Chapter 127 The only regret
Ye Cangyan didn't show up for several days. Every night, He Qing could hear the wolf howl that shook the valley from outside Wolong Valley.
Although Menshan Mountain is already the habitat of various demon tribes, wolves are the largest group after all. A wolf howl can trigger countless wolf howls in response, high-pitched and loud, long and sad.
He Qing could generally feel Ye Cangyan's hesitation and annoyance through his howling, and he understood. Suguang was different. He couldn't bear it all night, so he signaled Qingniu to let out a deeper and more powerful moo.
The cry of the green bull was interspersed with the howling of the wolves. After you sing, I will appear on the stage. The "beating" went back and forth, which also caused the noise of the monsters in Menshan, so that the nights in Menshan these days have become It was very lively.
He Qing still dreams at night, and even if she meditates, she will still be haunted by nightmares. In the dream, it is the death experience again and again, repeating the cycle.
He Qing knew that this was Heaven's way of wearing away her will and reminding her to return to the "right path".
Of course, thanks to the wolf pack and the green bull fighting in the ring every night, the torture will not last long and they will be woken up after a while. However, the few minutes outside the dream were enough for He Qing to die two or three times in the dream.
Whenever He Qing was awakened, he would find Su Guang standing beside the bed. In the darkness, it was difficult to see his expression and he remained silent.
Two days later, maybe Ye Cangyan couldn't scream anymore, or maybe he was already annoyed by the noise. That night, the howling of wolves finally stopped, and He Qing also "smoothly" completed his eighteenth A journey to death.
When he woke up, he was still covered in cold sweat and exhausted. Su Guang still sat by the bed and looked at her silently.
He Qing lay on the bed and let out a long breath, and said weakly: "I'm so tired..."
Su Guang was quiet for a long time, and said quietly: "I searched your soul, but I couldn't find where it was going."
He Qing was not surprised by this. She had known for a long time that if Su Guang stayed with her all night, he would sooner or later discover something unusual about her. He Qing casually wiped the sweat from his forehead with his sleeves, and joked with a forced smile: "There are things you can't do, that's great."
Su Guang took He Qing's left hand and squeezed it gently: "Do you have anything to say to me?" His voice was very soft, and no emotion could be heard.
He Qing turned over and faced Su Guang and said, "No."
Sui Guang was silent for a moment, then let go of her hand, only to be held back.
He Qing asked: "Su Guang, do you like me?"
In the darkness, He Qing heard Su Guang sigh and say, "You've been asking this question lately."
He Qing smiled: "That day you said that Ye Cangyan would be threatened by you, not only because of his feelings, but also because of his selfishness. If you also had feelings and selfishness, would you also be threatened?"
Su Guang asked instead, "You want to ask, will I be threatened by others because of you?"
"Um."
"I will not be threatened by anyone." Su Guang answered this question quickly, and waved down his sleeves to light up the candles in the room, so that He Qing could clearly see the determination in his eyes: "Not even the way of heaven."
"..."
He Qing clearly saw the determination in Su Guang's eyes. It was not self-confidence, but the determination to rather be broken than to be ruined.
Su Guang was held hostage by the law of heaven for tens of thousands of years, but was abandoned after the dust settled. The goal of fighting the law of heaven has been integrated into his flesh and blood, and it has been his only belief in these long years.
He Qing looked back at him tenderly and said softly: "You are immortal, but my life is limited."
Su Guang's eyes softened, he stepped forward, gently held He Qing in his arms, and let her rest on his lap. While caressing her forehead, he said: "As long as I don't fall, I can always I will find you in your next life and every life."
As long as he does not return his divine power, Heaven will not be able to execute him. Even if he is sealed, those long times will be just a meaningless number to him.
And people will always be reincarnated. With the ability to trace back the light, even if she is trapped in the Santu River, the traceback can fish her out. It is natural to find her in every life. This is why Su Guang believes that he will never be threatened because of her. He Qing couldn't help but let out a series of low laughs, laughing until tears rolled down his face and quickly disappeared in his hair.
For a moment, He Qing wanted to tell Su Guang immediately that she would not have reincarnation, let alone an afterlife. In this way, would there be any surprises on Su Guang's always fearless and calm strategizing face? A different look.
But He Qing held back.
She didn't want Su Guang to be affected when the situation was about to be broken.
Tiandao must have never imagined that the mental torture it inflicted on He Qing with death every night would actually make He Qing's will stronger.
He Qing is afraid of death, but he is even more afraid of living like a puppet. Moreover, he still maintains a clear consciousness when being manipulated.
She can no longer return to her original world. If she compromises to the way of heaven, she must follow the route set by the way of heaven and live in confusion until the end of her life, just like everyone else in this world.
When she first came here, she regarded everyone as paper people. After meeting Su Guang, she was dissatisfied because Su Guang could not "honestly" be a paper person, which affected her survival plan.
But now, she is extremely grateful that there is a trace of light in this world.
It has nothing to do with the love between men and women, just because Suiguang is the only real and strong existence that can break the self-righteous destiny arrangement of heaven.
It’s inspiring to think about it.
The only regret in this is...
About……
Only she may never know whether Su Guang likes her or is possessive of her...
I’m really unwilling to give in. I can’t find out no matter how much I ask...
Thinking of this, He Qing rubbed his cheek on Su Guang's leg and said warmly: "Then you must really find me."
Su Guang held her face in his hands, lowered his head and placed a kiss on He Qing's brow: "Silly words."
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That night when the howling of wolves stopped, after dawn, Ye Cangyan was finally willing to talk to Su Guang again. This time, although He Qing still didn't want to come forward, Ye Cangyan no longer forced himself to talk to Sui Guangdan.
He Qing, on the other hand, clasped his hands and walked as if for a walk to the entrance where she and Sui Guang came.
According to the instructions given by Tiandao, it is today.
After today, Heaven will understand her attitude, and the countdown symbolizing the arrival of death will also begin.
Sure enough, after forcing the wild boar to play with him for a long time, He Qing heard a voice coming from outside the entrance——
"It's right in front. I've been here many years ago, so I can't go wrong." It was Yue Qingru.
Then Qi Guanrui's voice came again: "I heard that your father massacred the master sect back then and was hunted by the immortal sect for many years. Will he help us?"
Yue Qingru said: "It will definitely happen. Although my father does not associate with the Immortal Sect, he is not indiscriminately hostile to the Immortal Sect. Otherwise, I would not worship in Lingshan Mountain."
(End of chapter)