Chapter 2: I carelessly raise a woman I don’t know well
"Pei Yan! Pei Yan!"
In his confusion, Pei Yan seemed to hear someone calling him.
When the scene in front of him gradually became clearer, he found that he was sitting in a KTV with a microphone in his hand.
There were boys and girls sitting around.
A dark-skinned boy next to him was urging him with a soft smile.
"Pei Yan, why are you still standing there? It's such a good opportunity, hurry up and confess your love."
Pei Yan looked at Chen Tian's childish face, and then at the strange and familiar people around him.
Especially when he saw a girl not far away looking at him expectantly, many memories that were originally fuzzy began to become clearer and clearer.
Dead, bad memories began to attack me crazily.
He remembered.
This was the winter vacation of the first semester of senior high school, a few days before the Chinese New Year, when he and Shi Xiaojing officially confirmed their relationship in front of their classmates.
It was also the beginning of his own tragic life.
Although Shi Xiaojing is very beautiful, she is not as beautiful as the goddess in the school. At most, she belongs to the first echelon.
As for his good grades and good looks, he was already very popular among girls in school and received many love letters.
But back then, I felt like I was possessed by an evil spirit. When I first saw her in the first year of high school, I focused on her and could not see other girls.
At this moment, after the two sang a love song together, the surrounding students began to boo.
"Pei Yan, this opportunity is rare, don't hesitate."
Chen Tian put the microphone into his hand and said: "You have liked Xiaojing for three years. If you don't confess your love, be careful that she will be chased away by others."
"Confess your love! Confess your love!" Everyone also shouted.
Shi Xiaojing, who was not far away, was looking at him shyly at the moment.
She blushed and pretended to be shy and said, "Stop making trouble. How can I force others to confess their feelings? What if they don't like me."
"How is it possible?"
"Yes, no one in the class knows that he only likes you."
"Okay, Xiaojing, stop pretending."
Some girls smiled enviously and said: "Pei Yan will definitely confess to you today. I have even bought roses."
Pei Yan took the microphone, stood up and walked over amidst the cheers of the crowd, and came to Shi Xiaojing.
Chen Tian helped hold the roses and stood aside, ready to help hand them over.
Seeing this, Shi Xiaojing's heart beat faster and she stood up.
But because of the height difference, she still needed to raise her head slightly to see the other person's handsome face clearly.
He was finally going to confess to himself.
Although the two of them have been ambiguous for the past two years and understand it in their hearts, they still have not pierced the window paper.
After being reborn, Pei Yan looked at Shi Xiaojing, who was so cute in the sun and had the face of his first love, and suddenly felt very sick.
In fact, at the beginning, he had two thoughts.
First, continue to confess your love, stay with her as if nothing has happened, and then leave all your hormones in her body, and break up with her as soon as she graduates from high school to get revenge on her.
Second, give the other person a slap in the face and call him a bitch.
But when he actually walked in front of the other party, he suddenly felt that the above two ideas were too childish and lowered his own level.
Since God is pitiful and has given me another chance, I must live a good life and don't make myself unhappy for irrelevant people.
It's better to just ignore the other person and treat it like a fart.
No matter whether she goes to the sea or becomes someone else's mistress many years later, it is none of her business.
The white moonlight of my youth?
Fuck you.
When the fog cleared, I realized that she was nothing but a street lamp.
So he asked: "Shi Xiaojing, do you really like me?"
Everyone was stunned when they heard this.
Didn't he confess his love?
Why did it turn into a question?
And there was something wrong with Pei Yan's cold tone.
Shi Xiaojing was also a little surprised. She thought that the other person was going to say something touching to her as soon as he opened his mouth.
However, facing Pei Yan, who suddenly felt a little strange, she still nodded shyly and replied in a low voice: "I like it."
"It's a pity."
Pei Yan looked into the microphone and said expressionlessly: "I don't like you anymore."
"???"
As soon as these words came out, everyone was dumbfounded. Chen Tian who was holding the bouquet was dumbfounded, and the heroine Shi Xiaojing was also dumbfounded.
No one knows what happened!
The originally lively scene suddenly turned cold.
Shi Xiaojing came back to her senses and seemed to find it difficult to accept this result. She asked with some shame and anger: "Pei Yan, you...what do you mean?"
"As literally as you understand it."
After Pei Yan answered, he turned to the other students and said, "I've paid the bill tonight. You guys can play slowly while I go home first."
Then he dropped the phone, turned around, opened the door and left, regardless of how others felt.
You mean high school camaraderie?
Please, after going to college, who still remembers who?
What's more, when everyone comes out of the society, when they have so-called class reunions, they will only talk about themselves in the small circle.
If you have no money, let alone your classmates, even the dog will ignore you.
