Chapter 155 Heart-wrenching
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“Cang...”
She muttered, not even daring to raise her eyes to look at him, looking like a wife caught cheating. appearance.
Fear, uneasiness, guilt, self-disgust...many emotions came together. Yeah, what on earth is she doing? .
Gu Cangyue took a few steps towards her, but then paused. The tearing pain in his eyes almost annihilated him.
“You said that if two people truly love each other, they will support each other’s important matters and decisions. I believe it. So I have never stopped you from becoming a grudge breaker, even though I am always worried and scared. "I'm going to die."
He staggered a little and took a step back.
"You said that the person who likes him is Sang Pu. You are not her and you don't want to be her. I believe it. So if you want to listen to Fengfu, I will send it to you personally. Even... you don't like me. If you show up, I will follow your temper and try not to look at you, even if I miss you crazy every day."
Gu Cangyue said and took a step back.
"Cang Yue..."
Song Weichen was eager to walk towards him, but Mo Tingfeng grabbed his hand. Song Weichen turned to look at Mo Tingfeng with tears in her eyes, shaking her head and trying desperately to take her hand out, but he held it tightly and she couldn't break free at all.
"You said...there must be a reason why God asked you to forget the past, and I believe it. Let me not tell you about our past, and don't tell you what our relationship was like in the past. I will follow you. Even if You are obviously my fiancée, but I still rely on you, stay with you in a controlled manner, and keep a close relationship with you."
He took another step back, seeing that he was getting farther and farther away from her.
"Cang, Cangyue, don't..."
"You were afraid of masks after losing your memory, so I didn't wear them, even though Luanniao shouldn't show his true face to others. I just hope that one day you can remember me and who I am to you. However, I finally waited until you regained your memory... But I didn't wait for you."
Song Weichen's eyes turned red from crying. She struggled hard, but Mo Tingfeng could only plead, "Please, let me go."
Gu Cang. Yue has retreated to the door, her eyes full of sorrow.
"You said... when this case is solved, you will unlock the mark of the past life and then marry me. Song Weichen, I... can I still believe you?"
Song Weichen felt very heartbroken. It hurt, worse than the magpie's stab. She kept looking at Lone Cangyue with tears in her eyes. Her lips moved, but she couldn't say a word.
Yes, can he still believe her? Now she can't even believe it herself.
Of course she likes Gu Cangyue, but she also clearly likes Mo Tingfeng.
If love is the sinking of free will, her current will is too free and too sinking.
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Seeing that she was silent for a long time, he could already guess the answer.
Gu Cangyue's figure swayed slightly, he held on to the door frame and smiled sadly to himself.
“I didn’t expect that I, Gu Cangyue... would be so humble, cowardly, and powerless one day.”
He looked at Song Weichen deeply, turned around and went out. go.
"Cang Yue! Cang..."
Song Weichen was in a hurry to break off Mo Tingfeng's hand, she wanted to chase Gu Cang Yue.
"Wei Wei..."
Mo Tingfeng's voice when he called her unconsciously contained a hint of begging. He was afraid that she would never come back.
"Let go...I said let go!"
"If you don't let go, I will never care about you again in this life."
Mo Tingfeng finally It was to let go of Song Weichen. Seeing her leaving without looking back, I couldn't tell what it was like, but I couldn't suppress the surge of energy and blood, and the wound on her chest was bleeding again.
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Song Weichen staggered out and chased him out. It was already dark outside and he couldn't see where he was at all.
"Cang Yue! Cang Yue!!"
He hurriedly looked for the widest main road, running and calling his name, but there was clearly no one on the road.
Song Weichen looked around hastily, then turned back to find another narrow road. Like a life-saving straw, he pulled the maids and attendants passing by and asked if they had seen Gu Cangyue. They all shook their heads, so she had to turn to the third road. Find.
Song Weichen was panting, trying his best to suppress the sweet smell that surged into his throat, but his feet did not stop.
"Cang Yue...Cang..."
The road in front of her seemed to have branched into two, no, it was three... She was so dazzled that she closed her eyes. Trying to stay awake.
Her heart hurt more and more, and she didn't know that it was because of the injury restriction that she became aware of Mo Tingfeng's wound.
Song Weichen subconsciously covered his heart and tried to hold on to the tree trunk in front of him to support himself, but he missed it and fell to the ground.
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In a trance, someone picked me up.
She managed to open her eyes a little, and what came into view was silver-moon-like hair, which was clearly Gu Cangyue.
She wanted to say sorry to him, she wanted to tell him not to leave, she wanted to have a good talk with him to reveal her troubled heart. But she was speechless. She was recovering from a serious injury and was mentally traumatized. The fact that she could hold on until now was considered a strong willpower.
It was late at night when she woke up again. She was lying in the marrow washing hall, with Zhuang Yuheng guarding her as usual.
"Cang Yue..."
"Close your eyes and sleep well, your body won't allow you to toss anymore." Zhuang Yuheng was still gentle, but his voice was more unquestionable.
"Where is Cang Yue?" Her voice was very weak, but her mind was extremely persistent.
“He left.”
“Ask me to take good care of you before leaving.”
The tears fell unsatisfactorily. Even though there was only a little candle light around, Song Weichen felt it was so dazzling that he had to close his eyes.
"Did he say where he was going?" "No. He just said he would not come to my place again during this period."
My heart hurts so much, it's blocked. She couldn't breathe, and Song Weichen felt that if she lay down any longer, she would die of nausea.
She must find him and find him to untie the knot between them, so that she can live.
