Chapter 491 The End of the Road (22)
[Dear Mr. Wang:]
[When you read this letter, I should have already left. 】
【I still remember the day when I first saw you. You walked towards me from outside the door and looked at me with a kind and peaceful look, which made me immediately identify you as my mentor. 】
【Facts have proved that I was not wrong. 】
[I am not an excellent disciple, and I am even a bit naughty at times. I have a strong desire to possess things that don't belong to me, and then I desperately want to take them as my own. 】
【I should have rotted in the quagmire, but you pulled me out, apologized to people, returned items, and constantly encouraged me to move forward. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today. 】
【Although I am a little embarrassed, I have always regarded you as my father. If possible, I would like to say in this letter: Dad, thank you. 】
After reading Wang Yi’s letter, the corners of Wang Jiu’s eyes were a little wet, and there seemed to be sand in his eyes.
After reading the contents of the letter again, Wang Jiu felt that his previous hard work had not been in vain, and everything he had done was valuable.
Wiping his tears, he began to read the second letter.
[Dear Mr. Wang:]
[I am still afraid of writing, but for you, I can overcome this. 】
【I have always been a freak, and my scars make me look out of place, but you didn't care about that. 】
【When I injured my classmate because of a fear attack and you lost five spirit stones, I thought I would definitely be driven away by you, but you didn't do that. 】
[When I was afraid to go out and be blamed by you, you did not blame me, but encouraged me and found a skill for me. 】
【You have seen all my troubles, but you have never denied my existence. Your teachings to me will be the light in my heart, always guiding me in the right direction. 】
【Thank you. 】
After reading the second letter, Wang Jiu was moved and a little embarrassed.
He did want to abandon Wang Er several times, because his miserable childhood made it almost impossible for him to live as a normal person.
But in the end, he still let Wang Er stay, and he corrected it bit by bit until today.
I thought the other party was just a non-player character in the spell, but I didn't expect that the other party actually remembered everything he did, which gave Wang Jiu an unexpected surprise.
As for Wang San’s letter, it’s much simpler.
[Mr. Wang:]
[I originally wanted to write a lot, but I forgot. 】
[But I will never forget your teachings to me. 】
Although it was only three short sentences, Wang Jiu still cried with joy after reading it.
Wang San, you can actually write!
My master’s life was not in vain this time!
After reading these three letters, Wang Jiu put down the jade slip and walked to the window. He looked at the disciples outside and felt unusually peaceful.
A game full of pain can also have a bright ending. Then the disciples in reality are a hundred times better than the disciples, and there is no reason why they cannot become talented.
Compared with the three people in the game, all the disciples in reality are better than others, so I really shouldn’t be angry.
So, where does your anger come from?
As the question was raised, Wang Jiu felt that the magic power around him began to boil, and the questions in his heart brought about mysterious changes, letting him know that the time for a breakthrough had come.
Recalling his past, Wang Jiu continued to delve into the source of his anger, and then heard his own roar ringing in his ears.
"Why are you doing this? Can't you just study obediently?"
"There is no benefit in playing games all the time, why don't you understand?"
"Zhang Ting! Please explain to me why you did this!" "Zhang Ting! Where were you yesterday?"
"Zhang Ting!"
Covering his head, Wang Jiu felt that the source of his anger seemed to be Zhang Ting. As long as he killed the other party, everything would be fine.
"Stop it, Wang Jiu. This problem cannot be solved like this, otherwise you will become a demon."
The Demon Sect does have a way to prove the Tao through killing, but after using it, you will become a demon.
If you are deeply in love, then you kill your lover to prove the truth.
If you hate someone, then kill them to achieve enlightenment.
If you want to be number one in a certain field, then kill other people in that field, and you will naturally be number one.
Everything like this is done by the devil, and if you use it, you will fall.
Sweeping away the demons in his heart, Wang Jiu continued to think and explore the source of his anger.
In a trance, he felt as if he had walked into a secluded path. There were endless cliffs on both sides of the road, and big mouths kept saying noisy words in the air, but if he listened carefully, he could see that Can't hear anything.
The path is covered with sharp teeth. When walking on it, you can feel the sharp teeth piercing your feet. Every step you take will be painful.
Such a realistic illusion made Wang Jiu realize that this was a calamity caused by inner demons.
The disaster that troubled him finally emerged at this moment and turned into a dangerous path.
Wang Jiu is extremely dangerous at this time. If no one protects him, he may fall into the abyss and be unable to leave.
But even so, Wang Jiu still smiled confidently.
We monks have to face various dangerous challenges at any time.
If you don’t have the courage to move forward, you’re still a practitioner.
Pulse yourself and Wang Jiu starts to move forward.
Everything around him was like a dream, and all kinds of strange scenes kept appearing in front of him.
The perfect foundation-building cultivation disappeared at this moment, making Wang Jiu feel extremely fragile at this moment, as if a gust of wind could blow him away.
Walking on the path full of teeth, Wang Jiu heard his roar getting louder and louder, and finally it was like thunder, hitting him over and over again.
The voices of his past were tormenting him, but they also made him constantly search for the source of his anger.
He kept searching, constantly analyzing his own heart through his own words, understanding his true self and finding the weaknesses deep in his heart.
He saw himself constantly punishing Zhang Ting, criticizing other disciples, and urging them to continue learning.
The voice in his ears became louder and louder, and finally the whole world was filled with only the echo of his own anger, but it also allowed him to see the true emotions hidden under the anger.
He is afraid!
The disciples of Wanfa Sect are all like dragons and phoenixes among men. Each one of them has great potential and will definitely become a pillar of the sect in the future.
But Wang Jiu knew that he could only be regarded as a middle-class figure in the Wanfa Sect. He was afraid that he would bury the talents of the Wanfa Sect disciples, so he could only use more and more severe measures to let them continue to study.
Behind the fear is anger at his own incompetence.
The target of anger seems to be others, but in the end it is directed at oneself. His own incompetence is the source of his anger, and it is also a fact that he has been unwilling to admit.
But today, Wang Jiu saw it.
He finally dared to face himself, reached the end of the road, and saw the self that had been covering himself up with anger.
A self full of fear.
(End of this chapter)