Chapter 177 Heavy Love
"They obviously love each other so much. My mother often told me that my father would risk his life for her..." Zhao Ruijin said.
Zhao Dezhu met his wife Zhou Congfang when he was on a business trip to Ruijin. They were both still young at that time.
Ruijin is only a small place, but it is also a very special place. Him
It is the cradle of the Republic, the seat of the Party Central Committee during the Central Soviet Area period, the birthplace of the Provisional Central Government of the Chinese Soviet Republic, the starting point of the Central Red Army's 25,000-mile Long March, and a national patriotism and revolutionary traditional education base.
The nature in Ruijin is very beautiful, especially in autumn. Ruijin is like a picture with a strong autumn mood. The mountains, rivers, lakes, woods and fields are all decorated poetically and picturesquely with the colors of autumn.
In his spare time at work, Zhao Dezhu walked around the streets and alleys of Ruijin and visited the mountains and rivers of Ruijin. He climbed high and looked into the distance. The mountains stretched out and looked particularly magnificent under the autumn sunshine. The layers of mountains were decorated with golden and red autumn leaves. .
It was at this time that Zhao Dezhu met Zhou Congfang.
It was a sunny afternoon. Zhao Dezhu desperately rescued Zhou Congfang from the river, who had fallen into the water. The two of them were shivering in the autumn wind, fearful and thankful at the same time. Then the two wet people looked at each other and smiled.
Later they met and fell in love. Although the time was short, Zhou Congfang quit her job and resolutely followed Zhao Dezhu to Binhai.
Zhao Dezhu also lived up to her expectations. He worked hard and made progress, and soon became successful in his career. Although there were bumps along the way, he still successfully entered the marriage hall, had children, and had a happy family.
My mother said that they were very poor at that time. They were still renting a house to live outside, and my father’s salary was not high. After the salary was paid every month, the rent, water and electricity had to be deducted first, and the rest was barely enough for food, and not enough for the family. If I dare to eat out, my mother can only buy and cook the food herself.
My mother was afraid that my father would not eat well and wanted to save money, so she often took the bus early in the morning to buy vegetables in far-off suburbs because the vegetables there were cheap.
Buy one portion of meat and they can eat three meals.
Dad never disliked the food she cooked and always brought meals to the company in a lunch box every day.
At that time, they were happy every day and full of longing and hope for the future.
But they don't know when they lost their passion for life, and life became mechanical and boringly repetitive.
Maybe when there are three meals of meat in one meal.
"Did your parents tell you this?" Shen Siyuan asked curiously.
These things all happened before him, so he shouldn't know about them.
"No, my mother told me." Zhao Ruijin said.
Then he added: "After they divorced, I followed her back to Ruijin."
"My mother often talked about my father at that time..."
"She also took me through every road they took in the past..."
"Going to see the river where she fell into the water, my mother said that my father's water quality was actually not good at all. He almost failed to save others and drowned himself..."
"So, my mother hopes that when I grow up, I can become as good a person as my father..." Zhao Ruijin murmured in a low voice.
Xiaoyue and Duoduo both listened attentively, but Doudou was the only one who was wiggling her buttocks and looking a little impatient. She didn't understand these sentiments and only thought that what her little brother was saying was weird.
Shen Siyuan caught her and put her on his lap to prevent her from moving. She then curled up obediently in Shen Siyuan's arms and stopped moving.
"Does my mother love my father very much?" Zhao Ruijin raised his head and asked.
Shen Siyuan nodded. They were both divorced, but they still kept thinking about each other and saying good things about each other. This must be true love.
"My father also loves my mother very much." Zhao Ruijin said.
Although he doesn't call my mother, he often calls me and secretly asks me how my mother is.
Every time I finish a phone call, my mom will ask what my dad said and she will be happy for a long time after I tell her.
Shen Siyuan felt very puzzled when he heard this.
According to this rhythm, it is very likely that the two people will remarry. After all, they still have each other in their hearts. But why did Zhao Ruijin choose to commit suicide in this situation?
As if sensing Shen Shenyuan's doubts, Zhao Ruijin lowered his head.
"Later... later... my dad's calls became less and less. He said it was because he was busy with work, but grandma said he found a stepmother for me..." Zhao Ruijin said in a low voice.
Doudou, who was sitting in Shen Siyuan's arms, immediately became energetic when he heard the word stepmother, pricked up his ears and listened carefully.
Shen Siyuan was not surprised. Zhao Dezhu was not ugly and had a very good temperament. He was divorced and had a successful career. He had no thoughts about women, but that did not mean that women had no thoughts about him.
"During that time, my mother was very sad. I often saw her crying secretly, and I often saw her yelling at my father..."
"Later on, my mother focused entirely on me. She hoped that I could become like my father."
"When my father was in school, he ranked first in the whole grade in every exam. He won first place in various debate competitions, skipped a grade in school, and was finally recommended to the University of Political Science and Law..."
"But I'm stupid. I don't think I can be like him in my life. I don't want to disappoint my mother. I study hard, but...but..."
In fact, at this point, Shen Siyuan already understood what was going on.
It's nothing more than Zhou Congfang placing all her hopes on her son.
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And Zhao Ruijin is likely to have problems under such high strength and pressure.
"She has become less like my mother, like a spy. She stares at me every day and makes me breathless..."
"At the beginning, when I didn't do well in the exam, she just scolded me. Later... later she felt that it was useless, so she beat me instead..."
"Grandma once said that she would protect me, but she quarreled with her and finally made her angry and ran away, so no one would protect me..."
"Every year I have to follow her rules. She has to take care of getting up, eating, going to class, studying, even drinking water and going to the toilet..."
"I feel like a prisoner, almost out of breath, but she doesn't care about that..."
"It's not that I don't want to learn well, but... But I really can't learn well. It doesn't work hard. I'm not as smart as my father. I can't be the first in every test, and I can't win prizes in competitions..."
"She...she is so bad..."
Zhao Ruijin wiped away tears and choked with sobs.
"Finally I couldn't stand her anymore. One day when she was beating me, I ran out and jumped into the river..."
"After I died, I came to Binhai and wanted to see my father."
"Then did your father find a stepmother for you?" Doudou asked curiously.
The good atmosphere was ruined by her words, and Shen Siyuan was so angry that he wanted to spank her again.
However, Zhao Ruijin answered her seriously.
"He didn't." Zhao Ruijin said.
But he quickly added: "There is an aunt who likes him and takes care of him like my mother before, but...but they are not married..."
His voice became softer and softer. He actually understood everything.
"Then you want to reveal yourself, do you want to see your father?"
"No, I want to see my mother...she...she's dying..."
(End of chapter)