Chapter 870 Pulling the Heartstrings
Feng Sufei also mustered up the courage to say such indifferent words.
She clearly knew that she was now cooperating with Nanrong Huai'an and needed to have a good relationship with him.
But she couldn't help but say it.
She seemed to be telling Nanrong Huai'an this sentence, and it was also as if she was reminding herself that her heart should not be moved or moved any more.
The lesson Si Jueshen gave her was a bloody lesson.
How could she be tempted again?
And she knew clearly that they had an agreement to be together, and that there was another woman in Nanrong Huai'an's heart.
Feng Sufei felt that she was really looking for abuse before.
Why should she think Nanrong Huai'an is good?
This man is deep-minded and sinister. He is not as gentle and elegant as the world says.
Feng Sufei took a deep breath and felt that the water she just drank was bitter.
After Feng Sufei said these words, she could feel the silence in the air for a moment.
Yes, it's too lonely.
She didn't even dare to look at Nanrong Huai'an's expression.
She even thought Nanrong Huaian would say something.
But no.
After being silent for a long time, Nanrong Huai'an said: "You should have a good rest first!"
With that said, Nanrong Huaian pushed the chair and left the room.
The moment she heard the room door close, Feng Sufei sat weakly on the ground.
She grabbed her hair and pulled hard.
Maybe the pain can make her more rational.
Feng Sufei wants to drink now. She is very irritable and irritable now.
Every time she calmed down, Nanrong Huaian could easily touch her heartstrings.
She didn't know whether she was right or wrong to choose the Nanrong family.
Or is it that her heart is inherently fragile, especially emotionally?
She lost her parents when she was a child and had to live with her grandmother in the palace. She has always known that she is a queen and must obey the rules in everything she says and does.
She can't play and laugh wantonly. While others are playing around, she is studying. She is learning the rules step by step and learning various knowledge, and even conducts various trainings at the training base at night.
She knows that many people respect her on the surface, but in fact they don’t know what to say behind the scenes.
She was numb.
She had gotten used to it because she thought it was normal.
It was only later that she realized that she was lonely and that no one loved her.
She actually longs to be loved, to eliminate her loneliness, and to have someone who loves her, loves her, and treats her as a treasure.
In that case, she doesn't have to be the queen.
All she wants is unfailing love.
Really, no one understands her heart.
When grandma tells her to sleep well, she will also look forward to a love.
Especially when grandma kept praising Nanrong Huai'an for being so good, her heart would inevitably flutter with the first signs of love.
But the rejection of Nanrong Huaian and Yingdao Liye made her feel cold and silent for a long time, and she also had self-doubt and denial for a long time.
She was wondering, was she really bad?
But she thinks she is good, she is loyal to her feelings, she yearns for love wholeheartedly, and is willing to abandon everything else, even her status as a royal queen, for love.
But no, those people didn't see her heart.
Later she met Si Jueshen.
Si Jueshen gave her love and dispelled her loneliness.
She treasures him very much, so she also works hard to love, trust, and be kind to Si Jueshen.
Except that she couldn't tell some of her secrets, she could do whatever she could to Si Jueshen to be nice to him.
Because she feels that when she meets someone who loves her and loves her too, she should cherish it.
(End of chapter)