Chapter 383 Funeral
On the night after the recording, Jin Qixuan held a meeting with the post-production team to discuss the editing direction and take a look at the material.
“For the part where he is pulling the cart, give him a Saint Seiya picture with the text ‘Little Universe Explodes’...”
"Here, when the two met for the first time, the color of the picture was adjusted to a warm pink, and some pink bubbles were added..."
"In this paragraph, when he was explaining the benefits of vegetables to Jessi, Add a green prairie behind him and the text 'Health Missionary'"
"And in this paragraph, when he said that he was not picky about food, insert a flashback clip, such as the initial period of RM. When a group of people eat to measure their weight, he doesn’t eat fried food, he doesn’t eat fried pork chops in the CP special with Hong Jin Young, he eats the healthiest Jjajangmyeon scene in the Jjajangmyeon special, etc..."
"And here, when Jessi said her ideal type, from Won Bin to Hyun Er, forget that the senior is already in love with Sun Xianer, then she would choose from Won Bin, Jo In Sung, Gong Yoo and then Kim Soo Hyun, and give her a P in the back The formal photos of these four people are accompanied by the text 'Jessi's Ideal Model of All Time'"
"There is also this scene where Lee Kwang-soo catches the doll, just like Dong-gu catches the doll in "My First Class Brother". A flashback is inserted in that paragraph, and the movie is a movie with subtitles at the end. The reality is reality. "
"When I was doing the post-production, I tried to make my uncle a cute, naive, silly, and straight man. Cut up, Jessi went up to the chic, straightforward, domineering, and charming persona, trying to create as much contrast as possible.”
"And..."
Listening to Jin Qixuan's many requests, everyone in the post-production team took note of them.
At the same time, they also had to admire Jin Qixuan's imagination.
How could he come up with so many fancy editing plans for a seemingly ordinary scene?
And, inexplicably, they still think it’s quite suitable?
In fact, these post-production teams and the shooting team were all put together temporarily.
To form a fixed team, it still depends on the response after the show is broadcast.
If it is still possible, then it is necessary to continue, and then naturally a fixed team will be formed.
However, judging from the current materials, the quality of this variety show is quite good, and it is no less than or even better than those variety shows on TV stations.
After all, TV station variety shows have a lot of restrictions on guests and MCs.
Unlike this variety show, there are no taboos at all. You can say anything, make any jokes, and speculate on any CP.
The only regret is that this variety show cannot be a star and can only be broadcast online.
However, Jin Qixuan didn't care.
To be honest, this show is just for fun for Kim Qixuan, and the same is true for Kim Jong Kook.
After the post-production plan was roughly finalized, Jin Qixuan asked them to make a rough cut first. He wanted to see the effect first. If he was not satisfied with anything, he could let the post-production team modify it.
As for release channels, in addition to YouTube, Jin Qixuan also plans to cooperate with small domestic websites.
As the leading two-dimensional video website in China, Xiaopozhan has developed quite rapidly in recent years, and even has the potential to become the number one video website in China.
Moreover, after years of development, traffic diversion, and expansion, Xiaopozhan has long since taken off its label as a two-dimensional website and has become a multicultural community with more than 7,000 interest circles.
The more than 7,000 interest circles naturally include Korean entertainment, as well as fans of RM, Kim Jong Kook and other members of RM.
Even when RM was the most popular, RM’s videos alone could get hundreds of millions of views.
It can be seen that domestic audiences still like foreign variety shows.
Of course, this is also because domestic variety shows are not interesting.
Moreover, the users of Broken Site are very active, tolerant and sticky.
As long as the video is of high quality and creative, you can gain attention in a very short time.
Things like "Don't Laugh Challenge", "Famous Social Death Scenes", "Famous Embarrassing Scenes", etc. all became popular from here.
The most important point is that the audience of broken websites likes to "play jokes" and "create memes" very much.
After the meeting, it was already midnight.
