Chapter 45 Shame
Warm tears rolled down and soon wet a large area of Lu Nanting's clothes.
Lu Nanting touched the back of her head distressedly and hugged her directly like a child.
Gu Lanxi immediately lowered her head and rested her head on his broad shoulders. Tears were still flowing and soon wet his shoulders again.
Aunt Wang has finished making breakfast and is tidying up the living room.
Knowing that she cares about face, Lu Nanting followed her back, carried her into the bedroom, kicked the door shut, and sat on the soft spring stool at the end of the bed.
As expected of a woman with a lot of water in her name, Gu Lanxi was always like this when she cried, quietly, but she would wet half of his clothes at every turn.
When she was growing up, she had no one to rely on, so she learned to be strong and pretend, but Lu Nanting knew that she was not as cold as she showed.
She has a lot of emotions, but she just doesn't want people to see them.
She can feel every good and bad thing others do to her.
She was just used to restraining herself and not responding casually for fear of being regarded as being sentimental.
Lu Nanting touched her back repeatedly until she had vented enough and raised her hands to cover her eyes in embarrassment, then asked her:
"What happened, can you tell me?"
Gu Lanxi lacked the teachings of her female elders and had strong menstrual shame in her early years. Naturally, sexual shame was also strong.
The first time she had her menstruation, she was at school. The menstrual blood penetrated her green school uniform pants and stained a large area on the chair.
Everyone looked at her strangely, as if she was some kind of monster, but she didn't even know what was happening at first.
Her reputation was very bad during those two years. Her classmates were told by their parents not to play with her. She was busy with her daily life and had no time to make friends, so that day, no one came to her and said even half a word to her. .
She could never forget the feeling of standing naked in a crowd.
I didn’t expect that I could still feel that kind of despair after so many years.
Something more personal than menstruation, something that made her blush just thinking about it, was taken out and told online. It was not a fact, but a random fabrication by a stranger.
Maybe netizens just think she's cute, but in her opinion, this is an extremely borderless offense.
"I...I can't say it..."
Gu Lanxi sat on his lap, wrapped her hands around his neck, and rested her head on his shoulders, refusing to let go.
"You believe me, right?"
"Yeah."
"You have also seen me when I was most embarrassed, right?"
There were times when Lu Nanting collapsed in the past. The tall man, who was about 1.8 meters tall, cried out of breath while holding her.
That’s right.
Gu Lanxi nodded again.
"I promise, no matter what happens, I will never laugh at you, okay?"
Gu Lanxi hesitated for a long time before whispering: "Some people say that I am asexual and that I look like a monk with six pure roots."
Lu Nanting was very upset when he read Weibo recently. He was too tired from work last night, so he didn’t read it. When he woke up in the morning, he remembered that Gu Lanxi took the initiative to kiss him. He couldn’t use up all his energy, so he went straight to the gym. He really didn’t know about this. .
"That's because they have poor vision. Don't take it to heart."
"Some people still laugh at me and tell my jokes."
As a top student, what she can't stand the most is something that others understand and she doesn't understand.
"Oh? Anyone who laughs at others is not a good person. Don't care about bad people. You won't be able to care about them."
Gu Lanxi was so angry that she cried, feeling that she was suffocating in her heart.
After being comforted, I started chatting directly:
"The year I filmed "Spring Day", there was an actress who lived next door to me. The fast hotel in that small town was not well soundproofed. One night in the middle of the night, I heard her screaming from next door, saying, 'Help! Help! Ahhh. Ah! Spare me! '...I thought she was in danger, so I called the police."
She originally wanted to save it herself, but she didn't know how many bad guys there were, so she didn't dare to take the risk.
"What happened next?"
When the two of them were together, Lu Nanting discovered that she was not yet enlightened. Just kissing her forehead would make her blush for a long time.
Unexpectedly, I am still Tiehanhan now.
Lu Nanting held back his laughter, but there was obvious joy in his words. "Later I discovered that the actress's role was about to end, and she was trying to please the chubby assistant casting director, hoping to get a better role. That was, there was an unspoken rule..."
Gu Lanxi has sharp ears and eyes, and strong observation skills. She has encountered similar things in recent years.
