her to have breakfast.
Haven't spoken yet.
Tang Guanqi looked at the housekeeper and asked blankly: "Abo, where are my vines?"
Seeing that the hostess was able to speak after she went out, the housekeeper was surprised, hesitated for a moment, and then said as usual, kind and considerate:
"The tree has some insect disease and has been sent to a better place for temporary planting."
But what insect pest is so severe that it needs to uproot such a big tree?
Tang Guanqi looked at the huge tree pit, as if her heart was hollowed out, but she did not speak.
The memory of being beaten for eating a grape as a teenager came back, but when she got the vine, she thought it was all over, and she was so happy that she would never cry over a grape again.
She spoke softly, but so weakly that the housekeeper needed to pay close attention to understand what she was saying:
"It's okay without a cabin. It's really troublesome for you to take care of it during this period."
The housekeeper didn't expect that she would say that. He was flattered and said quickly: "It should be."
"Would you like to have breakfast? It's already prepared. We have your favorite pan-fried buns."
Tang Guanqi just asked him blankly: "Do I have to eat it?"
What she asked was so strange that the housekeeper didn’t know how to reply, but he was still respectful:
"If you don't want to eat now, I can help you heat it up. It's a bit early now, so you can go back to sleep and come out to eat later."
Tang Guanqi smiled politely at him, said nothing, but walked to the restaurant.
Seeing Ying Duo in the restaurant, she consciously sat farther away from him, just like the room where she slept last night. Ying Duo stared at her, Tang Guanqi said nothing, and the housekeeper placed the fried buns in front of her.
But she couldn't take a bite, so she picked one up with chopsticks and sat there for a long time, only biting a little bit of the skin.
Ying Duo said: "Can't you eat in front of me?"
She shook her head and her voice was so soft that she said, "No, I'm just a little tired."
Ying Duo put his knife and fork on the table and stared at her calmly: "Aren't you tired from playing outside?"
She doesn't speak.
The stalemate lasted for so long that the butler realized that the hosts were quarreling and left the restaurant quietly, fearing to be disturbed.
Ying Duo's voice sounded faintly: "Or do you need me to call Wen Weixu over to eat with you so that you can eat it?"
She shook her head and obeyed in a good-natured manner: "No need."
She picked up a fried bun and tried to open her mouth to eat it, but it was obvious that she had not eaten for a long time, but her stomach was resisting the food and she could not swallow it.
After trying for a while, she put down her chopsticks without any movement.
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Ying Duo said coldly: "Sit over here."
She stood up and sat down, still staring at the food on the plate. She kept scratching the food on the plate with her fork, but she couldn't put it in her mouth.
Ying Duo's palm fell on her back, and she shrank suddenly out of reflex.
Ying Duo's palms froze in mid-air.
Looking at her quietly, Tang Guanqi didn't even look up. She had always said she wanted to have a good talk with him before, but now she didn't say anything anymore.
Ying Duo moved her plate and fork, cut off a corner of a triangular cake, and fed it to her mouth.
She looked at the cake.
She had eaten the same cheesecake in Belgium, and Xiao Li invited them to eat it. At that time, Xiao Li said it was a cake that was so annoying.
But with the same cake placed in front of her, she lowered her eyes and said nothing. For a moment, she calmly took the fork from Ying Duo's hand and threw it out directly.
The corner of the cake splashed hard on the ground, the fork made a crisp sound, hit the wall and then fell to the floor.
She thought Ying Duo would lose her temper, but she didn't expect Ying Duo didn't say anything. He looked at her for a moment, took his coat and stood up. The moment he saw his dark gray trousers out of sight, she reluctantly relaxed for a moment.
She was basking in the sun on the terrace, otherwise her body would feel dry.
Suddenly there were footsteps.
Tang Guanqi didn't look back until he saw a piece of clothes appearing in his sight.
She raised her eyes and saw Master Xu smiling brightly.
Tang Guanqi did not have the energy to deal with her: "Master Xu, I am not in the mood to look at fate today."
Master Xu, however, sat next to her: "I'm not here to see your fortune, I just know that you should be very unhappy at this time."
She picked up the refreshments on the table and ate them calmly: "I'm very strict with my words, you can rest assured."
She knew that Master Xu was the first person to know that she was not mute at all. When they first met, he left Ying Duo to chat with her directly, without telling Ying Duo from beginning to end.
“But I don’t seem to have the energy to chat, I’m really sorry.”
Master Xu smiled, but refused to leave: "Then let the old woman sit with you, Shoushen Mountain. This is the first time for the old woman to come here. The sun here seems to be stronger."
Tang Guanqi was not qualified to meet Ying Duo's guests.
Master Xu had been eating biscuits beside her, and he ate most of the plate. When she almost got used to Master Xu's presence, Master Xu finally said, "How do you feel now?"
Tang Guanqi spoke very slowly, as if he had just learned to speak again. He had to think about each word in his mind several times before he said it:
"Maybe it's disappointment, or... I can't explain. I thought he liked me, but in fact he was completely different from what I thought. It's just that everything about me was suitable, so he treated me a little bit extra lightly. In fact, I was in his eyes. It’s nothing.”
Master Xu pinched his fingers. Tang Guanqi didn't know what she was thinking, but she didn't ask. She only heard Master Xu ask: "What did you think would happen when you came back?"
Tang Guanqi looked at the sky, which was endless. It was clear that the sky in Hong Kong was bluer, unlike Northern Europe, which was always foggy, but she felt that the sky was so ordinary and never changed:
"He is such a rational person. Whether he opens up his heart and talks once, we can get along, accept it, and continue to be together, or we can't get along at all. He can't forgive me for my deception and decides to separate. It's all reasonable. I didn't expect him to be like this." .”
Master Xu fanned the cattail leaf fan and asked in a warm voice: "Are you still willing to be with him before you come back?"
She was speechless.
"What now?" Master Xu was like her best friend who has forgotten her years.
She leaned back on her chair and looked up at the high and far white clouds in the sky:
"I don't want to be with him now. I feel so depressed when I'm in the same space with him."
Master Xu finally finished the calculation and suddenly said: "It might be better for you to cry twice than not to speak at all."
Tang Guanqi smiled palely: "I have cried before, but it seems that it is not as useful as being mute and not speaking."
Her voice was so calm that there was no wave: "And why should I cry?"