Chapter 102 What’s the relationship
"Relationship?" Lu Zhizhi tilted his head and thought, but did not answer. Instead, he asked Li Chenjun a question: "What is our relationship?"
Li Chenjun's pupils trembled slightly and his expression darkened.
"You taught me the mark, just like you taught me the spiritual sea link before, but you didn't teach me what this relationship is."
Lu Zhizhi was very confused about this. The mark was entirely out of trust for Li Chenjun. At that time, he said that as long as this could help her recover her mental strength and cope with the engraving, he never made it clear from the beginning to the end that the mark could not be used against her. Others did it and never said what the mark meant.
And when she later marked Hector, she was manipulated by Liu Congyun, let alone whether it was related or not.
Only marking Kaishi was a choice she made actively after the memory fusion.
In the past, she would never have been able to do such a thing.
Because whether it is Lu Zhizhi who was well protected by his brother in the apocalypse, or the simple Lu Zhizhi who was pampered by the Lu family since childhood, he would only accept other people's behavior with a good temper and rarely take the initiative to control others. thoughts.
But Lu Zhizhi, who merged the two memories, had ignorant questions about the past——
What if you don’t just play the role of being protected, but take the initiative to create and control?
Being treasured, pampered, and pampered all sound like descriptions and annotations of happiness, but when she recalled the two memories, she felt depressed, because she began to realize that the price of being treasured was losing the right to make decisions in life;
The reason behind being pampered is that from now on, your life can only rely on the person who pampers you. It doesn’t even need to use any means to destroy you. He just needs to leave, and you will have no one to rely on;
Being pampered is the sweetest cannonball. In fact, "pampering" is just the simplest means of control. Just like her coaxing Hector and her indifference to Jash, they are just a way to manipulate other people's emotions. And how much sincerity there is, only the controller himself knows.
The girl in his arms was leaning on his shoulder, so he couldn't see her thinking expression, and could only hear her sweet and soft voice as usual: "Qiaxi said that I was playing with others. If this is playing with, then before Have I been played by you? ”
Li Chenjun couldn't say a word to retort, and his heart ached unconsciously.
He wanted to tell her that we belonged to each other.
But for a long time, there has been a clear reminder in his mind that Lu Zhizhi cannot belong to anyone. At this point, the special nature of the guide's status no longer allows them to have a one-on-one relationship like ordinary people.
"No, what Qia Xi said is wrong." Li Chenjun couldn't help tightening his arms, hugging her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "I am willing to be marked by you, I belong to you. As for you and them .I won’t ask anymore.”
Afterwards, Li Chenjun patted her back to coax her to sleep as before, but he himself had no sleep all night.
In the next few days, Lu Zhizhi has been concentrating on training and preparing to go to the wormhole. She has a detailed understanding of the characteristics of the Zerg and the route of the mission. She has made a lot of preparations in detail, but she has not gone to see them. Kashe. Uncharacteristically, even though Jia Shi was tortured by the combination fever, he would rather lock himself up than take the initiative to find Lu Zhizhi.
Feng Heng watched their stalemate with a delicate mood.
He always thought that Lu Zhizhi was just a little rabbit who bit people when she was anxious, but he did not expect that if she really hardened her heart, she would be the most ruthless person.
He is also a sentinel. Although he usually dislikes Kaishi, he is well aware of the consequences of not being comforted during the conjunction fever, so he still reported the situation to Qiaxi.
"Sentinels who are not comforted during the bonding fever will go berserk. I think Jashi is not suitable to participate in this mission. It is better to replace them as soon as possible." Feng Heng said.
After listening, Qiaxi asked him without raising his head: "Are you dissatisfied with the road guide?"
Feng Heng raised his eyebrows: "I mean, with Jashi's character, he would have pestered her for comfort in the past, but now he only locks himself in the room every day and harms himself. I think his mental state He is not suitable for joining the team, and his relationship with her must be very stiff, which will affect the mission.”
Qiaxi smiled and said, "You want to use this to get rid of an annoying love rival, Feng Heng."
Feng Heng looked at him coldly and did not deny it, but said, "Isn't this what the commander would like to see?"
Qiaxi narrowed his eyes, the two looked at each other, and there were sparks in the air. After a while, Qiaxi sneered and said, "Do you think she hates Kashid? Or do you think Kashid would give up on her so easily?"
Feng Heng was stunned for a moment, frowned and said, "What do you mean?"
"These two people are fighting for control of the relationship."
Qiaxi leaned his upper body back on the chair and pinched his eyebrows.
"Jashi is different from you. He killed his father when he was young and showed an extremely cruel side since he was a child. Later, he graduated from the White Tower as an outstanding graduate, participated in the major battle of 921, and won the death medal. Now he is A person like one of the top five S-class people steps on countless of his own people. The corpse climbed up. He has no morals and rules in his heart. The reason why he has been obeying all these years is because his mental pollution is more serious than others, and he needs the protection of the White Tower.
Haven't you thought about it? If Jashi overcomes the weakness of spiritual pollution, he can even surpass Hector and become the first. Who do you think he is showing off his pitiful look now? ”
Feng Heng hesitated, "But on the airship that day, and even after she came back, she showed no concern for Jashi."
"I thought you met her in Huangxing, and at least I know her better than I do. I didn't expect it to be more than that." After Qiaxi said quietly, she saw Feng Heng's face darken, so she chuckled. The mood that Lu Zhizhi had made him irritable before was actually improved now that he saw Feng Heng deflated.
Qiaxi said: "Why do you think she marked Kaishi?"
"Of course it's because Jashi always harasses her and treats her at every turn." Feng Heng swallowed the word 'in heat' and said: "She just wanted to control the mad dog Jashi."
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Qiaxi suddenly laughed out loud, shook his head and said: "You always like to underestimate her."
He opened the drawer and chose the former between cigarettes and sugar.
Nicotine temporarily relieved Qiaxi's tired nerves. He held the cigarette in one hand and turned the screen to Feng Heng.
On the screen was the surveillance screen of the purification room. Feng Heng saw that Jia Shi, who had been staying behind closed doors, was now walking towards Lu Zhi Zhi, and Jia Shi was obviously in a state of rage.
He suddenly asked anxiously: "Are you going to just ignore it?"
Qiaxi leaned back in his chair and smoked. He stared at the surveillance screen, the light in his eyes flickering, "Whoever takes care of it now will ruin her plan."
Feng Heng was startled and looked at the screen. He saw Lu Zhizhi sitting on a chair, watching Jia Shi approaching, even though she only needed to say one word to order Jia Shi to stop where he was or go back immediately.
But she didn't.
She just sat calmly, as if waiting.
Until Kaishi came over and strangled her neck with both hands.
Feng Heng immediately wanted to grab the door and go out to help Lu Zhizhi, but Qiaxi stopped him: "You might as well watch first."
He turned around and saw in the picture, Lu Zhizhi was pinched by Jashi and almost suffocated. However, in the next second, she slowly raised her hand and placed it on his forehead. Only this time, instead of golden light under her palm, there was a steady stream of light. Absorbing the turbid energy in Kashi's mind.
"She is this?" Feng Heng's eyes were filled with disbelief.
Qiaxi looked at Lu Zhizhi in the picture, lowered her eyes and sighed, her eyes filled with uncontrollable distress, "She is using her own powers to absorb all the mental pollution that Jashi has accumulated over the years into her own body. In this way. This method can only be carried out when the sentinel is running wild.”
"So she deliberately ignored Jia Shi and deliberately angered him to help him get rid of the pain completely." Feng Heng looked at the surveillance screen blankly, his heart suddenly became unbearably sore, and even his stomach was in knots.