Chapter 421 Lost Memory
At the moment of falling into the abyss.
Chen Ming's eyes were suddenly filled with darkness.
He felt that his consciousness became extremely blurred, as if everything in the world was far away from him.
This is a situation that has never happened since his psychic strength level reached level 5, and his mental strength was enough to support his long-term existence in scarlet.
In fact, he was completely unable to resist this situation.
Because he entered the abyss on his own initiative.
He must bear the consequences.
And he must do this. Only in this way can he find a chance to fight back
Just thinking that this is the ability possessed by Scarlet Heart who grew up based on his ability.
It was a bit difficult for him to understand, after all, he did not have such power.
There is no time to think about what is and what is not.
Chen Ming found that his state of consciousness was getting worse, and he was gradually losing the ability to feel his consciousness.
It was as if everything that belonged to him was sinking into this abyss.
If this state and situation continues, he will lose consciousness before long.
If he loses consciousness completely, there is no need to think about what will happen.
Chen Ming, who knew he didn't have much time, immediately struggled to wake up.
But it was extremely difficult to perform conscious movements.
When adjusting his mental power, it was like adjusting from glue, and a sticky feeling that was about to solidify lingered around him all the time.
This made Chen Ming not only feel the hardship, but also the pain.
He tried his best to get up, but he could only crawl out a little distance from the glue.
His mental power is being consumed faster than when he formed a mental shield before.
This seems to have an effect.
Chen Ming continued to consume his mental power in this darkness, and the dawn crawling out of the abyss was already close in front of him.
But as Chen Ming opened his eyes.
But he found himself suddenly sitting in the cockpit of a dilapidated spaceship.
This familiar structure will never be forgotten by Chen Ming in this life.
This is his first ship.
Iron Ore Number.
Chen Ming turned to look out of the Iron Ore's port window. The scene outside was also different from what he thought it should be at this moment.
At this time, what was outside the Iron Ore was not pitch black, but the green and purple vegetation environment of Ruimu.
Chen Ming felt that he had woken up, but everything in front of him told him the opposite.
Either he was dreaming, or his memory was dug out by Scarlet Heart.
Chen Ming had a clear understanding of his status.
Of course, he knew that what he experienced was definitely not a dream when he fell asleep on Ruimu.
That situation is basically certain, especially at this time...
Some special clouds appeared in the sky outside the spacecraft.
Chen Ming once didn't know what the appearance of such clouds on Ruimu meant.
But now he knew these clouds were a sign of coming heavy rain.
Chen Ming was deeply impressed by this memory because he had only experienced one heavy rainstorm on Ruimu.
He tried to get up and look around, but an extremely stiff feeling in his body prevented him from doing so.
He couldn't control the body sitting on the Iron Mine at all, and could only watch as he sat on the chair, unable to move.
Only the eyes can move slightly.
No matter how much he uses his mental power now, he can't affect any situation at all.
At this time, he couldn't even use his spiritual energy to control the Iron Mine or even any metal objects at any level.
He doesn't seem to belong here.
However, he could clearly feel that he was here.
All he could do was watch.
After a while, the body from Chen Ming's perspective suddenly started to move.
I took a look at yesterday's log.
Feed the pebbles on the boat.
Take care of the crops outside.
He took the pistol and the small stone and left the spacecraft to go hunting.
This is no different from what happened in Chen Ming's memory. It's as if he has really returned to the past and personally experienced the memories of the past.
This identical scene made Chen Ming somewhat immersed in it.
But he also kept warning himself that all of this was false.
The body just goes out looking for traces of possible prey according to its past memories.
Crouching in a tree near where the trace was found.
Everything was calm, and the body just squatted until a light rain began to fall from the sky.
Chen Ming, who was almost drowsy due to the boring hunting process, suddenly woke up
"Coming."
Scarlet Heart must have had some purpose in bringing him to this place.
What happened before was unchanged from what he remembered.
The only change that will happen is probably after this.
The rain gradually became heavier.
From Chen Ming's perspective, a group of cattle beasts foraging for food in the river also appeared.
His body raised the gun and pointed it at the bull beast.
But at this moment, an unprecedented tingling feeling broke out in Chen Ming's mind.