Seeing this, Jin Qixuan treated everyone to a barbecue as a midnight snack.
He himself did not go because he had to attend the Qinglong Awards Ceremony tomorrow and was afraid of having a swollen face.
However, things backfired.
When he got home, he found that the bed was stirring, and there were bursts of sobbing coming from inside.
Seeing this, Jin Qixuan opened the bed in confusion.
I saw that the pillow had already been soaked with Li Zhien's tears.
In the past, her big, watery eyes were now red and swollen.
Jin Qixuan immediately panicked and quickly got into bed and hugged her into his arms. While patting her trembling back gently, he asked softly:
"What happened? ”
Li Zhien didn't speak, but hugged his waist tightly with her hands, buried her head in his chest, and kept sobbing.
Jin Qixuan didn't say anything more and hugged her quietly, giving her a sense of security.
I don’t know how long it took, but Li Zhien’s crying gradually stopped and turned into soft sobs.
She raised her head, looked at Jin Qixuan with tearful eyes, and choked with sobs:
"Shirley, Shirley, she..."
Hearing this, Jin Qixuan was stunned.
Cui Xueli?
What happened to her?
Could it be...
Seeing Li Zhien's appearance, and thinking of what the fortune teller said before, Jin Qixuan felt a strong sense of uneasiness in his heart.
"Shirley committed suicide..."
"Huh? How could this happen?"
Jin Qixuan exclaimed, his eyes widened, and then he quickly took out his mobile phone.
He has been working all day today and has no time to read news on the Internet.
When I opened the web page, I saw news about Cui Xueli’s death everywhere.
"The well-known female artist Cui Xueli was found dead at home by her manager at the age of 25."
"The police confirmed that Cui Xueli hanged herself in her home."
"From the left at the scene From the records, it can be confirmed that she suffered from severe depression during her lifetime.”
"The old man has left on a yellow crane. The police are considering the pain of the deceased and will try not to disclose the cause of his death. I hope everyone will stop spreading rumors and publishing malicious and speculative articles."
"..."
As expected, just left like that?
Jin Qixuan had mixed feelings in his heart, which was very unpleasant.
He didn’t have much contact with Cui Xueli, and he could count the number of times he met her on two hands.
The last time we met recently was at Li Zhien’s official concert.
In fact, Jin Qixuan noticed something was wrong with Cui Xueli very early on.
Her eyes were empty, confused, and unfocused.
The whole person seemed to be bound by something, even his soul was imprisoned.
It was depressing and painful.
Obviously he is only in his early twenties, but his eyes have lost the light that should belong to this age.
However, it was hard for him to say anything.
After all, the two of them were not familiar with each other.
Later, Jin Qixuan also heard Li Zhien mention something about Cui Shirley.
Said she had suffered from severe depression since she was a child and had attempted suicide many times by cutting her wrists.
However, he never expected that this girl failed to defeat her inner demons in the end and chose to leave this world.
For patients with depression.
Day and night are completely two worlds.
Sometimes, many small things that are insignificant in the eyes of ordinary people will become the last straw for them.
However, compared to the shock of Cui Xueli's death, Jin Qixuan was more worried about Li Zhien's condition.
She is a very empathetic person.
After learning the news of her friend's death, it might bring back bad memories of her past.
After all, she has also experienced blackmail on the Internet, and has been abused, cursed, and even personally threatened by countless netizens.
That period was the darkest moment in Li Zhien's life.
Every day when I open my eyes, I see overwhelming abuse and curses.
The whole person seemed to be submerged in the deep sea, surrounded by the cold and biting sea water, which was suffocating.
It took her a long time to get out of that shadow.
Now, she suddenly learned that her friend had committed suicide due to depression. How could she not be sad?
Looking at the trembling body in his arms, Jin Qixuan felt heartbroken.
But he didn't know how to comfort her.
If you talk too much, you are afraid of arousing her sadness.
