Chapter 314 I choose to push dusk into darkness. As for dawn?
Finally, the exhausted Cheng Daqi took Xiao Zhao back to his loyal San Luodu, which is one of the most magical cities in the United States and accommodates countless careerists.
"Daqi, have you read the recent news? The sweater war in the United States has escalated again, and they are pressing harder."
Zhao Hongjin is very concerned about the overall environment. She is a smart and A girl with ideas always wants to change the world, so she pays close attention to the world.
“The internal contradictions are so great that we can only find a target outside to hit first. My assessment is that it is the national version of a dog jumping over the wall. They use so many tricks, but in the end they cannot change the fundamental problem.”
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This country of freedom, democracy, and equality is filled with eternal lies and endless brainwashing. For more than two hundred years, its citizens have been coerced and struggled to become the playthings of capital step by step.
They deceive the common people, exploit the people at the bottom, and poison those who may resist them. Well - the people who are deceived are always the same kind of people.
"As for us, our current methods are becoming more and more abnormal. I'm afraid that Shanhaiguan and Jiajiahaowu will eventually lose control."
In the car on the return trip, Zhao Hongjin Looking at Lille driving in front, he whispered his worries in Chinese.
Cheng Daqi looked at Xiao Zhao's anxious eyes and sighed softly.
The rulers of the United States are beasts, but Cheng Daqi has almost done the same thing now. He himself has become a part of the magical American order, so he is not afraid of the magic of America.
His MCN outputs short videos, and the mental poison of Nipple Music is also a kind of poison - because humans are imperfect animals, self-castration and escape are normal, which can actually be regarded as a certain kind of poison. a psychological protection mechanism.
His LCE cryptocurrency exchange and BEC currency mainly deceived investors and participants, pushing Chen Zihao to the front, and Accountant Jia was there, one to help him resist the thunder, and the other to help him.
“If you want to do something, you have to take risks, Zhao. All things that are slightly difficult will be difficult to achieve naturally. After the inherent interest group reaches a certain scale, in order to stabilize its economic interests, it is destined to evolve. As a conservative oppressor.
Especially in this period of global economic ebb, when growth cannot be found and the large distribution pattern remains unchanged, all kinds of monsters will naturally breed, and we are nothing special. It's impossible to gain momentum without some means.
You see the problem clearly, but you know even more clearly that the problem has not yet exploded, and you also know that conventional means cannot realize your ideas, so you do this. Don't hesitate or regret if you do it, because entanglement will cause pain. ”
Cheng Zong is the representative of this. He hesitated and struggled before, but now he has figured it out.
Cheng Daqi’s partners, from Eris to Gru to Vol Husbands, every one counts, none of them are human beings, they are all born.
Eris is directly a gangster, playing a black and gray business, while Gru is digging the United States in the skin of a police officer. The crime committed by the grassroots grave was enough to be shot a hundred times. Wolfe Dracula is the heir to the blood-sucking capital group. Dracula's evil is the greatest but the most hidden.
With these people. With him, almost all of Cheng Daqi's career is on the edge of a cliff - the kind that even a thunderstorm can't explode.
He felt that he was probably like a fisherman, but the bait on the fishhook was other people. After all, Mr. Cheng's only apparent career was MCN, and he had a slightly deeper level of involvement with a bunch of partners and anti-mines. Xia.
However, there are always some risks when fishing while standing by the water.
But now that you have made your choice, Cheng Daqi will not regret it.
"Daqi, I sometimes think, make some money, and then focus on charity, do some small kindness.
This world is like a sick giant, everywhere They're all pustules. I can't cure them, so I'll treat them what I can.
But I was influenced by you again. You can go back to being a rich little rich man, but you still choose to fight with them. If I back down, it will become a coward.
I don’t want to be a coward. "
Seemingly thinking of something, Cheng Daqi replied jokingly.
"Look, you have learned to do whatever it takes, and you also understand that studying medicine is useless. Brother Xun thought of studying medicine back then. When it's useless, it's almost like you are in the same inner decision-making process. ”
The order and rules of the United States are there. You can either make some money and quit, or you can serve them on the table and become their food, or you can do your best to sit on the table. The only way to the center of power in this country is to Ichigo, Chengdaqi has no choice.
The reason why Cheng Daqi chose to do all this is to push the eternal shackles of dusk with no future into darkness - dusk makes people mistakenly think that there will be light, and only darkness can inspire people's desire for dawn.
When the trend is unstoppable, the so-called possible success of resistance is an illusion, and acceleration is the only answer.
Sometimes, daring to give up oneself can be regarded as courage, and at this point, Cheng Daqi is the bravest among the three armies.
Whatever it takes?
Is it useless to study medicine?
Although Cheng always teased her, Zhao Hongjin thought about it for a long time and said in a low voice.
“We used to talk about substantive justice and procedural justice. Later I discovered that justice is only relative, and any justice has limitations. After that, I changed from a simple dogmatic believer to a practitioner who has stepped into it. Finally, I just want one thing - it must be successful.
