Chapter 281 Disrespecting one’s intentions
Li Xiaobao was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, and then his expression became serious. However, he was clumsy and thought a lot in his mind. His lips were parted, but he didn't say a word.
He didn't understand why Xie Fengyue suddenly talked about this at this time. After being silent for a long time, he said: "I will follow."
Maybe it was because his master saved his life.
Maybe he thinks his master is special.
Her acting style is decisive and bright, like a sharp sword cutting through the shackles of the world. However, within this determination, there is also a gentleness and kindness. When facing the weak, her eyes always sparkled with an indescribable sympathy and care, as if she could see into the pain deep in the human heart.
Her temperament not only has the reserve and dignity of a woman from an aristocratic family, but also has a kind of frankness and freedom that is rare to understand the suffering of the people.
She can dance gracefully at the banquet and chat and laugh with those noble people; she can also talk cordially with the small farmers selling vegetables on the street and listen to their complaints.
This contradictory quality does not seem abrupt in her, but complements each other, making her even more unique.
Seeing the changes in his expression, Xie Fengyue already had a rough idea in her mind. She continued to ask, "Do you think that I am not as aloof as other girls from aristocratic families and worry about the worries of the people?"
Her words simply summed up the confusion in Li Xiaobao's mind, and he nodded heavily.
Xie Fengyue twitched the corners of her lips and replied: "What if I say that I am all hypocritical?"
"No one is perfect when it comes to his deeds but not his heart."
The sudden sound interrupted the conversation between the two, making Xie Fengyue stunned for a moment.
In this moment, You Heng had already approached.
You Heng coughed lightly, clenched his hands into fists and put them to his mouth, with a smile on his eyes and brows: "I said, why hasn't Madam come back yet? It turns out that she is just trying to get through this."
Xie Fengyue was in a low mood now, and suddenly felt that his smile was a bit dazzling. She turned her head to the side without saying a word, avoiding his gaze.
You Heng continued as if unaware: "Discussing deeds is to value a person's actual behavior. A person's behavior is a direct reflection of his character, ability and attitude. A kind person will do many things that benefit others and himself; A responsible person will fulfill his duties conscientiously; an upright person will stick to his principles and not do anything that violates morality. These behaviors are important basis for the world to evaluate a person.
Discussing the mind, on the other hand, attempts to explore a person's inner thoughts or motives. However, the human heart is often elusive, and sometimes even you cannot fully understand your own heart.
It is a fact that these refugees are still alive. Wasn't it Mrs. who protected them from starving to death? Madam, why should you belittle yourself? ”
Xie Fengyue looked at him deeply and said nothing.
It was true that she protected these people, but she did regret it in her heart and regretted the trouble these people had brought to her.
If Xie Fengyue could roughly understand what Li Xiaobao wanted to say, then You Heng was the roundworm in Xie Fengyue's belly. He said word by word: "These people are indeed in some trouble. Madam, why don't you leave the trouble to them? You don't have to at all." Come forward, straight Then let Li Xiaobao go and explain to them that the temperature in Ailao Mountain is extremely low. According to their current clothes, they will probably never return. Yesterday, Madam knew how to throw the question to them, why did she forget it today? "< br>
"Is it possible that Madam is too worried that she can't take care of those people and let them lose their lives in vain?"
These words directly hit Xie Fengyue's lungs.
After all, she was just a girl confined to a small place. It was the first time that she held so many lives in her hands. How could she not be anxious and worried.
"What are you doing here?"
Xie Fengyue asked with a sullen expression, changing the subject.
You Heng saw her fierce look in his eyes and followed her words without revealing it: "I don't know which bottle is used to treat headaches. I came here to ask Madam."
As he spoke, he winked at Li Xiaobao. Li Xiaobao understood and remained unmoved.
It wasn't until Xie Fengyue sighed and said, "Just do as he said. If anyone wants to leave, send some food to them so that they can have enough food for today and tomorrow." Li Xiaobao then handed him over.
You Heng raised an eyebrow: "You are a bit ugly as the commander of the army, but you are quite loyal."
When You Heng raised his eyebrows, there was a unique charm between them, a deep and mysterious temperament that seemed to hide endless stories.
At this moment, Xie Fengyue's heartstrings were gently plucked, and her thoughts couldn't help but drift to the distance, thinking of the long-awaited Young Master Yan.
The two have completely different personalities, and their facial features are not similar at all. However, a person like You Heng who had no resemblance to Gongzi Yan made Xie Fengyue think of Gongzi Yan at the moment when he raised his eyebrows.
Gongzi Yan's expression was always so elegant and calm when he raised his eyebrows, as if everything was under control. The temperament he had developed from being in a high position for many years was vaguely similar to You Heng's expression at the moment.
But this is You Heng
He is in poor health and lives in a remote place like Jiaozhou. Logically speaking, he should not have such a temperament.
This sense of violation made Xie Fengyue very uncomfortable.
Whenever she thinks of the time she spent with Gongzi Yan, the pictures in her mind start to play automatically like a shadow puppet show,
The two are now far apart, but those memories are as clear as yesterday.
Xie Fengyue was not the kind of person who couldn't distinguish between fantasy and reality. She shook her head gently and brought her thoughts back to reality.
As soon as they left, what she did was already in conflict with Gongzi Yan's stance.
The two of them have decided that there will be no future.
The bright moon should hang high in the sky, and the flying fireflies should naturally fly to where they should go.
You Heng was really confused. He was just saying something negative to Li Xiaobao. Why did Xie Fengyue's face look alternately sighing and firm?
He now has an advantage due to his status, so if you don’t understand, just ask.
"What is Madam thinking about?"
"It's nothing. Don't you know the medicine bottle? Hurry back to the carriage. I will put labels on all the medicine bottles today."
Xie Fengyue walked back as she spoke, ignoring You Heng who continued to ask questions behind her.
"Are you trying to deal with me, madam?"
"Why doesn't Madam want to tell the truth to me?"
"Does Madam also think that I am a sick person and will not care about my feelings soon after I die?"
His voice was sobbing, and there were government soldiers not far away. Xie Fengyue's head was spinning, and she said fiercely: "Shut up and walk faster."
"Is Madam angry because I said Li Xiaobao is ugly?"
"Madam actually attacked me for my foreign husband!"
"Cough cough cough"
The more Xie Fengyue listened, the more speechless she became. Her expression was extremely helpless.
Where is the worried look from before?
Gongzi Yan really let himself go just because Miss Xie was in the mood.