Chapter 1378 Madness
In a certain ward that is so narrow that it can only accommodate one bed.
There is no window or any extra decoration on the white walls.
Monotonous and narrow, this is what this ward is all about.
It is so narrow that even if you want to hit the wall hard, there is not enough space to accelerate.
So monotonous that all you can see is the wall.
Gawain was tightly tied to the hospital bed with a special open-mouth straitjacket.
I eat, drink, poop and sleep on this bed.
Fully automatic processing.
He cannot harm himself, run away, or call for help. He can only take injections and medicine regularly.
At a glance, you can tell that this is definitely not a place to treat people, but a place to drive them crazy.
He once thought about letting the red ants save him.
But after thinking about it, I gave up.
Because he saw a picture: in the madness, he found the answer.
Only by accepting this training can we reach the other side.
The people of Dongzhou have said that when heaven is about to entrust a great task to this people, they will have to endure hardships on their minds, their bodies and their skin... and finally make them crazy.
If you are not crazy, you are not a devil.
Buddha cannot save the world, but on the contrary, the devil who is engaged in genocide can do it. It is really ironic.
There is no way he can easily complete his mission and save McCann just by relying on red ants to eat all the way.
Absolutely impossible!
If it were that simple, what was the point of so much blood shed by previous generations?
Things like smooth sailing can only appear in novels and film and television dramas.
The following month.
“Gavin, it’s time for the injection.”
“Gawain, it’s time to take the medicine.”
"Gavin, it's been tested."
"Uh, why has the condition worsened? I even got the math questions wrong in the third grade of elementary school. Increase the dose of medicine."
Not getting worse. That's weird.
Gavin had hallucinations at this time.
The small hospital room turned into a vast palace, and he was the king of the palace.
He sits on a high throne and no one can disobey his will.
His will is supreme.
Arithmetic does not exist.
He just wants to eat, drink and have fun.
“Haha, what does saving the world and reversing time have to do with me?”
"I am a little mealworm, eating all kinds of things every day."
"I eat, eat, eat, I drink, drink, drink..."
He In the palace, singing, running around, dancing, joy...
Everything was left behind by him.
What does other people’s emotions have to do with him?
Hundreds of years later, he turns into a pile of loess. What's the point of everything?
The most important thing is to enjoy the moment.
At least before I die, I won’t regret that I didn’t enjoy anything back then.
I won’t regret it. I didn’t enjoy it when I could have.
All kinds of thoughts, the most depraved, negative, and most in line with human nature, appeared in Gavin's mind one by one.
"No one can blame me. I have saved many people. I am so old. I don't want to enjoy anything."
"I didn't spend a penny from you. I earned everything by myself." !”
“Why should I kidnap the fate of the McCann people? After all, I am a citizen of a small country in Xizhou.”
“Public or private, no one. You can ask me! ”
The mind breaks through the moral barriers and the spirit enters a place of freedom.
All the stress, along with the madness, melted away.
Going crazy is nature’s last gift to those who seek survival.
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Outside the ward, two people peered at Gawain through the window.
Four eyes stared at the white man at the same time.
"Alas, another extraordinary person has gone crazy." Zhang Zhendong looked back and sighed.
"There seem to be a lot of extraordinary people coming to this hospital recently. I really don't know why." His partner, Dong Zhenzhang, said in confusion.
"Privately I heard that they all believe that here there is the power to improve and the supreme method that transcends the world. However, the fact is that there is nothing here, except for madmen." Zhang Zhendong shook his head.
"Some people seem to be producing madmen in batches, which is a bit strange." Dong Zhenzhang said thoughtfully.
"It's none of our business. Our task this time is to pick out the patients with the greatest hidden dangers." Zhang Zhendong reminded.
"Okay, I know you have a lot of worries with a family. However, I always feel that we just missed an opportunity." Dong Zhenzhang said regretfully.
"Opportunities can only be grasped by the protagonist. Just look at the names our parents gave us. Do we look like the protagonist of this world?"