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Seeing Song Weichen using his elbows to support himself to get up, Zhuang Yuheng quickly stopped him, "Lie down quickly, don't you know how bad your health is?"
"Brother Yuheng, Take me to Cang Yue Mansion... Go now."
"Wei Wei! Do you know that you are dying now? Stubborn and passionate, he speaks without restraint.
"Everyone will die, but I don't want to die with knots in my heart and guilt."
As she spoke, she forced herself to sit up, and Zhuang Yuheng had no choice but to help her.
"One is really crazier than the other."
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...Give it your best!
He really asked someone to arrange a sedan chair that could fly in the air and took her to Cang Yue Mansion. It was already late at night, and the foreman of the palace guard naturally recognized her, as well as Zhuang Yuheng, and hurriedly came to greet her.
"Little master, why are you here at this time? Lord Sikong, you are also here, but what is important?"
Even the small guard at the entrance of the mansion knows and takes care of him She calls her little master, which shows that Gu Cangyue is always very fond of her.
"Is Cang Yue back?" She looked at the foreman of the guard eagerly.
The head guard was a little stunned when asked, "Isn't Lord Cangyue always with you?"
Hearing this, Song Weichen lowered his eyes to hide the disappointment in his eyes. The night wind blew, making him even more helpless.
Zhuang Yuheng was afraid that her body would not be able to bear it, so he told the guards that if Gu Cangyue came back, he would send someone to send a message to Sikong Mansion and take her away quickly.
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Leaning on the soft seat of the sedan chair, Song Weichen said nothing, staring blankly at something.
She originally had a paper crane given to her by Gu Cang Yue. He said that whenever she wanted to see him, she would light the paper crane and he would show up for her no matter where in the world she was.
But this time she was kidnapped to the ghost market, and after going back and forth, she lost the paper crane - just like she lost him at this moment.
Thinking about this, tears flowed silently all over my face.
Song Weichen doesn't like to cry, but for some reason, since she couldn't find him in the evening, she could no longer control her tear ducts.
Zhuang Yuheng looked distressed and didn't know what to do for her, so he could only stay with her quietly, occasionally wiping her tears.
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Suddenly Song Weichen's eyes lit up and he reached out to pull Zhuang Yuheng's sleeve.
"Brother Yuheng, take me to Wangyue Tower."
Zhuang Yuheng was stunned, "Now?"
"Now."
He sighed silently. With her temperament, if she was worried that her health would be too much to bear and she couldn't go, she would probably jump off the sedan chair that was flying in the air. That’s it, go!
It was almost dawn when we arrived at Wangyue Tower, and Song Weichen's face was frighteningly pale, but she didn't know it.
Zhuang Yuheng couldn't help but pull her wrist to check for pulse, his brows furrowed again and again.
Because it was too early, the old housekeeper hadn't gotten up yet, and only the boy who took turns greeting guests was looking after the store, and he didn't know Song Weichen.
Seeing the two of them come in, they thought they were staying in a hotel. Just as they were about to introduce the room types, Song Weichen interrupted him.
"Brother, my name is Sang Pu. There is a long private room here, on the top floor. Please help me check. Was there a guest who stayed here last night? A male guest."
The boy looked her up and down, then looked at Zhuang Yuheng. Seeing that the two of them were dressed very noblely, he didn't dare to neglect them.
"I just took over, please wait a moment, girl."
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After a moment, the clerk closed the account book and raised his head, with a somewhat embarrassed expression.
"Girl, the room you mentioned was canceled last night."
Hearing this, Song Weichen swayed and could hardly stand, Zhuang Yuheng calmly supported her.
"Checked out... When did you check out last night?"
"At Haishi, a male guest came to check out the room, and he was the one who booked the room after looking at the record."
< br>Song Weichen was speechless. He nodded to the young man in response, then slowly turned around and left the store.
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She didn't expect that Gu Cangyue would be so decisive, as if he wanted to completely break away from her life.
He used to be her confidence to dare to challenge the leader of Si Chen unscrupulously. He was one of the few bonds she had in the sleep world. He was the first boyfriend she had in a real sense. How...how did he... Can you really just leave?
No. It was all her fault and her own confusion that led to her losing him.
For a moment, Song Weichen even wanted to jump into the Wangchuan River, but he didn't know if she could wait for him in the endless black water?
“I want to take a look at Wangchuan...”
The thought came to her and she couldn't suppress it anymore. The speed of this carriage was unusual. She tried hard, maybe she could make it to Wangchuan River.
"Wei Wei! No matter what you think, you must go back with me immediately. We can wait until your body is well."
Song Weichen did not speak. Zhuang Yuheng thought that she had listened to the advice and raised his eyebrows. He raised his hand and asked the coachman to drive the sedan chair over.
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She suddenly laughed, her voice was very soft, but she really laughed twice.
Seeing her smile, Zhuang Yuheng felt even worse, "Wei Wei, you..."
"Forget it, it's okay to leave."
In a blink of an eye, the sedan chariot was in front of him, Zhuang Yuheng thought as usual He helped her get into the sedan chair and wished she could go back home immediately. Song Weichen didn't reach out, her internal organs ached, especially her heart. She suddenly understood the meaning of "heart wrenching like a knife".
"It's good to go. Otherwise, when I die, he will be so lonely...Pfft!!!"
Before he finished speaking, Song Weichen suddenly spat out a large mouthful of blood, which splashed all over the place. There are them everywhere on the brocade windows of the sedan carriage.