Chapter 591: Heartbroken (Thanks to Yun Wanqing for the reward~)
Mrs. Zhang hugged the arm of her confidant, her chest beating fast, as if the heart in her chest was about to fly out.
Mrs. Zhang did not cry. Her tears had dried up long before the sons died.
Actually, Mrs. Zhang was also afraid. She was afraid that she would not be able to give birth to a son. She was afraid that the child "killed" under her instructions would be waiting for her on the Naihe Bridge. She was afraid that her stomach would This fetus is still a mutilated child.
Just like Sun Cuilan, who took the initiative to have an abortion, would go to the temple to light a death lamp for her child, Mrs. Zhang also secretly asked her confidant to go to the Taoist temple to help the three sons who could not even enter the ancestral grave. Lighted the lantern.
But even if Mrs. Zhang was told this by Li Sanniang, she still didn't want to believe Li Sanniang's statement that inbreeding was harmful.
"Osmanthus, go and inquire, use money to buy information. There are many close relatives like me getting married in Chang'an City. I don't believe it. I don't believe that God is treating me like this." So cruel, I don’t believe that other people can give birth to healthy children, but I can’t!
I want to know, are those other people’s children fake? ”
Money can make people happy? To make matters worse, Mrs. Zhang took a year's profit from her dowry shop and gave it to Mrs. Guihua, asking her to go out and inquire about the birth of incest relatives.
In just seven days, Mrs. Guihua got a piece of paper from the news shop. Mrs. Guihua couldn't read, so she folded the paper, put it in a brocade bag close to her and hurried back.
"Madam, this is the news I bought."
Mrs. Zhang took the piece of paper folded into small squares. She was not anxious to look at it. Instead, she looked at Mrs. Osmanthus. Seeing this, Mrs. Osmanthus came closer. Mrs. Zhang spoke to him in a low voice.
“I found a woman at the Wang family’s stove, and she said that during those days, the eldest lady of the Wang family did take some body-building medicine, like the medicine she drank after giving birth.”
Mrs. Zhang’s eyes widened. Although the family she asked Mrs. Guihua to inquire about was not related to her, they were all members of the official family circle of Chang’an City. Mrs. Wang’s situation was similar to hers. They were both married. Cousin is coming.
Until now, Mrs. Wang has not given birth to a child. All the children of the Wang family were born to two concubines in the family, and they are all recorded in the name of Mrs. Wang.
In the past ten years or so, except for the news that Mrs. Wang was pregnant for the first time, she has never heard of her being pregnant again. There are rumors among the officials and family members that she is unable to give birth and has some health problems. , so I had to let my concubine give birth to a child.
"Could it be that the eldest lady of the Wang family, like me, has given birth to children with imperfect health?
So, she has given up on it a long time ago?"
Zhang The lady's mood was fluctuating at this time, as if she felt that she was the kite flying into the sky. The rope tied to her was broken, and she was drifting away with the wind.
Mrs. Zhang thought impulsively at this time. She really wanted to find the eldest lady of the Wang family and ask her: "Did you stop giving birth to a healthy child because of a close relative's marriage?"< br>
But her reason told her that of course she couldn't come to her door to talk about this, and she had to pretend not to know and not even care.
After listening to what Mrs. Osmanthus said, with a heavy heart, Mrs. Zhang opened the news that had been folded into small squares and bought with money.
After a moment, after reading this piece of paper about the situation of the children of a family whose cousin was married in Chang'an City, Mrs. Zhang burst into tears.
But Mrs. Zhang cried very patiently and did not make any sound.
"Madam!"
What else does Mrs. Osmanthus not understand when she sees Mrs. Zhang with such an expression?
Osmanthus Osmanthus knows that everything Li Sanniang said is true and right!
Mrs. Zhang and her son-in-law will not give birth to a healthy child!
“Why did God do this to me?
Me, if I had known that it was as miserable as it is today, how could I have happily married my cousin in the first place?
I. In my heart, I am suffering, Osmanthus fragrans, in my heart I am suffering! "
After half a month, Li Sanniang didn't expect that she would be invited to the door again by Mrs. Zhang. Although there was nothing wrong with Li Sanniang's face, she actually still felt a little embarrassed in her heart.
But Mrs. Zhang’s attitude was no different from when Li Sanniang came for the first time, so Li Sanniang naturally wouldn’t ask: “Why do you still ask me to come to your home for medical treatment? "
After chatting for a while, talking about the recent weather and the recent preparations made in Chang'an City for the Wanshou Festival in January and a half, after chatting awkwardly for more than a quarter of an hour, Mrs. Zhang finally Let’s bring the topic to the main topic of Li Sanniang’s visit this time
"If I don't want this child, can Dr. Li guarantee that while aborting the child, my life will be safe?
And it won't affect my health?"
Li Sanniang is now She was really surprised. After she was kicked out by Mrs. Zhang last time, she felt that Mrs. Zhang, who was in urgent need of a child, would not listen to her and would give birth to this child without giving up.
But now Li Sanniang looked at Mrs. Zhang, and when she saw the firm look in her eyes, she realized that Mrs. Zhang was serious!
She really decided to abort this child!
Therefore, Li Sanniang also straightened her body and explained to Mrs. Zhang with a serious face: "Whether it is a full-term birth or an abortion before the full term, it is a kind of harm to the woman's body.
My wife has also given birth, so she should understand all this.
I can only say that I will try my best to prevent my wife from being hurt, and I will be very careful about postpartum care. ”
After a pause, Li Sanniang continued: "Since Madam can ask me to come to your door again, she should understand that after this pregnancy is aborted, even if Madam has finished her confinement, it is best not to get pregnant again.
If Madam needs to avoid her, I can write it down to Madam.”
Mrs. Zhang now has a good impression of Li Sanniang. Although Li Sanniang's words don't sound good, Mrs. Zhang knows that they are the truth. There is no ambiguity or shirk, which is the responsible attitude of a doctor.
"Then I'll trouble Dr. Li to come back in three days."
Li Sanniang was sent out nicely by Mrs. Osmanthus this time, and naturally she got the consultation fee.
Three days later, in the early morning, after Mrs. Zhang sent her son-in-law to the carriage, she arranged for Mrs. Osmanthus to invite Li Sanniang to her door.
This day was deliberately chosen because Lin’s son-in-law had official duties and would leave the city today.
Mrs. Zhang had no intention of telling her son-in-law that she was going to have an abortion. When he returned home, she would only think that it was an accident that caused the loss of the child.
After she has recovered her health and is out of confinement, Mrs. Zhang will tell her son-in-law frankly that she can no longer have children and will raise a concubine to have a son in order to preserve his bloodline.
Everything went as Mrs. Zhang expected, but after drinking the abortion pill prepared by Li Sanniang, she felt the contraction pain in her abdomen, and tears still appeared in the corners of Mrs. Zhang's eyes.
Having an abortion this month is actually not very different from giving birth to a full-term child.
The physical pain made people want to die, and the mental pressure made people feel that there was no hope of living. Mrs. Zhang's heart gave up.
In the end, as Li Sanniang could see with her clairvoyant eyes, she really gave birth to a deformed baby with a big head and no arms.
Because Li Sanniang was prepared earlier, she was not frightened. However, Qiuxiang and Guihua Granny, who were following Li Sanniang as helpers, were frightened.
Especially Guihua Granny, her frightened eyes said the word "monster" all over her face.
Thank you Yun Wanqing for supporting 100 starting coins, and I am very grateful to Baozi for his support and encouragement~
(End of this chapter)