Think about how serious the situation will be in the future if we and Jiajiahaowu fail.
You should have held me back from the beginning, but not only did you fail to hold me back, you also took me to Shanhaiguan to bet that we could win.
Da Qi, you"
Xiao Zhao, she is only nineteen years old after all. Her courage supports her to move forward, but she is still afraid.
Cheng Daqi shook his head and said.
"Well, you still don't understand what I mean, even if you say something depressing, Zhao, what I said at all costs means that you are willing to sacrifice part of what you insist on. I am complimenting you. You.
Many people in high positions like to shout at all costs, but they always push others into the fire pit. You are stepping into the fire pit yourself.
I'm afraid you can't get out. So I just want to help you, that’s all.”
Xiao Zhao was startled when she heard Cheng Daqi's words. She thought that Cheng Daqi was the one who had already stepped into the pit of fire.
Inexplicably, she thought of a poem.
“A few people were buried alive with enough food in their intestines, but luckily the black kite didn’t peck it early. Is there no way we can turn back?”
"The Sorrow of the Cai Ren".
Mr. Cheng was a little bit dumbfounded. Girls' perceptual thinking sometimes jumped to the point where he couldn't resist it.
"No, no, far from it. What are you thinking about? It's too arrogant!
You can still turn back. If you want to turn back, I can help you and your family can help. You."
"What about you?"
"I, why should I look back? Ning Ming's death is actually quite romantic. I don't know if I can win, but you guys My friends are willing to help me, and I still have some confidence."
Cheng Daqi's open-mindedness made Zhao Hongjin feel depressed, so she understood that she was not wrong about the person, but at this moment, she hoped that Cheng would always be the same person. A liar with clever words and lies.
She opened the car window, and the cold winter wind poured into the car. Her face felt stinging for a moment, but she did not close the window. It was too depressing here, and Zhao Hongjin wanted to take a breath.
"Why don't you go back to China? You won't be happy in the United States. Go back to China or go to a place where you can do something. Why go to Mingzhi Mountain when you know there are tigers in the mountains? Don't you think so?"< br>
With the back of his head facing Cheng Daqi, Zhao Hongjin's love for this man overshadowed all other things for the first time.
Perhaps this is not love, but a kind of intolerance for companions getting stuck in the quagmire.
Don’t go any further, stop here, Daqi.
Like Temir, Xiao Zhao also advised him to retreat.
Mr. Cheng rarely has anyone to persuade him when doing things, but last time when he targeted Aiguo Bei, Brother Sun and Xiao Zhao unanimously advised him to retreat.
Now, regarding what he insists on longing for, Temir and Xiao Zhao also unanimously advised him to retreat.
"Analysis of specific questions, you first tell me what kind of tiger it is and how much it weighs. In addition, it also depends on whether I have weapons in my hand.
If it is a small Sumatran A tiger weighs only a hundred kilograms, and if I have a weapon in my hand, I might not be able to fight it.”
What Cheng Daqi said was what Zhao Hongjin had said to him - attacking his shield with his spear was the right thing to do.
Of course Zhao Hongjin would not forget what she said. She opened her mouth, hesitated, and sighed.
"So we are just struggling, I can't see you struggling so painfully."
"With you here, I won't suffer, hahaha."
Xiao Zhao He curled his lips and chose to fight back in his own way.
"Da Qi, are you confessing to me?"
Things suddenly changed. Cheng Da Qi took Xiao Zhao's hand, lowered his head to study her nails, and replied firmly. .
"Of course, Ms. Zhao Hongjin, can you be my girlfriend?"
It didn't take him too long to make his decision. Hongxia flew over his cheeks, and Zhao Hongjin felt that his consciousness had left his body.
Oops, I shouldn't have said anything nonsense just now!
“It’s too fast, you, us.”
Mr. Cheng and Zhao Hongjin haven’t talked much about relationships. They have always been friends in their past interactions. Today’s development of things It's really too fast.
However, Cheng Daqi has always been able to see clearly what he wants. He shook his head and said with a smile.
“Didn’t you post the photo of us together and the photo of me cooking for you to your short video account? Fans said that I started to have two interests.
This is not okay. I am a grown-up person who can sit up straight. I am not that kind of person. You have caused me so much trouble.
Xiao Zhao, you don’t want me to be troubled, right? "
Zhao Hongjin's brain was almost in a state of shutdown, but Cheng Daqi's words triggered her response mechanism, and she explained subconsciously.
"Mi'er even sent you to her house. Ah, I don't know what to say. ”
Don’t regret it if you do it, Mr. Cheng gritted his teeth and charged.
"So, there are many reasons to refuse and many reasons to agree. I gave you the right to choose. I know this rashness is a bit rude, but I can't seem to find another you in this world.
< br>Xiao Zhao, you are very important to me, you are smart and hardworking, you are beautiful and smart, no, it is not because of these, these are not too important to me.
