Chapter 247 Yixin
"I said... you are so anxious not because you are afraid of Holly." Huan Xian repeated.
"Since the first round of supplies came out, you have begun to have concerns and become hesitant. You have become different from when I first met you." The other party did not seem to want Jiang Hui to answer immediately, but just like He was asking and seemed to be asking himself in confusion.
“Why?”
This time it was Jiang Hui’s turn to be stunned. Hiss...this question really stopped her.
In an instant, this already quiet energy point became very quiet, and everyone seemed to breathe lightly as the atmosphere became tense at this moment.
Jiang Hui's expression became very strange. Although his expression was still relatively stable, he could see that the subtle expression on his face had changed. He seemed to have thought of something, and he seemed to have some kind of confusion. .
Finally, he relaxed his eyebrows as if he had figured something out, and sighed: "It's true, but this is normal, because I am no longer alone."
I just came in before. It can be said that she is at her most lively when, because she is alone, and the whole family is not hungry if she has enough to eat, and she has no scruples about killing little by little. At most, I feel a chill on my back most of the time, and I worry that enemies will pop up and attack me at any time, which makes me feel less at ease.
Only later she met Zhou Xiuwen, then Huan Xian, and later brought Hillman and Clarence with her.
The formation process of their team was much more difficult and stagnant than other teams. Even the game was coming to an end the moment the official team was formed, but Jiang Hui was convinced that every member here was trustworthy and reliable. Including Clarence, who just joined.
With the support of these teammates, their journey on the training ground has indeed become much easier, and they no longer have the unsteady feeling of having nothing to rely on, but they have such an extra responsibility, and this responsibility is on their shoulders. My body is getting heavier and heavier.
Jiang Hui can no longer be as casual as before. The more difficulties she has gone through, the more efforts everyone has made together, and the eyes of her teammates on her have become more and more trusting, and she feels pressure. As time goes by, the more I dare not let go.
She couldn't describe that feeling. Although her teammates were all awesome, she could feel that she had more and more things to think about. Coupled with the continuous physical exertion, her entire condition became more and more tense.
Especially when she had an accidental problem with her calf not long ago, which broke her mental balance. Although she still seemed to be performing as before, she was less confident.
Since entering the second round of supplies, she has become more aware that her invisibility has become a burden to several teammates. This is a situation that Jiang Hui, who has always admired "relying on oneself," cannot accept.
But she is also a person who is good at introspection. She knows that Huan Xian is right. Her state during this short period of time may be a little wrong. She is a little too nervous and has lost her sense of restraint.
So I still don’t have enough self-cultivation. If I have an uneven mentality, I will easily worry about gains and losses. She has been an adult for several years, but she has to be reminded by a teenager that she really needs to reflect.
Jiang Hui thought that this paragraph could come to an end, and was about to say a conclusion: "Oh, it's me too..." His mentality was not good.
“So it’s because of us?” Huan Xian still insisted on what he just said: “It’s because of us that you feel the pressure.”
This, this is really almost a proposition.
Jiang Hui was a little frightened. How could the other party come up with such an unrelated theory? This realm must have been too high for her at once.
She even waved her hand: "You can't say that...it's because I have a bad mentality and am impetuous."
Then Jiang Hui was a little funny: "Actually, I am not as naughty as you say. Ba. To be honest, everyone is gathered here just for an intramural competition. It would be a bit unrealistic to raise it to a sense of collective responsibility. "But the reason why everyone can get together to form a team is. Trust and recognition. I just feel that everyone can trust me and everyone has put in so much effort in this group. As a member of the team, I naturally want to work harder, but it’s not just about winning. "It would be better if we could all win together.
So silly kids, don't dwell on this kind of "philosophical issue". She already feels disgusting when she talks about it like this. Is it possible that she can really say "I want to lead everyone to win together" such an overly ideal and slightly shameful line...
I thought that "Xiao Zhi Yi Li" had already put the The stubborn guy was fooled, and Jiang Hui breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't want Huan Xian's logic to slip through, so he went back to him.
The other party listened quietly to Jiang Hui's words, which were quite difficult to pronounce. His face was very pale. This was the third time Jiang Hui knew him and saw him like this. He was cold and not like a living person. The expression you should have. But inexplicably Jiang Hui felt that the other party was actually unhappy with such an attitude.
"You also know that we believe in you, so you should also learn to believe that we are the ones... When others have trouble, they will just go ahead and fish for it without paying attention. When you have trouble, you will be very clear about it. Everything is You have no problems and no responsibility for others?”
“Jiang Hui, it’s so stupid for you to cooperate with others.”
Is there...?
Jiang Hui was also a little confused by the question. He was stuck. He opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he could only sigh: "Maybe."
The strange thing was to hear Jiang Hui's seemingly ambiguous reply made Huan Xian's expression soften a lot, and he raised his eyebrows: "You should really give us more trust. This team is not just you." This is you too. Taught me.
“We can win.”
He stretched out his hand and raised his fist at Jiang Hui.
Jiang Hui was stunned for a moment, then he couldn't help but laugh and fisted back.
Just when the two were about to touch each other, another relatively white palm was suddenly inserted from the other side. It was obvious that the owner of the arm seldom went out for activities on weekdays, and even looked prettier than a girl like Jiang Hui. Be white.
"Hey, I think you two are going too far. Am I not on the same team as you? You don't even want to say hello to us." Zhou Xiuwen said very unhappily.
“And me!” Hillman didn’t know how long he had moved to the side and listened. He was very dissatisfied with the fact that the two “masterminds” had forgotten them.
The atmosphere suddenly changed. Jiang Hui instantly became a little bit dumbfounded: "Okay, okay, let's do it together...isn't it a bit too childish?" Then she seemed to think He stood up and looked at a figure sitting a little further away who seemed out of place with them.
The other people also looked in that direction almost at the same time in perfect agreement.
Clarence: ...
In the training ground, outside the screen - five fists touched together lightly, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment.
Hahaha, Xiao Jiang, who was not taught by Xiao Huan before but was taught by Xiao Huan, is inexplicably funny. Two people are at odds with each other, one is secretly making personal sacrifices, and the other believes in solitaryism. They both need to reflect hard, learn how to distinguish the positions of individuals and groups, learn how to be an individual in a group, and change in a timely manner, so that they can truly grow into a qualified person who can stand upright. soldier.
PS: There is still a chapter waiting to be released, but don’t stay up late waiting, come and read it tomorrow morning.
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