Chapter 614 Kim Ji-soo, you can’t run away
In the darkness, men and women were entangled in a very ambiguous posture.
Can look at each other.
A pair of sober beautiful eyes with a somewhat complicated expression.
A pair of dark eyes contained a little bitterness.
"Why didn't you tell me if you didn't want to?" Li Yang smiled bitterly, left Jin Zhixiu, and lay straight on the small sleeping bag next to him.
After the words fell, it seemed that he was speechless for a long time.
After a while, a slightly hesitant sigh sounded from the dark night.
"I don't think I'm ready yet."
Jin Zhixiu turned over and turned her head sideways. Her black hair was spread out casually. She stared at Li Yang with a pair of starry eyes. She finally said what she had been holding in her heart for a long time and said softly: "There are some things that I can't get over here." .”
She placed her slender hands on her breasts, feeling her beating heart and waiting for Li Yang's reaction.
But after the words fell.
Five seconds, ten seconds, thirty seconds.
Soon, I don't know how many seconds passed, but every second made Jin Zhixiu feel that the time had passed so long and painfully.
Kim Ji-soo had actually realized something was wrong with their relationship from a very early age, but whenever she wanted to break off the relationship, there was always a voice deep in her heart that kept reminding her.
Just friends
Just friends
She has been secretly using this self-deception to numb herself.
However, that night in front of representative Huang Baojing, Li Yang, a guy who is usually very stingy, actually threw out 6 billion without changing his face, just to help himself vent his bad temper.
This self-deceptive emotion was immediately and ruthlessly exposed.
The deep sense of security brought by that generous back was something Jin Jixiu had never experienced before.
At that moment, Jin Zhixiu knew clearly that her heart was pounding.
I fell into trouble myself.
Very badly
So much so that during the subsequent birthday parties and contacts during this trip, with her intentionally open attitude, the relationship between the two heated up rapidly.
Jin Jixiu felt that she could ignore many things.
But in the end, the biggest problem that has been standing in front of him is still like a huge boulder, which has not been moved at all
There are too many girls around Li Yang.
She didn't know who he had an ambiguous relationship with, or who he had just a rumored relationship with.
Just knowing the existence of Zhao Meiyuan is a completely unsolvable problem between the two of them.
Girls are always nervous about relationships.
Even as proud as Kim Ji Soo, she still feels uncertain.
She didn't know her own weight in Li Yang's heart.
She didn't dare to ask, nor did she dare to force Li Yang to make a choice
She was worried about getting results she couldn't accept.
That's why she has been hesitating, struggling, and not making it clear
Even at this moment, Jin Jixiu actually just wants Li Yang's attitude.
An attitude that makes you feel at ease around him.
But at this moment, Li Yang's silence was like a sharp arrow piercing his heart.
"Isn't he even willing to lie to me?" Jin Zhixiu felt an inexplicable bitterness in her heart, and at the same time, she also despised the belated regret in her heart because of her confession.
Jin Zhixiu turned over with some difficulty, raised her head, and stared at the tent blankly.
For a moment, she only felt that her head was dizzy, and what kind of chaotic thoughts came over her, making her unable to calm down at all.
A long time passed like this.
"Actually, since that night of your birthday and after I came back from your house, I have been thinking about our relationship for a long time." In the dark night, Li Yang sounded like he was sighing, but Jin Zhixiu suddenly felt a "thump" in his heart.
"I have thought a lot, I am as proud as you, as bright as you, as bright as you."
Li Yang's tone was a little bleak, and he said: "You are a top artist, you are a popular star, your fame, status, and wealth are all far greater than mine. It seems that I have no reason for you to wrong yourself because of me."
As he spoke, he laughed at himself and said: "To be honest, even when I first had this idea, I felt that I was simply having a whim."
"So I thought about it for a long, long time, and finally came to a conclusion."
Li Yang curled his lips and said: "Leaving you and quickly cooling down this relationship seems to be only good for both of us, so I made an effort"
His words were eloquent and his tone was sad.
Jin Zhixiu turned her head and looked over at some point. Her beautiful eyes stared blankly at Li Yang, looking at the sincere profile of his face when he spoke, and seemed to sense the farewell mixed in his words.
Thinking of the future without Li Yang
At this moment, she felt as if her heart was being twisted.
Jin Zhixiu couldn't help but want to say something, but she found a finger pressed against her lips. Li Yang was also lying on his side at some point. His handsome and sunny face did not have the so-called determination, but was filled with a smile. A smile that I don’t understand.
"This is the first time. I haven't contacted you for a long time, but unexpectedly I met you in New Zealand."
"The second time, I wanted to hide away, but found that I couldn't seem to refuse your request."
This book was recently updated in ##六@@九@@书@@!! Updated!
"The third time, I tried to use Park Chaeyoung's words to cut off the relationship between us, but found again that I couldn't seem to see your loss, so I failed again."
As he spoke, Li Yang raised his eyebrows slightly and said with a smile: "Although this may be a bit shameless, three consecutive failures made me realize one thing. This seems to be a fate sent by God to us."< br>
After finishing speaking, he looked at Jin Zhixiu.
Jin Jixiu was anxious and urged: "What exactly do you want to say?"
Doesn't this bastard know that people who only half-speak will be punished by God?
Jin Jixiu didn't hear the final answer, she just felt like there were ants crawling on her body.
Then
The smile on Li Yang's face slowly faded, and he said with an unprecedented serious expression: "So from the moment I came out of the hotel that day, I made a determination."
After saying that, he paused and said: "Jin Jixiu, you can't run away. Even if you want to run away, it's too late."
His tone was firm and his expression was sincere and pious.
Instead, Kim Ji Soo fell into a very strange state.
For a moment, all kinds of flavors seemed to pour into the body.
Some are relieved, some are happy, some are embarrassed, and some are still alive.
But he didn't get angry because of someone's shamelessness.
Jin Zhixiu herself felt that she was not up to par, but gradually, all her thoughts seemed to turn into chaos, and the memories in her mind were blurred by her unconsciously.
The only impression I have seems to be that night, a pair of eyes that were darker than the night, but shining brighter than the stars.
After a deep night's sleep, Jin Jixiu slept soundly and deeply.
She was very fond of beds and had never slept so comfortably in a hotel. Jin Jixiu's face was quiet and gentle while she was sleeping. The golden morning light fell on her face, as if it were painting a beautiful picture.
And the corners of her lips seemed to add a bit more happiness and sweetness to the picture.
(End of chapter)