Chapter 146 They've been here before
Facing Song Qinian's curious eyes, everyone was silent for a while, and finally Shen Dinghai struggled to speak out.
"Uncle Song, Butler Zhang...he is no longer here. Because of Wei Kaiyan and Tao Yao, everyone in the manor is no longer here..."
Song Qinian opened his eyes wide and froze in place. , "All gone? Xiaohai, are you kidding me?"
Shen Dinghai swallowed, he was worried about Song Qinian's state, "I won't joke with you about this kind of thing, I know you are sad , but you must hold on! ”
Song Qinian lowered his head and was silent for a while, as if he was trying to digest this fact.
When he raised his head, his eyes were already red, "Where is Wei Kaiyan now?"
The ferocious veins burst out on his neck. Song Qinian completely lost his usual funny and elegant appearance, but in the presence of No one feels terrible.
They only felt full of sadness and emotion.
Life is such a precious thing, but now because of one person's evil thoughts, so many lives have disappeared, and they will never have the chance to see the sunshine and rain of this world.
Song Qinian was sad and angry, but the biggest emotion in his heart was panic. He was afraid that their ghosts would come back to sleep at midnight, and he would not be able to explain to these people.
Most of them were wanderers without family support. Their fate was unfair to them because of their congenital disabilities, but now they lost their lives in vain because he was involved in this kind of thing...< br>
A feeling of powerlessness filled his body, and he didn't know that anger was useless. No matter what he did, they would never come back.
But he had to do something.
Song Qinian gritted his teeth, "Where is Wei Kaiyan?!"
Shen Dinghai hugged the person regardless, "Uncle Song, please don't get excited. Someone will take care of this scumbag. He will pay the price for everything he has done!"
"What price?! Even if he dies ten thousand times, they won't be able to come back!"
Song Qinian's voice was choked with emotion, and he covered his face with his hands. He was struggling fiercely, but after saying this, He leaned on Shen Dinghai dejectedly.
Tears flowed down his face that was slightly weathered by time.
“I can’t come back…No matter what I do, I can’t come back…”
Nearly fifty years old, Song Qinian has seen too many things. Nowadays, his emotions rarely fluctuate. His growth has allowed him to bury his youthful, reckless and full of emotions in the past.
But this matter was too big, completely beyond the threshold that his emotions could bear.
What should he pay in return for dozens of lives?
Song Qinian's body trembled.
Shen Dinghai quickly reached out and stroked his back to comfort him.
"Uncle Song, you must not blame yourself! You are also a victim of this matter!"
Song Qinian's eyes were red and bloodshot, "An unscathed victim?! If it weren't for me, the victim Or, they are still fine now!"
Seeing Song Qinian getting more and more excited, he sighed slowly.
She stepped forward and said concisely, "I'm sorry."
Her green-white fingertips tapped lightly, and before Song Qinian could react, he had already fallen into a deep sleep.
"Anger is extremely harmful to the body. It's better for Mr. Song to take a rest first."
Shen Dinghai looked at Ran Ran gratefully, his voice a little choked, "cousin..."
"Okay "The purpose of our coming is to help Mr. Song. This matter has nothing to do with us now. Let's go." Not good at coping.
She had a vague feeling that after the seal was released, her emotions became even more indifferent.
Shen Dinghai naturally obeyed Ran Ran's instructions. He nodded, handed Song Qinian to Qin Yan for the time being, and then immediately ran downstairs to see the situation of Mr. Shen and Mrs. Shen.
The two of them seemed to have no abnormality. Ranran arrived later and used spiritual power to wake them up respectively.
Shen Dinghai took off his coat and worked for a while, then helped someone and walked out, "I will explain what you two elders want to know later. Now let's leave this place."
As long as I think of such a big place Dozens of lives disappeared silently in the manor, and Shen Dinghai couldn't help but feel fear. Death turned out to be so close to him.
Mrs. Shen, whose eyes were covered by white silk, stretched out her hands and kept groping, "Xiaohai, you should at least tell mom why you are blindfolded."
Shen Dinghai glanced at the almost solidified dark red on the soles of his feet. Blood, trying to keep his voice calm.
"The environment here is not very good now. I'm afraid you may have nightmares after watching it at night. Your sleep quality is not good to begin with, so don't worry about it."
There is only one piece of white silk. , Mr. Shen's treatment was much worse, but his head was covered by Shen Dinghai's coat.
In fact, he could have reached out and opened his coat, but there is a saying that goes well: listen to others and eat enough.
What's more, the person who said this was his own son, so Mr. Shen naturally obeyed.
And he did find something abnormal. Even if his head was covered, the fishy smell coming from his nose could not be ignored. He could not imagine what it would be like in a place filled with such a smell.
Soon the group stepped onto the square, and Qin Yan was the last one carrying Song Qinian on his back.
Ran Ran noticed that he stretched out his hand to wake Song Qinian up. Qin Yan was startled, obviously not expecting Ran Ran to wake him up so quickly.
“I’m not very tired and I can still hold on. I can let Mr. Song rest a little longer.”
Ran Ran glanced at the beads of sweat on Qin Yan's forehead and said calmly: "He just needs a little buffer time."
"No matter what happens, he will accept it sooner or later."
After the words fell, Song Qinian slowly opened his eyes. The red layer under his eyes had not receded, and coupled with his pale face, he looked extremely haggard.
In front of the empty square is a bleak green maze, and the gorgeous platinum castle has been left behind.
The huge manor has long since shed its light pink veil. Perhaps everyone is used to seeing it before, but they can’t help but feel uncomfortable.
After seeing the scene in front of him clearly, Song Qinian curled up his lips sadly.
All this is new to Song Qinian, but it also confirms one thing for him.
"It's not a dream..."
Qin Yan looked at Ran Ran at a loss, then turned around and met Song Qinian's eyes calmly, "Please cheer up "
Song Qinian's lips trembled, "I really don't know how to cheer up... I don't know how to face all this..."
"It's not a question of how you face it now, but you have to face it."
"It's okay to feel pain, it means you are still alive, and being alive is the most beautiful thing in the world."
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"You can't accept so many losses because you feel that life is precious and cannot be repeated, so you should cherish your own life even more."
Ran Ran's tone was calm, it was nothing. Song Qinian listened to all the sincere expectations.
He was silent for a long time, and a little light slowly rose in his eyes.
"I really want to know what to do. I want to use the value of my individual life to create greater value for society and the world."
Seeing this, Ran Ran nodded with satisfaction, "If you have the strength now, You can try walking around the manor by yourself."
"It's a sad place, no matter what you plan to do with it, I believe you will never come again."
Song Qinian stood staggering. When he reached the ground, he looked around and saw heart-shaped designs.
“Human love... can create all of this, and it can also be easily destroyed.”
Ran Ran knew in her heart that he was not just talking about Xinxin Manor, and immediately lowered her eyelashes.
"Are you going to knock down the manor and rebuild it?"
Song Qinian shook his head. At this time, he looked much older.
"Keep it, even if no one will come to see it."
"It can be regarded as telling the world that they have been here."