Chapter 290 Self-blame
It was not until noon the next day that Xu Jiayu opened her eyes.
There are large pieces of white.
The sound of "Didi--" reminded her that she was in the hospital at this moment.
She turned her head helplessly and saw the tall and familiar figure standing by the window. The sunlight shone in from outside the window, bringing Lin Mochen into layers of halos.
Very dazzling. "Husband..." "Wife, are you awake? How do you feel? Does it still hurt?" Lin Mochen walked forward in two steps.
Xu Jiayu saw Zhang's haggard face.
The eye sockets were deep, and the eyes were blue and black. The once dark eyes were now covered with blood.
"Have I been in a coma for a long time? It's very serious? But I don't seem to hurt much."
Xu Jiayu raised her hand and brushed through the dark circles under Lin Mochen's eyes. Lin Mochen pulled her hand and placed it on her cheek. At the edge, he bent the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but he failed.
"Following."
Xu Jiayu heard the fatigue.
She suddenly felt a little guilty.
Lin Mochen is so busy with work and hard work, she has caused trouble for him. "Sorry, I know that that person is dangerous, but I didn't have to avoid it. By the way, how is the operation? Is everything going well?" Lin Mochen looked at Xu Jiayu lying on the hospital bed. , looking at her pale face and thinner cheeks, she was obviously injured, but she still forced herself to comfort him.
His heart was like a knife.
Since meeting him again, Xu Jiayu has been connected with the hospital as if she has also become a relationship.
If he could give a few more solemn instructions, he would emphasize the danger.
If he could be with her at the time of the incident, then Xu Jiayu would not be lying on the hospital bed today.
The hand hidden under the hospital bed was clenched into a fist unconsciously, and the nails were deeply embedded in the palm of the palm, but there was no trace of pain.
The self-blame in my heart surged like a tide, almost submerging him.
"That person hurts you, you still..."
Half said, Lin Mochen's throat seemed to be blocked by something. He took a deep breath, "Wife, I'm sorry."
Xu Jiayu held his hand back and said, "Husband, what are you doing! Auntie is an aunt, that person is that person! Do you still remember? The first time that aunt saw his son taking action, she wanted to help us. She couldn't move at that time."
She finished speaking in one breath, took a few long breaths before she smiled and said again, "Husband, can I eat now? I'm so hungry..."
Lin Mochen stood up, walked to the door and looked back at Xu Jiayu. Seeing that she was still smiling, she spoke, "I'll be back soon."
So I waited until the familiar footsteps disappeared into the corridor, Xu Jiayu "Oh," "Yo" shouted.
She was not hungry, but the wound was so painful that she didn't want Lin Mochen to worry, so she sent him away.
From the momentum of sunshine outside the window, Xu Jiayu estimated that it should be noon, and the corridor outside was a little noisy, which was the time for the patient's family to go to get food.
The inpatient department is the busiest at this time, and the elevator is the busiest, so it should be able to waste some time.
I lay on the hospital bed pressing the wound, feeling the wound getting hot, and it was jumping and hurting.
Xu Jiayu diverted her attention and looked out the window. The sun is very bright, but the leaves on the branches are all gone, bare, and it is a bit unworthy of the bright sunshine.
The feeling of thirst came. Before Lin Mochen came back, Xu Jiayu forced himself to support himself and raised his hand to grab the cup. He heard a "Ouch".
"Sister Xu! Oh! Don't move! Don't move! I'll help you get the water cup."
The two of them walked into the ward one after another. In addition to Gao Heng, there was Gao Sheng, who looked bad.
"Look at you, I'll ask you to go home and prepare for the competition. You're ready to go to the hospital."
Gao Sheng said that, he still raised his hand to support Xu Jiayu. She leaned against the head of the bed and helped adjust the angle of the bed so that Xu Jiayu could feel more comfortable.
"Oh! Aunt! You can't say that Sister Xu! Who can catch up and be hospitalized?"
Xu Jiayu glared at Gao Heng secretly and asked him to shut up. Gao Heng flattered him. "Look at her pitiful look, her face is almost pale than paper. Explain the competition. If you can't participate this year, will it be next year! Good things are so hard!"
Xu Jiayu held the thermos cup, sucked water in small mouthfuls, lowering her head and not looking at Gao Sheng's face. "Okay, don't pretend to be pitiful." Gao Sheng glanced at Xu Jiayu and sighed, "I came here today just to tell you that you should not worry about the game. The quota will be given to Liang Meng. I took the initiative to say that Liang Meng also asked you how it was. "
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"小~ Liang Meng? I said to my aunt, don't look at the little girl's young and has a heavy mind. Last time, Sister Xu was hit by her head just to save her. Now, let her give her a gift. I picked up the bargain."
Half said, Gao Heng suddenly stood up, "Oh! Dr. Lin...Doctor Lin is back, oh, aunt, look at Dr. Lin so haggard, it must be I've been worried about our Sister Xu, you! Don't worry!"
Gao Sheng stood up and looked at Lin Mochen back and forth, "You are busy with work, and you can't live a peaceful life even if you take leave. Xiao Xu was injured, and it's not that there is no condition. You should hire a nurse. If Teacher Xu knows you, you will see your little one. It will be sad if the couple lives like this."
"Please rest assured by Director Gao."
"You should pay more attention to rest yourself." Seeing that Lin Mochen's face was not good, Gao Sheng made up again One sentence.
Maybe because there are too many people, the wounds are not so painful, Xu Jiayu sticks out her tongue, "Thank you for taking care of Director Gao."
Gao Sheng waved his hand, "Xiao Xu Don't talk nonsense, I'm here to see you on behalf of the unit. The formal process. What should I do as a person? Don't be smiling. I tell you that you only have a basic salary during these days of resting!"
Gao Sheng and Gao Heng chatted with each other for a while. Although Gao Sheng said nothing, he didn't take care of him, he still fed Xu Jiayu to dinner.
Gao Heng was talking aside, reporting the condolences of colleagues from time to time. The atmosphere in the ward suddenly became lively, and Xu Jiayu seemed much more energetic than before.
Looking at Xu Jiayu who was lying on the hospital bed and wanted to laugh but was afraid of the wounds, and was afraid of laughter, Lin Mochen suddenly felt that if he hadn't met him, wouldn't Xu Jiayu have experienced all the pain he has now?
She would stand on the stage and walk onto the podium under the gaze of everyone.
With a confident and determined smile, it shines brightly.
Instead of lying on the hospital bed like now, even trying to smile.
Gao Sheng, after Gao Heng left, Xu Jiayu was also tired, and fell asleep after being tilted on the bed for a while.
The sky gradually darkened outside the window, and only the ticking sound of instruments remained in the ward.
Lin Mochen sat on the sofa, motionless like a sculpture, but his mind couldn't help but imagine the moment when she was injured. Although he didn't see it with his own eyes, the picture could not be gone like a nightmare.
Shoulders trembled slightly, and the sadness and self-blame in their hearts were boundless like the darkness, completely swallowing him...
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