His mind instantly fell into painful confusion.
But then Chen Ming recovered from his confusion.
While this made the pain he felt more clear, it also allowed him to remain conscious.
Chen Ming remembered that at this time in the past, the mechanical spiritual pulse generator remaining on Ruimu Planet did work.
But at that time, the psychic pulse only affected some animals, and it didn't have that big an impact on people at all.
This is change.
This is what Scarlet Heart does.
Chen Ming endured the pain and more clearly perceived the difference between memory and what was happening at the moment.
His body covered his head in pain at this time.
Xiao Shi in the memory screamed and rolled off Chen Ming's body to the ground, and soon became silent.
Chen Ming knew that this was a memory, so he looked at everything that happened indifferently, suppressing the pain in his mind.
At this moment, the sound of the raging river reached his ears amid the pattering of the heavy rain.
It was the river bull beasts that fell into a fit of rage, and all rushed towards him.
Chen Ming's body turned around and ran away, but was immediately pushed to the ground by the crazy bull beast.
While rolling on the ground, he could clearly see the small stones on the ground being crushed by the bull beast's kick.
Chen Ming's heart tightened.
Even if it was just false, he definitely didn't want to see this scene happen.
Immediately afterwards, the thick hoofs stained with blood and flesh trampled on Chen Ming's body.
The pain of being trampled by the bull beast was unreserved, and even intensified and was transmitted into Chen Ming's consciousness.
This pain was greater than any physical pain Chen Ming had ever experienced.
But Chen Ming has experienced more than just Rui Jupiter.
The real pain he experienced was a hundred times, a thousand times more powerful than the pain at this moment.
Chen Ming firmed up almost instantly.
But at the moment the head of his body was crushed by the bull beast.
His eyes blurred.
The Ox Beast, Heavy Rain, and Rui Mu Xing all disappeared.
In front of him was a more familiar place.
Afterglow underground laboratory.
Flesh and blood covered every inch of the passage leading to the laboratory.
Chen Ming was standing at the end of the passage, in front of the laboratory door.
This is where he first encountered a deformed heart.
When he arrived here, Chen Ming suddenly forgot what he was doing for some reason.
And his attention was immediately drawn to what was in front of him.
Several thick tentacles of flesh stretched out from the cracks in the laboratory door and twitched towards him.
There was no time to think carefully about what was going on.
His body was pulled by the tentacles to the wall of flesh and blood next to him, and he spit out a large mouthful of blood.
At the same time, Chen Ming also discovered that he could finally move.
Although he was a little confused at this time as to why he felt "finally".
But the top priority right now is to find a way to avoid these tentacles that seem to be in his memory.
He rolled to avoid the tentacles that were lashed at him, and when the wall hit by the tentacles raised a splash of blood, he habitually invoked his spiritual energy.
He wanted to directly crush these tentacles, which seemed to him to be extremely weak, with liquid metal.
But he failed to do so.
There was just a flamethrower in his hand.
Chen Ming was stunned, but still relied on the flamethrower to deal with a few tentacles and the flesh and blood tissue blocked outside the laboratory.
He was about to stay where he was and think about what state he was in now.
But the door to the laboratory suddenly opened completely, and a terrifying suction force came from inside the door, sucking him in.
After passing through most of the laboratory's structures, Chen Ming came to the deepest part of the laboratory and saw the distorted heart in the darkness.
The heart started beating.
Chen Ming once again felt immense pain in his chest.
The pain caused an instinctive reaction in his body that could not be suppressed.
He curled up on the ground, unable to move.
Several vein-like tentacles grew out from between the flesh and blood and wrapped around Chen Ming's body, restricting him in place.
Before the body that had just recovered from the beating of the abnormal heart had time to move, the heart started beating again.
Chen Ming felt something cracked in his chest and couldn't help spitting out a mouthful of turbid blood.
The abnormal heart beats again.
This time, his body vomited out a large pool of blood mixed with organ fragments.
The body collapsed completely.
But Chen Ming's consciousness is still clear.
He could clearly feel his heart being shattered. His body was torn apart by the tentacles of the Scarlet Heart, and even his spiritual nerves were pulled out.
