Chapter 396 Yao Mingyue’s life-and-death choice, I will save you once.
"Doctor, where is the doctor!"
"Come on now! Mu Sen, you don't want anyone... you won't have any trouble!"
Memory is in a daze...
In the ward full of smell of disinfectant and the sound of hurried footsteps, Yao Mingyue, with blood on her face, shouted heart-wrenchingly.
The doctor in a white coat rushed over, and the nurse even took the defibrillator and adrenal hormone needle to take rescue measures.
The red light in the operating room was on, and Yao Mingyue curled up on the bench at the door. The arrogant and domineering female president had no elegant and noble attitude at the moment.
Her whole body was stained with blood, her face was pale and there was no blood. She covered her chest, and every time her heart beat, it seemed like a knife was cut again and again.
She was in a daze at the door of the operating room. This strong woman who had been strong for the rest of her life had lost all her means at this moment and could only wait helplessly...
"Xu Musen...Xu Musen!!"
At the other end of the hospital corridor, a figure stumbled and ran over. Her legs seemed not as straight as ordinary people. She stumbled all the way, but her speed remained unabated. Her long hair was messy and her beautiful cheeks were scattered. At this moment, her eyes were red and her eyes were bloodshot.
She saw Yao Mingyue curled up at the door of the operating room, and walked up and grabbed her collar directly!
"Yao Mingyue! Is this what you said to protect him!"
Yao Mingyue looked at the strange woman in front of her. If she were normal, she would definitely return her favor immediately.
But at this moment, her heart was already numb. Looking at the tears and despair in the eyes of the woman in front of her, it was the same emotion as her.
"Who are you..."
"You don't have to worry about who I am! I just tell you! It's you that you didn't protect him and cherish him well! You are not worthy of continuing to get his love, let alone continuing to be with him!"
The beautiful cheeks of the woman with hair are particularly hysterical at this moment, and her clear eyes have long been filled with regret and heartbreak.
She let go of Yao Mingyue, looked at the red light in the operating room, but she sat on the bench powerlessly, silently praying for the success of the operation.
I don't know how long it took.
The doctor pushed Xu Musen, who was still unconscious, out of the operating room.
"Doctor, how is he doing..."
They stood up almost at the same time, looking at Xu Musen, who was already bloodless, and both of them were trembling like blood.
The doctor sighed slightly and shook his head: "The patient was injured too seriously, with many fractures all over his body, and the broken bones pierced into many internal organs. Now he has only barely stopped the internal organ bleeding, but the damage is no longer reversible, so it is very difficult to persevere..."
Plop…
Yao Mingyue was so weak that she could barely stand on the wall.
Tears burst out silently, with extreme heartache as if the heart was pierced at this moment. She squatted on the ground, opened her mouth, but she started coughing violently, and there were traces of blood.
Yao Mingyue supported herself to the doctor, her eyes full of red bloodshots in despair: "Doctor, please save him. I can give it to you no matter how much money!"
The doctor looked at them, but could only shake his head helplessly: "This is not a matter of money. If you want to save him now, you can find a matching organ transplant. However, the patient's blood type is special, so it may be difficult for the organ bank to wait for a matching one..."
This news is undoubtedly a direct sentence of death.
Yao Mingyue felt like she was struck by lightning. She breathed hard, but every breath seemed to swallow a knife. She tried hard to get close to Xu Musen who was lying on the hospital bed at this moment.
But the whole person was trembling and did not dare to touch him. The endless self-blame kept hitting her at this moment.
She always wanted to hold it in her hands, but this so-called sense of security finally slowly disappeared in her arms...
All of this seemed to be worthy of her sin.
Yao Mingyue regretted it, but it seemed too late. She knelt in front of Xu Musen's bedside with trembling.
"Husband...Musen...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm cough..."
Yao Mingyue coughed violently, and a blood mark gushed out of her throat, and her eyes went dark and she collapsed on the ground weakly.
