Chapter 28 Don’t meet someone too stunning when you are young
The two of them chatted while going upstairs.
Jiang Huai also understood what happened.
Jiang Yunyao had a rest today, and it was Saturday again. Jiang Zewen came to Jiang Yunyao's house to have dinner with Jiang's father.
At noon, Jiang Yunyao and Jiang's mother went shopping after eating. Jiang Zewen and Jiang's father had been drinking until now. When the wine got too heavy, Jiang Zewen started talking while drinking.
As soon as he entered Jiang's house, Jiang Huai heard Jiang Zewen's cry, "Old Jiang, do you think I deserve retribution?"
"I was not good to Xiaohuai when he was a child, and he later got brain cancer. I was afraid that he would die... I looked forward to his recovery, but Xiaoyi was diagnosed with bipolar disorder."
"I'm really not a qualified father. I'm sorry for these two children. I don't know them at all..."
Jiang Zewen's face was flushed, and his eyes were full of confusion.
These words must have been accumulating in his heart for a long time, and he only spoke them out now when he was drunk.
"Dad, stop drinking, I'll take you home!" Jiang Huai pulled Jiang Zewen.
"Go home...go home." Jiang Zewen muttered while lying on the table, obviously unable to walk.
Jiang Huai could only pull Jiang Zewen's arm to his shoulder, and then help Jiang Zewen stand up.
Jiang Yunyao saw this and quickly came forward to help.
The two of them helped Jiang Zewen back to Jiang Huai's home.
Seeing how drunk Jiang Zewen was, Bai Cuiyun felt even more helpless. Jiang Zewen was the head of the family and he rarely showed fragile emotions. Today, he was completely released.
"Mom, how is Xiaoyi?" Jiang Huai asked Bai Cuiyun.
"I took him to the hospital for a checkup this morning. The doctor told me to change Xiaoyi's mental state in my life and not to put too much pressure on him, but I really don't know what to do?" Bai Cuiyun looked sad. .
"The college entrance examination will be held in the first half of next year. Does he really have to suspend school in this situation?"
No one understands the true inner thoughts of patients with bipolar disorder.
Mania coupled with world-weary suicidal tendencies.
"Mom, it'll be fine. I'll go check on Xiaoyi. Is Xiaoyi in the room?"
Bai Cuiyun nodded, "He locked himself in the room after returning home."
"Okay, then I'll go over and have a look."
Jiang Huai walked to Jiang Yi's room, while Jiang Yunyao stayed to comfort Bai Cuiyun.
"Xiao Yi?" Jiang Huai knocked on the door.
"Come in!"
The door to the room was unlocked, so Jiang Huai pushed the door open and entered.
Jiang Yi sat in front of the window. The sunlight fell quietly on Jiang Yi's face. The light was as hot as fire, but there was no warmth in Jiang Yi's eyes.
Jiang Huai didn't go home often. He didn't know when Jiang Yi started to close his heart, and finally became like this.
"Brother, what do you think people live for?"
"I don't know. The answer to this question is different for everyone. Many people spend their whole lives doing nothing, running around every day, living just to live, right?"
Jiang Yi turned his face and looked at Jiang Huai, "Brother, actually I really wanted to play with you when I was a kid."
"But our dad never let me play with you. He said that you were past the age to play. When you grew up, you didn't live at home anymore. It seems that our relationship has never been as close as that of real brothers."
Jiang Huai was stunned. He didn't expect Jiang Yi to say such words. He had always seen Jiang Yi's attitude towards him being very cold, and he thought it was because Jiang Yi didn't like him.
"The other day I heard that you had cancer and might die, so I just thought about dying with you. That was my first time having sex..." A look of pain flashed in Jiang Yi's eyes.
"It hurts to cut my wrist, and I started to get scared when the blade scratched my skin. What would my parents do if I died too?" "They have such high expectations for me... I don't even dare to die anymore. , then I heard that your operation was successful, and I was really happy that you survived!”
"Brother, I feel so uncomfortable. I don't want to live anymore."
There were tears in Jiang Yi's eyes. Jiang Huai stepped forward and hugged him, "You are just sick. There is nothing you can't overcome. Your parents love you very much."
"Promise brother, don't think about whether you will die or not."
"Brother, don't worry, I understand!" Jiang Yi pushed Jiang Huai, "Don't underestimate me, you are my role model!"
"Although your dad criticizes you every time you say how many points you got in the exam, I know it's really amazing."
"You are also very good. You are at the top of your grade. Your class teacher was praising you all the time!"
Jiang Huai followed Jiang Yi's words as much as possible until Jiang Yi's mood gradually stabilized.
If a person really wants ZS, you can't stop him, so Jiang Huai just wants to change Jiang Yi's concept.
Survival is more important than anything else.
Leaving home, Jiang Huai looked at Jiang Yunyao and asked, "Tell me! Why did you call me instead of calling my mother? Wouldn't it be faster to ask my mother to call and take him home?"
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Jiang Yunyao put her hands behind her back and lowered her head, just like a child who had done something wrong.
This scene made Jiang Huai a little dazed. Many years ago, when Jiang Yunyao made a mistake and was scolded by Jiang's mother, Jiang Yunyao behaved like this. At that time, Jiang Huai hid aside and snickered.
Jiang Huai couldn't say anything he wanted to say.
"I want to see you..." Jiang Yunyao's voice sounded like a mosquito, but Jiang Huai heard it clearly.
"Okay, thank you for what happened today. I'll leave first." Jiang Huai didn't want to stay long and was about to leave immediately.
Jiang Yunyao stopped Jiang Huai, "Jiang Huai!"
Jiang Huai turned and looked at her.
"Can you treat me the same as before?"
"Before..."
"Jiang Yunyao, we are not children anymore. You have more friends than me, but you have less friends than me. I am not important to you or even to others."
Jiang Huai frowned, "There are many people in this world who are worthy of your nostalgia, why bother to stick to..."
Jiang Huai didn't say the next words. Regardless of whether Jiang Yunyao wanted friendship or love, Jiang Huai refused.
If I have to explain clearly the relationship between Jiang Yunyao and Jiang Huai, it is the relationship between classmates since childhood.
You can't meet anyone who is too amazing when you are young. Even if you miss the last two people, it will be difficult for those who come after you to compare with them.
Lin Jia was really perfect that year and amazed Jianghuai for seven years. This is why Jianghuai never let go after Lin Jiabai returned.
But it's all over.
The person whom Jiang Huai once loved the most taught Jiang Huai not to fall in love with someone easily.
"Okay, let's go!"
Jiang Huai waved his hand and said goodbye to Lin Jia again.
The light of neon lights illuminated the October night. It got dark quickly and the cold was unprepared.
Jiang Huai zipped up his chest and rubbed his hands, and a big G stopped in front of him at lightning speed.
The passenger window rolled down, and the car owner waved his hand to JAC, "Get in the car!"
(End of chapter)