Chapter 93 He will die
Gu Chuan should be a role model for young entrepreneurs. Although he has a good background, he will never bully others. Even if he is extremely capable, he will often not do so when there are business meetings hosted by him. He made mistakes, but he was never complacent.
He is humble, gentle, calm and self-possessed, but now he has reduced himself to the dust, praying for a married woman to use him as a spice in the possibly boring married life.
This is crazy.
Gu Chuan also feels that he is a lunatic. It should be said that he has been crazy for a long time. His calmness now is just an illusion that he tried hard to disguise.
A long time ago, he knew that he needed Chu Yan, and he also knew that he could not stand Chu Yan being with other men, so he lost his mind. The moment he learned that Chu Yan and Shen Xing were married , he had such a strong impulse to kill.
It was Shen Xing who stole everything that belonged to him.
When he was still young, Shen Xing liked to take away the things he liked. He was told by adults that he was the elder brother and the face of the Gu family. He could not roll around on the ground like other children, so he could only remain silent.
And now, Shen Xing has stolen his love again. Unlike the cakes and desserts he had when he was a child, Chu Yan is his life. Without her, he will never be complete.
So much so that when Chu Yan was with other men, he unexpectedly gave up his dignity and just begged Chu Yan to look at him again.
Gu Chuan doesn't dare to be greedy now. As long as Chu Yan still remembers him and can occasionally think of him, it's enough. Whether it's something to kill time or a whim to find excitement outside of marriage, he is willing to do it.
Chu Yan only found it ridiculous. She had never heard of such a ridiculous thing. The man in front of her had become a complete stranger.
"Gu Chuan, I think you need to calm down. What you said will only make people feel ridiculous."
The corners of Gu Chuan's lips raised, and a pale face appeared. His smile only made him appear more vulnerable, "Yanyan, it doesn't matter if you don't accept it now, I will always wait for you."
The days ahead are so long, there will always be changes, especially especially In married life, when there are too many trivial matters like oil, rice, firewood and salt, the love once felt will disappear without a trace.
Time is always easy to kill many things. Who can guarantee that there will be no problems in the seventh year of their marriage?
Chu Yan didn’t know where Gu Chuan’s confidence came from. Everything in front of her seemed to be funny. She said, “I will never betray my marriage.”
Seeing Chu Yan pick up her bag and leave, Gu Chuan blurted out: "Yanyan, I believe that as long as we have more opportunities to get along, you will get back the feelings you once had for me."
Chu Yan stopped He made a move and raised his eyes to look at him. " Yanyan, you still loved me before you fell into the water and lost your memory.”
He had investigated and found that Chu Yan fell into the water at Lover's Lake, a place where they often dated during their student days. During that time, he broke up with her and she was in a very bad state. He didn't know that she would commit suicide by diving. .
After she lost her memory, the engagement ring he gave her was still there. If she didn't love him anymore, she would definitely not keep that ring.
Even though she lost her memory, she still remembered what he liked to eat in her subconscious.
All of this told him that she still loved him.
Chu Yan said: "I'm curious, what makes you think I still have feelings for you."
"The thing about you falling into the water..." "You don't think I am Is it because of you that you want to commit suicide by diving?"
Gu Chuan was interrupted by her and looked confused when he heard this.
“I went to Lover Lake because I wanted to say goodbye to the past and throw the ring you gave me into the water. But an accident happened at that time. I walked to the river and slipped and fell into the water. "Li." Chu Yan's face was expressionless, and there was no wave in her eyes. She was particularly cold, "You claim to know me, but don't you know that I am definitely not the kind of person who would give up my life for a man?"
After a long time, Gu Chuan said dullly: "Yanyan..."
"Yes, I remembered some things from the past not long ago." Chu Yan said clearly, word by word: "Especially about falling into the water, my memory is very clear."
" Then the memories we had..."
"Unfortunately, Mr. Gu, I only remember how I went to the hospital, how you broke up with me, and what happened when I fell into the water in Lover's Lake. , as for the good memories you mentioned of being with you, I don’t remember them at all.”
Chu Yan stood up, she seemed to be the one who was condescending, and could look at the withered man in front of her at any time. , "Maybe it's because those things are not important, so I will never think of them, but what I am sure of is that I stopped liking you a long time ago."
Gu Chuan Jingjing Sitting on the chair, he looked at her back with empty eyes. He wanted to catch her, but his fragile body hurt with every breath. He no longer had the strength to support his body to catch her, not wanting to miss it. people.
From the beginning, Gu Chuan comforted himself with the fact that Chu Yan just lost her memory and did not love him. Before she lost her memory, she must have loved him.
So he should be patient. As long as Chu Yan remembers the past a little bit, they can go back to the past.
So, he endured, suppressed, and restrained himself, giving himself little chance to appear in front of her. He would become the Gu Chuan he once was, the Gu Chuan she was most familiar with. They can find the happiness of the past in getting along again and again.
Then she will fall in love with herself again.
However, Chu Yan’s words destroyed all his self-confidence. She told him a fact so cruelly and coldly——
Even without the amnesia, she no longer loved him.
She still remembers how their child was given up, and how they broke up, but she does not remember, and it is impossible to remember the beauty of their seven years together.
With such a bang, his fragile world suddenly shattered and collapsed.
Special Assistant Zhang finally came over. He got out of the car in a hurry and walked over. Seeing that something was wrong with Gu Chuan, he asked carefully: "Mr. Gu, are you okay?"
The man's back was not straight, his figure was slumped, his head was lowered, and his black eyes were gradually shrouded in mist, and the ends of his eyes were red, as if blood would flow out at any time.
He did not respond and seemed to have lost the ability to perceive normal people.
With trembling hands, Special Assistant Zhang hurriedly sent a message to Mrs. Gu, [Madam, I think it is really necessary to hire a psychiatrist for Mr. Gu. 】
He had a strong feeling that Gu Chuan had lost the ability to save himself. If this continued...
He would die.