"I think I do. At least I still have Orphan background." Dong Zhenzhang is quite confident.
After the two looked at it, they left Gavin's ward and went to the next ward.
Gawain, who fell into madness, suddenly turned his head and looked at the window, as if he wanted to say something. However, only their backs were left behind.
Gavin could only close his eyes helplessly, and the waking time quickly disappeared.
“I can’t lose! I can’t indulge myself!”
“A person’s life should be spent like this: Whenever he looks back on the past, he will not regret for wasting his years, nor will he regret it for wasting his years. I will be ashamed of my inaction”
“I will persevere”
"I want everyone to see my back, and I want everyone to remember me!"
After he roared like this, madness came again.
He was immersed in that joyful world again.
I don’t know how much time passed, and in the endless madness, he saw it.
“That is a light, and behind the light, there is ultimate darkness.”
"I want to write it out, where is my pen?"
"Let me out, I'm not crazy!"
"You damn guys, go to hell!"
“I don’t want to be burdened with those boring things, I just want to be alone!”
“Hahaha, I am a genius, I am a genius, no one can understand me!”< br>
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"Master, my friend seems to be crazy." Fatty said to Wenren Sheng worriedly.
Wen Rensheng said nothing.
At this time, he had a rare admiration.
He clapped his hands slowly, and applause broke out.
Very few people can achieve his level of admiration.
Because the other party did what he couldn't do, or didn't want to do.
Falling into madness, relying on completely irrational thinking to collide, touch, and randomize the most profound truth in the universe.
The truth of time.
Van Gogh, a madman, a talented painter, was depressed and crazy before his death, unable to repay the only relative who recognized him, approved of him, and supported him, his brother.
Long after his death, a painting was sold for a sky-high price. As little as one percent allowed him to repay his brother, prove his worth, and defeat all the contemptuous eyes.
This is the power of madness.
Although the chance is extremely small, as long as you encounter one, it is a treasure.
"This is his own choice, and you have to respect his choice. He is a brave person with a brave heart. It is this kind of person who can lead the group out of desperate situations." Wen Rensheng said seriously said.
The fat baby didn’t seem to understand, so he had to ask: “Then can he survive it?”
"You have to ask your sister about this."
"Where is my sister?"
"In the laundry."
…………
"Damn Lao Wen, stingy, big bad guy."
"Boom, boom!"
Xiao Huan held up a stick that was taller than himself and smashed his clothes hard by the river.
She is a poor little maid from a wealthy family. She does the heaviest work and eats the worst food every day.
"Sister, sister." The fat baby came out of the river.
"Wow! Here comes a giant salamander, just in time for a snack." Little Huan's eyes glowed golden, he picked up the stick and started beating it.
"Hey, it's me..." The fat baby received a stick innocently.
"Oh, it's you, kid. What are you doing here?" Xiao Huanqi said in a loud voice, "Did you also get sent here?"
"The master asked me to come and see Look, let me help you." Fatty said flatteringly.
How humble.
"That's pretty much it. You can wash the clothes. I want to take a nap." Xiao Huan threw a large basin of dirty clothes to him.
"Okay." Fat Baby took the basin, dragged the clothes into the river, and started to make a whirlpool, stirring the clothes.
This is called a natural river water automatic washing machine.
Two hours later, the clothes were ready to be washed.
Xiao Huan is also full of sleep.
Then Fat Baby cooked her another dinner. Feeling that the relationship had almost eased, she asked:
"Sister, sister, that partner of mine has gone crazy. I wonder if he can survive?"
"Going crazy? Isn't he very powerful? He can still take you all the way," Xiao Huan said with envy. , "Why did he suddenly become crazy?"
"I don't know either. He did a question, answered it wrong, and was sent to the ward. After staying for a while, he went crazy."
“Oh, then why don’t you rescue him?”
“He won’t let me rescue him.”
"I can save him, but I'm trapped here by Lao Wen and can't get out." Xiao Huan is very clever.
"Let me ask the master."
"Well, go quickly, I can't stay here any longer."
(End of this chapter)< br>