She just didn't know that some actors could even perform in bed.
I also can’t figure out how an old man can have such a strange sense of self-esteem.
He's not a perverted murderer. How could he get excited after hearing those words?
The most annoying thing is that no one seems to be embarrassed to say this kind of thing, but they love to talk about it. They beat around the bush every time and accidentally fail to understand it.
It's so annoying!
"Don't associate with such unruly people in the future. They are not focused on the right path. Let's spurn them together!"
"Of course!"
"Then what?"
"Then things got really big. The assistant director's wife came to the set and scratched him all over his face, and the news spread."
So much so that some people still remember it and talk about it online.
"Obviously they did something wrong, but in the end, I was ridiculed. It really doesn't make sense."
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Lu Nanting is a normal person. He can understand the laughter of these people, but he obviously cannot say it.
Gu Lanxi couldn't see his expression and was still complaining angrily:
"And on Tuesday, didn't I tell you that I recorded a program? The host loved digging holes. She said something at that time, but I didn't understand it, and then people made fun of her."
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"What did she say?"
"She said that there was a girl who gave her ex an umbrella when they broke up. Then everyone else was laughing. I don't know what they were laughing at. The host was very embarrassed and changed the topic. At that time, I just felt that the host People say this is simply inexplicable, and then the program broadcast When it was released, this part was cut out, and I didn't take it seriously. Unexpectedly, someone actually used it as evidence to prove that I didn't have that kind of thing. It seemed that anyone who had done that kind of thing could understand what she was talking about. What, it feels like a sense of superiority!”
Gu Lanxi was really angry. She usually didn't talk much, but today she was like a machine gun, blaring her little mouth and couldn't stop at all.
It was extremely painful for Lu Nanting to hold back his laughter, but he was afraid of domestic violence and would not dare to say anything until he died.
"Why don't you speak?"
Gu Lanxi noticed something was wrong and raised her head to look at him. She saw that his face was contorted as he was holding back laughter, and his whole body felt as if someone had poured cold water on him.
"You think I'm funny too? Are you laughing at me with them??"
Seeing that her eyes were red again, her face was full of confusion - is there something wrong with the world, or is there something wrong with me?
Lu Nanting was a little at a loss and hurriedly explained to her:
"This is a joke. You give an umbrella to your ex-boyfriend, and it comes with a note that says, 'If you don't lift it, it will be sunny.' When the host mentioned this, he probably wanted to make a joke with you and make you laugh. When I ask you what you would give your ex-boyfriend, and then inquire about your relationship status.”
Gu Lanxi couldn't help but frown as she solved a big unsolved mystery:
"For such a serious program, I thought she was a serious host. Is there anything I can't ask directly?"
"The problem is that this question cannot be asked directly!"
Gu Lanxi collapsed: "Does she think she is funny?"
Lu Nanting nodded: "Probably so."
Not only did the host regard this as humor, most people also regarded this as a funny joke.
Rather than treating it as something vulgar and unspeakable.
Gu Lanxi stopped talking, let go of her hands, and ignored him.
Lu Nanting knew that she was unhappy, so he hugged her and tried to coax her:
"Don't be angry. You just like to focus on more important things and don't put your mind on these. It's normal to not understand, and I don't understand much either. From now on, we will learn together, make progress together, and make up for it together." There is a shortcoming in knowledge. We don’t need to be too impatient. We can start practicing with kissing..."
Gu Lanxi didn't say anything, jumped out of his arms, and glared at him fiercely!
"Hey, tell me, if we have a daughter in the future and she is wronged outside, will she be like you, hugging my neck and complaining aggrievedly?"
Seeing his longing face, Gu Lanxi was furious! Just push him out the door!
Just waiting for her to slam the door, she couldn't help but fantasize with him - what would they look like if they really had a daughter?
As for the mess on the Internet, it seems that it suddenly becomes less important.
After all, I still have two months to go until I turn 22.
This is a little girl who feels uncomfortable and cries behind her back.
Speaking of which, it is actually a very happy thing that there is such a person in this world that she can trust wholeheartedly.
To coax my wife, Lu Dingliu is very professional.
(End of chapter)