The picture flashed in a daze, as if the dream was torn. Yao Mingyue was already lying in the ward after waking up. She opened her eyes with difficulty. On the other side of the ward, Xu Musen, who was covered in various instruments, was still lying on the bloodless face.
In the ward, the doctor in a white coat was talking to the woman with long hair.
"Now the patient's life has been relying on instruments and blood transfusions. The internal organs have been severely damaged. I'm afraid that it will only take a week at most. The organ bank has not been matched for a long time. If this continues, it may be..."
After a long silence, Yao Mingyue struggled to speak, but the feeling of powerlessness made her unable to even open the corners of her eyes.
"I understand."
The gentle and calm voice also came: "Have my physical examination report come out?"
"It's so soon, the first few results have come out. You and his many indicators are in line with each other, but you really want to..."
The doctor wanted to say something, but she interrupted him: "I know, you go out first."
The doctor could only sigh and leave.
In the ward, the long-haired woman stood in front of Xu Musen's bed and looked at his face for a long time.
"I...I can...ahhhh, I have the same blood type as him, I should be able..."
Yao Mingyue finally had the strength to struggle and spoke. In despair, she also remembered that they had a marriage examination before marriage, and their physical indicators were almost the same.
"Your health is not good, especially your heart."
The woman came to her bedside and looked at her calmly: "This is my private hospital. When you were unconscious, you also asked the doctor to check your body."
Yao Mingyue's words were choked in her throat. She showed a bitter expression and covered her simmering chest: "That's better than not having a choice. It's a bit bad...at least it can still be used, right?"
"He has damaged more than one organ. If you replace it with yours, you will be the one who dies."
The woman looked down at her. She seemed to always speak like this. No matter how happy and sad she was, her words would always be so calm and touching her heart.
Yao Mingyue covered her chest and looked at Xu Musen, who was leaning on the instrument to maintain her life on the hospital bed next to her. Tears shone out from the corners of her eyes.
"Anyway... I was born with my life, and I didn't live long. This is what I owe him..."
Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen, who was covered in intubation, and she bit her lip tightly. At this moment, she really regretted it.
But it's really too late.
The long-haired woman looked at her, but after a moment she shouted: "Are you finally willing to let him go?"
This sentence was particularly harsh for Yao Mingyue, as if she had uncovered the most painful scar in her heart, but at this moment she did not have the strength to refute.
"In the past, I always wanted everything, and I wanted everything to be completely in my own hands... But when I really realized that he was really going to leave... I realized that I actually couldn't keep anything..."
Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen in a coma on his side, as if it was on the rainy night many years ago. Her father was lying in a pool of blood covered in blood. She was also powerless and could only watch him leave.
The room was so solemn that the instrument could only be heard.
The long-haired woman looked at her silently, and then suddenly laughed for a long time: "You have already got enough compared to me."
The unwillingness and regret in her laughter were like an old friend who had been entangled with them for a long time.
But Yao Mingyue is very sure that she should have no interaction with her, and she doesn't know the woman in front of her who is impeccable in both appearance, figure and temperament.
Yao Mingyue couldn't help but ask, "Who are you?"
The long-haired woman was silent for a moment, her clear eyes flowed slightly, and she looked at Xu Musen on the hospital bed next to her: "A coward who has never dared to express her feelings."
The regret and admiration in her eyes were almost substantive.
Yao Mingyue opened her mouth: "You, when do you like him...?"
"Yao Mingyue, I envy you very much because you are her childhood sweetheart, so you have been justified from the beginning, at ease, and naturally with him, like him, and have his life... I have never had these."
She spoke slowly, but the conversation changed: "But what you really like in your heart is not him, but your childhood sweetheart, your safe harbor, and your spiritual support, but it is not him, Xu Musen."
"No..."
Yao Mingyue's face turned paler. These words seemed to tear apart the most vulnerable side of her heart, but they couldn't refute anything.
Her voice kept on: "So you are nothing great, but you are pitiful. Two people who have been together all the time, but their hearts have never really opened to each other.
