Chapter 371: Staying or not
“When it comes to falling in love, what kind of love are you talking about?”
“Are you trying to get me to enter the grave early?”
“I share everything. I don’t know whether the people in the live broadcast room are fans or black people now.”
Li Yang broke away from the slender white arms around his neck, moved the camera to the side, lit one, and said as if he was drunk: "Now I don't have to worry about anything every day. I can eat, drink, have fun and do whatever I want. I can have different beauties around me every day. When I'm bored, I can brag with my brothers in the live broadcast room. Isn't life cool enough?"
< br>He raised his glass of wine and brought it to the screen, saying: "Remember, we don't even talk about love with dogs!"
As he said that, he raised his head and drank it down in one gulp.
Next to her, Zhou Ziyu said nothing. When she was drunk, she tilted her head and stared at Li Yang quietly. She had the curiosity of a primary school student looking at a Mathematical Olympiad problem. Her beautiful eyes filled with water mist and drunkenness were even more... He was stunned, looking a little naive.
Just very quickly, when Li Yang put down the wine glass, he couldn't wait to hug him with his arms, and hugged her tightly. His thick and long eyelashes trembled, and he narrowed his eyes with an expression of enjoyment.
She seemed not to hear anything.
Li Yang withdrew his gaze, put it on the screen, and said to the audience who were urging them to go ashore: "Taking a step back, even if I want to get married, if you think about it carefully, which girl would be safe to have such contact with me every day? So many men of the opposite sex are together?”
“If you have money and good looks, why don’t you stay safe?”
Li Yang had already drank four or five bottles and said drunkenly: "It's just for fun. If we really get married, I don't know if I can accept it, let alone the woman."
"If you don't believe me, ask Tzuyu."
< br>Li Yang turned his head, just in time to take a puff of smoke, and showed a slutty smile, saying: "If it were you, you would definitely not worry about marrying a man like me, right?"
Zhou Ziyu looked up , staring at Li Yang blankly, as if his brain was turning on. Soon, he frowned slightly and said with some disgust: "Smoking is not good."
As he said that, he reached out and tried to He tried to extinguish it, but failed and was dodged.
"I hate it most in my life when others take care of me. No matter whether the starting point is for my own good or not, it will make me feel very uncomfortable." Li Yang raised his eyebrows and said.
Zhou Ziyu was still staring at him blankly. In the dimness, those dark eyes were extremely deep, like a black hole containing soul-stirring souls, but there was also a vague aura of danger.
Hmm.
Danger!
Li Yang is warning himself that he is in danger.
Inexplicably, Zhou Ziyu understood his thoughts.
When he regained consciousness, Li Yang had already returned to the live broadcast room.
The barrage scrolled rapidly, and there was a lot of curses.
“Born!”
“Shrimp head!”
“Speaking like that in front of Tzuyu is so condescending!”
Of course, Some people seemed to understand Li Yang's thoughts and couldn't help but feel a little surprised.
“Is it so fast this time?”
"No way, is the love line about to end before it even begins?"
"Life is really tiring for a moral scumbag. How many times have I endured this? If it were me, I would definitely have done nothing." I rushed forward without any scruples and felt relieved first, but I really admire Brother Yang’s endurance and mind. He knows what he needs very well.”
“This is not what we like about him. What’s the reason?”
“That’s right, although it’s a joke, it’s the founder who is affectionate but not sentimental. It’s rubbish to see one after another!”
“But... yes. You will live your whole life alone!”
The barrage exchanges continued.
The new audience hates it.
Old viewers have long been calm about this.
Fashionable but not obscene.
This is why the audience likes Li Yang.
It’s not like no one has imitated Li Yang’s live broadcast style before, and some of them broadcast content that is very exciting, but they seem to have forgotten that relationships are sad, love is poison, and it’s hard to calm down the beauty of pink.
Most of them were buried under the skirt of the pink beauty, which also made Li Yang, who was not touching his body, even more dazzling.
A pair of dark eyes reflected the rapidly rolling barrage. Li Yang, who had taken in everything, had a calm face. Soon, a hand under the table 'accidentally' placed on his beautiful leg and touched it a little. Touching it, it feels cool, smooth and tender, as if you are caressing the white jade.
His hand moved upward, but there was still no response
He pressed his palm firmly and rubbed it slowly
The dark and rough big hand went up along the white and tender legs, He touched the hem of his clothes and stopped at the door. But he finally pulled away.
“Ah, are you a fool?”
Li Yang turned his head to look at Zhou Ziyu, complaining angrily, as if he was dissatisfied that she didn’t even react to such an obscene move, and then Like annoyance after some plan failed.
Zhou Ziyu's eyes were dull, but soon, he sniffed and showed a somewhat aggrieved expression, "Why did you suddenly scold me?"
"Aren't you stupid?"< br>
Li Yang laughed and said: "You are not stupid, how can you like a scum like me?"
