Chapter 348 I waited for this day, and I waited for seventy-six days.
On October 6, Ji Xian was cremated.
When a living person becomes a handful of ashes, it is difficult for her to accept this truth calmly.
When she went back to the nursing home to pack up her things, she unexpectedly discovered that Ji Xian had left nothing except that phone.
The nurse said: He often cleans up some things.
I didn't understand it before, but now I suddenly realized that it seemed like I was preparing for this day.
Ji Lan stood in the sanatorium room, looking around at the living room of this small villa.
Sit on the floor with weak feet.
It seems that deep in my heart, I have been hollowed out.
When the wind passing through her out of thin air brings back her memories of being supported when she was young.
She took out her cell phone and clicked on the recording of Ji Xian.
Just listening quietly, I feel heartache.
The recording started with a heavy sigh, like a choice made after calming down.
"Lanlan, I want to say too much to you, but I don't know where to start. In my life, the luckiest thing is to meet you, and the most helpless thing is to meet you. These twenty more. In the years, I have tried to take you far away countless times, but I can't break free from the shackles of the family. My uncle is right, I am a coward. I keep saying love, but I can't give up the glory and wealth in front of me to seek love with you."
"The word love is not a emotional need for others, but I always put ethics and morality on it like a mediocre person. I am really not brave enough. When I was a child, I could still protect you without hesitation. After adulthood, unswerving and passion seemed to disappear with the growth of age."
"The facts are right in front of me. I want to take you away, but I can't bear to let you suffer with me. After all, I still lack courage. I work hard to grow, thinking that one day I can take you out of the predicament, but obviously, my growth rate is It's still too slow, so slow that someone takes the lead." "Yes! You won't wait for me, and I can't wait. I know that your embarrassment situation needs to be solved as soon as possible, otherwise you will become a family forever Chess pieces, but I really have limited ability,"
"The Ji family is so to you, I never ask you to forgive their actions. My uncle even subverts the Ji family for you. My secret joy was that one monk had water to drink, and the three monks had no water to drink, grandma didn't seem to understand the truth that grandma hadn't understood it. She looked up high around her son's open and secret struggles, which was very similar to the feudal remnants." "Now, the Ji family members It scatters, dies, and you can stand upright on the land of Beijing and Hong Kong. Very good! Very good!!! ! "
The words were so hard to hide.
After a few minutes of silence, he choked down his sobs, "Lanlan, the Ji family owe you so much. You don't have to feel guilty about my death. Live your own life well and take good care of your parents and children. Maintaining your own family is important, as for me, forget it! "
"I am really not a person worth remembering. The bedridden life these few months have caused me physical and psychological torture , the sufferings behind people can still be overcome, but the dignity before people is extremely fragile. I want to be too shameless. I really can't stand the loss of dignity in front of you. My self-esteem makes me unable to accept the fact that I am a burden to you. "
"I have not completely protected your stability, so how can I drag you down the rest of my life?"
"I thought of you coming to see me every day, and as the evening approaches, I don't even dare to have a physical need Solution, I am worried that you will smell bad, I am worried that the image will be lost in your heart, you come, I am worried that you will see my dirtyness, if you don’t come, I am even more worried because my feces and urine smells so hot You"
"Lanlan, give me some face!"
"Let me live in your mind with decentness and end the rest of my struggle,"
"Human relationships, separation from life and death, are certainly painful and helpless, but living with all dignity is another kind of Torture? "
"I'll wait for this day, I'll wait for seventy-six days."
Ji Xian died after being paralyzed in bed for seventy-six days.
Outside the house, Xu Ying held the wall, crying sobbing.
Ji Mingzong and Chen Songyang stood on one side, their jawline tight and they were not tolerated.
No doubt, they were shocked by Ji Xian.
The sentence: What I waited for this day, and what I had been waiting for for seventy-six days brought them was a great spiritual shock.
It turns out that there are really people in this world waiting to end their lives.
He loved Ji Lan so much that he could not bear to be lying in bed without dignity to accept her alms and care.
He loved Ji Lan, so much that he wanted to die decently.
Early 2017. Ji Lan rescued himself in the aftermath of Ji Xian's death.
Gradually pull myself out of this painful memory.
The life of concentrating on spending time with your family is started.
She often takes An Qin and Wen Dai to travel around the mountains and rivers, and when she goes home on weekends, she goes hiking outdoors with her husband and children.
In March 2017, good news came from Nanyang.
An Ye gave birth to a son. On Friday, Ji Mingzong arranged a special plane to return to Nanyang.
When Ji Lan arrived at the hospital, An was lying on the bed, his aura was low and he had no intention of talking.
When she came, she only raised her eyes and sneered: "Are you willing to come back to see me?"
"I've wanted to come back a long time ago,"
"Guess I believe it or not?" An also knew what the Ji family could do was to not cause trouble to her.
No mistakes, one poem, one post, one content, one in 6, one book, one bar, one read!
Ji Xian is really superb, and he exchanged his death for Ji Lan's permanent gratitude.
The dead people die, what else can the living people compete with?
Ji Lan ignored her sarcasm: "Are you unhappy?"
"It's very difficult!" An also sighed: "I admit to having a daughter, I have a son, the Shen family has a great career, Shen Yanqing's former mother-in-law I may not have a good life if my family is strong and domineering. You see, it will take less than two days before someone comes to me to talk about property division. "
"I've just been born, so it won't be."
"You don't understand," An also tickled: "Your IQ is only in the Shen family and it's Boss Ji who is spoiled you."
An always feels that Ji is the one who has the intelligence to do with him. The more passionate relationship between Lan and Ji Mingzong is Ji Mingzong, not Ji Lan.
But helpless, when both parties have been short of love and cannot get along with others, the older party is destined to suffer more losses.
After all, Ji Mingzong was willing to do so. Otherwise, with his ability, who could make him suffer a little loss?
"What did Shen Yanqing say?"
"I don't want to know what he said. If he doesn't commit the law, he would have died a thousand times."
An was also indifferent to interest and had no thoughts about Shen Yanqing.
Ji Lan changed the topic: "Have you chosen the name?"
"No, I have no right to speak, I don't worry about it."
"How come you gave birth to me? There will be no right to speak."
An also raised his hand and knocked her head: "Not everyone is Boss Ji."
Ji Lan rubbed her head. It was probably because An was too strong and domineering. In front of her, she acted inertially as her sister: "Then do you have anything you want recently?"
"I want to Anyway, Ji Lan nodded frequently: "Everything is OK."
Anyway, Ji Mingzong has enough money.
"You give me whatever you want?"
Ji Lan: "Give it!"
"Then I want to get a divorce, please help me!"
Ji Lan:.
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