The most familiar stranger, you are pitiful, and he is also pitiful. ”
The long-haired woman had a gentle tone, but every word was like a knife, as if she was venting her voice for Xu Musen.
Yao Mingyue was breathing heavily, but her chest was filled with muffled pain, and tears slowly fell. She bit her lips and looked at Xu Musen in a coma.
Poor...
"You asked me when I liked him, and I forgot..."
Her eyes also looked at Xu Musen, her clear eyes full of reminiscence: "Since the twelve-year-old summer night, I have been waiting for him for twenty-one years, and I have never even talked to him or met him once, but I have never fallen behind his life with you. I have witnessed his happy appearance, sad tears, and aggrieved collapse... and some of them are not even known to him. I, as a bystander, have all seen it in my heart, for a whole, twenty-one years."
Twenty-one years...
Almost spanning nearly one-third of a person's life, she just looked at him silently, waiting for him, but not daring to disturb him.
Yao Mingyue was silent. She seemed to be really, she had never seen Xu Musen cry or collapse...
He is always so gentle and always obedient to her, which makes her forget that he is also a human being, a living person who will be happy and angry.
"Yao Mingyue, do you really think that he doesn't know what you are thinking in your heart? Do you really think that he is so stupid, and you really can't see your scheming and trap at all?
He was just willing. ”
Yao Mingyue did not answer, only tears fell.
"So, I envy you very much, but I also pity you. You have been with him for more than 30 years, but you have never really understood each other.
Although I haven't really been with him for that day, I saw the most real and complete him.
He likes you the most, and I like him the most, but you don’t know what you like in your heart. In this regard, Yao Mingyue, you are nothing great. ”
Her words are gentle and every word is as heavy as gold. Her pride and likes do not have a trace of hesitation or a wince.
Quiet and generous, indulging in gentleness and passion.
Yao Mingyue’s biggest knot in her life is that she is worried that the little vixen will seduce Xu Musen, so once she knows that she dares to like Xu Musen, she will definitely fight back the little vixen with various means.
But at this moment, facing this woman who said in front of her that she even likes Xu Musen more than herself, she was so silent for the first time...
Yes, he was obviously so disappointed with her, but when the car accident came, he would still hold her in his arms as soon as possible.
He even gave her life, but he was always afraid that he would leave the scenes of the past. In her mind, the more beautiful the memories, the more heartache he felt.
Only tears slid down her cheeks, and her heartache was almost numb. She finally realized that it seemed that it was too late.
The ward door was pushed open and the doctor walked in with two documents.
"Miss, it's already out. You and Ms. Yao's organs are very suitable for this gentleman..."
The doctor had to say something, but the woman waved her hand and asked him to go out.
Yao Mingyue stared at the two documents in her hand: "You..."
She understood why the woman in front of her was doing an examination of organ matching.
But... it is obvious that to Xu Musen, she is just a stranger, right? Why can she do this for him?
The long-haired woman just looked at the document and looked at her calmly: "How do you choose? Do you want me to help you again?"
This calm gaze seems to be as important as life and death. Yao Mingyue really doesn't understand: "Why are you..."
"There is no reason. People will die in their lives. Perhaps from now on... I can finally stay in the deepest part of his body. From then on, every heartbeat of his heart is for me..."
The long-haired woman actually smiled at this moment. This smile made Yao Mingyue very familiar with the paranoid love that was so sick that it was in the bones.
She suddenly felt that they were really similar.
She looked at Xu Musen, who was lying on the hospital bed at this moment, and his life was passing by bit by bit. Yao Mingyue bit her lips and actually laughed out loud. She covered her chest.
Fortunately, my heart is still working.
"Don't think about it..."
Yao Mingyue reached out and snatched her physical examination report and organ donation book. The bloody smile on the corner of her mouth was so pathological, but so sincere.
"You have read something wrong. Maybe I really haven't learned how to love him, but I have never given up loving him. Even if I have to change it, I have to change it...