He said it half-jokingly in front of millions of people in the live broadcast room.
However, only two people know the specific meaning.
"I'm not stupid, I'm smart!"
In the bar, between the shadows and the light, the drunkenness in a pair of beautiful eyes slowly dissipated, revealing a certain determination. determination.
"So I said you were stupid for trying to do something you knew you couldn't do." Li Yang shook his head, as if he felt sorry for her.
“How can you know whether it will work or not even if you don’t do it?”
Zhou Ziyu whispered slowly, then raised his eyes to Li Yang and said softly: “Didn’t you also say Have you ever, people will always change."
"But it may also become more rubbish, right?"
Li Yang shook his head speechlessly and said: "It's hard to change. It’s so easy to get worse.”
As he said that, he reached out to pour the wine.
Before he finished speaking, a determined voice came from the side.
"You are not that kind of person."
Li Yang froze slightly, then, without even looking at her, he held the wine glass and said mockingly: "Why do you think I Not that kind of person?"
After saying that, he paused and said, "Or, why do you think you can change my mind? He raised his head and drank the glass in one gulp, then stood up and walked to the waiter, "Pay the bill!"
Zhou Ziyu was left sitting quietly alone.
Not long after.
“That’s it for today’s live broadcast, see you next time!” As Li Yang said goodbye, the live broadcast room instantly went dark.
The streets are busy, and the evening breeze is beginning to bring a hint of coolness.
The two of them stood on the street corner, waiting for Su Yu to drive over.
Zhou Ziyu tilted her head slightly and looked at Li Yang, her eyes full of curiosity.
She found that the moment the camera was turned off, Li Yang's whole temperament changed, becoming silent, even a little negative, as if all the energy was drained away by the live broadcast, leaving only a body Just skin.
While thinking about it, I found Li Yang looking over.
The night wind seemed to get stronger, ruffling his hair and blowing his tired eyes, and then slowly revealed a chuckle.
"You don't seem as stupid as you look?"
She understood.
She understands very well
Li Yang can understand the meaning of her words.
“I have always said that I am very smart.”
Zhou Ziyu rolled his eyes at Li Yang with some annoyance, and said with a little dissatisfaction: "You keep saying that I am stupid."
"Then I may have to completely change my mind today." Li Yang smiled. , smiled and nodded.
He has said everything that needs to be said.
I believe Zhou Ziyu can understand it too.
So he has no burden.
“The weather is rare, it has not been so cool and refreshing for a long time.”
Li Yang suggested: “How about a walk?”
Zhou Ziyu looked at the passers-by. In the bustling and bustling street, he hesitated for a moment, and then nodded again, "Okay!"
The two were walking on the street. Really just taking a walk.
Li Yang looked at the night street scene and looked up at the night sky from time to time. The weather was very good today. The stars dotted the night like shining diamonds. A bright moon shone in the sky, pouring soft and clear light.
Zhou Ziyu was staring at his side face, her lips pursed, as if she wanted to say something, but every time she opened her mouth, no sound came out.
The two of them walked like this, walking a long way, walking out of the lively road, and walking to a somewhat deserted street.
“Puch!”
Zhou Ziyu suddenly smiled.
"Why are you laughing?" Li Yang looked over curiously.
“No, it’s nothing.”
Zhou Ziyu shook his head slowly and explained with a suppressed smile: “I just suddenly thought of what you told me. In fact, no one will pay attention to me. I didn’t believe it, but now I believe it.”
As he spoke, he felt amused: “No one really recognized me.”
“Working during the day takes up most of the time, and I sleep at night. After being ignited, there is no consciousness, so most people can only feel that the body belongs to them, only during the period before going to bed at night. ”
Li Yang said with a smile: "So everyone cherishes this time and is busy doing things that interest them. Naturally, they will not waste energy observing the surroundings."
As he said that, he looked back at the bustling period. The streets are full of shadows of his past, and he sighed with emotion: "When I was in college, I always yearned for a leisurely and beautiful life. But after I entered reality, I realized that I really couldn't control my life."
"Well, that makes sense."
Zhou Ziyu nodded, and then said with admiration in his eyes: "You know so much."
"Uh?"< br>
Li Yang stared at her blankly for two seconds, and said angrily: "Next time, remember, don't praise if you really can't think of anything, it will make people very embarrassed."
"Ah, okay! ”
Zhou Ziyu nodded obediently.
"People are almost here, just wait here?" Li Yang said while looking at the messages on his phone.
“Yeah.”
Zhou Ziyu nodded slightly, looking sideways at Li Yang with a pair of beautiful eyes, but hesitated to speak.
Finally
Looking at the familiar car silhouette looming in the distance, she couldn't help but said: "You asked me at the bar why I should change you?"
"What's going on inside is Right."
Li Yang was startled for a moment, then nodded thoughtfully.
"Is sincerity enough?"