If you say too little, you are afraid that she will feel that you don't care about her feelings.
“I’m fine, I just feel a little uncomfortable.”
Li Zhien wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, forced a smile, and said:
"Sulli and I knew each other relatively early, and I felt a little sad when I saw her leaving like this."
"Alas, I didn't expect that the last guest at Hotel Del Luna would be Shirley."
It would be better if Jin Qixuan didn't speak.
As soon as he said this, Li Zhien, who had just barely stopped crying, now gradually became misty again.
Seeing this, Jin Qixuan wished he could slap himself in the mouth.
What are these words?
Which pot should not be opened?
Seeing that Li Zhien was showing signs of crying again, Jin Qixuan was so frightened that he quickly changed the subject and said:
"Well, we are going to attend the Blue Dragon Award Ceremony tomorrow. You are crying so much that you can't be on camera."
"You don't want reporters to take pictures of you like this, right? When the time comes, point out Maybe another messy report will be written.”
“Kim Qixuan cheated, IU’s eyes turned into walnuts...”
"Then I won't attend. I'm going to attend Shirley's funeral." Li Zhien interrupted Jin Qixuan's words, raised his head stubbornly, and looked at him seriously.
Seeing Li Zhien's determined eyes, Jin Qixuan knew that he could not persuade her.
This woman looks soft and weak, but once she decides on something, even nine cows can't pull her back.
However, he did not intend to persuade.
After all, life is nothing more than what is on the outside.
It would be strange if Li Zhien really ignored Cui Xueli.
"If you want to go, I will go with you."
"But, you..."
Hearing this, Li Zhien hesitated.
She is a nominee for Best Female Newcomer. Whether she attends or not, it doesn't matter.
But Jin Qixuan was nominated for Best Actor, and this is also related to the controversy surrounding his two previous Best Actor awards.
"It doesn't matter, it's just a little fame and fortune. Compared to that, I care more about your physical condition."
"What's more, the Blue Dragon Award is not limited to this one. Even if you miss this one, there will be opportunities in the future. ”
“Actually, when I was engaged and horoscoped, the fortune teller said that your fortune would be turbulent and your health and mood would fluctuate significantly this year. I never paid attention to it. ”
"Now it seems that this must be the case."
"However, speaking of health ups and downs...Have you had morning sickness recently? Could it be...that you were overly sad and had a miscarriage?"
< br>Listening to Jin Qixuan’s casual thoughts, the haze in Li Zhien’s heart also dissipated a lot. He pouted his little mouth and muttered:
"What nonsense are you talking about? I'm not pregnant."
Hearing this, Jin Qixuan touched her belly suspiciously and said:
"No? I remember you said you wanted to be pregnant a few days ago. Are you eating something sour?”
"That's just a thought, not really eaten."
"No, I'd better take you to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow, so that I can rest assured."
"..."
Li Zhien was speechless for a while.
I just wanted to eat something sour, why did it seem like it was going to kill me when it came into this guy’s mouth?
Besides, what are all the hospital examinations?
She is in good health and doesn't need to go to the hospital!
“It’s better to go and have a look, to be prepared. When you were filming “My Uncle” last year, didn’t you also suffer from mild depression?”
“Although your condition has recovered a lot now , in case there is an incubation period, it is safer to check.”
Hearing Jin Qixuan's words, Li Zhien's eyes turned red again.
The man in front of me always gives me endless tenderness and support when I need it most.
If you have a husband like this, what more can your wife ask for?
But she suddenly changed her mind.
If Shirley had a perfect boyfriend like Jin Qixuan to accompany and support her, would the ending be different?
Li Zhien doesn’t know the answer.
Because there are no ifs in this world.
Only results!
Thinking of this, the sadness that had dissipated came to my heart again.
Seeing Li Zhien's face turn melancholy again, Jin Qixuan knew that she had got into trouble again.
However, he did not interrupt her, but just stayed with her quietly.
