Chapter 321 Qin Huairu Qi
Linlang felt that a man like Xu Damao was not worthy of Lou Xiao'e at all, so he deliberately used some tricks behind his back to prevent the two from meeting each other. However, Xu Damao still got married to a fierce woman.
The son of Mrs. Jia across the street also got married. She was still a country girl, but she was very ambitious. She gave birth to a son in the first year after getting married, and she completely established a foothold in the family. Later, she married her husband. He won over her heart and found a job in the factory with the help of her husband's relationship.
Mrs. Jia was naturally unconvinced and often had quarrels with her son. However, she gradually moved her son away. In addition, Mrs. Jia was getting older. For the sake of her grandson, she no longer had any trouble with her daughter-in-law. On the contrary I also help my daughter-in-law with some housework.
Although Linlang didn't know if the things in the original work would happen again, since she entered the factory, she emphasized safety. So although nothing happened to the Jia family later, there was still a safety accident and her hand was broken, but she managed to save it. Saved a life.
The two of them were also very popular in the mansion. After Linlang gave birth to the eldest son, she gave birth to the second son in the third year. They were both two naughty boys. It was not until the eighth year that a girl finally came.
Linlang didn't plan to have another baby anymore. A lot of things had happened in the past few years. There were famines everywhere, and many people were so hungry that they couldn't afford to eat. At least, her family was living a pretty good life, and her two brothers were in the city. There is a job there, and although my parents live in the country, they don't have to run around for a living, and life is much better.
The couple both have jobs, and there is no shortage of food and drink at home. Their two children are as fat as heaven and earth compared to the children of the Jia family across the street. This may be the benefit of marrying a cook.
Linlang was in a daze. After finishing the task, he sat in his room in a daze and did not perform the next task until two or three days later, when he came back to his senses.
After hesitating for a long time, Linlang went to see Sister Wang and expressed her distress.
"I feel like I am me, but I also feel like I am someone else. It feels very vague. I feel like I am obviously alive, but it is no different from dead... I don't want to live this kind of life anymore. I want to live a down-to-earth life. …”
Sister Wang looked into Linlang's eyes and sighed heavily, "I used to be in a trance when I was doing tasks. It was clearly me, but every time I looked in the mirror, I found that I seemed to be looking at someone else. . That feeling is so strange that I don’t even recognize myself, and I almost lose myself.
But do you really have the heart to give up your current life? You must know that your mission has not been completed. If you give up your current life, it is equivalent to becoming an ordinary person.
From then on, you will grow old, sick, and die, and you will become an ordinary person completely. But if you continue to do tasks, you can enjoy a different life and live more comfortably. ”
"I...I understand what you are thinking, but I have lived enough..." Linlang didn't understand why she felt like this, but she just felt very bored, as if she was not interested in anything in the world. , she felt she was sick, so she needed to find herself a doctor.
Sister Wang sighed heavily, "Okay, I respect your choice. You can hand over the things at hand to others, and then reincarnate as a human being. I just hope you won't regret it."
Linlang showed a satisfied smile, naturally she would not regret it. She stood up, feeling relieved and feeling like she had regained a new life. After the people left, Sister Wang showed a different look, "Who is this? Why is it like this every time? You have done your job well, but you have to be an ordinary person. Really, it doesn't matter. I don’t know how many times I’ve been here... Okay, let’s take a closer look. I feel that she did a pretty good job in the task. After she is reincarnated, all her memories will be erased and she will completely become an ordinary person... Finally... …”
"As long as we are human, we will have a lot of troubles, and accidents will always happen due to various things. When the time comes, we will show up again... This world is very big, but this world is also very small. We will eventually meet again... ”
Linlang didn't know about this. She had a lot of things to prepare for. First of all, she had to complete the mission to obtain those treasures, and the things in her own space were all accumulated by her. Unfortunately, these things could only be It can't be used in other time and space in the current time and space, so she can't take it with her at all.
Linlang said mockingly: "This can be considered as a return to before liberation, but I don't know whether the decision I made is right or wrong, but I really don't want to live under the skin of others, I want to be my true self. ”
In the past, Linlang always felt that doing tasks was very simple, just like filming a movie. After the performance, she would return to real life and live her own life, but it was not like this in real life.
You will also be infected by the characters in the movie after watching the movie, not to mention what you have experienced personally, so she is always unconsciously affected by others, and carries other people's emotions with her every time she does a task. There was no way to perform the task better. Although she didn't say anything every time, she felt so painful.
Linlang didn't know how other colleagues restrained this pain, but she felt that she really insisted on not doing it, especially when doing the last task. She felt like a robot living in someone else's setting.
"I just hope that I don't have to worry about something or do a task for a certain task, thereby neglecting everything around me. I just want to live like an ordinary person."
Linlang really just wants to live an ordinary life. Even if he loses everything he has now, he will not feel regret. At worst, he will have nothing. Anyway, he had nothing at the beginning, but now he is just returning to simplicity.
Everything that happened to me in the past seems to be lost now. I felt unwilling to accept it at the time, but now I think there is nothing to be unwilling to accept.
There are good and bad people, some succeed and some fail. She just failed, but it does not mean that she will always fail. She just hopes that she will live a more open life in her next life.
Linlang looked at the sunshine outside and showed a satisfied smile, "I just hope that the sunshine in the future will be as beautiful as it is now, and I hope that my future life will be as bright as today."
Alas, it’s coming to an end, so feel free to scold me if you want. I really can’t write anymore and my head hurts