I want to say that to me. In my heart, you are very important, A Zhao.”
The car became quiet, and Cheng Daqi was a little confused. This was the first time he expressed love to a person since his rebirth - he was not a machine and could not help it. Ignoring his inner feelings for Zhao Hongjin.
Just like what he said, he can't find the second Zhao Hongjin.
This girl accompanies him to start his own business, gives him support, works hard for him, has the same goals as him and is so beautiful and lovely.
Just like flying insects in the dark yearning for light, he couldn't help but yearn to lean against Xiao Zhao's body because she was very warm.
Even if he understands that this light may not exist forever, he still wants to get closer for a while, because he can sometimes be greedy.
“But Daqi, we don’t understand it yet, you don’t even know what I like to eat, just like I don’t know what you like to do, what will our future be like if we are together, will you Will we get married if we stay in the United States or return to China?
And what if you snore while sleeping, what if our living habits are different.”
Zhao Hongjin had now come to her senses. She spoke quickly and listed a bunch of possible problems between the two of them. Each of these problems was very realistic.
"Also, Daqi, have you ever thought about what will happen to Mi'er? You also told me about her temperament. If we are together, she may be very sad.
Speaking of which, Mi'er and I are friends, and I don't want to make her sad. And you're right, these are insignificant, all of them are insignificant. I want to be your lover, Daqi, let's be together!"
< br>Cheng Daqi pulled Xiao Zhao's catkin. He was so excited that he used too much force.
“Okay!”
Zhao Hongjin is a decent girl, and she respects Mi'er very much. After all, this woman is her boyfriend's investor.
"What if it's just Mi'er?"
Cheng Daqi replied speechlessly.
“I don’t want to think so much now.”
“Haha, me too.”
"I'm great today and brave enough. In fact, I confessed to you yesterday, Xiao Zhao."
"Did I not hear that sentence clearly?"
"Yes, people Well, I always hope that I can control everything, but my heartbeat, my hormones, and my thoughts tell me that I like you very much."
"Why so sudden?"
"The first few days. Tianhe Mier is inspecting suppliers in China. The longer I stay with her, the more I understand that I am thinking of you, A Zhao.”
"Do I still need to thank her?"
"No, I will arrange some bodyguards for you later. She is very nice to me, but she is too cruel. I am afraid she will kill you.
Although the possibility is low, we have to be careful.”
“Are you kidding me?”
“Of course not, are you scared?”
"I love you, Daqi, but I'm worried that this was a blind move when I was nineteen. What should I do if one day I want to leave? I just gave a bunch of reasons, but in fact the real reason is just this."
"Then leave, I will be sad for two days, and then I won't be sad anymore."
Presumptuous guy!
Can you be any more of a jerk?
Are you not sad in two days?
Is this how you feel about me?
Cheng Daqi, you seem to be too presumptuous!
Zhao Hongjin said nothing, but pinched the soft flesh of Cheng Daqi's waist hard.
“You can’t be sad for only two days, at least you have to be sad for two years, no, three years!”
“Hiss, it hurts.”
Xiao Zhao quickly let go of Cheng Daqi and wanted to rub the place where he had just pinched Cheng Zong.
“I’ll rub it for you.”
“Forget it, it’s okay, I still feel a little unreal, so are we lovers?”
“Yes. , but I’m not very good at dating, please give me some advice.”
“I’ve almost forgotten how to talk about it, as is everyone.”
"Ah? Have you talked about it a long time ago?"
"Yes, I was in kindergarten at that time and met a little girl"
"You didn't let anyone go in kindergarten. , was born!”
“Listen to me, we were having a great time, I peed on her and she was named Xiao Zhao.”
“Hmph, You told me this story, you are so annoying.”
"Then shall we continue to be together?"
"Hug me, what do you mean by just holding hands?"
"Ah, okay, I'm afraid you will think that is too presumptuous. "
"You are too polite, Daqi, we are already lovers."
Lying on Cheng Daqi's shoulder, Zhao Hongjin was a little happy and a little melancholy.
Daqi, we are going to step into the darkness together, and we will come out together when the time comes.
Two bright-hearted people jumped into the fire pit, they seemed a little fearless.
Nineteen-year-old Zhao Hongjin is scared but determined. Cheng Daqi, who has already passed the age of nineteen, is calm and grateful. Fortunately, he is not alone along the way.
The world is always young, and there are always people burning.
I have written so much today, and I can’t control the characters. At this point in the story, I feel that it is ridiculous for Mr. Cheng to continue to withdraw from his vulnerability. He is in so much pain, how can he not yearn for the light? Hey, I have to change a lot of the stories that follow.
Brothers, I know it’s a bit willful to write like this, but birds flying across the ocean also need to rest. Mr. Cheng’s journey has been so painful. He longs for light like a moth. I can’t convince myself to continue to suppress his pair of Xiao Zhao. feelings.
(End of this chapter)