Chapter 184 I raised my husband in ancient times (73)
Jiang Tang became increasingly lethargic. He lay in bed for almost eight hours a day. The rest of the time, except for eating, he sat alone in a daze.
Lin Chaomu was extremely worried. When Jiang Tang was seven months pregnant, he almost stayed behind closed doors and refused to entertain guests. He stayed with Jiang Tang all the time.
The matter of resignation has been put on hold because of Jiang Tang's severe pregnancy reaction. On the winter solstice, the court was closed for five days. Lin Chaomu did not have to go to court and took care of Jiang Tang almost inseparably.
Jiang Tang lost a lot of weight and almost lost his appearance.
The woman who could carry a wild boar by herself at the entrance of the village seems to have ceased to exist. Now she is lying on the bed, with a belly as big as a basket, but her limbs are slender and thin, and her original round and cute little face has almost only one layer left. The skin was stuck to the face, the eye sockets were sunken, and the whole person looked like it was about to be sucked dry by the child in the belly.
Lin Chaomu had been unable to sleep for many days. Almost every night, he would be awakened by Jiang Tang's unconscious humming, and then he would pat her back restlessly, his eyes red, and he would hold Jiang Tang in his arms, feeling like a knife.
That night, Jiang Tang, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly felt a sense of suffocation in her chest. The familiar feeling was oppressing her internal organs and torturing the child in her belly.
Jiang Tang felt extremely painful.
My whole body hurts.
She endured it, stretched out her hand to touch her belly gently, opened her eyes and looked at the dark bed curtain, murmuring in a low voice.
"You feel it's hard too, don't you?"
Lin Chaomu was extremely keen. He rolled over and subconsciously patted Jiang Tang on the back. He moved gently, bent his long legs, and hugged Jiang Tang to his chest.
The man pressed Jiang Tang's ear and gently touched Jiang Tang's belly with one hand. In the darkness, the veins in the man's hand popped out, as if he was restraining something.
"How's it going? I'll call the doctor."
"No need."
Jiang Tang grabbed his hand and felt his whole body trembling slightly.
"What are you shaking?"
Jiang Tang chuckled. Lin Chaomu lowered his eyes, hugged her tightly, and murmured softly.
"Jiang Tang, let's not have children, okay? I don't want children anymore."
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm serious. All I need is you. Let's go find a doctor to remove this child, okay?"
Lin Chaomu kissed Jiang Tang's hair, his lips trembling.
He could feel Jiang Tang's weakness. Every time she fell asleep, he would unconsciously put his hand under her nose.
It seemed like she would leave him at any moment.
Lin Chaomu became a father for the first time, and many experienced mothers around her comforted her. Giving birth to a child is equivalent to a trip to hell. This is a hurdle that every woman has to go through, so he should not worry.
While they were talking, they were still teasing him, saying that the prime minister, a powerful man in the court, was just a young boy worrying blindly when it came to giving birth to a child.
Are you just worried?
Lin Chaomu didn't know. He didn't understand whether every woman was as weak as Jiang Tang. He only knew that he was scared, distressed, and worried. He suddenly didn't look forward to the birth of his child.
This child caused his Jiang Tang to suffer so much that even if he could be born safely, he didn't want it.
He didn't want Jiang Tang to suffer, he just wanted her to be well.
"Jiang Tang, no more, no more of him, okay?"
"Lin Chaomu, how can you say that in front of your children! Bah, bah, bah."
Jiang Tang was still laughing, pretending to cover his stomach, his eyes shining brightly.
(End of chapter)