Chapter 355: Long Dream
Tangze lowered his head, glanced at the bouquet in his hand, and quickly realized that he was dreaming.
Since time traveling, he has not had a dream for a long, long time.
As Leon said at the beginning, his guests are not qualified to have sweet dreams. As long as Karasawa falls asleep, his consciousness will immediately wake up in the velvet room, and even if he chooses to continue falling asleep in the bar, he will only enter a dark, dreamless sleep.
This kind of experience of clearly realizing that you are dreaming and being able to see your surroundings clearly is unique.
In his dream, he was completely unable to actively control his body's movements. He just watched himself walking in an empty white corridor.
The nurse wearing a mask hurried past him pushing a cart full of medicines. The slight beep of the instrument came closer and further away, and faintly heard crying coming from somewhere.
This is a hospital ward.
"Knock knock".
Stopping in front of a ward door, Tangze knocked on the door and waited for a few seconds. When no one responded in the room, he pushed the door open and entered.
A man in a hospital gown was sitting on the hospital bed, turning his head to look silently at the morning light outside the window, turning a blind eye to his arrival.
"Good morning, Shiho." Karasawa heard himself say in a soft voice, "You seem to be recovering well. How are you feeling today?"
The girl sitting on the bed finally turned around Headed.
This is indeed Miyano Shiho.
"Well, my face looks much better." As if he was accustomed to her silence, Tang Ze arranged the flowers in his hands and began to put them into the glass bottle on the bedside, "You will be there soon. You’re totally fine, Shiho.”
Miyano Shiho watched his actions speechlessly, his face was cold and his expression was unfamiliar, and the disgust between his brows was something Karasawa could tell at a glance.
In this dream, he obviously has a bad relationship with Miyano Shiho and is not familiar with them.
"What are you going to do after you are discharged from the hospital?" Tang Ze still spoke to her in a soft and kind tone, "You are already safe. During this period of time, I have eliminated the last hidden dangers. It's gone. Shiho, you don't have to..."
"Stop talking." The man leaning on the bed took two big breaths, his voice was trembling. , but his tone was unmistakable, "Get out."
Tang Ze paused as he placed the flowers one by one.
He glanced at Miyano Shiho's eyebrows, took a breath, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Shiho."
"No need to apologize to me." Miyano Shiho raised his hand and touched his throat. The bandage seemed to have been injured by something that would affect her vocal cords, and her voice was weak and hoarse. However, this did not stop her from finishing the words word by word, "The person who should listen to your apology is no longer here." . ”
Tang Ze took in another breath and let out a choking gasp.
Kangze, who was familiar with his own state, knew that this meant that his emotions were out of control, causing fluctuations in his breathing rate.
"I have no power, I blame you." Miyano Shiho continued to speak, gritting her teeth, a look of pain appeared on her face, but she still continued her words resolutely, "I, too, am a Incompetent person. But, I..."
She choked and coughed in pain.
Tang Ze quickly stood up, walked to the nursing table on the other side, poured a glass of water, and handed it to her hand.
Miyano Shiho made a swallowing movement with difficulty, raised his hand, and pushed the glass of water away with slight but unwavering force.
"You said that you can agree to any of my requests."
Tang Ze raised his eyes and saw a pair of blue eyes filled with tears. The early morning sun would The snow-white ward was brightly lit, but it couldn't shine into these eyes.
"Yes," Karasawa heard himself say, "I said it."
"So, my request is..." Miyano Shiho adjusted his breathing, closed his eyes, and leaned back on the bed He said, "We will never meet again."
"...You don't want to see me, it's a reasonable request." Putting the rejected glass of water on the bedside table, Tang Ze looked at the The water surface was shaking, and he smiled lowly and mocked himself, "Now that things have happened, it would be too pretentious to talk about confession."
He sighed and took two steps back.
"I agree to your request, Shiho." Karasawa stepped back, watching Miyano Shiho, who was unwilling to look at him, gradually turning into a shadow in the daylight, "Take good care of yourself. Just treat it as a shadow. It’s for Mingmei.”
After saying the name, Karasawa lowered his head, turned around and left the suffocating room as if fleeing. A muffled cry finally sounded after he closed the door to the ward.
What on earth is this...
It wasn’t until he walked forward in silence again that Tang Ze had time to think about what he had just witnessed.
Miyano Shiho did not become Haibara Ai, but was seriously injured, and Miyano Akemi sounded like she did not survive...
Then, "confess", "never meet", and...
In the dream, he walked silently through the corridor, down the stairs, walked out of the hospital, walked into the crowd, and walked silently Cross the noisy street and stand in front of the sidewalk.
It was working time at this time. On the side of the wide road in Shibuya, busy office workers and students were crowded together, shoulder to shoulder.
He was surrounded by crowds of people, but he felt deeply lonely.
“Shinichi——wait for me——”
"Go slowly, there is still time."
High school students passing by him with bread in their mouths.
"Are you feeling better, Xiaolan? What happened to Uncle Maori..."
"Well...I'm fine."
"...it will be fine. Get up.”
"...Well, but, I may move to my mother's house in the future..."
Standing on this side of the road, Tang Ze turned around and looked at the boy and girl wearing the Didan school uniform. They walked towards the figure across the road.
"I'm sorry." Tang Ze heard his own voice ringing, as if he was speaking to the two children, and as if it was completely echoing in his heart. The voice became lower and lower, and gradually became It was like a sob suppressed in the throat, "I'm sorry..."
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"...Karasawa, Karaze!"
Tang Ze opened his eyes and stared blankly at the cyan light flashing in front of him.
The strong feeling of loneliness had not completely subsided, and his mind was immersed in the mournful cry just now.
Tang Ze rarely cries.
Oh, if we talk about acting, then he is indeed a guy who can close his eyes and start crying anytime and anywhere, but it is really rare to say that he is so hurt that he sheds tears from his heart. And little.
But the man in the dream really sounded like he was about to cry.
What happened to make him so vulnerable? Was that dream some kind of hypothetical situation that might happen?
Or is this some kind of warning and fable, reminding him that he must take good care of the Miyano sisters and the Mori family?
While he was still thinking about these possibilities, he suddenly felt a tug and finally came back to his senses.
"Where's the stretcher? Has the stretcher been brought over?"
"Let's move him directly to the flat bed. He doesn't seem to be responding..."
"No, we can't move him. What if there is internal bleeding or something like that? Let's carry him down on a stretcher first."
Before he could wake up, Tang Ze expressed that he was fine. Hands had already grasped his limbs, and someone else gently held the back of his neck, pulling him out of the soft cocoon of the seat.
Being carried out without any explanation, Tangze's eyes widened.
"Wait a minute, wait a minute -" Looking at the medical stretcher getting closer and closer, Tang Ze struggled, "What are you doing! I'm fine, I just slept a little longer -!"
(End of this chapter)