Chapter 233 Fear
After hearing this, the queen fell into deep thought. Although the Queen and the Guan family have been married for many years, and although the two of them once had a good memory, and there were days when they respected each other as guests, and there were years of supporting each other, they eventually drifted apart because of their respective goals, and they never came back. The relationship with beauty is no longer the same as it used to be. So although the Queen is the person who is most familiar with the Guan family and the person closest to the Guan family, the Queen is now a little unpredictable about the Guan family's thoughts.
"I haven't talked to the housekeeper for a long time. What does the housekeeper think now? In fact, I can't say for sure." The queen said somewhat gloomily.
The queen actually hates this kind of thing, which is beyond her expectation. She is a person who likes to plan everything, plan well, and then proceed step by step according to her plan, so the queen hates things very, very much. , contrary to her expectations, this would catch her off guard. In order to prevent this situation from happening, she had set up many preparation plans. However, in this very critical situation, the queen's preparation plans may not be able to cope with emergencies. The situation made her feel very uncomfortable inside.
"Queen, don't be impatient. Although what I said may sound a bit sensational, the current situation of the whole matter is not a bad thing for us. Generally speaking, it is still under our control. , all we have to do now is to prevent mistakes from appearing in those little details. , to prevent the housekeeper from taking advantage of the opportunity to resist us, so I would like to ask the queen to think carefully about what other means the government can use to fight against us, or to ask the queen to think carefully about what weaknesses the housekeeper can get now. To fight against us?" Leng Xiang's expression was a little unnatural.
When she heard Leng Xiang ask her what weakness she had, the officials would use it to fight back. The queen's expression changed immediately, and she immediately understood what Leng Xiang's words meant.
"Lengxiang, why did you suddenly become so worried today? You have been telling me to be careful and be wary of the officials. You have been making me think that there will be places where the officials will take over to resist us. It turns out you are At this point, let me think about it What weakness does she have that the Guan family will use as a basis? Is she referring to that child?" The queen's face became very ugly. Leng Xiang's words undoubtedly stabbed her heart like a sharp knife. She did. There is one weak spot and that is the child. The child that the queen gave birth to with her beloved many years ago, the child that the queen gave birth to in rebellion against her father and family, risking the possibility of having her family confiscated and exterminated. That child carried his past years. Although it was a bad result, and although that unrepentant relationship caused great harm to the queen, the queen still did not regret giving birth to that child.
"Empress, you know what I want to say, so I won't go into details." Lengxiang did not deny that she was indeed referring to the matter of Metabolism Huaichu.
"I don't care what you think, I will never touch that child. As you know, I owe a huge debt to that child. I can neither give him a complete family nor normal life." of father's love and mother's love, I left him in a family hiding lies and deceit By the way, I have never seen him in decades, and I have never asked for news about him. It is almost as if he has been abandoned. Therefore, I owe a huge debt to that child. I feel that I have spent all my time on him. I can't make myself feel at ease to make up for him with everything, I wish I could give everything I have All of it will be given to that child, even if I no longer have the status of queen, and the reason why I don’t put everything aside now is because of my own selfishness, what I have done to that child. It's too much. I owe that child enough. I can't do it anymore. In order to prevent the officials from catching me, I would attack that child. This is impossible. I cannot attack anyone." The queen knew what Leng Xiang meant. Leng Xiang wanted her to cut off everything. concerns, this cuts off all concerns, including but not limited to erasing that child from the world.
The queen knew very well that this way she could have no worries, because the only risk the queen faced now was his unbearable past and Xie Huaichu, who was born because of the unbearable past. It's just that the Queen knows that it's one thing, but whether the Queen can take action is another thing. The Queen knows very well that she can't be so cruel. She has not had children for so many years. On the one hand, she doesn't want to be with the official family. Another reason why he gave birth to a child with a man he didn't like in his heart was that the child the queen had given birth to carried all the beautiful past for him. Although it also had a cruel reality, The queen still regards that child as the biggest treasure in her life. He can't have any other treasures. Even if there are other treasures in this life, they can't compare to the original child. So even if the queen's family and his father The mother has been urging the queen to give birth to a legitimate prince to consolidate her status, but the queen has not agreed to this request. She has been using her own thoughts to realize the love she owed to that child.
"Queen, I know that you are soft-hearted and can't bear to do anything to that child. I also know that you feel that you owe that child and you can't make it up to him too much. So in such a mood, it is impossible to erase this weakness. ." Leng Xiang's voice was gentle and gentle. And plain, with a hint of concern mixed in, "But Queen, we are planning an earth-shattering event now, and there is no room for any mistakes. You also know that it is not easy for us to get to where we are today. It took a lot of damage calculations We have relied on many people and stepped on the backs of many people to get to where we are today step by step. The current situation no longer allows us any room for regret, even if the future is bleak, we can only bite the bullet and go on. , Besides, Queen Mother, you have already announced The fact that you are pregnant is equivalent to shooting without looking back. What we want to do now, what we must do now, is to eliminate all uncertain factors about the child. It’s absolutely impossible to stay any longer.”
The queen couldn't bear it: "I already owe that child so much, do you still want me to use that child's blood and life to accomplish the great cause I want to accomplish? This is impossible to sneer. I tell you, it is impossible for me to do this. , and I will never allow you to do this. I order you, you must not hurt that child, if you do. If you hurt that child, don't blame me for not caring about the past friendship. This is my final bottom line, and it is also a bottom line that I will never touch. I have told you clearly, and I hope you can understand. On this point, don’t do anything that makes me feel embarrassed, don’t touch that child.” (End of Chapter)