Chapter 400 Tang Ze: It’s not intentional, it’s mainly because I’m sick
“Tang Ze, if you feel uncomfortable, you don’t have to force yourself to explain.” He interpreted Tang Ze’s shaking of his head as some kind of discomfort. , Suzuki Sonoko came up and patted him on the back, "In short, you really didn't mean it, right?"
Karazawa, who was actually just thinking about deep logical issues for a moment, was stunned and quickly reacted Come here, if you are lost in thought when talking about this topic, it can easily be interpreted as being in a low mood and unable to speak.
Forget it, just right, this emotional state also meets the needs.
So Tangze maintained his current expression and continued to play.
"It's okay with me." Karasawa gently blocked Suzuki Sonoko's hand, took two deep breaths, pretended to calm down his emotions, and returned to a calm tone of voice, "What needs to be explained should be explained clearly. After all, I do It caused some harm to classmate Wakayama.”
Wakayama Junko gritted her teeth and looked at Tang Ze’s expression, unable to speak the words that came to her lips.
"The impact on me is not that severe now. It's not that the memory problem does not exist at all. It's just that during the long-term treatment process, I found a way to temporarily close some memories." Still talking big Tangze, who was telling the truth, did not change his expression and carefully stitched his nonsense in, "But my overdeveloped memory is a congenital problem for me. My brain will memorize too many things on its own initiative. I I can only adjust myself regularly and seal away unnecessary content. For others, this process is automatically accomplished by the brain's forgetting and filtering, but my brain cannot learn to forget, so my memory may have some deviations from time to time. This is an unavoidable situation. "
"Are you saying that you forgot to communicate with Junko the day before? But, judging from your usual appearance, you don't feel like this is a problem? " Noro Saki became confused, "If your memory is really superior, then why, I usually see you in class..."
The following question is somewhat rude, although she is always talking to Karasawa online every day He said bad things, but he still couldn't speak in front of others.
If he had hyperamnesia, it would be very difficult for Tang Ze to learn knowledge...
However, after being in the same class with him for several months, she knew very well that Tang Ze's grades had always been quite average. No, calling him ordinary would be a bit flattering. He seemed to have failed the first two tests...
After understanding her unfinished words, Karasawa looked at Hoshikawa Teru again.
Smile, smile, you’ve been laughing, you haven’t stopped at all, it’s your fault again, look at you!
Xingchuan Hui continued to suppress a smile while looking back at him without any guilt.
Who is to blame? Who do you think is to blame?
Not only did he have people take classes and write homework for him, but he also didn’t even take the exam himself. He deserves to be tortured like this!
"Well, this is why I behave like this in school." Karasawa, who had already thought of an excuse to lie, and Hoshikawa Teru condemned each other with their eyes for a few times, and then continued to explain. , “I can easily deal with memories outside of school, as long as I close all the content that has nothing to do with my life goals; but when I go to school, I have to remember the contents of the textbook, which is very challenging. My memory screening... I often can't deal with this part. The same is true for Wakayama-san. I also block this part of memory. So, hyperamnesia has not brought me any learning. The gain is very counterintuitive, right?"
"But, but..." Noro Saki looked at Karasawa's frank look, and felt that the reason he said was somewhat ridiculous. I really couldn't find any loopholes in his logic, so I had to look at Suzuki Sonoko and Mao Lilan, "Well, you, Suzuki and Mao Li..."
"In order to prevent everyone from noticing my abnormality, I There is little communication with people in school." Tang Ze explained first - this is also true. Even when he was in Quanxin High School, Tang Ze Akira only maintained ordinary social relationships with his classmates, "Suzuki. My classmates... they are very enthusiastic. From the first day we met, they took the initiative to approach me and invited me to hang out after school. To be honest, although it may be an exaggeration, this is the truth. ——They are the only friends I have made since I grew up.”
"Tang Ze..." Mao Lilan looked at Tang Ze smiling and almost had tears in her eyes. "Oh my god, I didn't even notice such a thing..." Lingmu Sonoko was also surprised, looking at him with tearful eyes that were beginning to overflow with motherly love.
Before today, Tangze's image in her heart was that of an elder brother.
Although he is about the same age as them, only one year older, Tangze has a calm face and the image of calmly taking care of any trouble, which always gives people a sense of calmness and reliability.
But after what Karasawa said, his image suddenly changed from a mature older man to one who pretends to be strong and can endure any trouble for his friends...
Before Suzuki Sonoko actually rushed towards him and gave him a hug, Karasawa stood up prejudgmently and walked to Wakayama Junko.
"I'm very sorry for the bad impression I gave you before. Regardless of whether you can accept my reasons, I had no ill intentions toward you at that time. It wasn't because I had any objections to you, or because of the The only person who deliberately alienates you is to be indifferent to you."
Tang Ze reached into his bag and pulled out the fake notice with a hole poked in it by the butterfly knife.
"So, should you also apologize to me?" He handed the notice letter to Junko Wakayama, whose head almost dropped to her chest. "This letter of yours really caused me a lot of trouble." It has caused a lot of trouble...and all the people who are investigating this matter because they trust me."
"I'm sorry..." Seeing the fake picture that she made with her own hands, it really hurt Tang Ze. In the trailer, Junko Wakayama couldn't hold back her emotions at all, and her secret sobbing turned into crying loudly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I should ask you more, I should..."
She panicked and grabbed the incriminating letter in her hand, bursting into tears.
What really hurt her was not only what Karasawa explained about his own situation, but also what he expressed about why Suzuki Sonoko would become friends with him.
It's her fault, it's her problem. If she hadn't accepted Ishibashi's childish bet, if it hadn't been for Ishibashi's few words of stimulation that forced her to seek help from Karasawa, she would have wanted to make friends. Mood, if you approach him sincerely like Suzuki Sonoko, is everything going to be...
She, she has liked Karasawa, she likes him so much.
When she timidly patted Tang Ze on the shoulder, fully expecting to receive a cold rejection or unfamiliar questioning, a smile without any haze bloomed on Tang Ze's face...
There was no chance anymore. Her impulsiveness and self-pity ruined everything. She even ruined Karasawa's hard-earned opportunity to be a student again...
The more Junko Wakayama thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became. He slowly bent down and cried bitterly.
(End of this chapter)