We are childhood sweethearts, old husband and wife, and his heartbeat can only be mine..."
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She stretched out her body with difficulty and stretched out her hand.
The long-haired woman was silent for a moment, but she pushed her hospital bed to Xu Musen.
Looking at Xu Musen who was unconscious in front of her, she stretched out her pale hand and gently stroked his cheek, as if she wanted to look at this look that had long been imprinted in her heart again, and she would also find him in the next life.
"I'm sorry... I've been wronged for so long. Please forgive me for taking my own initiative this time, but please let me give you some more and live the life you want..."
Yao Mingyue lay in front of him, her body trembling uncontrollably, and her heart could no longer withstand this blow, and her tears were almost shedding.
Picking up the pen and signing your name on the organ transplant book is like using all your strength.
"By the way, can you... tell me your name now? I don't want to die but I don't even know the name of my big rival."
Yao Mingyue squeezed out a relieved smile.
The long-haired woman was silent for a long time.
"An Nuannuan."
"An Nuannuan..."
Yao Mingyue said this name and finally smiled miserably.
She used her last bit of strength to lay tighter with Xu Musen, tears blurring her gaze, and her hands that touched Xu Musen's cheek gradually lost their strength.
Only a gentle murmur.
"Sorry...husband, if I really have a next life... I must not meet a bad guy like me. I will only bully you. Without me, you might meet a better girl..."
"Husband...Musen...I'm sorry, I love you..."
Her words were weak, and she was pressed against Xu Musen and was still in a coma.
Looking at the organ transplant book in my hand, and then looking at the person who was tightly attached.
An Nuannuan did not separate them. She was about to stand up, but she heard a slight cough and lowered her head.
Xu Musen, who had been unconscious, opened a little corner of his eyes at this moment...
Yao Mingyue's memories have gradually become blurred so far, she doesn't know what happened next.
"Didi, the patient's heart problems are serious and does not meet the transplant requirements...
The patient's internal organs suddenly bleed heavily, and if he did not undergo transplantation, there would be no chance! ”
In the noisy ward, the doctor's anxious voice came out.
In the end, I could only hear one sentence vaguely, gritting my teeth but with gentle words in my bones.
"Yao Mingyue! Remember, I'm not for you. When he gets done, I will definitely grab him back. If you don't have this life, I will definitely not be so timid again. I must keep him by my side, no matter what means..."
...
...
Zhengcheng, in the ward.
Yao Mingyue, who had been in a coma for two days, always blinked her eyelashes slightly.
Her face was pale and there was no sign of a healthy color. In just two days, she could see the thinness of her naked eyes, which was the rapid weakness of her spirit.
She seemed to have had a long dream.
Yao Mingyue is very familiar with it, as if the memories of the previous life are reappearing in her mind over and over again.
But these memories seemed to be blocked by her own, as if she didn't want to think of them. They would only loosen slightly when she experienced life and death. This memory seemed to stop at this moment.
These memories are already very blurred, but they are still like ice cones. It just makes her feel heartbroken and suffocated when she thinks about it.
"Didi..."
The electrocardiogram detector makes a fluctuating sound.
Liu Rushuang, who was about to call hot water to wipe her daughter's body, ran over immediately when she heard the sound.
At first glance, I saw that my daughter was shaking her eyelashes slightly, but tears were already rising from the corners of her eyes.
"Ming Yue!"
Liu Rushuang immediately came to the hospital bed and pressed the call button, holding her daughter's cold hand, and waiting nervously for her daughter to wake up.
Memory fragments stop.
Yao Mingyue finally slowly woke up. She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling in front of her... She couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality for a moment.
Are you dead? Or...
"Mingyue, Mingyue!"
Liu Rushuang called with tears in her eyes. Seeing her daughter's eyes unconscious for three days and finally opened her eyes, she burst into tears.
"Mom..."
Yao Mingyue's eyes gradually became clear. When she saw the person in front of her, her consciousness gradually became clear.
"That's great, you're finally OK. Mom is worried about you so much. Don't move. The doctor will come to see you right away!"