Sometimes, just staying with someone like this can heal people's hearts more than comforting them.
……
The next day.
Cui Shirley's funeral was held at five o'clock in the afternoon, so in the morning Jin Qixuan took Li Zhien to the hospital for examination.
"Doctor nim, she suffered from mild depression last year. Today she learned that her friend committed suicide due to depression, and she was a little excited. Look at her redness and swelling..."
Jin Qixuan took off her hand. Wearing sunglasses, he said: "Do I need any examination? We are all fasting now."
The doctor is a middle-aged woman in her forties who looks very kind.
Jin Qixuan found her through his uncle Jin Jongmin's relationship, which saved her from a series of tedious things such as making an appointment and queuing up. She can be seen as soon as she comes.
After listening to Jin Qixuan’s story, the doctor nodded slightly, then looked at Li Zhien and asked:
“Have you had any symptoms of insomnia and dreaminess recently?”
"Yes."
Li Zhien nodded.
“When eating, do you feel a loss of appetite or overeating?”
"It didn't happen before, but it might happen in the future."
Li Zhien is quite clear about his situation.
“Okay, let’s do a psychological CT first.”
Psychological CT refers to determining whether a person has psychological diseases through human-computer (computer) dialogue.
During the test, the subjects answer questions. Each answer to each question corresponds to a different score. The scores corresponding to the answers to more than 500 questions of the subject are accumulated to obtain the subject. psychological score.
The doctor then makes a diagnosis based on a world-recognized psychological scale.
After a while, Li Zhien finished answering the questions, and Jin Qixuan couldn't wait to ask:
"Doctor, how is she? Is the problem serious?"
"Judging from the results, her condition is not very serious. Serious, just mild depression and anxiety. However, you should not take it lightly. Pay more attention to her mood changes and provide timely guidance. ”
"I will."
......
When I came out of the hospital, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon.
There was still some time before five o'clock, so Jin Qixuan took Li Zhien to have dinner first.
However, Li Zhien obviously had no appetite, so he simply took a few bites and then put down his chopsticks.
“Not to your liking?”
Jin Qixuan frowned slightly when he saw this.
"It's not unpalatable, it's just that I feel so congested that I can't eat it."
Li Zhien shook his head gently, with a forced smile on his face.
Looking at her haggard appearance, Jin Qixuan felt distressed.
He knew that Li Zhien was thinking of Cui Xueli again.
"The dead are gone, but so are the living. I don't think Shirley would want you to hurt yourself because of her, right?"
"I understand the truth, but I still feel uncomfortable."
"Alas..."
Five o'clock in the afternoon.
Cui Xueli's funeral was held on time.
Although she has quit f(x), a skinny camel is bigger than a horse.
Coupled with the fame she has accumulated before and the operation of SM.
At this moment, the front of the funeral home was already crowded with fans who came to express their condolences.
They all wore plain clothes and lined up to express their condolences quietly and orderly.
Li Zhien also met many acquaintances.
Lim Yoona, Kim Hyoyeon, the leader of f(x), Jung Soo Jung, Park Sun Ryeon, etc...
Even Choi Ja, who had not been seen for a long time, also appeared at the funeral.
However, throughout the funeral process.
Cui Xueli's family members except her brother cried until he fainted.
Her parents acted very calmly, with no trace of sadness on their faces.
As if the person who died was just an insignificant person.
Seeing this scene, Li Zhien's already depressed mood became even more uncomfortable.
She finally understood why Cui Xueli fell in love with Cui Zi so much without hesitation, and even broke up with her parents for him.
Because, she couldn't feel the slightest love from her parents!
However, what surprised Jin Qixuan was that Li Zhien didn't shed a single tear, but was in a very low mood.
Jin Qixuan originally thought that she wanted to cry but had no tears, but he found out later when he asked.
She said that she didn’t want Cui Xueli to see her fragile appearance.
In that case, she should be very sad.
(End of this chapter)