Chapter 995 I am the boss in the interstellar world (48)
Lu Qian didn't know who he should hate.
She couldn't hate the man who killed her mother and destroyed her hometown.
Because he is no longer here, the other person once gave him life, and he has no right to hate him.
I can’t even hate my mother.
She was his mother, but at the same time, she was also a daughter. For the sake of her relatives, she chose to live and die with them. He could not selfishly tie her up for her life.
Later, Lu Qian was even a little lucky.
His mother did not hesitate because of him in the end. If she had chosen to stay with him at that time, she would have lived a more painful life after experiencing those things.
He believed that she was happy when she faced death.
He was finally free, and he believed that she had thought about him before she died.
Lu Qian told himself this, and every time he thought about it afterwards, he would inevitably feel a little resentful.
Why did he become the abandoned person? Did everyone in the world not welcome him or need him?
After the woman who had been taking care of him died, he used the money left by the woman to find a good piece of land for her. This was the last thing he could do for this kind woman.
The only person in the world who cared about him left, and Lu Qian no longer lived like Lu Qian.
Judging from the plot, Lu Qian seems to be schizophrenic, but not completely.
In most cases, Lu Qian's emotions are very stable and his personality is relatively gentle, but sometimes there seems to be another situation where he is world-weary.
He is not only world-weary, but also consciously or unconsciously self-denies and the meaning of his existence in this world.
When Yun Fanfan and Lu Qian met for the first time, Lu Qian was being beaten. He had the ability to resist and could even defeat those people easily, but he didn't and chose to endure it silently. This is not the first time this situation has occurred. In the plot, Lu Qian had this situation happen many times before he was an adult and in another school.
The small light next to him hadn't been turned off yet, and Lu Qian was already asleep.
Yun Fanfan came closer and saw his flushed face, like a piece of colored jade.
At this moment, he looked cute and well-behaved, with a bit of childishness on his face.
Seeing that he was sleeping soundly, Yun Fanfan kissed him on the cheek and turned off the small light.
Yun Fanfan woke up earlier than Lu Qian. Normally at this time, Lu Qian would have already gotten up and cooked. I don't know if it was because he was drunk, but he was still asleep for the rare occasion.
But he didn't sleep for long. After Yun Fanfan finished washing, Lu Qian had already woken up.
He had just woken up and was still a little dazed.
A pair of dark eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and his hair was a little messy from sleep, with a few strands sticking up randomly.
When he found himself in Yun Fanfan's room, he still had some confusion on his face.
When he saw Yun Fanfan coming out of the bathroom, he frowned and asked her in confusion: "Why am I here?"
Yun Fanfan looked at his appearance, and thought of how fierce and fierce he looked last night, threatening her like a little wolf dog, and they immediately became two extremes.
Yun Fanfan suppressed a smile and left an ambiguous sentence: "Think about it for yourself."
When a normal person hears this, his first reaction must be that he has done something bad. In short, it must not be a good thing. Lu Qian is still calm, his face changes a little, and then returns to normal.
(End of chapter)