Chapter 1390 Heart-wrenching
Around 1958, Johnny Cash was already a top singer in the United States, but in the bizarre world of Vanity Fair, he lost himself—
He Arrested and spent some time in prison.
It was because of this that it was the first time he noticed the widespread world outside the spotlight of Vanity Fair, with a group of forgotten criminals in a dark and rotten corner.
In Johnny's faith, he insisted that everyone is born in this world as a sinner, and life is a process of constantly atonement for sins and correcting mistakes. Everyone should have to be forgiven, forgiven, and correct themselves New opportunities, making mistakes is not scary. What is really important is the courage to face mistakes and the perseverance to learn lessons and start over.
Humans are not perfect, everyone can make mistakes, and mistakes themselves are not terrible.
After being released from prison, Johnny really began to focus on the people living in prison, those who were forgotten, abandoned and erased.
"I put on prison uniform (I-Got-Stripes)" is the song born under such a background. Johnny used "Stripes" to describe the zebra pattern in the prison uniform, and used the cheerful and playful blues to be The rhythm shows the bitterness and sadness hidden in the lyrics -
One mistake, just one mistake, may become the whole definition of their lives.
In front of you, in Las Vegas, Sin City, Johnny performed this song.
In a crazy and wanton posture, the ground of the stage seemed particularly hot, and the tap dance steps swayed happily in the light rhythm.
"On Monday, I was arrested."
"On Tuesday, I was put in jail."
Light, thrilling, but able to be deep in Johnny's depths. A husky and ridicule felt in his hoarse voice. Behind the understatement, a little trembling was felt in the ending sound, but no one knew what was going on.
"On Wednesday, my trial was on the way."
"On Thursday, they found me guilty, and the judge's little hammer fell."
It became more and more cheerful, and it was vented like a storm. At this time, you can notice it. Johnny's cheeks flushed slightly, and in the storm, his breathing rhythm was a little unsatisfied.
A translucent sound, seamlessly connected, without breathing space, the tremor in the voice became more and more obvious, and the sweat on Johnny's forehead exposed his weakness.
However, magical, Johnny did not pause, not only did he not, but even ignored the conventional principle of ventilation, he sang directly in one breath. "I put on a prison uniform, and zebra patterns surround my shoulders."
"I put on iron shackles, and the iron shackles surround my feet."
There was no breathing, and it was done in one go, so Johnny's cheeks were flushed, and he could see that he swelled red little by little at a speed visible to the naked eye. stand up.
Like a puffer fish that may explode at any time.
But Johnny refused to compromise and refused to bow his head, and finished singing all in one breath. Then he changed his breath briefly, but without pause, he turned his head and looked at the diagonal back of himself.
Join Carter:? ? ?
Obviously, Joan Carter did not expect this scene. Halfway through the performance, Johnny suddenly went crazy and looked at her for no reason?
In full view of everyone, the audience and the band members followed Johnny's gaze, and everyone knew that Johnny was staring at Joan Carter.
Even Joan Carter, who is experienced on the stage, was shocked by Johnny's unexpected movements, and his expression unnaturally showed a little embarrassment.
But Johnny didn't care—
Starting his eyes intently, he stared at Joan Carter, the light penetrated his slender and dense eyelashes, and the shadows fell like waterfalls, covering his eyes, It is hard to see the emotional fluctuations in your eyes, but the passionate and breathless singing can feel the tension of emotions.
On the verge of explosion!
In danger!
The singing was without pause, and the posture and scene seemed as if Johnny was singing loudly to Joan Carter, but this time it was not a love song.
"I put on my prison uniform, and the zebra patterns surround my shoulders."
"I put on iron shackles, and the iron shackles surround my feet, and they dragged me to continue to fall." It's accusation, yes Anger is a shout.
Originally, this should be Johnny's shouting to the prison, and this should be the prisoner's protest against the prison.
But now, it has evolved into Johnny's accusation against Joan Carter, heartbreaking and furious, and all emotions are vented without reservation.
See you a few years later, Joan Carter entered his second marriage, while Johnny was still trapped in his own marriage.
Johnny heard that Joan Carter's second marriage was stable but not happy. After a divorce, Joan Carter was overwhelmed by public opinion, even if there was a problem with the second marriage, it still I dare not divorce, for fear of experiencing pain again, for fear of my child experiencing pain again.
What's worse is that Joan Carter's career also encountered a bottleneck.
It was in such a dilemma that Johnny invited Joan Carter to tour, at least he could help her career open up.
Join Carter agreed.
During the tour, Johnny kept showing goodwill to Joan Carter, and Joan Carter kept his distance.
However, all this fell in Vivian's eyes. Vivian did not believe in Joan Carter's self-discipline, but instead pushed all the mistakes to Joan Carter, who thought Joan Carter was seducing Johnny, Joan Carter was destroying her family, and she locked in Joan Carter's every move with her vicious and cursed eyes.
No mistakes, one song, one content, one in 6, one book, one bar, one reading!
This kind of hostility is aggressive and devastating, almost completely destroying Joan Carter's defense.
But Joan Carter has always been a bold and brave woman, even in the 1950s, a unique pioneer:
Rather than doing something for yourself, I have never done before It is better to let the other party continue to scold after being blamed and infamy.
So, Joan Carter finally compromised and finally broke the last barrier with Johnny. The persistence over the years has finally crossed that boundary.
After a short period of happiness and joy, a phone call brought Joan Catta back to reality—
The phone call from the child.
The child complained to his mother about his sister's disobedience and the trivial matters at home, which suddenly made Joan Carter realize that he was a mother and owned a family.
Same as Vivian.
She didn't even dare to look Johnny in the eyes, just Johnny's presence made her feel burning in her stomach.
But worse, Johnny doesn't understand.
Johnny could not understand Joan Carter's torture and entanglement. Johnny did not think of Vivian and the children at all. Johnny didn't know that Joan Carter was thinking of Vivian's situation and difficulties.
Only women can understand these things, or one mother understands another.
Joan Carter regretted it, regretted his impulse, regretted that he easily destroyed his persistence over the years, and regretted his stupidity and willfulness.
She hates herself.
Then, Joan Carter was turned away by Johnny again.
But what about Johnny?
He doesn't understand. As Joan Carter thought, he knew nothing.
Johnny could not understand Joan Carter's repetitions. They had a wonderful and happy time the previous second, but why did they suddenly turn against each other in the next second?
Johnny was struggling and angry, but he could never find an exit or even an answer. He stared at Joan Carter aggressively, and used music to evolve into shackles and accusations, towards Joan -Carter made his own voice.
(This chapter ends)