Chapter 311 I am for myself
——What is "rebirth"?
——Why "rebirth"?
——Why is it you who is "reborn"?
Ask yourself, in the two years since his rebirth, Song Shi has thought about it many times, but most of the time he has no clue.
After all, when he was in Palother and in the City of Light, he had many things to do and had no time to take care of, and the most critical point was to re-explore [Psychic Power].
If [Psychic Power] is not strong enough, then even if there are millions of thoughts in the mind, there is absolutely no possibility of turning them into reality.
Until now.
Song Shi slowly opened his five fingers, and red-gold flames bloomed quietly. As his thoughts flowed between his fingers, a young face was reflected in the rising firelight.
The third ring·[Control].
After climbing back to the third ring, now that my own strength is far from "powerful", I can still achieve the minimum "self-protection".
So, these questions in my heart rose again, trying to find the answer.
Is it because of talent?
There is no need for so-called self-effacement. Song Shi understands very well that his talent is unparalleled. Even if he looks at the entire corporate alliance, only a few people such as Cha Keluo can compare.
Even if they are fifth-level psykers, these extremely majestic and undoubted "powerful men" who dominate a region are comparable to or even better than them. Towards the [God's Throne], The confidence to climb towards the [God's Throne].
The Vampusta Empire worked hard to cultivate the most terrifying psyker of this generation, the "Holy Judge" Renata Clemens. When she faced her soldiers, her life and death were only 50-50.
Yes, my talent is very strong, incredibly strong.
However, with just "talent", I can get a rebirth. Is this an even more unbelievable opportunity?
Besides, when Renata shattered herself with the final blow, he also shattered everything about her, and both parties perished.
Now that I have been reborn, what about the other person? Is that woman Renata currently climbing up the empire again, waiting with expectation for the day when he comes to find her, or when she comes to find him?
Song Shi didn't know the answer.
I even thought about whether I should go to the [Society of the Silent] to find the person who proved the existence of the God's Throne through [revelation], and find out the reason.
But in the end, Song Shi gave up the idea.
——Placing hope in [Enlightenment]?
That would be too boring.
"Hu"
The yard is quiet.
The Third Welfare Institute of Linjiang City was established in the fourth year after the Seven-Turn War. The war was indeed over at that time, but the remaining scars still deeply affected the place and brought a large number of war orphans.
The Third Welfare Home prospered for a while, but as the Seven-Earth War became more and more distant, the number of orphans continued to decline, and the funding for the Third Welfare Home dropped again and again, and the place quickly declined.
Song Shi looked around.
There was undisguised nostalgia in his eyes.
He is familiar with every corner of this courtyard. The banyan tree in the center of the courtyard is facing the dormitory building. It is most comfortable to lie down. The exposed tree roots will not attract people. In the corner over there, in order to grab control of the TV, I challenged someone there and successfully broke the bridge of the other person's nose. A little behind, on the edge of the pond without water, the third red brick is loose. If you know the trick, you can pry it open and hide some gadgets.
In order to save electricity, the orphanage would cut off the power and turn off the lights early in the morning and let the children go to bed. In the darkness, I and others would cover themselves under the quilt and whisper.
The ultimate dream of many children at that time was to get prosthetic implant indicators, install a brain-computer interface and prosthetic eyes on themselves, and be able to access the Internet anytime and anywhere. It would be best if he could use another prosthetic leg and punch the dean's big-headed face hard, exploding the opponent's gold coins.
On the second day after he turned fifteen, he was ordered by the dean to pack his luggage and kicked out of the orphanage to support himself.
But this also means that I have lived here for fifteen years.
Fifteen years
At some point, Song Shi stopped at the door of a house. It was already midnight, and the child's energy was limited and he had already fallen asleep. There was a door between them, and with Song Shi's current perception, he could clearly hear the rising and falling breathing sounds behind the door.
Song Shi stood in front of the door, just listening quietly and making no other actions.
Listening is enough.
No need to go in.
There is no place for "Song Shi" in this dormitory.
On the lower bunk of the second bed, on the bed that originally belonged to him, there was a child lying on the bed. Song was not familiar with it, but he had an impression that he was a new orphan taken in by the orphanage not long before he left.
According to the time point in his previous life, at this time, he had left the orphanage. The orphanage, which adheres to the principle of "never waste, make full use of it", will of course let new people replace the beds.
This is nothing, the real point is those small marks, the wall coverings I rubbed off when I tossed and turned in the middle of the night, the scratches I made on the edge of the bed when I was careless.
These represent the past. There was an orphan named "Song Shi" who lived here. At this moment, Song Shi didn't see any trace of it.
Song Shi turned and left.
He walked to another room, which was the administrative office of the orphanage.
Pushing the door open without lighting the flame, Song Shi pried open the cabinets one by one with ease and took out a stack of file bags, which contained both data cards and paper documents, a more primitive storage method.
Song Shi sat on the armchair, browsing these documents in the dark room.
No, no, no.
——No "Song Shi" appears in the roster of these documents.
". Ha."
Song Shi put down the document, raised his face and looked at the ceiling: "No?"
When the squatting Ai Lu and Lapis Lazuli heard footsteps in the distance, they stopped playing backgammon and looked over at the same time.
Song Shi's figure emerged from the orphanage and walked towards them.
The environment is still dim, with a few rays of moonlight shining out, but no more light.
But at this moment, in the deep darkness, the pupils of Ai Lu and Lapis Lazuli became brighter!
——In their psychic vision, there is a "fire" burning in front of them!
It was unclear whether it was "flame" or "Song Shi", or whether the two had become one. In the gazes of Ai Lu and Lapis Lazuli, with every step they took, the red gold fire rose more and more on the turbulent burning outline.
The blazing light bloomed wantonly, and the brilliant flames swept across all directions, burning away all the darkness.
The silhouette took steps and raised its hand.
"Before this, I have thought about many things, whether true or false. But so what?"
Clenched a fist with five fingers, then stretched out the index finger, pointing straight towards the sky.
"I am still me, I am still me"
He sighed and laughed again.
“——Only ‘Song Shi’.”
Psychic skills, [Practical Heart].
At this moment, achievement.
(End of this chapter)