Chapter 367 Karasawa: They say I know how to be an undercover agent
Smiling away a customer, Azusa Enomoto returned to the bar and saw Toru Amuro sitting at the bar looking at the mobile phone in his hand. , thinking about something without saying a word.
"Did something happen to Mr. Amuro? He seems a little down today." Azusa Enomoto said with concern, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't hold on, the store is not very busy today."< br>
Her colleague has always been very dedicated. Even when he started a business and had his own side job, it only reduced some of the days of attendance. It was relatively rare to be distracted like this during working hours, and she couldn't help but feel a little bit. Worry.
"I have no problem." Toru Amuro raised his head and showed the same smile as before, "Don't worry about me, Miss Enomoto. I'm just thinking about some personal issues. I'm sorry, I'm not in my best mood today. Thank you very much. You.”
"It's okay, I have received a lot of care from Mr. Amuro. I'm just curious. I rarely see you worried about anything." Azusa Enomoto was slightly surprised, "Can you tell me what the problem is? Although I may not be able to share your worries. , maybe it would be better to say it.”
The problem...
Amuro Toru lowered his head and looked at the phone screen again.
An open email was displayed on his screen.
【From Karasawa
Yes, just after I said goodbye to Belmode and left the venue, I received an order from the organization. It was a direct order from the boss, so I solved the problem as quickly as possible. 】
In the morning, just after he received the aftermath task assigned by Gin, Toru Amuro immediately realized that Thomas Sindora, who had been missing all night, was missing.
So he used his dissatisfaction with being caught as an excuse to inquire about the information from Gin, and through insinuations, he deduced some bad signals.
The person who carried out the silencing mission last night should be Tang Ze, and Tang Ze used his words to get him the task of dealing with the aftermath.
The information revealed behind this made him feel not very calm.
"Some educational problems." Amuro Toru sighed lightly, "Sometimes, when you find that your children are in trouble and have troubles, and even if you hope to help them, you can't bear all this for the children, you always It’s inevitable that I’ll feel upset.”
“Oh…” Azusa Enomoto understood and smiled, not too surprised, “It’s about Tang Zejun.”
“Obviously. "
"No, Mr. Amuro doesn't have any children. The only one who can make you feel so troublesome is Karasawa-san," Azusa Enomoto tilted her head and smiled.
Toru Amuro smiled bitterly: "If it was really my child, there might not be so much trouble..."
If Toru Amuro was asked to "discipline" him... then he really lacked confidence and had no way of starting.
Tang Ze is a person who has very complicated experiences and has many concerns about himself. Unlike many other children of this age, he almost never feels confused.
Perhaps he has experienced the pain of growing up earlier. At this stage, he has formed a very stable personality and does not refuse to communicate with others. He will even in turn communicate with others. Export your own logic...
So when such a child has a negative experience in an unknown place, what should he do?
"It sounds like you are very worried about Karasawa-kun." Thinking of Karasawa's daily appearance, Azusa Enomoto's smile widened a little. In fact, judging from her perspective, Mr. Amuro may have an overly parental mentality, and caring can lead to chaos. She feels that Tang Ze is a child who is worry-free enough, "But children always have to grow up, and there will always be times when they have to face all this on their own. Even if we want to protect them, Don’t let them suffer any hardships. Some things are irreplaceable. If you don’t let them go this time, there will be another time... This is indeed annoying, but this is growth, right?”
Toru Amuro took a deep breath.
Tang Ze, in fact, emphasized at the beginning that when he chose this path, he knew everything he would face.
He talked about Xingchuan Hui's past without shyness, and occasionally joked with him about many anecdotes about the organization. He was by no means ignorant of what he was doing.
But even if he understands that Karasawa can actually accomplish all of this well, Toru Amuro will still worry from time to time, worrying that he is really stuck in the quagmire.
Amuro Tohru himself couldn't tell whether this was because of Karasawa's youth, because of his concerns about minors as a police officer, or because...
...He can't help but think of himself when he just embarked on this road. He must forget the past and cut off all past social relationships. Even some of his classmates who have been deeply involved in the police field, if they really look for information about him, they will only find out that the famous number one in the past is no longer a police officer. .
You must abandon the concepts you have persisted for twenty years, abandon your moral bottom line, and become a ferocious evil person wholeheartedly and around the clock.
To do things that you were unwilling to do in the past, you have to go against the principles and persistence of the past...
Who wouldn’t be shaken when they first embarked on this path? Who doesn’t struggle and suffer?
The first two years were the most difficult stage. He once had some doubts that were both real and imaginary. Could that persistent and stubborn police academy student be just a vicious and vicious Bourbon, just a fantasy that he used to indulge himself in self-pity? Did he really have a life called "Feng Gu Zero"?
So Toru Amuro always wants to do more and bear more... Even if it is impossible to really isolate all darkness for the younger generation, at least it can slow down the infection of this pain.
"Yes..." Touching the button on the screen with his fingertips to delete the email, Toru Amuro agreed, "They have to face it themselves."
" Jingle bells——”
Enomoto Azusa immediately looked at the door of the store where the bell was touched, and saw Karasawa walking in with a commuting bag on his back.
"Welcome back, Karasawa-kun." He said hello with a smile, and as he did every day, Azusa Enomoto explained gently, "Today's dinner is spaghetti. I'll prepare it for you."
Her He turned around and winked at Toru Amuro with his right eye before walking towards the cooking table.
"If you have any problems, you must communicate in time." She reminded in a small voice, "Should you talk to Karasawa-kun properly?"
Amuro Toru nodded and looked at Karasawa With a smile on his face, he walked to the bar stool and sat down.
"I'm back." Tang Ze spoke first with a smile.
Toru Amuro did look a little troubled, with a slight frown on his brows, but his mood was quite stable.
He didn’t feel like the storm was about to come when he tried to commit suicide several times before.
Karasawa is really confident in Tohru Amuro.
Did he just say that everyone is an old Thousand Layer Pie?
The police, even if everyone is a good policeman, is also a violent department. This is the same in any country. There is nothing to say.
Even if he really thought that he had killed Sindora in order to maintain Kumail's identity, he would not have made such an earth-shattering "you are an undercover agent but how can you kill someone" scene...
At most, he is worried about his mental health. Will a minor who has not received systematic training be an undercover agent and break down?
Toru Amuro carefully observed Karasawa's face.
Looks like he is in good spirits...
This guy is the colleague who makes him worry the most, and the child who makes him worry the most.
But before that...
"Welcome back." Touya Amuro replied with a smile.
It can be seen here that I don’t care about Gosho Aoyama’s outrageous setting of “none of the undercover agents have ever killed anyone”.
How to put it, it is not wrong for Zi Gong to emphasize so much in his work, but I feel that to some extent, this can be regarded as erasing the difficulty and heaviness of being an undercover agent... so I am still a little more realistic.
(End of this chapter)