Chapter 325 The only one in the world
Xie Fengyue hid her whole body in the water. When the suffocation was about to engulf her, she suddenly emerged from the water. Water droplets followed the hair on her forehead and got into her eyes.
She was a little depressed.
It's really depressing.
She sat in the high hall for a long time and never looked down to see the wind and snow.
She thought she had become cold-hearted and was used to seeing how difficult it was for people to survive in troubled times. But when she saw her again, her heart felt like it was being pinched by a ruthless hand, which made her breath hurt. Such closeness The pain traveled through her limbs and bones, and finally turned into a sourness that wanted to pour out of her eyes.
The small town she captured was a blessing in misfortune. It was close to Huai'an City and had the protection of the Langya clan, and the two groups of robbers she encountered were considered normal people.
In such a lucky situation, when she entered the city, the eyes of those who came out to kneel to greet her were full of fear, as if as long as she showed a trace of displeasure to Xie Fengyue, they would touch the pillar and die on the spot to protect the trembling people behind her. childish.
This small and prosperous city still has the strength to fight, whether it is the city walls or the defenders in the city, but if it does encounter a rebel army, it will still be a meal.
Xie Fengyue couldn't help but think about it, what if it were replaced by those cities that had long been emptied out by the parents and officials of the corpse position?
Whether that can only depend on God's will.
The bathing water was cold, and Xie Fengyue reluctantly got up.
She lay on her back on the soft bed as if her whole body had been hollowed out. She broke the branches in and out several times, and called her several times, but she didn't reply.
"What are you thinking about?" Gongzi Yan's voice suddenly came out.
Xie Fengyue was not affected by him, her eyes were still unfocused.
"Zhe Zhi said I called you several times, but you didn't say anything. That's why I came in to see you," he explained.
Xie Fengyue was groggy, she seemed to remember this happened.
Gongziyan saw that her expression was really wrong, so he sat half-kneeling on the edge of the cave. When he frowned slightly, he put his hand on her forehead. His expression gradually became serious, and then he took her pulse.
"What are you worrying about? Your blood is so stagnant."
Xie Fengyue understood this sentence, and the corner of her mouth curled up: "No wonder my menstruation was delayed."
She obviously used a topic that was difficult for Gongzi Yan to talk about, and Gongzi Yan didn't fall for it.
He stood up and patted the dust on his body, took off his outer robe, and then sat on the edge of Xie Fengyue's bed. He gently held her hand and looked at her with a complex look that Xie Fengyue had never seen before. Zhenzhen said: "You and I haven't had a heart-to-heart talk for a long time."
When Xie Fengyue wanted to escape, the first thing she did was to pull out the hand held by him. She didn't pull out once, but twice she was held tighter.
"No matter what decision you make, I will stand by your side. You should trust me." He looked lonely, as if he was hurt by Xie Fengyue's naked escape.
Xie Fengyue sighed incomprehensibly and did not speak in a hurry.
The two of them were in a stalemate, and in the end Xie Fengyue took a deep breath and held his hand to use her strength to stand up. She leaned on the soft pillow and motioned to Gong Ziyan in an unclear way to look at the tub where Zhi Zhi had not been taken out.
Gongzi Yan didn't know why.
Xie Fengyue shook her head helplessly. Everyone came from a wealthy family, how could they care about a small bathtub? This kind of thing appears in front of you every day, just like ten fingers. As smart as Young Master Yan, he doesn't know what she is pointing to.
Xie Fengyue asked: "Did you take a bathtub with you when you marched in the past?"
Gongzi Yan had some realization, he pursed his lips and said lightly: "No."
"This is my worry." Xie Fengyue didn't point it out. Looking at Gongzi Yan's expression, she knew that he must know what she was talking about.
Gongzi Yan pinched her fingers and said gently: "I won't bring a bathtub when I march, because I am a man. I can go down directly when I encounter rivers and streams, but I will bring tea cups and cooking utensils." He said this, Xie Fengyue knew that he was right, but only half of it.
She didn't bother to do charades anymore.
"That's not the only thing I'm worried about, Yizhi." Xie Fengyue smiled weakly and continued: "You and I are both from a noble family. We all stand too high. People at high places see everything as insignificant. For example, the lives of the people in troubled times, such as the lives of my followers, I don’t dare to think about how many people will die if I continue to go my own way.”
This topic was too heavy, and Gongzi Yan also became depressed. Something unknown flashed in his eyes, as if it was his weakness when he first led the army, or his ruthlessness when he slaughtered the clan with iron blood.
Within a moment, he returned to normal, and he understood what his moon was worrying about.
This feeling of dilemma also arose when he first took over the military power of Langya clan. It was a heavy feeling of controlling other people's lives. After all, his moon was just a little girl, she could consolidate The basics are good enough to plan and then act. How could she have to do everything by herself?
Gongzi Yan gently touched her head and said in a very relaxed tone: "You sit in the bright hall and don't get exposed to the wind and snow."
Just ten words shocked Xie Fengyue.
His words were a relief and a promise.
Xie Fengyue reacted and refused immediately: "No, if you are involved in this dispute, it will represent the position of your Langya Wang family. You have been besieged for so long and have never relented. Don't you just want to stay out of it? Don't you can be involved.”
Young Master Yan frowned: "Is that why? Are you ready to run away without even saying hello?"
Xie Fengyue retorted: "I didn't leave without saying goodbye. I left the broken branches with my father. Doesn't this prove how much I trust you?"
Gongzi Yan's whole body softened: "Yes, I know." He paused, "It's because I know that I can't let my girl be in danger."
With the red clouds filling her ears, Xie Fengyue didn't dare to look directly into Gongzi Yan's burning eyes.
He held Xie Fengyue in his arms and patted her back gently: "My husband is so capable of fighting, but he still doesn't know how to use it. Where has the little girl I used to be able to assess the situation gone?"
The tip of Xie Fengyue's nose was a little sore.
She said in a low voice: "I want to give up."
It is self-evident what is given up in these words.
"I won't advise you. You just follow your heart. Whatever you want, I'll do it," he said.
If there is anyone in this world who can understand her Xie Fengyue, then if Gongzi Yan is ranked second, then no one can be ranked first.
If he speaks, whether to persuade her to continue or to give up, this so-called advice is actually to add weight to her wavering thoughts, so Xie Fengyue will only be in a dilemma and hesitate to move forward.
But he left the decision entirely to her.
Then she really wanted to continue, for no other reason.
Just so that there would be less fearful eyes in this world that can sting people's hearts.
After she made up her mind, her eyes became tenacious: "I want to go north to kill the barbarians and regain the lost land of Qian'an."
Young Master Yan smiled happily: "Then let's go."
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