Chapter 109 Secretly made up his mind
In fact, even Cui Xiu herself didn’t know why, she was so sure that the sixth prince would not be the fifth prince. Maybe it was because they were really connected by blood, and Xiao Liu could sense her. uneasiness.
Xiaoliu was still so young, but he wanted to smooth away the tears on her face. At an age where even Izuku couldn't control it, he was able to firmly raise his little hand and touch her. .
Cui Xiu sobbed twice and then calmed down. There was an inexplicable power in her heart. This power seemed to take her to see things many years later and the ending of this life.
She stood in the main hall and looked at the figure in the dragon robe. The figure turned his back to Wan Chen and worshiped. He just gently raised his sleeves and waved. When he turned around, he had a light expression on his face. Smile and look at her.
Cui Xiu knew that this person must be her Xiaoliu, because that face looked so much like Li Qun, and similarly, it also looked a lot like her.
Such a scene is as if it is destined, as if it is the destiny set by the gods. She can already see the ending of this life.
Cui Xiu dreamed of a golden dragon entering her dream more than once. She saw the sixth prince Li Ruoheng wearing a dragon robe and smiling at her. She was very pleased. She was really pleased.
But she was also a little worried, worried about whether her Xiaoliu really wanted to sit on the throne, and whether he sat on the throne to satisfy her wish.
Whenever Cui Xiu sees that smiling face in her dream, she always feels that maybe her Xiaoliu is willing.
All thoughts were wandering in Cui Xiu's mind, and she felt more confused than ever before, because she could see the road in the distance, but she couldn't see clearly the road under her feet. There were many things she could control.
But those things that can be controlled by her are not what she cares about, but what she cares about, she cannot control.
Because what she cares about is people, her son, her Xiaoliu.
She has resentment in her heart, she wants revenge on those who failed her, she wants her family to live well, and she wants the Dog Emperor to die.
She admitted that she was not strong enough, because people who are strong enough already feel calm in their hearts.
But she told herself that since she lived a second time, she would be strong, and she would try her best to be strong, and being strong was not something that happened casually.
She has to be ruthless and thick-skinned.
She must keep the code of conduct in her previous life, completely abandon those old things, and no longer have any hope for the emperor. All her hopes can only come from herself.
Here, the only one who can save her is herself.
She will learn to be calm and learn to let go. There may be many things that she cannot let go in her life, so let those things that cannot be let go be wiped out.
"He'er?"
"He'er, are you okay?" Seeing Cui Xiu's head lowered, Concubine Yun Gui asked worriedly. Cui Xiu heard Concubine Yun's voice and she slowly Slowly raised his eyes.
Cui Xiu then raised his hand to press the remaining tears from the corner of his eyes, and then said to Xiaoliu: "Nianniang is okay, Xiaoliu is good."
Cui Xiu said, raising his head He raised his hand and gently touched the Sixth Prince's little face. There was a warm smile on the Sixth Prince's face. He seemed to like Cui Xiu very much.
Cui Xiu had just finished speaking to Xiao Liu when she looked at Concubine Yun. Her somewhat red eyes narrowed and she showed a calm smile and said: "It's okay, Sister Yun. .”
"I just thought of something, and I felt a little nervous all of a sudden."
Cui Xiu had no intention of pretending to be strong in front of Concubine Yun Gui, because since she sent Xiao Liu to Concubine Yun Gui, she had no intention of being strong. Concubine Yun's trust has exceeded that of many people.
Cui Xiu knew that the only concubine she could trust in this palace was Concubine Yun.
When she first entered the Prince's Mansion, Sister Yun tried her best to come see her, talk to her about some things, and also wanted to help her make plans to help her leave Kyoto City.
Because of the help Sister Yun had given her without asking for anything in return over the years, Cui Xiu knew in her heart that Sister Yun treated her sincerely.
After Concubine Yun heard Cui Xiu's words, the heavy and worried expression on her face softened slightly. Her eyes never left Cui Xiu, and there was always an unspeakable sigh in her eyes. "If you stay in this palace for a long time, you will inevitably become depressed."
"After all, the walls of this palace are high and deep, and everyone inside and outside has their own ideas."
"The people inside want to get out, and the people outside want to come in."
"There are many lives suppressed, in this palace,"
As Concubine Yun spoke, the emotion on her face became desolate, she sighed softly, and a helpless smile appeared on her lips from time to time, saying: "It's not sunny."
"It's not sunny at all. "
Cui Xiu and Yun Guifei both have their own concerns. Although they have not revealed it, they can talk about it, because their troubles are ultimately due to them being trapped in the palace wall. within.
Whether they are actively trapped or passively trapped, in short, the loneliness and bitterness in the hearts of trapped people are bound to be inevitable.
As soon as Concubine Yun said these words, the fifth prince, who was sleeping soundly in the arms of the spring breeze, was awakened by the sound, and the howling sound suddenly started.
The things that had been brewing just now were all muddled by the fifth prince's loud cry.
Concubine Yun's eyes shifted to the fifth prince, and a helpless smile appeared on her face, saying: "He is free and at ease."
Cui Xiu heard that Concubine Yun If so, she also glanced at the fifth prince, then turned her eyes to Concubine Yun and said:
"This child has always been like this."
"Too lazy to care. Him.”
Cui Xiu said, with a questioning look in her eyes, she looked at Concubine Yun and said:
"Sister Yun."
"If one day we can leave here, do you want to Where to go? "
Cui Xiu thought, in the future, when the sixth prince ascends the throne, Sister Yun will be the queen mother. She can be a concubine at least. If they are still alive at that time, they will naturally leave the palace. of.
She will not interfere in the child's harem like she did in the previous life. They can take care of the child's affairs themselves and do whatever they like.
They are responsible for both the good and the bad, and the older generation cannot control it.
Besides, even if she wants to control things in this life, she doesn’t have the power anymore. The Queen Mother in this life is destined to not be her.
"If possible, let's leave Kyoto City first."
When Concubine Yun heard Cui Xiu's question, she did not hesitate, but she also did not think about where to go. I simply said it first.
As long as you can leave Kyoto City safely, there is no place in the world that you cannot call home?
"Okay, when the time is right, we will leave Kyoto City."
"Go to a place where no one will disturb you."
Cui Xiu has already thought about things at that time, Concubine Yun Gui When she heard Cui Xiu's words, her eyes trembled and a smile appeared on her face.
“It’s just like you said.”
Leave the city of Kyoto, leave this place full of wine, sex, wealth, and intertwined interests, and go to a paradise where no one will disturb you.