Chapter 148 Just treat him as a substitute for fun
After seeing Lin Xu’s red and swollen lips, the calmness in Ji Tingyang’s eyes turned into a cold and sinister one, with a turbulent wave hidden in his eyes, and the hand holding her wrist Suddenly tightened.
Without guessing, Ji Tingyang knew who she was going to see today.
"What, what's wrong?" Lin Xu hissed in pain from his wrist.
Ji Tingyang's aura was low and he wanted to expose her lies.
He wanted to see her panic, then apologize to himself, and promise to never see Xie Changyan again...
His thin lips were slightly opened, and the words he wanted to say were swirling in his throat, knowing that he He should have exposed her, but when he saw Lin Xu's bright and clear eyes filled with smiles and curved like crescent moons, the words in his throat fell back into his stomach.
He adjusted his breathing and closed his eyes. When he opened them again, the gloom in his eyes had quietly subsided.
"It's nothing." Ji Tingyang let go of her hand and said softly, "It's already very late, go back to the bedroom and rest."
Lin Xu looked like he was relieved , the tense nerves relaxed, and after saying good night to him, he ran back to the bedroom.
Ji Tingyang pursed his lips as he watched her going upstairs.
In the past twenty years, Ji Tingyang has not been sleeping well.
Most of the time, he would always dream about Lin Xu, dreaming about her growing up with him. However, every time he woke up and realized that it was a lie, his heart seemed to have been dug out. Empty.
He also became resistant to falling asleep and dreaming...
Since Lin Xu was reborn, Ji Tingyang's sleep has become much better.
At least when he dreamed that Lin Xu left him, he could tell himself that his mother was really by his side this time.
But tonight, Ji Tingyang lay in bed and fell asleep again.
My thoughts are tangled up like a hemp rope, and I can't rest for a long time.
The next day, Ji Tingyang got up late for the first time.
He looked at the time approaching noon and was silent.
In the past few days, my mother had been making excuses to sneak out to see Xie Changyan, but he got up late today. Without him to stop her, her mother might have gone out long ago.
His dull cheeks seemed to be covered with a light layer of frost. He rubbed his tired nose and went downstairs. His eyes casually glanced at the sofa, and then he was stunned.
Lin Xu was carefully cutting flower branches, inserting the flowers on the table into bottles, and arranging them into a pleasing and exquisite shape.
She... didn't go out today.
Perhaps hearing the movement at the top of the stairs, Lin Xu's attention shifted from the flower arrangement and he raised his eyes to look over.
Lin Xu exclaimed when she saw him, with words of concern between her furrowed brows, "Why are the dark circles under your eyes so heavy? Didn't you sleep last night?"
Ji Tingyang went over and sat down next to Lin Xu. , his head rested quietly on her shoulder.
Smelling the warmth mixed with the fragrance of flowers on her body, the anxiety in my heart seemed to gradually calm down.
"What's the matter? Did you work late yesterday?" Lin Xu rubbed his head, "Would you like to go back and take a nap?"
Ji Tingyang's voice was a little dull, "No. .”
"Are you in a bad mood?" Lin Xu seemed to have discovered a pattern. Every time he was in a low mood, he always liked to lean on her shoulder and remain silent.
Like a small animal, it always likes to hide in its mother's arms to seek security.
"Do you miss your father?" Ji Tingyang suddenly said.
"Of course I have." Lin Xu was stunned for a moment, organizing the words in his mind, planning to tell him again about Xie Changyan, "Actually..."
"So you Are you going to be with Xie Changyan?" Ji Tingyang asked.
Lin Xu looked embarrassed, "How did you know..."
She thought she was hiding it well. "Do you regard Xie Changyan as your father's substitute, because he is somewhat similar to your father." Ji Tingyang thought about it all night and seemed to have found the answer.
That must be the case.
Otherwise her mother and father loved each other so much, how could she suddenly fall in love with someone else.
Lin Xu's expression froze for a moment. He never thought that Ji Tingyang's imagination would be so big.
Lin Xu didn't say anything, so Ji Tingyang thought she acquiesced.
He raised his head, saw a flash of struggle in her eyes, and then compromised: "Just treat him as a substitute for fun, you can't really be with him."
Lin Xu couldn't laugh or cry, and reached out to knock his head, "What are you talking about? He is your father. Although I don't know why he doesn't remember us, and he can't test the blood relationship, but you believe me, I I won't mistake your father!"
"Oh." Ji Tingyang took a sip and nodded.
I don't know if he really believed it or if he was just perfunctory with Lin Xu's words.
"Anyway..." Ji Tingyang's voice was low, "You promised me that we will be together in the future, and we can't leave because of him."
He held Lin Xu's hand tightly. , the sourness surged in the stomach, making it a little uncomfortable.
Twenty years have been missing between them, and all the days to come will have to make up for it.
Lin Xu smiled lightly, "Of course our family will always be together in the future."
"Will you always love me..." His eyes flashed and his voice was very soft.
“We in Tingyang are so good, of course mom loves you.” Lin Xusi joked, “I change your diapers and coax you to sleep. If I didn’t love you yet, I would have I just left you to the nanny."
Ji Tingyang's ears turned red, and he said, "That was all when I was a child. I have grown up now."
My mother is. I liked him as a child, but what about now?
Could it be that he didn't grow up to be what his mother expected, so she was disappointed in him and her love for him was reduced?
Speaking of which, his mother seemed to have told him that she hoped he could become a scientist when he grew up?
The more he thought about it, the lower Ji Tingyang's mood became.
Lin Xu knew that it might be the reason why their three children lacked love in childhood, so they felt insecure many times.
She could only tell him over and over again: "Don't think wildly, just remember that no matter you are seven, twenty-seven, or forty-seven, I will love you the same."
< br>Ji Tingyang nodded, and the depression in his heart finally subsided a little.
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On Monday morning, the sun rises slowly.
Unlike the workers who felt resentful and depressed about Monday, Xie Changyan was in an extremely good mood all morning.
He is very tolerant even when employees make mistakes at work.
"Is there any happy event today? Mr. Xie is in such a good mood?"
"I don't know, but what I know is that if you make any mistakes at work, you should confess to Mr. Xie now, and you might even get an amnesty."
"That makes sense, I'll go there later. !”
The employees under his command whispered.
However, this excellent mood was ruined by Su Linzhou's phone call.
"Are you sure she said she was going to divorce Ji Tingyang today? But why do I still see her talking and laughing with Ji Tingyang now?"