This pain was even more painful than being trampled by cattle and beasts before.
But at this moment, Chen Ming didn't care about these physical pains.
Again, he had experienced more painful situations than this.
He just felt something wasn't right.
He felt like he had forgotten something.
Things that, although painful, are followed by the joy of a lifetime.
Obviously these things are very close...
But...
He couldn't remember.
Haven't had time to think deeply.
Chen Ming's eyes flashed once again, and he suddenly appeared on Yuhui's territory.
That Afterglow was specially set up for him to conduct research, and was also used to restrict him in the laboratory.
Chen Ming once again felt the emptiness of losing something.
At the same time, he also felt again the familiar feeling that he was in in his memory.
Here are his memories...
This place...is also his memory.
At this time, it was time for the Fourteenth Legion to prepare to rescue him.
His front foot was extracted by Yuhui to enlighten his spiritual nerves, and his back foot was suddenly stabbed in the back by one of his own people after he had clearly discussed it with Bai Quan.
Now he has to go through it again, and the result will definitely not be any better.
But to be honest, if Chen Ming hadn't clearly realized that this was his memory, then he might have been in pain because of such a situation.
But he knew that this was a spiritual space created by the Scarlet Heart.
Even though his mind was suffering from both physical and spiritual suffering at the same time, he was still experiencing the torture of death over and over again.
But in the end, it couldn't defeat him completely.
He persisted.
So what if his mental power was tortured? Although he was in the abyss, he still couldn't clearly realize what he had lost because of the Scarlet Heart.
But he could clearly feel that his consciousness and mental state were weakening.
He doesn't need to think about what he has lost, all he has to do is be firm in his thoughts.
If only he could find a way to kill Scarlet Heart, all that would be history.
Although Chen Ming had no obvious feelings, he was constantly experiencing everything in the past.
Experiencing his memories and losing them again.
Starting from the memories before entering Scarlet this time, the memories belonging to Chen Ming are being gradually erased.
This is suppression at the spiritual level, and this is the ability given to the Scarlet Heart by the Scarlet Power.
The Scarlet Heart is undoubtedly the most powerful creature in the entire Scarlet Dimension.
The closer Chen Ming's memories are to the real time, the faster they disappear under the influence of its power.
Because these memories have not yet had time to leave the deepest impression on Chen Ming.
Until... Memories related to Scarlet Heart.
Scarlet Heart did not touch these memories immediately.
Because at this moment, Chen Ming has regarded this memory as a lost weathervane when remembering in the urban area.
Once Scarlet Heart tries to erase this memory, Chen Ming will definitely be stimulated to take back everything lost from it.
So Scarlet Heart did not continue to do this, but began to slowly clear the past memories.
Those memories, although forgotten in superficial memory, actually constitute a person's basic cognitive view of the world.
Chen Ming has an extremely clear understanding of himself, and the disappearance of these memories will cause some changes in his personality.
It was these changes that made Chen Ming finally realize what happened for a moment.
Chen Ming finally realized what happened.
His mental power immediately protected himself, but it could not prevent this from happening.
The power of the Scarlet Heart is almost the same as his. When facing the Scarlet Heart, whose psychic power is more powerful, the power of the same origin is almost the last straw that breaks his heart.
Chen Ming felt more unwillingness and pain in his heart.
He wanted to ask a question.
Why?
Why did he have the strength he has today after struggling all the way?
But Scarlet Heart can rely on him to create something from scratch, and even become more powerful than him?
Chen Ming's memory is becoming more and more blurred.
But his obsession became clearer.
At this moment, Chen Ming felt that his body seemed to have changed.
He became Scarlet Heart.
But not the one he faced.
Instead, it is a scarlet heart that is only the size of a normal human heart.
Weak and helpless.
Just like what the brainwashed psyker said, when someone masters the power of scarlet.
Among the scarlet, a scarlet life will be born that resonates with the human being who has the power of scarlet.
And because of this situation, there are more than one scarlet beings born.
At this time, Chen Ming became the scarlet heart, and became a small one among the countless scarlet hearts floating in the scarlet.
The relationship between countless scarlet hearts is not friendly.
When a certain point in time arrives, all Scarlet Hearts begin to fight each other.