When Pei Yan walked out of the box and came to the bar to pay, he realized that he didn't have enough money.
He was just pretending to be cool, and he forgot that he was still a student and didn't have that much money on him.
Seeing the strange look in the girl's eyes at the bar, he was a little embarrassed.
Damn, habits kill.
Before his rebirth, due to business needs, it became a habit for him to take the initiative to check out every time he finished.
If I had known earlier, I would have called them AA together. At this moment, his friend Chen Tian followed after him holding a bouquet of roses.
He came to Pei Yan and asked in confusion: "Holy shit, what were you doing just now? Didn't you agree to confess your feelings?"
"I regretted it."
Pei Yan looked at him and asked: "You came just in time, do you have money? Lend me some, the check is not enough."
Chen Tian: "."
With the support of the other party, Pei Yan finally settled the account.
Well, when I left, I also bought a pack of Dragon and Phoenix for more than ten yuan.
After leaving the KTV, Pei Yan found a place to sit down, lit one, and took a deep breath. The taste was spicy and pungent.
None of this is a dream.
He was truly reborn and came back.
Chen Tian was a little surprised when he looked at Pei Yan, who suddenly became sad.
He knew how much the other party liked Shi Xiaojing. If nothing had happened, he would not have said such words today.
"He must feel very uncomfortable now."
Good brothers share blessings and hardships, and Chen Tian felt that he should accompany the other person in his sorrow at this moment.
"Give me one to try too."
Pei Yan turned to look at him and said with a smile: "Be good, obey me and don't twitch, it's not good for your health."
"Then you smoke?"
"I'm lovelorn. Why, are you also lovelorn?"
Chen Tian: "..."
But at the end of the day, he still killed the guy in his hand.
This is really not a good habit.
Besides, my mother hates smoking, so I’d better give up smoking in this life.
Chen Tian looked at his good friend who was "forcing a smile" with him, and asked with concern: "What's going on between you and Xiaojing?"
"It's okay." Pei Yan shook his head.
He couldn't tell the other party that eight years later, Shi Xiaojing cheated on him and cuckolded him, right?
Chen Tian said: "You don't know that after you left just now, she was so sad that she almost cried."
"What does it have to do with me if she cries for her? I'm not her father."
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Chen Tian looked at his friend's indifferent reaction and felt that he was pretending to show it to him on purpose.
Men love saving face and pretending to be strong, he understands.
Let me expose you.
The perspective of comfort between boys is always different from that of girls.
Chen Tian asked: "There is something wrong with you tonight. Didn't you like her the most before?"
"That's because I'm blind."
Pei Yan shrugged and said: "I don't like her now."
"Then who do you like?"
"I like myself and my mother."
Chen Tian: "."
Pei Yan suddenly looked at his former good brother. In his memory, his fate was not much better than his own.
After graduating from high school, there was no contact.
The family has a little money, and as a sweet man, he is less than thirty years old, but he has never been in a serious relationship. The women around him like to use him as a seductress.
He still enjoys it.
Later I heard that he became a pick-up man, got married twice, but also divorced twice, and each time the woman cheated on him with his ex-boyfriend.
I even heard from classmates that the paternity test showed that the two children were not his own, and the lawsuit continued.
Life is also miserable.
We are both from the same place in the world, and the person who had the best relationship with me in high school has the same fate.
Chen Tian was startled by the stare and said, "Why are you looking at me like this all of a sudden? It's very perceptive."
"Chen Tian."
Pei Yan sighed: "Listen to me, don't treat yourself as a licking dog in the future."
"What?" Chen Tian asked in confusion: "What is dog licking?"
At this time, the word "dog licking" was not popular yet, and its other name was: affectionate.
Still a compliment.
"Lick the dog~"
Pei Yan explained: "It means that you are moved by yourself and treat a woman without any bottom line. It is similar to you buying her lipstick when she kisses someone else, buying a condom for her when she rents a room with someone else, and then she goes to the hospital to have an abortion. You give her the money back.
In the end, you have to PUA yourself. No matter if she likes me or not, as long as she is happy, you are worth it. ”
"Is there such a person?"
When Chen Tian heard this, he retorted disdainfully: "Only an idiot would do this."
"Remember what you said tonight, and never become a fool like me in the future."
Pei Yan said meaningfully: "If you don't know how to raise a woman, just let her go."
"I carelessly raise a woman who I am not familiar with..."
He had been hurt so deeply by Shi Xiaojing that he had such painful feelings.
Chen Tian recited something silently in his mind, feeling that Pei Yan's speaking temperament was different tonight.
Whether it's the way he talks, the way he looks, or the deep look in his eyes, everything is different from before.
But I can’t tell what exactly is different, it just feels like...
A young man who returns after reading a thousand sails.
(End of chapter)