Liu Rushuang wiped her tears excitedly, and soon all the doctors and nurses came and began to check Yao Mingyue's situation.
"The patient is temporarily out of danger, but we still recommend choosing a treatment plan as soon as possible. Otherwise, if this happens next time, it's really possible."
The doctor explained to Liu Rushuang.
Yao Mingyue was stunned quietly, as if she had not yet come back to her senses from the dream just now.
"Mingyue, how do you feel? Are there any discomforts?"
After seeing the doctor off, Liu Rushuang looked at her daughter who was still in a daze and asked with distress.
Yao Mingyue came to her senses and looked at her mother's haggard cheeks and her swollen eyes crying. She shook her head: "Mom, I'm fine. I just...it seemed to have had a very long dream. I dreamed...I seem to be leaving..."
"Silly kid, it's all fake in your dreams. Don't say that, you're definitely fine."
Liu Rushuang heard the pain in her heart, and reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her daughter's eyes.
Yao Mingyue looked at the ceiling silently, the familiar ward... The memories that just emerged were also in her mind.
It turns out...is this the memory she never wanted to recall in her previous life?
But what does the last vague sentence mean? It seems that there are still memories that emerge, but they are stuck again. Could it be... did you not die in your previous life?
"Do not meet the requirements for heart transplant..."
If he is not dead, then Xu Musen... Yao Mingyue doesn't know whether this sentence is real memory or just auditory hallucination.
But if it is true, doesn’t it mean that you have no chance to save him in the end?
Yao Mingyue felt a tingling sensation in her head, and she covered her head in pain.
"Mingyue, what's wrong with you?"
Liu Rushuang became nervous again and was about to call a doctor immediately.
"Mom, I'm fine..."
Yao Mingyue held her mother's hand and couldn't recall it. She slowly let out a breath. Perhaps... only An Nuannuan knew what was going on in the end.
But... Yao Mingyue was breathing, but she felt so difficult for her heart. Calculate the time, it was really time to choose treatment.
In her previous life, she chose conservative treatment...although she saved her life.
But the heart has also reached a critical point of fragility.
Perhaps, in the last life, Xu Musen still didn't wait for her heart to help her.
Yao Mingyue felt a burst of self-blame and sourness in her heart. Does a person like her... even useless?
She bit her lip and made up her mind.
"Mom, I decided...I want to choose surgery."
Liu Rushuang's heart trembled. Although it was not the first time her daughter had made such a choice, she was still heartbroken: "Mingyue, this risk is too great. In fact, you can..."
"Mom, I've decided."
Yao Mingyue shook her head, and she showed a weak and firm smile: "My heart has long been full of holes, and after all, it's just a self-deception."
Yao Mingyue's heart is the same as hers.
In fact, the seams and patches are always covered with cracks. Such a heart is still pathological after all, and it will break when touched, let alone tolerate and love someone.
An Nuannuan's words echoed in her mind, and she took a deep breath.
"So, if I want to have him in the future... I have to completely break myself up and grow a complete heart again.
Otherwise, if we will never see each other's white hair in two lifetimes, then aren't we too pitiful? ”
Yao Mingyue smiled, her pair of phoenix eyes were tearful, but she was particularly dazzling at this moment, like a phoenix reborn as long as she was fire.
Liu Rushuang didn't know what the two lives meant in her daughter's mouth, but when she saw the light in her daughter's eyes at this moment, she finally just gently hugged her daughter in her arms.
"No matter what, mom will always be by your side..."
Yao Mingyue leaned against her mother's warm embrace, her eyes shining through the bright space outside the window, and seeing the sun shining.
But they didn't notice it at this moment.
At the door of the ward, a wheat-colored figure left quietly at this moment...
Now that I can see, those who are now must be the true fans of Xigou. This book has begun to end and is over soon. Of course, it will be a perfect ending. Don't worry, but it will still have a little reversal. Please look forward to it!
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(This chapter ends)