Chapter 350: Suffering and not looking back
Feng Sujin's whole body was shaking. In the past, when she felt uncomfortable or desperate, she would come back here to heal herself and recover.
When she goes out again, she will still be the strong Feng Sujin.
……
On the other side, when Jun Mohan got into the car and left the dark pavilion, he heard her crying voice.
No one knew how tense Jun Mohan's body was, and his hands were shaking slightly when he clenched his fists.
He endured the heartache and the severe pain in his heart and did not look back.
The bloodshot eyes were still filled with blood.
He blamed himself and felt heartbroken.
He also hated himself, so he couldn't face Ajin.
Maybe he blamed himself for not protecting her well, not giving her a sense of security, and making her suffer like that.
Maybe it's because he feels distressed, because he blames her for not cherishing him, and blames himself for not knowing anything.
As soon as he saw Feng Sujin's sweaty and tired look, he didn't dare to get close, and he didn't dare to get close with his aching heart.
Because he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, that he would hurt her because of the surging emotions and the uncontrollable heartache.
She had no idea why he was angry, it wasn't because she hid it from him, but because she was hurt.
He saw with his own eyes that she fell from above and groaned in pain.
He was afraid that something uncontrollable would come out of his mouth.
So he goes and they all need to calm down.
He wanted her to know why he was angry, and he wanted her to realize not to let herself get hurt and to cherish herself.
Maybe he still needs to think carefully about how to better protect her in the future.
...When Jun Mohan calmed down a little, his heart trembled, his expression suddenly changed, and he sternly said to the secret guard driving: "Go to the meeting, drive back immediately."
At this moment, Jun Mohan's heart was nervous and flustered. After calming down, he realized what mistake he had just made.
He couldn't treat his Ajin with that kind of mentality.
He clearly knew where the most vulnerable part of her heart was, and what she cared about most, so how could he still do it, how could he leave her.
How could you face her with such a cold back!
Jun Mohan's heart was beating irregularly, and his heart sank.
He kept recalling in his mind the scene he saw in the rear mirror, her crying and calling him, and then she fell to the ground.
Jun Mohan's throat moved violently and he closed his eyes, "Hurry up and rush back as fast as possible."
The secret guards drove as fast as possible, but they were still a step too late when they returned.
Jun Mohan didn't see Feng Sujin's figure and asked in an almost trembling voice: "Where is your young lady?"
The man said tremblingly: "Go back to Mr. Jun, after your car left, the young lady cried for a while and then left. She walked very fast and ordered us not to follow."
Hearing these words, Jun Mohan's heart trembled violently.
Then, several secret guards came back, saying that they had secretly followed the young lady and lost her.
Jun Mohan's body almost swayed slightly, and there was a fishy sweet taste in his throat.
He remembered that she once said that she did not want to be abandoned, and he promised to never leave her.
He still remembered that she would sometimes say to him weakly and helplessly, "Mo Han, I only have you."
Jun Mohan wished he could hit himself a few times. He once wanted to protect her and give her the best, but now he found that at this moment, he was the one who caused her the most pain.
Let him forgive himself again!
(End of chapter)