Countless scarlet hearts sprouted countless twisted organs, constantly biting and devouring other hearts.
Of course, this one also includes Chen Ming.
Chen Ming's scarlet heart was swallowed up after only three minutes in Chen Ming's body.
But it's not completely dead yet.
Even if it is swallowed up, with only a ray of consciousness left, it can rely on this ray of consciousness to regain the body of the Scarlet Heart, and continue its actions of devouring everything with its new, more powerful body.
When Chen Ming used Scarlet's power, Scarlet was also using Chen Ming's power.
The scarlet heart that distributes the power of Chen Ming equally to every existence.
Let the scarlet hearts devour each other and evolve.
Until the most powerful one.
Once the Scarlet Hearts devour each other until the number is insufficient, the Scarlet Dimension will continue to use Chen Ming's power to create more and more powerful Scarlet Hearts and continue to fight.
Scarlet Hearts do not have a very obvious human-like consciousness, and they do not feel pain due to such killings.
It was just Chen Ming's unwillingness that seemed to allow Scarlet Heart to find the possibility of breaking through Chen Ming's defenses.
That's why this memory belonging to it was stuffed into Chen Ming's mind.
Chen Ming's consciousness is following Scarlet Heart to experience everything in Scarlet Heart, and he is suffering everything that Scarlet Heart has ever suffered.
These extremely cruel scenes are nothing to the creatures in scarlet.
But for scarlet-red creatures, such pain is absolutely unbearable.
This is truly more painful than anything Chen Ming has ever experienced.
In this process, Chen Ming's memory no longer simply disappeared.
Scarlet Heart's memory is replacing Chen Ming's memory.
Scarlet Heart is assimilating him.
And he... seemed unable to do anything but watch all this happen.
The memories belonging to him are being replaced again, and the personality belonging to him is being erased.
Chen Ming could feel that he was close to the edge of death.
The sense of danger in his mind still persists in stabbing his consciousness until now.
Chen Ming was aware of his situation, and he was thinking about whether he had really fallen into a situation where he was completely unable to resist.
Just before he actually made this judgment.
In his consciousness, all memories after March 12, 5601 AD were completely erased.
Only the memory related to the Scarlet Heart was left, as well as the instinct for survival that Chen Ming forcibly carved into himself.
Chen Ming's instinct was not triggered here.
Because when those memories disappeared, Chen Ming's cognition was completely separated.
This separation gave him almost unlimited stimulation to his mental power.
Because he lost all the memories after he came to this world.
March 12, 5601 AD, was the day he truly came to this world.
He is a time traveler.
Chen Ming's consciousness was stimulated to the extreme by these five words at this moment, and his consciousness suddenly woke up.
All memories are restored at this moment.
He wanted to open his eyes, but found that his consciousness was rooted in the abyss.
He immediately carved out a small piece of self-consciousness and discarded it directly as bait.
Just like the brainwashed psykers did before.
He used this small piece of consciousness as bait to guide the Scarlet Heart to devour and assimilate.
In this way, the most important part of his consciousness can escape from this abyss.
Chen Ming opened his eyes instantly.
It was found that he was currently suspended in the abyss of the heart rift.
The abyss in the heart is not completely dark.
Countless bloody crystals were scattered on the edge to illuminate the abyss.
At this moment, the flesh and blood tissue extending from the heart was wrapping him up.
Let him become like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon, or like a prey trapped in a spider's web.
Part of Scarlet Heart's flesh and blood tissue has been assimilated into his consciousness.
But it's not too late.
Chen Ming's mental power became active again.
His conscious body tore apart the flesh and blood tissue surrounding him.
Some of the flesh and blood connected to the conscious body entered Chen Ming's conscious body.
But Chen Ming didn't stop him. Instead, scarlet power emerged from his body even more intensely.
The Scarlet Dimension is said to be the home ground of scarlet creatures.
But doesn’t he also control the scarlet power?
This should also be his home court, and it must be his home court.
Chen Ming suddenly felt something in his heart, as if he was saying to Scarlet Heart and himself: "You are just a copy of my power."
"I am the real Chen Ming."
"I am the real scarlet!"
(End of chapter)