Chapter 223 Sad
When he said this, Xie Zhen couldn't help but sneer: "This is really the saddest thing in the world, and it is precisely because we look the same that it is more painful to compare. We look exactly the same, but why are the articles written like this? What a huge difference? This hit me hard and made me do wrong things under various pressures.”
Recalling that depressing past event, Xie Zhen had a headache. He held his forehead and sighed: "Although I am a member of the Xie family, a large family, our family is a branch of the Xie family and has never been taken seriously. In the family, You have no right to speak and are treated badly. If you have never experienced that kind of life, you cannot imagine the pain of relying on others. In order to get rid of that kind of pain, I am. I must shine in the imperial examination, but I worked so hard to prepare for the examination, but in the end I could only produce a mediocre article. And that person just wanted to gain fame and make money as an official. My dreams are so philistine, but I can produce such beautiful articles. How can I not be miserable? "
Liu Meiniang had already seen through the person in front of her who was a talkative but a snake-hearted person. She was not moved by Xie Zhen's reasons and coldly replied to him: "There are so many jealous people and things in the world. This is not a reason you can use to clear yourself up.”
Xie Wei also said in line with her mother's words: "Human beings are born unequal. There are so many things in the world that make people jealous. Not everyone is like you, using the banner of jealousy to satisfy their own selfish desires." After all, you are not jealous, you are just satisfying your own bad desires.”
The mother and daughter criticized Xie Zhen mercilessly. Now they finally understood what kind of person the father or husband in front of them was. Liu Meiniang was heartbroken. She was sad, sad and resentful. She can be said to be the person who supports Xie Zhen the most in the whole family, and her love for Xie Zhen is the most selfless. Xie Zhen is not only the pillar of her life, but also the pillar of the meaning of her entire life. Everything about her, Everything exists for Xie Zhen. It can be said that if she did not know this heartbreaking truth, if Xie Zhen died, she would definitely lose the psychological support to continue living. It's just that all of this happened so suddenly. Such a disgusting true face was exposed in front of them. I really don't know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing.
Xie Zhen said unhappily: "The reason why you criticize me like this is because you don't understand me at all, and it's also because you have never considered me from my perspective. You really Do you sincerely care for me? If I didn’t do this, how could you enjoy the prosperity and wealth you have now? After all, you still enjoy the resources I have brought to you, but from a moral perspective? Criticize me, do you think this is right?”
The tears in Liu Meiniang's eyes were like beads with broken strings, and they fell freely: "It seems that the love between us as husband and wife for many years has really been exhausted. You actually talked about our mother and daughter like this."
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"Don't always use the relationship between husband and wife to pressure me. Do you also think that what I say is somewhat reasonable? Although I did something wrong out of jealousy because of my own selfish desires, in the final analysis, what I did was Things later brought a lot of valuable and meaningful things to me and you. If I didn't replace that person's identity just because of my own thoughts, then I wouldn't have been able to get the No. 1 Scholarship, make our Xie family proud in the big family, and create a good life for you, mother and daughter. Environment." Xie Zhen stared at their mother and daughter and said word by word, "You two. , look at what you eat, wear and use. Although it is not the most top-notch or luxurious thing, it is still valuable. Ordinary people cannot afford these things. Your hands are like worthless rubble and soil, inexhaustible and inexhaustible. Have you ever had any details? Have you thought carefully about where these things come from? In the final analysis, I have worked hard to give them to you. You can live such a good life all because of me. Without me, would your life be as smooth as it is now? ”
Xie Zhen's words are rough but not rough. It is indeed because of his existence that Liu Meiniang and Xie Wei can live such an effortless life and have whatever they want. It's just that although these words are not wrong, they are tainted with his own desires and the original meaning of these words is lost. And these words now sound completely like his accusation that the mother and daughter are not on his side.
果然，他接着往下说下去：“你们两个是不是也觉得我说的话是对的？是啊，如果没有我也就没有你们这样顺心如意的生活。我尽心尽力的照顾这个家，扶持这个家，尽心尽力的呵护你们，关爱你们，你们想要什么我就会给你们什么，让你们过上无忧无虑的幸福生活。整个汴京有多少人在羡慕我们呢？你们有没有去想过，有没有去思考过？而且我从来没有亏待过你们，你们想要什么，我从来都没有阻止过，也从来没有说不可以，更没有拒绝过你们的请求。除了这些，我做的更多。眉娘，我和你夫妻这么多年，我是什么人你也是清楚的，我这人向来正直严于律己。而且我对你的好，一天一夜也说不尽，就拿纳妾这件事情来说吧，整个汴京有多少人家是秉着一夫一妻的宗旨，过着生活的，尤其像我这样在朝为官作宰的大人们，哪个家里不是三妻四妾的？可是我呢，我们