Chapter 69 Dog Training
Lu Zhizhi is not overflowing with sympathy, nor is she a holy mother. She has no idea of saving anyone, but she has seen Jashi's past and feels that at least one person should understand why he has become the character he is today. . He actually made a lot of efforts to avoid pain and find a fulcrum and reason to live. However, in those days when there was no hope, no one ever helped him.
She knew when she was very young that kindness is not unconditional or bottomless. Her brother told her to protect her kindness and not to be taken advantage of. She always remembered it.
So Lu Zhizhi said to Jashi: "I can help you purify regularly, but the method, time and place must be determined by me. If you accept it, let me go now and get along with me like a normal person." .”
After she finished speaking, she saw that Jashi was silent, his eyes bright and dim, making people wonder what he was thinking. After a while, he asked hoarsely: "Why."
Lu Zhizhi said: "I am a guide, and it is my responsibility to relieve the sentry's pain."
Jashi looked at her for a while, took her off his lap, arranged her clothes again, and then silently took two steps away, maintaining a certain social distance from her.
"Then why did you refuse to pay attention to me no matter how much I tried to please you?"
"Jashi, that's not flattering." Lu Zhizhi looked at him seriously and said, "That's threatening, attacking, and forcing. Everything you do makes me hate you."
Jashi's eyes trembled for a moment, then he lowered his eyes, remained silent for a long time, and then said in a very soft voice: "Then can you teach me?"
He looked at Lu Zhizhi, his heart was beating fast, and his throat was dry from nervousness, "Can you teach me how to please you?"
Lu Zhizhi sighed softly, walked over and touched Kashi's head symbolically, "I can't teach you, because people can't live to please others. Kashi, everything in the past is in the past, you have to find The meaning of your own existence, I know it sounds big, but it can be any reason.”
She tilted her head and thought for a moment, fearing that he wouldn't understand, and said, "Take me for example. I want to live no matter what, so I don't dare to let others know that I am infected. Even if one day, I really become Alien beast, then I will live as a alien beast.”
Jashi listened quietly, his expression serious as never before, and he asked: "Why?"
"Because if I die, no one will remember my brother anymore."
Before his brother turned into a zombie, he told Lu Zhizhi that after death, people do not really die, but go to another world. Only when the last person who remembers him dies, then he is really dead.
Therefore, if Lu Zhizhi wants her brother to "live" longer, she must work hard to live longer and remember her brother all the time.
Jia Shi thought the brother she was referring to was Lu Yuan. He pondered for a moment and asked, "Is any reason okay?"
"Of course, the reason can be that you can eat your favorite ice cream many times while living, or keep meeting the people you want to see, or it can simply make yourself live a good and rich life. In short, you will definitely find someone who wants you to live. Reason.”
She looked into Kashi's eyes and said with a smile: "Jashi, come out of the darkness, you will find that there are still many things worth looking forward to."
Jashi's heart trembled when he heard this, and a warm and soft feeling flowed throughout his limbs and bones. He looked at her eyes, her hair, her kind smile, and her tender fingertips. , an emotion he had never experienced before made him tremble unconsciously, tense for a while, then slowed down for a while.
It was not the pain he was familiar with, nor the pleasure he was pursuing, but a more complex, advanced, and profound emotion. This emotion felt strange to Jashi. He didn’t know why he was like this. He only knew that he wanted to start from From now on, listen to her and listen to her in everything. No one can bully her, not even yourself.
If Lu Zhizhi asked him at this time, what is the reason for your life? Kashe thought he would answer: It's you.
But Lu Zhizhi didn't ask.
She never likes to worry about other people's concerns. Even if she helps Jia Shi, she only does what she can. She doesn't care about others.
Then, she asked Jashi to help her restore her mental power, and he did so obediently. He didn't take advantage of her, and he didn't mention the terms of the deal anymore. After finishing, Lu Zhizhi was sweating profusely, his brows were furrowed, and he was a little weak. Jia Shi's condition was not much better, but he still looked at her with a pale face and smiled, like a dog waiting for praise. .
"My power is too overbearing. I can only repair up to 3% each time. If you exceed this limit, you will feel uncomfortable." Jashi said.
Lu Zhizhi tried to release her mental power and saw a golden ball of light leaping from her fingertips. Although it was much weaker than before, she was already very satisfied.
Jia Shi's spiritual power can transport energy to her, but it is not directly converted into spiritual power. This power enters Lu Zhizhi's spiritual sea and is automatically filtered into spiritual power. After passing through the guide's special genes, she has the ability. Mental power with purifying effect.
Lu Zhizhi sent the faint light ball into the center of Kaishi's brows, and saw that his breathing became heavier, the expression between his brows and eyes gradually relaxed, and even his eyes softened. He couldn't help but want to reach out to hug her, but when he reached halfway, he remembered that she didn't like it, so he took it back and touched his nose.
"Can you give me a reward?" Jashi asked.
Lu Zhizhi rubbed his head perfunctorily and said, "What a good dog."
Jashi smiled and took advantage of the victory and said, "I also deleted your report in the inspection cabin. This is the only original copy left." He handed the report to Lu Zhizhi like a treasure.
Lu Zhizhi opened it and saw a line of conclusion——
Current status: Unmutated.
Infection level: 65%.
Check out the 16-9 book bar and see the correct version!
Mutation probability: 99.9%.
Injection euthanasia was recommended.
When she saw the last line of words, her blood ran cold all over her body.
This is not a simple physical report, but a sentence.
This report just proved that all Lu Zhizhi's previous concerns were correct. Once anyone knew that she was infected, it would be tantamount to death.
Only then did she truly understand the true meaning of what Jashi said that night in the castle, "If you are infected, you will die."
Xingxing's attitude and tough approach towards alien beasts made Lu Zhizhi shudder.
This is why she tried every means to hide the fact that she had not recovered her mental strength. Firstly, she had a secret, and secondly, she was afraid of being tested and found to be infected, but these were not the most important things.
What she was even more afraid of was that once the White Tower or the headquarters found out that her mental power could not be restored, she would be like an empty guide, unable to do anything. Then will the White Tower still accommodate a worthless guide?
She pulled out the page from the report, burned it, and gave it to Charsi.
After coming out of Qiaxi's office, Lu Zhizhi was still a little worried. Jiaxi stayed with her quietly the whole time. When they parted, she suddenly remembered something.
"When are you going to get that android away? I don't need it."
Jashi was stunned for a moment and asked: "What kind of bionic man?"
(End of chapter)