As Zhou Ziyu said, he thought to himself: "It should be enough, right?"
As soon as the words fell, Li Yang smiled. Laughing, he didn't answer, but seemed a little speechless.
“Why are you laughing?”
Zhou Ziyu’s eyebrows were thick and she asked with some dissatisfaction: “Is this funny?”
It took her enough courage to speak.
“No, it’s nothing.”
Li Yang’s smile grew stronger, he took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth, but it was suddenly taken away.
"Give it back to me."
Li Yang's smile faded and he stretched out his palm, his eyes dark and deep, very calm.
“Smoking is not good, it is bad for your health.” Zhou Ziyu was a little unusually insistent.
"I said, I don't like others to restrain me."
Li Yang did not insist, but took out another cigarette and lit it, and the scarlet fire lit up in the dark night When it lit up, a trail of green smoke spread out, and he smiled and said: "Besides, it has been an old habit for more than ten years. So what if you snatch one away? Can you continue to snatch it away?"
" I can help you quit smoking." Zhou Ziyu said softly, but with some judgment.
"How to quit?" Li Yang smiled, a little playfully, as if he was laughing at her innocence.
Zhou Ziyu took a step forward and kissed her.
This time, Li Yang did not hide and allowed her to kiss him.
The lips are very soft, and the pleasant fragrance is mixed with some alcohol, which combined with the night light stimulates the instinctive hormones.
After the kiss, Zhou Ziyu's face turned red, but he said firmly: "Is this useful?"
Li Yang just smiled playfully and did not answer, but said again Take a puff.
“Can’t you?”
Zhou Ziyu’s eyes were filled with mist, as if there was some grievance and unwillingness.
She knew very well that the two people were not actually talking about cigarettes.
He did not answer, but his actions had already provided the answer.
She was unwilling to give in.
Very unwilling.
She felt it shouldn't be like this.
"If you know me well, you should know my character very well. I will not refuse to throw myself into my arms, but forget about feelings."
Li Yang is a little funny Said: "Although this may be a bit funny to say, I am a very strange person in terms of emotions. I will not fall in love with others easily, let alone a girl I have only met less than five times in total. Even if you It's Zhou Ziyu, too."
"Tonight's live broadcast went smoothly. I'm very grateful. Don't think about feelings or anything. I can just relax and prepare for the next live broadcast."
< br>Li Yang glanced at the BMW parked on the side of the road and said with a smile: "Let's go, I'll take you back first."
His smile was bright and soft, with a hint of boyishness, As always, it gives people a sense of closeness like a spring breeze, but now it is mixed with a sense of indifference and distance.
Zhou Ziyu looked at him and suddenly felt a little regretful.
She felt that she was impulsive and revealed her thoughts too early, so she should hide them for a while.
But now, it seems it's too late to say anything.
It’s just.
“You haven’t answered my question yet.”
As he was about to open the car door, Zhou Ziyu couldn’t help but ask.
She knew she had failed this time.
But I still want to hear the answer with my own ears.
"Sincerity?"
Li Yang seemed to be sure, and then smiled, with a smile that was a little mocking and a little sighing, and said: "Sincerity, in this society, sincerity no matter what it is paired with. They are all fools, but sincerity alone is worthless."
When the words fell, Zhou Ziyu's pupils trembled slightly.
The silver-gray BMW was speeding by, and the scenes on both sides of the street continued to pass by like a stream of light.
Zhou Ziyu watched all this quietly, wondering, in a daze, and thinking.
She seemed to understand, but she didn't seem to understand, as if she was in contact with a fog, hazy but unreal, but she had a vague premonition that behind the fog should be the real answer.
Of course, she will not give up easily, not for this first heartbeat at the age of twenty-two.
Half an hour later, downstairs of Twice dormitory.
"Looking forward to meeting next time." Beside the car, Li Yang said goodbye with a smile, as if nothing had happened.
Zhou Ziyu pursed her lips and hesitated to speak, but in the end she just nodded and said: "Well, okay!"
"Goodbye!" Li Yang smiled and waved, the BMW started and gradually disappeared. In the field of vision, Zhou Ziyu withdrew his somewhat sad and complicated gaze.
“It’s not that we only met a few times.”
“I’m not a woman who falls in love with others so casually as you think.”
“It’s just you. You have seen me less often, but I have seen you countless times in places you don’t know.”
The evening wind was stronger, blowing the ends of my hair, and the bright street lights dispersed the fog of the night. Illuminating the way forward, along with a series of unspoken murmurs of thoughts, a beautiful figure full of thoughts walked into the corridor of the unit.
The breeze was calm and the years were quiet. Zhou Ziyu walked upwards, with doubts, tangles and hesitation in his eyes, but he never wavered.
Gradually, the red lips curved.
You are warning me that you are in danger, but you don’t know that you are facing someone who understands you very well!
(End of this chapter)